Transmigration: The Concubine Today

Chapter 147 You Are Jealous Of Him 3
"What did you say? She wants to keep me? But why does she always try her best to drive me away?" Regarding Liu Yinmeng's words, Duanmu Lingfeng didn't know whether he was happy or unhappy.

"This is the so-called fan of the authorities. It should be said that she wants you to stay in her heart, but her reason does not allow her to do so." Liu Yinmeng finally understood that Shangguan Qianxue was not the only one who couldn't see her.

"Why? Why?" Duanmu Lingfeng couldn't help asking.What is going on?Is it really like what Liu Yinmeng said, I still don't understand her?She actually still loves herself?

"Sister Qianxue said that her feelings for you have not changed from beginning to end, but you have changed towards her. Maybe you still love her, but the guilt towards her must be more important in your heart. Between you , just like her face, can never go back to the past."

Duanmu Lingfeng was silent. For six years, he had been living by remembering that girl, and every time he thought about it, his heart ached unbearably.But he never thought about why he did that.Liu Yinmeng's words reminded him that what that girl said was correct, although he still loves her, it seems that since when did he feel guilty towards her in his heart.Did that girl see it so thoroughly?

Suddenly remembered another important point in Liu Yin's dream talk, and quickly asked: "You said that your face is the same as hers, and you can't go back to the past. What do you mean?"

While Liu Yinmeng was hesitating, Murongfeng's cold voice sounded in Duanmu Lingfeng's ear, "You don't think she painted that butterfly by herself, do you?"

Duanmu Lingfeng was stunned, what do you mean?Isn't it painted?Duanmu Lingfeng has always thought about it, if that girl deliberately painted butterflies on her face to make herself more beautiful, why would she always cover her veil instead of showing her true colors?Now, after hearing what Murong Feng said, isn't it a painting at all? "What do you mean? Then why is there that butterfly on her face?"

"Why?" Murong Feng sneered and asked back: "Shouldn't I ask you this?"

"Me?" Duanmu Lingfeng was puzzled.He didn't know when he had left such marks on that girl's face, but according to Murong Feng, it seemed that he was the culprit.

"Of course it's you. Do you think she was really intact six years ago? Dystocia, bleeding, when I arrived, she was covered in wet blood, I almost thought she was dead. And at that time, her side was surrounded by The fire surrounded me. Of course, it was also my fault that I was intimidated by her appearance at the time, and after a moment of hesitation, the scorched roof beam fell down." Recalling the situation at that time, Murong Feng clenched his hands involuntarily, just like the girl Still covered in blood, lying in the fire like life or death, it made him worry.

And Duanmu Lingfeng was even more difficult to give birth, he knew it.Bleeding profusely, covered in blood, he was completely unaware of this.Caiyun, who was present at the time, didn't tell him about these things at all.And the charred roof beams falling down?What beam is that?Who built it?He's going to kill the man who built the cold palace! "What happened after that? Did you knock her down?" Duanmu Lingfeng asked anxiously, he cared more about the girl's comfort than these.

"I used my palm to shake the wood apart, but it wasn't complete. She was still injured." Murong Feng closed his eyes, and the situation that day was vividly remembered.Every time he thought of that night in the past six years, he regretted it too much.How can it be said that it was caused by that man?If I didn't hesitate for a moment at that time, how could things happen later? "You must not know that after she was rescued by me, she lay on the bed for a whole year, and she was covered with bruises! It took a year for her to regain her vitality, but her face, that stunning face, was disfigured!"

Duanmu Lingfeng froze there.At this moment, Murong Feng's words kept repeating in his mind, "She is covered in bruises" and "That stunning face is disfigured".Duanmu Lingfeng has always been guilty of what he did to that girl, why he didn't stay by her side when she was pregnant, but left her in the cold palace and ignored her.Why did she regret it early on, but still didn't have the courage to face her, so that it caused a disaster, and she regretted it too late.

But fortunately, the girl is still alive.Although in Duanmu Lingfeng's view, Shangguan Qianxue still didn't forgive herself, but since she was still alive, Duanmu Lingfeng's guilt was not as deep as before.It's just that he didn't expect that the girl came back from the ghost gate.It's just that he didn't expect that the fact that he didn't dare to face it back then would make that girl alive, but she would never be able to return to the past.

Duanmu Lingfeng's body was trembling slightly.What did you do?Can you still confidently say how much you love her?If you love her, why is it you who hurt her every time, but someone else who saves her?If you love her, why do you stay by other women's side when she needs you most?
"That's not all, because of you, she can only miss her child in her dreams for six years. Do you know what it feels like? Many times, she can't sleep all night, and then sits at the window and counts the stars, Reassure yourself that her baby is fine now and doesn't need hers."

Duanmu Lingfeng hadn't fully repented yet, Murongfeng's voice sounded again.In his voice, Duanmu Lingfeng could almost see that girl sitting alone by the window and weeping in the dead of night.

Seeing the extremely painful expression on Duanmu Lingfeng's dazed face, Liu Yinmeng couldn't bear it all the time, "Master Mu, no matter how sad you are now, it won't help. And sister Qianxue doesn't want you to feel guilty at all. Instead of holding on to the past, If you don’t forget it, it’s better to think about what to do now. You obviously still love each other deeply, why don’t you get together again? I believe that this is also the ending that the child wants most.”

Duanmu Lingfeng looked at Liu Yinmeng hesitantly, as if it was the first time in his life that he was so uncertain.What Liu Yinmeng said was right, why didn't they get back together again?That girl still loves me, and I also love her deeply, but is it really okay to be together again?What Duanmu Lingfeng couldn't get out of his mind was the image of that girl suffering because of herself.

"But can we really go back to the past?" Duanmu Lingfeng murmured.

He didn't need anyone to answer, but Liu Yinmeng said, "It's up to you, Young Master Mu. Sister Qian Xue has never hated you, and the one who really doesn't forgive you is yourself. If you can solve this Heart knot, you will definitely be able to go back to the past."

"Yes! Sister Liu is right!" Dongfang Xu suddenly walked out behind Duanmu Lingfeng, followed by He Lanziguang.

Dongfang Xu and He Lanzi just bowed their hands to Murong Feng to say hello, Dongfang Xu continued: "My lord, didn't you always say that if you want Miss Shangguan to forget the past, you must first forget it yourself? Now that you know Miss Shangguan Why can't I let go of my thoughts?"

"Young master, there is actually one thing that I have been keeping from you. That is, three years ago, I knew that Miss Shangguan was still alive. But Miss Shangguan didn't let me tell you the truth. At first I thought she didn't want to Seeing Young Master, she found out later that this was not the case, she was just worried that the two of them would not be able to be together after meeting, that would be better than not seeing each other." He Lanziguang followed Dongfang Xu and said.

Three years ago, by chance, He Lanziguang learned that the owner of Wanyaolou was Shangguan Qianxue whom he had been thinking about day and night.At that time, he never thought of telling Duanmu Lingfeng about it, because he was worried that the woman would be hurt by him again.And he also felt that Shangguan Qianxue would not want Duanmu Lingfeng to know the news. As expected, the first thing Shangguan Qianxue said when she saw He Lanziguang was, "Don't tell that person that I'm still alive."

Like Duanmu Lingfeng, like many others, He Lanziguang thought that Shangguan Qianxue did this because she hated Duanmu Lingfeng.But she didn't want to, after a long time, she said to herself, "I don't hate! I just don't want to be more desperate after meeting."

(End of this chapter)