Tian's little cook

Chapter 91

Maybe it was because he slept a lot in the afternoon, Lin Zhimo lay on the bed without any sleepiness.

Yuan Shi on the side hadn't gotten out of the excitement of the night's conversation, and couldn't fall asleep: "Zhimo, are you asleep?"

"I can't sleep. Sister Yuan, why don't we talk?" Lin Zhimo turned around, his eyes bright in the dark night.

"Will our talking disturb Lin Jiao's rest?" Yuan Shi whispered.

"Probably not, let's keep our voice down." Lin Zhimo always thought that Lin Jiao was sleeping well, "He might have fallen asleep."

"Okay." Yuan also turned around, "Chatting with you today is the happiest day I've ever been married in the village."

Lin Zhimo felt a little sad when he heard this, and asked, "Have you been unhappy since you married?"

Maybe it was the dark night that covered up his expression, maybe it was Lin Zhimo's concern, or there was no one to talk to for too long, so Yuan let go of all his defenses: "Well, I don't think I've ever been happy."

Yuan slowly told Lin Zhimo about her life experience and all the circumstances.

Yuan's full name is Yuan Xiangxue, she is the eldest in the family, has a younger sister and a younger brother, and the younger brother is the youngest.

Parents value sons over daughters. Although the family background is not good, they doted on their younger brother very much since they were young, and spent a lot of money on him.He didn't care about his two daughters.

In such an environment, Yuan Xiangxue's younger brother had a very bad personality. He was sneaky since he was a child, and became even worse when he grew up.

Once when he was stealing, he was caught by his master, and after he was sent to the government, he was kept in prison.

Her parents were begging for help everywhere, and their family was almost empty.

The world is not peaceful now, and there are many corrupt officials. If she wants to save her brother, she will have to spend a lot of money.

Thus, Yuan Xiangxue's parents paid attention to her.

In the Dasheng Dynasty, girls were generally able to marry when they reached the age of 16, and those who were a little later were around.

But Yuan Xiangxue stayed in her boudoir until she was 20 years old. There was only one reason. Her parents felt that the betrothal gifts were too few.

Her dowry was to be used for her younger brother, so the parents had to find someone with a lot of dowry.

But the situation of her family is clear to everyone around, who would be so stupid to marry a brother who has a troublesome family?

Isn't this asking for trouble?Therefore, Yuan Xiangxue's marriage has always been delayed.

This time, her younger brother was imprisoned, and Yuan Xiangxue's parents asked her to marry him from far away in order to get more dowry. The other party was still a sick child.

She had no choice but to accept her fate.

But the days when she got married were not easy, her parents-in-law treated her very coldly, they just urged her to take care of her son and carry on the family line.

But her husband was not in good health, and she couldn't have sex at all. She couldn't get pregnant all the time, and her parents-in-law also blamed her.

As soon as her husband passed away, Yuan Xiangxue was rushed to the dilapidated house where she lives now.

If she hadn't relied on her needlework for some rice salt, and then went to dig wild vegetables to eat, she would have starved to death.

Even if there is a person who communicates with each other now, he already has a family, and he doesn't expect to marry himself into the door at all.

In her life, is the meaning of living to be suffering?
"I always wonder, did I commit too many sins in my previous life, and I will suffer so much in this life?" Yuan Xiangxue said at the end, tears were already streaming down,

"I am alive now, just like an ant, just because of the instinct to survive."

(End of this chapter)