Chapter 88
When Jun Fengxi came to visit, I was listening to the sound of the morning dew knocking on the bamboo leaves, thinking hard about the endgame that had reached a desperate situation early.He walked up to me, flicked his sleeves, and knocked over the chessboard.

I raised my head, looked at his unreally perfect face, and said, you messed up my chess game.

I can put it back as it is, but you can't break it for ten years.

I laughed because he was telling the truth.

You actually hid here, really made it easy for me to find, he said, sitting opposite me.

I didn't ask him why he was looking for this place. He has always been omnipotent. I don't even know if there are things in this world that he doesn't know, and are there people's hearts that he can't see through.

He was perfect, so perfect that it seemed fake.

When we first met, I thought his fair skin was powdered, so I deliberately invited him to wait in the sweltering side hall for three hours on a hot summer day. When the rain fell, he felt secretly happy, and ordered the palace servants to wipe his sweat with a Gebu.I never thought that the skin that wiped off the sweat would be fairer.

It turns out that there are really some people who are born with a face like powder, which feels cold to the touch.

After getting in touch with each other more and becoming familiar with each other, I began to suspect that his perfection was unreal.

I have always been sensitive and suspicious, withdrawn by nature, and because of abnormal lust, I have a special way to identify men.Jun Fengxi is the closest to perfection among the men I have ever seen. He has a beautiful appearance and is good at talking, and he can look like a celebrity without taking Wushi powder; It is as comfortable as the wind blowing clothes, as natural as water flowing through the gap between hands.Such a person, if he is not a real immortal, must be extremely hypocritical.

But I still like being with him, knowing that there is unfathomable darkness under his perfect skin.

Because only by being with him can I throw off the shackles of being a crown prince and reveal all the darkness in my heart.

Sitting opposite me at this moment, talking about the earth-shaking outside, but his eyes are like an ancient well, without waves.

"How did you get in?"

I couldn't help but be curious.

This is a forbidden area, Emperor Xuan has taught that the descendants of the Xiao family must not damage any grass or tree here.What's more, there are three hundred elites left to me by Agan outside—the black armor who is known as the world's number one deadly fighter. Even if tens of thousands of forbidden troops break in regardless of the rules of our ancestors, they still have enough leisure to take me out of the capital.So I never worried about the safety of this place. If one day an envoy really came here to invite me to the palace to meet the Queen Mother or the King of Changsha, it must be A-gan who decided to abandon me.

But I will not be depressed, I love him and would do anything for him.

What's more, I know that he won't sell me cheap.

"I want to come in, so I come in."

He smiled, flapped his folding fan lightly, and flapped his clothes, like an exiled immortal.

The smile was so enchanting and seductive, I couldn't help but stare dumbfounded.

But I was the only one who rated him as enchanting, and everyone in the world felt that he was a gentleman, and he was not stained with dust.

"Why are you looking at me like this? I belong to the eldest princess."

He said frivolously, and I glanced at him, noncommittal.

He is indeed the eldest princess's person, but he has never been the eldest princess' guest.I am very sensitive in matters of love, and I have long seen that this notorious man has no interest in the sexual desires of men and women, just as he always claims to be, he is a celibate person.

"Agan told me, thank you for helping me that time."

"But it's a little effort. General Ye's sword dance is exquisite and decisive. It shouldn't be a pearl. It's just... why do I feel that it's so awkward to say this from your mouth? Don't you... you always hate people who can get close to him openly ? Especially women."

His words were tactful and direct, and I didn't know how to respond.

At this time the maid had picked up all the chess pieces, he took the black pieces and asked me, "Are you talking about a game?"

I shook my head, his chess strength surpassed mine too much, even if he gave up and allowed me to regret the game, I must be the loser in the end.

"Knowing that you are bound to lose, why bother to humiliate yourself. But you, who came to visit today, don't you know that I am lonely, hungry and thirsty, and want to be lingering with my brocade quilt, stealing the cold to give me warmth?"

I said mockingly to myself, he knew how I felt about A-gan, so he didn't have to force himself to act like a man in front of him.

"I have no plans to sell myself to the emperor's family for the time being. I just feel that so many things have happened outside recently, I should tell you."

Jun Fengxi smiled, took the white chess piece, and said while arranging the game for himself.

"For you, Fu Lanshi carried the coffin up to the palace, fought hard according to reason, and resolutely prevented the king of Changsha from succeeding to the throne with a false edict, and blood was spattered on the spot in the end!"

"Franstone?"

I hesitated to repeat the name, feeling unfamiliar.

"Fu Zhu, courtesy name Lanshi, Minister of the Ministry of War, mighty general, the eldest daughter is your good concubine Fu Yuwan."

After these reminders, I finally remembered that there is indeed such a person, who is about the same age as my father, with a handsome and handsome face, and I think he was also a handsome man when he was young.

Just because the eldest daughter was hired as Liang Di, how could he do this for me?

In fact, the selection of Fu's daughter as Liang Di was not only because of the good words from the eldest princess, but also because of rumors in the palace that A-gan was quite interested in the Fu's wife.I suggested that my father choose the Fu Yu Garland, because I firmly believe that after doing so, I will build a closer relationship with Agan.

I don't like women, my princess is still a virgin.But for Liangdi, who may be Princess Yuzhang's sister, I decided that even if I force myself with medicine, I must have intercourse with her.

To me, she is not a woman, she is a bridge for me to build a closer relationship with Agan.

The development of Fu Zhu's death by touching the pillar was beyond my expectation.

"What a blind eye."

I said, I only like A Gan, and I chose Fu Yuhuan because of the future Princess Yuzhang. It is really hard for me to be moved by Fu Zhu's death.

"But he won the praise of the people all over the world, and gained better political capital for the Fu family. Because he touched the pillar and died, blood spattered five steps, most of the court knelt down, please think twice."

The heart-stirring treacherous changes in the court were said plainly from the corner of his smiling mouth, but I couldn't laugh out loud.

Fu Zhu didn't have the prestige to instigate half of the court. Although I'm weak and don't ask about current affairs, I know the basic factions of the court.

Why did the Fu family in the north want to die?Half court civil and military, for whom to kneel?
I couldn't help feeling cold all over my body.

Lowering her head, Jun Fengxi is putting on a situation I have never seen before, black and white intertwined, steep and rugged, and every step is shocking.

I looked carefully and vaguely saw the doorway.

Baizi seems to have the upper hand, but he can't completely swallow Heizi. Heizi gradually moves back to the situation in the tug-of-war, forming a corner with Baizi.There is even a sunspot who does not hesitate to advance aggressively, sacrifices himself, and cuts off Baizi's last advantage.

This chess piece is Fu Lanshi who died after touching the pillar.

"But even if Fu Lanshi committed suicide, you still need at least two sunspots to completely cut off the advantage of Bai Zi." I said.

"His Royal Highness is really far-sighted, and has already guessed my next move."

He said: "Fu Zhu begged to die, and the court knelt down. The King of Changsha and the Queen Mother had to step back temporarily. In the short term, the entire court would be in an awkward balance. ... acted."

He smiled sadly, picked up a sunspot, hesitating.

"Where this particle should come from, you and I are very clear. This is a chess piece that was abandoned at birth, but it happens to be my rare confidant. I... can't bear to sacrifice it."

I understand.

I am his chess piece, a sunspot that has been abandoned since the beginning of the game.

"Who are you?" I said.

"A chess player."

He replied softly, there was a faint glint of water in his eyes, but I knew there were no tears in his eyes, the light was just the reflection of the lake.

"You are so selfish. You have already decided to sacrifice me, but you still have to make a gentle gesture. It seems that I did something wrong to force you to make this cruel decision."

"You are wrong. I am sad from the bottom of my heart. I often feel sad because I have watched the tragedies of water and flowers fall again and again, but I have no power to recover."

He twisted the chess piece, stood up, walked to the railing, and was in a daze silently.

The tens of thousands of koi in the lake sensed his breath, and all of them came out of the water, and it turned out that all fish were facing the phoenix.

Looking at his bleak back, I couldn't help feeling distressed, walked up to him, and asked, "Why me, why must it be me?"

"This is the ending that was decided from the beginning. Luan and Feng are destined not to be together."

"But... even if Feng is destined to be with Huang, Luan will fall in love with Feng... Luan is too lonely..."

I smiled wryly, I always knew that although Luan and Feng are called together, only Feng and Huang are born to be together.

Only Huang can be with Feng, whom Luan longed for since the day he was born.

This is the destiny, the phoenix is ​​the phoenix, the phoenix is ​​the king of birds, and the phoenix is ​​the queen of birds.

"Luan was born to be with Feng, but Feng already has Huang, so Luan can only be alone," he said.

The ending of the story is already doomed at the beginning, Luan's love for Feng is like looking at the moon in the water and looking at the flowers in the fog.

"But, Luan... also has the right to have a crush on Feng. I love him... just... teach him never to know."

I argued feebly, wanting to use this poor excuse to convince myself that secret love does not require anyone's consent, as long as I am willing, as long as I am willing.

"When did it start?" he said.

I shook my head, if I knew when this relationship started, would I still be so addicted?
"Because you are sure that you are Luan and he is your phoenix? Because Luan and Phoenix are flying and singing together, you sacrificed yourself?"

"I'm afraid of being alone. I don't want to be alone forever, but I can't find another Luan."

I whimpered, he smiled wryly, and suddenly pressed the chess piece between his fingers to his lips, and kissed.

The movements are very gentle, with an unrepeatable elegance. When the hardness of the jade chess piece slides over the softness of the plump lips, I suddenly remembered that he is also a phoenix, a phoenix without a phoenix.

Could it be——he is my phoenix?
I looked at him in disbelief, but he also looked at me, deep in his eyes, reflecting my madness, and... his ruthlessness.

Luan is a lonely auspicious. He said that there is indeed another Luan in the world, a Qingluan like you, but you will never find it.

Sighing, he let go of his fingers, and the sunspot that was still lingering on the corner of his lips just now fell into the water silently.

I was about to faint as if I had been electrocuted.

It turned out that he already knew that the phoenix I found was not Luan's phoenix, but he was a ruthless person, and he let me sink into the sea of ​​suffering and drift forever.

"Pain? It hurts so much that you're going to die the next moment?"

His warm fingers rested on my shoulders, and I shook them off in disgust, shouting: Get out!roll!Get out!

He didn't leave, but just looked at me pitifully, and said: "Luan's love for Feng is destined to be looking at the moon in the water, and looking at the flowers in the fog. But even if it is a mirror, as long as you work hard once, you can get something in return. Believe me, After all, he has feelings for you. As long as you are willing to give up yourself, he will no longer be just a dream to you. "

Abandon yourself?

If Agan can accept my deformed feelings, what else can I not give up!
I laughed wildly at myself, and suddenly saw his pitiful eyes, and couldn't laugh anymore.

To this day, what else is there for me, who is charged with patricide and treason, to be calculated by him, and...worth his extravagant rhetoric of abandoning it!

"It turns out that you have already plotted against my life."

Jun Fengxi smiled noncommittally.

When he stopped hypocrisy and showed a sincere smile, even the plain clothes became dazzling and luxurious.Compared with his celestial beauty, how shabby I am who is covered in beauty.

"I'm Feng, I can't find Huang's Feng." He said.

I understand.

I thought that Luan was burdened with a lonely fate, which was unparalleled loneliness in the world, but I never thought that Dufeng was more pathetic than me.Feng was born for Huang, but Feng couldn't find Huang, even if he had the ability to reach the sky, he couldn't find Huang.

"Stay with me, I'm dying," I said.

He shook his head and walked out of my world.

I am Luan, the lonely Luan, even the phoenix who cannot find the phoenix, is not willing to stay for me for a while.

Luan is doomed to escape the fate of being abandoned...

 I believe everyone has already seen who Jun Tongxie likes after seeing this, hehe

  
 
(End of this chapter)

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