atypical prostitute

Chapter 260
He leaned on the wall and walked slowly in the dimly lit place.

Madam fainted suddenly, causing the whole Ye Mansion to panic. The servants shuttled back and forth with lamps in their hands, panicking, but no one noticed that there was another him, crumbling in the depths of the darkness.

The flesh and blood all over his body were collapsing, but the strange thing was that he felt no pain, his heart was filled with unprecedented happiness, and he walked slowly, trying hard to find a place to die.

He was born lonely, and died lonely, but before he died, he was content to see that the person he cared about the most was finally safe.

Even if I feel a little unwilling in my heart,
He walked slowly, and the decayed carrion flowed under his skin. The speed of his body's collapse exceeded his expectations. He didn't even dare to stop, for fear that the moment he stopped, it would turn into a puddle of uncontrollable blood.

Even though his footsteps were so heavy that he could no longer move forward, he was still struggling.

This was his fate, a fate he had to accept.

Then, he fell into an embrace.

An embrace so firm that one can fall asleep deeply.

"……you……"

He raised his head, and was about to say the words of refusal, but found that there was deep sadness in his eyes, which were always filled with disdain and sarcasm for life itself.

"...The craziest person in the world is talking about you, right?"

At the moment when the fire of life could be extinguished at any time like a candle in the wind, the person who stretched out his arms to hug him slowly commented, there was no irony, no ridicule, just deep sadness.

"But do I...have the right to choose? Unless I was never born, or I completely lost my sanity early and became an evil spirit who fell into the animal world...Before I started, my life was forcibly filled with being manipulated. , the only memory with her...can make me feel alive..."

He spoke softly, and every time he uttered words, his lungs would cause severe pain, his throat was as dry as a bellows that was about to be scrapped, creaking, his internal organs were almost crushed, and he spit it out from his throat.

"But is it worth it?"

"worth."

After a short silence, he said solemnly, "You know, when I follow your arrangement and kill innocent people indiscriminately, I will not feel pain at all. Crazy has become my only salvation. I am eager to get lost and forget myself in every possible way. name, forgetting my own existence, forgetting that I am also entitled to be loved, and have the ability to love others... I tried my best to let myself become a beast, because a beast has no reason, no one will have expectations of him, and a beast can Do whatever you want without pain, you won’t feel the faint pain of conscience, and you won’t feel the colic of love...but...even if you are completely insane, you still..."

From beginning to end, he did not escape the fate of madness.

It's not that I can't escape, I just don't want to escape.

Where can I escape?

It's the same everywhere, but from a smaller cage to a bigger one.

Born alone, dead also lonely.

He is superfluous, he is a worthless existence, and there is only a place for him to live beside that person.

So he blindfolded himself, blind to the darkness behind her dazzling light, and threw himself into his destiny without hesitation.

Nothing to regret, all I want is this moment.

"...At the moment when you are crushed to pieces..."

While muttering, he stretched out his hand and grabbed Jun Fengxi.

"Take me to Taoshan to watch the sunrise... ok..."

"it is good."

……

……

Although it is late spring and early summer, the mountain top is still cold and windy in the early morning. In the faint morning light, a grayish-white bright band can be vaguely seen on the horizon. Leaning on the peach tree, he raised his head hard and watched the horizon gradually burn into darkness. Red, pink, orange...

Red is constantly changing, suddenly red, sometimes yellow, sometimes magenta, and sometimes purple, unpredictable, and rendered to the best of its ability.

Suddenly, a dazzling sun string emerged from the morning light, tearing the sky, and the bloody sky was covered with magnificent clouds.

The sun came out, it rose from the darkness, cut off the barriers, and gave birth to new hope.

So gorgeous, so brilliant, above the clouds, shining all over the sky, so that no one would believe that the depth of the brightest and purest light is bottomless darkness!

"gorgeous……"

He spoke softly, his dying pupils were illuminated by golden light.

This is the sunrise, the unfettered and incomparably magnificent beauty, a magnificence that he, as the Dark Moon, could never obtain in his entire life.

"Unfortunately... I am nothing..."

A little sad, but also a little happy, he raised his head and looked at Jun Fengxi standing beside him.

"How much time do I have?" He asked indifferently, asking about his way home, but there was no trace of sadness or despair in his eyes, as if he was just leaving temporarily.

Jun Fengxi sighed, and said: "...It's still too late to give up now...I can always find another way..."

"...If there was a better way, would you not say it until now?"

A smile bloomed on the corner of his lips.

"I'm walking in the way of the devil, and I have no future if I survive by chance. To die for my own way, to me, it's my wish... Besides, everyone has some corners that are not allowed to be violated. She is my corner, in order to protect her... I can give up everything... Even if you are as indifferent as you, wouldn't you stay alone in the world for thousands of years for a possibility that hardly exists?"

"I'm different from you, I..."

"...Nothing is different, even if the path you choose is to live forever, my choice is to die immediately...We are still the same kind, lonely, lonely, not understood by anyone, and I have you at the end Licking your wounds together... Who should you turn to when you are at the end of your life? So, you are lonelier and more pitiful than me..."

Bai Yinmei said seriously, under the rising sun, his whole body was covered with a layer of gold, and the pupils reflecting death were filled with pity.

Like... gods and Buddhas.

To be sympathized by a dying person, Jun Fengxi couldn't help but smile wryly.

"...Can you tell me why it has to be her? I choose her because I need her to bring the person I'm waiting for back to this world, but you...why do you have to choose her?"

"...I survived in the name of others. No one cares who I am, only she likes me because I am me." At this point, Bai Yinmei's eyes also became a little angry, He hummed softly, "Even if the love she gives me is not the love I hope to get. I am willing to die for her... I... am a lonely monster, as long as someone is willing to like me thoroughly, I will Satisfied..."

Xu Shi himself also felt sad, when he said this, Bai Yinmei paused, looked at the clouds in the sky, and stopped talking.

In order to obtain the easiest thing, he did not hesitate to give up his life...

Even though Jun Fengxi pretended to be indifferent, she couldn't help feeling sympathetic.

"Is it worth it?" he asked softly.

"It's worth it. To die for the person I fell in love with at first sight is the fate you arranged for me. Now I am willing to follow your arrangement and walk to the end you prepared for me. Why do you behave like that?" reluctance?"

When he was talking, he kept looking at the sky, which was gorgeous in the distance, gorgeous and unrelated to the moon.

"...But you are going to die, but she doesn't know."

"Why do you want her to know? I am a villain who can't even tolerate hell after death. I don't need to be remembered by anyone, and I don't want anyone to shed tears for me... After death, it is the best to be wiped out and leave nothing behind. result……"

But in the end he was not reconciled, and as he spoke, tears flowed down his face.

"Life is like a wheel that no one can step on forever. You never know where you will be and what you will experience in the next moment... I was born as a mistake, but fate did not completely abandon me. It gave me the sweetest compensation. So I...meet her, and I found a safe corner in my destined crazy life, isn't this...the blessing of the gods?"

Crying, but with joy of relief, his face is so calm, at the last moment when his body and mind are about to collapse, full of relief, he stopped breathing, with a sleeping face like a baby.

Finally found the world that only belongs to him...

The man who left behind who led him on this crazy road smiled wryly without knowing the joys and sorrows...

……

……

The sun had risen to a high place, shining compassionately on his cold body, Jun Fengxi knew that he was going to leave, Bai Yinmei was such a proud person, she was so proud that she didn't want others to see the final outcome.

He should respect his choice, respect his wish to be turned into flying ash in the dazzling light, but he couldn't do it, his heart was caught by the evil fate of fate, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't keep his desire The despair left by something, the despair that is enough to drive people crazy.

"...What exactly do I want?"

He asked self-deprecatingly, the golden flames gradually wrapped around the cold body, he suddenly felt dizzy, he hoped to change something, at least he couldn't let this person be reduced to ashes!The impulse seized the whole body and mind, and his arms turned into wings hanging from the sky, blocking the sunlight.

In the dimness, he saw a face as bright as the moon, with a contented smile hanging from the corner of his mouth.

"You are satisfied, but I don't know how to explain it to her."

Seeing his smile, Jun Fengxi laughed at himself, for the first time in his life, he had tasted something unspeakable.

Do you want to tell her bluntly that because he is incompetent, he doesn't know how to detoxify general souls for ordinary people, so Bai Yinmei chose the most extreme method, eating general souls, and then taking the medicine for general souls again and again Poison, and finally transform all the blood into a medicine that can dissolve the general's soul in a gentle and non-toxic way? !

He didn't mind telling the truth, but he knew that this was the only result Bai Yinmei didn't want to see.

This gentle child doesn't want to be seen by her even if she dies!He hoped that she would never know anything, only when he killed innocent people indiscriminately again, but was unfortunately killed by overwhelming enemies.

He can endure the suffering of the whole world in order to protect the only person who will love him.

Even, he didn't know what to do to be love, to be able to love, he clumsily embraced love in his own way, and then burned it to death!

Suffering tens of thousands of knives is his confession of love.

"you are silly……"

Sighing, Jun Fengxi closed her eyes, her body gradually melted in the morning light, the sun poured down, and the golden light silently burned the small corpse, turning it into flying ash, drifting away with the wind, leaving no trace of it ...

　I'm sorry, I'm a literary artist, but when I saw Luo Luo die, I was so uncomfortable, woo woo, Luo Luo, woo woo, Lulu~~~~~~
　　
　
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