atypical prostitute

Chapter 253
During the first month of her first arrival in Liangzhou, Li Ci almost passed it in a drowsy state.

Time passed in a haze, and almost every time she woke up, she was greeted by candles, the room was as bright as day, and the brass censer with its wings spreading its wings was constantly exhaling bitter breath, which was so rich that it melted her.

She doesn't like this fragrance, but she can't lose this breath.

Several times, when the soul was about to float out of the body, it returned to the body again because of the bitterness of the fragrance.

Fortunately, although her body and mind were in a trance, her perception of the outside world was still keen. Gradually, she found that the bitter fragrance became soft, even a little sweet. Through a short period of sobriety, she got the name of the fragrance from the maid: Bound Soul flattery.

Soul-returning incense is a soul-reviving medicine, and the fragrance will inevitably have a psychedelic effect. Occasional burning will not be harmful, but long-term use will seriously damage the soul and life.After discovering this disadvantage of the soul-returning incense, Jun Fengxi re-adjusted the soul-returning incense, removing the parts that hurt the soul and life, and even the original bitter fragrance became soft and sweet.

Where did he get the formula for the soul-returning incense?
Even though her mind and body were still groggy, Li Ci couldn't help being curious. The soul-returning incense is the secret medicine of the Tianzhu Temple, a secret that only the Dharma monks can know. What exactly did Jun Fengxi do to make them take it out? The formula for the soul-returning incense?
However, whenever she tried to shake off the fog in her mind and think about some problems, many frightening pictures would always flash before her eyes: the river bank covered with red weeds, the depths of the grass were full of corpses exposing their bones, and a small river made of blood , showing a strange turquoise color, by the dilapidated and creaking single-plank bridge, there is an old woman with a thin mouth and thin hair holding a broth with a strange aroma, waiting attentively...

Must stay in the mist, must be so she will be safe, said a voice in the subconscious, blurring into warmth, driving away the sharp fear.

The only clearness is the bitter smell that is fed into the mouth from time to time. Every time I come into contact with this familiar bitter smell, my muddled consciousness will feel like being pierced by an ice needle, with severe pain and unbearable sobriety.

The cruel smell was her only chance to temporarily stay awake.

Even though her consciousness was hazy, she could vaguely feel the ingredients of the pill on the tip of her tongue, which was made of blood, even if it wasn't human blood.

She is not lofty, so she doesn't think it is shameful to use blood as medicine, but she also feels inexplicable fear: every time she takes the medicine, deep sorrow will surge in her heart, and the strong melancholy will strangle the heart, and the pain is so painful that she can't breathe.

So she instinctively hugged the person who gave her the medicine, and kissed his lips tenderly and sweetly. When the petal-like touch slid across the corner of her lips, all the anxiety was dispelled.

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Leaning on the porch pillar, stroking his lips with his fingers from time to time, Bai Yinmei's face was filled with the pride of stealing a cat.

"... She really likes me..."

Talking to himself, no matter how cruel he has experienced, he still retains the innocence of a boy in his heart, and he only needs a little bit to be satisfied.

This obsessive ugliness fell into You Nu's eyes, and she could only get her a disdainful smile.

"why are you laughing!"

At the same time as he shouted, a red thread emerged from his white palm, showing murderous intent.

Bai Yinmei was originally extreme and prone to go to extremes. After becoming a demon, under Jun Fengxi's deliberate connivance, he became moody, killing and killing at will, without any restrictions.

It can be said that apart from the only soft spot in his heart, he has no sense at all.

But You Nu didn't care, she fiddled with the pomegranate drape embroidered with gold thread, and said casually: "I laugh at your naivety... You are already so dirty that you can't even tolerate hell, but you still guard a pure love, and you can't bear to defile it."

"At least I still have something worth cherishing, but you don't." Bai Yinmei retorted, "If there is no ray of light like her, which makes me in the dark look up forever, how can I not be crazy until now?"

"But your light is not the real light!"

I don't know if it's because of jealousy or other reasons that I can't say, You Nu resented uncharacteristically: "She is a glass of poisoned wine, a poisoned wine that is more terrible than Hedinghong."

"I know. The person I love is neither pure nor kind, but so what? I like her, I only see the one I like! I see her, no matter what happens, she is beautiful, she is gentle Look at me, hold me, cry for me, be the only sunshine in my filthy life."

Bai Yinmei said indifferently, even though he had fallen into a demon, his smile was still clear.

Born to be chosen as a sacrifice, when almost everyone looked at him, they saw something other than himself.They value his blood, his talent, his perseverance, wisdom, calmness and even his enchanting appearance, which is almost unreal, but they can't see him himself.

He's just a kid who longs to be loved.

He longs to be loved, and in order to get love, even if it is false, he can pretend to be himself and suppress his nature.

Therefore, when the only person who is willing to love himself and tolerate all of him appears, he also takes off all his disguise, and responds to her with the enthusiasm of abandoning all, without any return, without any calculation, just purely for her Consider, make her happy.

"you are silly."

You Nu spoke softly, Bai Yinmei squinted and smiled.

"...my love is over before it begins, but that's what's most fascinating about it."

"Do you not care if there is no result?"

"Love that needs to be reciprocated is not pure love."

"Can endless giving and love that can never get a sliver of return really satisfy your thirsty heart? Or, are you used to giving and forget the taste of getting?"

A voice as light as a white cloud in the sky sounded behind him, Bai Yinmei turned around, and saw Jun Fengxi walking over with a fan.

You Nu immediately stood up and bowed sideways.

Jun Fengxi waved her fan, motioning for her to get up, walked slowly to Bai Yinmei's side, and stretched out her hand.

"What a poor child, who has come this far with hopeless love... You... make me sympathize, but make me sick..."

"I've come to this point... It seems that you are also responsible for it?"

Knocking Jun Fengxi's hand off before his fingers touched him, Bai Yinmei squinted and said, "Yes, I am a monster you taught me, but I am still conscious, and I am not your private property!"

"My hands itch for a while, and I can't help but want to touch my highest masterpiece."

Jun Fengxi said nonchalantly, closed her fan, sat opposite Bai Yinmei, and asked seriously: "How is she doing?"

"It's getting better, and I can wake up for nearly half an hour intermittently every day." You Nu replied cautiously.

Jun Fengxi nodded, and said distressedly: "...the green dragon ash is really effective, but...it is very poisonous, and if you eat it...her body can't bear it at all!"

The general soul won from Chu Qing did not make the preparation of the antidote easy. He could think of countless ways to remove the poison of the general soul, but each method was only applicable to Dacheng monks!Because it is impossible to formulate an antidote suitable for ordinary people, Jun Fengxi can only temporarily suppress the spirit of the general with the soul charm and jade jade stone milk, and occasionally feed the green dragon ash that can weaken the blood of the unicorn and the flesh of the mermaid, nourish the body and mind, and nourish the soul. .

However, this series of measures can only save Li Ci's life and occasional sanity, and it is far away from the real recovery from poisoning.

Bai Yinmei bit her lower lip and said: "...I gave her medicine just now, and her condition does seem to have improved, but in reality it is... worse... Maybe you should reconsider my suggestion. You know more about my body than I do."

When he first won the general soul from Chu Qing, he mentioned to Jun Fengxi the feasibility of using himself as a medicine man to cultivate an antidote, but Jun Fengxi flatly rejected it.

This time, the old matter was brought up again, but Jun Fengxi did not immediately refuse.

"...I don't like your suggestion, it makes me feel incompetent."

"But we're out of time! You must admit, this is the quickest and safest way we can think of!"

"You will die." Jun Fengxi said softly.

Bai Yinmei said softly, "For her, I dare to do anything!"

As soon as the words fell, Jun Fengxi's fair skin turned pale.

"...If she lived and you died, can you imagine her grief and self-blame when she knew the truth?"

"I'm a selfish person, so selfish that I can only see what I want to see. I want her to live, as long as she lives. Even if she blames herself for my death... that will be a long time later... ...what has it to do with me!"

"...Then you... Do you know what you are about to face! Your body has been deformed, and every time you try the medicine, you may be dissipated...It is painful to live...Even, death will become the result you desire, because you It is very likely that you will... lose your mind, go crazy... like a wild animal, relying on instinct and desire to live!"

"...I...can imagine..."

After a brief pause, Bai Yinmei said tremblingly: "...you will never let her know what I have endured for her, right?"

He was talking idiotically, looking at Jun Fengxi expectantly, it was a heartbreaking gaze, even the person being watched couldn't help but spread out the folding fan, trying to block it.

"Yes, she won't know anything..." he murmured, "...even she will misunderstand you...think you are a monster who kills innocent people..."

"Then let her misunderstand me! Let her hate me and treat me as a madman, a devil full of evil... Never let her know the truth... This way... after I die, she will... not be sad... ..."

Smiling sadly, her long and slender fingers landed on the folding fan, white and not stained with murderous aura.

"...I am willing to do everything, as long as she is safe and sound, anything...anything...is fine..."

Jun Fengxi's light-colored pupils were a little bright red.

"...I finally understand why I saw you the first time we met. You are very similar to me, you are a fool who knows what you can't do." He said.

Bai Yinmei shook her head and said: "No, I'm not stupid, I just saw through... I love her, far more than she loves me... She is dead, I will definitely not be able to live... But I am dead , even if she knows the truth, she will be sad and miserable for a while at most."

Speaking of this, he paused for a moment, and smiled: "Since I will die regardless of whether she lives or dies, why...why don't I use this rotten body to do something for her last...?"

Crazy and absurd confession, but because it is Bai Yinmei, it becomes so natural.He knows that all his efforts will not be rewarded, and he loves someone who doesn't love him at all, but so what?Love is not farming, what you pay for will be rewarded.

Or, the satisfaction that comes with the process of giving is enough to offset his pain.

The fingertips slid across the lips again, and there was still her breath, sweet, astringent, slipping to the bottom of my heart, I don't know if it is bitter, sweet, pain or joy, or, it is just...sadness...

(End of this chapter)