The bereavement boss, he is crooked behind my back

Chapter 86 Depressive Tendency But Not Depression
Shi Yi frowned, and raised his foot to take a closer look.

No, my eyes were attracted by the open drawer at the head of the bed again.

Inside, the tip of the iceberg of some medicine boxes was exposed.

This time, she didn't ignore it or simply ask a few words. Instead, she went to the corner and squatted down to search, only to find that almost all of them were antidepressants.

Sertraline, fluoxetine, citalopram...

I couldn't help being startled: "Are you depressed?"

The person on the bed seemed to be dead, and did not give her any response.

"Bai Shu!" Out of nervousness, Shi Yi called this woman by her full name for the first time.

This time, the ball of quilt moved, and was then ruthlessly kicked under the bed.

Bai Shu's two snow-white calves lifted up and dangled in the air, "Oh, you are so annoying..."

Her tone seemed resentful but not resentful, making it impossible to detect her true emotions at the moment.

"Depression is terrible! This is not a joke!" Shi Yi stood up, trying to remove Pai Daxing who was pressing under Bai Shu's upper body.

"Don't move!" Bai Shu turned her head away and stared straight at her, the whites of her eyes bloodshot, "Did I allow you to move my personal belongings?!"

Shi Yi was slightly stunned: "Haven't you had a good rest?"

Bai Shu gritted her lips and said in an extremely harsh tone: "If I'm not blind, I should be able to tell that I have two dark circles under my eyes that are about to fall off."

"Can you still talk properly?" She heard the words and squeezed her ten fingers and took a deep breath. "When I first found out that you had dark circles under your eyes, how did you tell me? What's the matter?" I was born like this, so I don't need to Care~'Bah! It's not you who fooled me first!"

Bai Shu: "..."

It was probably because she remembered that she had indeed interrupted the past like this back then, so her irritable temper calmed down a bit.

"Believe me when I tell you, idiot."

"I believe it," Shi Yi resisted the urge to roll his eyes, and sank down in front of the smelly sister's bed, touched her slipper pillows on her knees and knelt down, "My good sister, get up and come out with me."

"I'm not hungry. I just ate instant noodles half an hour ago." Seeing that this man was so considerate and gentle, Bai Shu was a little touched for a moment, and even her body relaxed a lot.

"Who said I'm going to take you out for dinner," Shi Yi said solemnly, "I'm going to take you to the hospital so that you can check your nerves."

"...You are crazy when you are riding a horse!!" The little affection she had just brewed for this man disappeared in an instant.

"Okay, okay, I won't make trouble with you anymore, get up, I'll take you to see a psychiatrist."

"Psychiatrist?" Bai Shu was puzzled for a moment, then suddenly smiled, "You don't really think I'm suffering from depression, do you?"

"Otherwise, why are you buying these medicines? Are you full?" Shi Yi felt that his knees were a little numb, and wanted to stand up.

"Don't move! Or you want to take me out with such a little sincerity? Shi Yi, Shi Yi, if you are just afraid that I will die of depression at home and cause you to lose your job, then there is no need, because I have my own measure. "She turned cold.

Shi Yi: "..." Proper ass!You have to believe it before you see a ghost!
Damn, I'm regretting it now, regretting it so much, I really shouldn't bow my head in front of this stinky sister, but let her make an inch of it!

"Work is one thing. As a friend who gets along day and night, my concern is also real."

Bai Shu slowly propped up her chin: "Really?"

"Heaven and earth conscience!"

For patients with depression, she must give enough care!When Shi Yi thinks this way, he doesn't care whether his conscience hurts or not.

Bai Shu blinked: "Then what if you lied to me?"

"Then I, I will be struck by lightning and flooded by the river..." Shi Yi became more confident as he spoke.

"If you lie to me," Bai Shu lowered her arm and stroked her right wrist with her left finger, her expression turned sad, "Anyway, I don't want to live anymore..."

"Don't, don't, don't! If I lie to you, I will be a beast in my next life!" It would be great to be reincarnated as a pet cat!
"Pfft," Bai Shu, who was still threatening people one second, burst into laughter the next second, "Mental retardation! Only when you see a bunch of antidepressants will you think I have depression."

"then you--"

"I am prone to depression, but I am not depressed. There is still a big difference between the two. Don't be brainwashed by some people on the Internet who are always crying for mourning. Many of them are just prone to depression, but they are all day and night. Labeled as depression. Really depression... I think it should be very, very uncomfortable and hard."

She took out the medicine box in the drawer and continued: "In the past two years, I have had nightmares very frequently, and I can't sleep all night. I feel really depressed, so I went to a small pharmacy to buy these prescription drugs. , used to calm the nerves."

"But your recent state—"

"It's not very good, isn't it? That's because I've developed resistance to these medicines," Bai Shu shrugged, "Maybe I need to change the medicine."

In order to finish the sentence smoothly, Shi Yi quickly said: "Have you never thought of other non-drug methods to calm the nerves?"

"I've thought about it, but it's useless. When the nightmare strikes, only medicine can suppress my panic." There was helplessness hidden deep in her tone.

Who doesn't want to live a normal life?
However, she is no longer normal.

"It's really useless?" Shi Yi didn't give up.

Bai Shu suddenly thought of the scent of sandalwood.

There is indeed such a non-drug method, but if it weren't for him leaving, her situation in the past two years would not have been worse.

It can be said that Uncle Ji is her treasure in the world, but also her disaster in hell.

"Nothing." She shook her head.

"What kind of nightmare is that, can you tell me?"

"inconvenient."

Shi Yi was a little discouraged: "Then you—continue to catch up on sleep?"

"Shi Yi," Bai Shu said suddenly, "Can you leave after I fall asleep?"

She surrendered a rare trust to this person who she thought was a disciple.

Shi Yi rubbed her numb knee with one hand, and patted her head with the other: "Okay, rest assured and sleep."

Who has never been vulnerable.

No one can always have a personality.

At this moment, Bai Shu has lost her previous arrogance, and Shi Yi has lost her previous uprightness.

As a result, this side of the originally empty bedroom gave birth to some warmth after a long absence.

The sun shines through the drawn curtains, and flows through their bodies through orange light.

Bai Shu blinked her eyes slowly a few times, and finally closed her eyes with SpongeBob SquarePants.

I don't know how long it has passed, and time and space seem to stand still.

A soft snore finally sounded.

Shi Yi looked at the stinky sister who had finally fallen asleep in front of him, and heaved a sigh of relief.

Then tiptoely got up, put his slippers in place, went out and closed the door.

But when he passed the kitchen, he stopped and turned in.

Half an hour later, Shi Yi took off his bib and came out, leaving Bai Shu's house.

The breeze passed through the screen window, stirring up all the light things in the room.

On the clean dining table, a small piece of paper was pressed by the empty bowl, and a corner trembled. It read——

I scrambled a bowl of fried rice with eggs for you. It tastes normal. When you wake up, put it in the microwave to heat it up.

(End of this chapter)