The bereavement boss, he is crooked behind my back

Chapter 369 But He Was Scared

"Why do you cry when you see me these days? It shouldn't be like this. You were so happy to see me a week ago. Your eyes seemed to be filled with stars. There were so many times that I had it." It feels like you are finally falling in love with me."

Seeing him leaning forward, it seemed that he wanted to kiss away her tears.

Shi Yi struggled to regain his consciousness and turned his head away.

She doesn't know how long she can stay awake and struggle, but if she can, she will definitely, never give up.

Ruan Yuan lowered his brows and reached out to pin her head back.

Today's Shi Yi has completely lost the spirit of the past, and it is easy to make her succumb.

But as soon as he touched her chin, his fingertips were stained with moisture.

The tears that Shi Yi kept shedding were so cold, so fragile, like transparent blood.

Involuntarily, his hands trembled slightly.

Without any desire to be angry, his heart hurts.But he will never, never soften his heart again.

"It's okay, sister, I'm not in a hurry. One day, you will voluntarily hug me, kiss me, and sleep with me on the same pillow."

Shi Yi closed her eyes in despair, only feeling that every word he said now was a poisonous curse imprinted on her body.

The temperature in the secret room gradually cooled down, and the familiar voice gradually disappeared.

At some point, Ruan Yuan had already left.

She stared blankly at the wall in front of her, without any light in her eyes.

Who is she... Where is she... What is the difference between her being alive and dead...

In a daze, Shi Yi felt that he was hallucinating, and this hallucination became more and more outrageous and serious.

"Shi Yi... Shi Yi... are you okay?"

She laughed sadly, look, she seemed to have heard Xu Yan's voice.

However, his voice was not in his head, but in his ears.

Everything...is an illusion...

However, it is good to be able to talk to people other than Ruan Yuan, even if it is an illusion.

"I'm not okay...I'm tired...I feel like I'm not me anymore..."

Surprised to find that she was able to speak, she laughed even worse. It was over, and she was probably not hallucinating, but insane.

"I didn't expect Ruan Yuan to torture you like this. Do you want me to completely destroy this book right now?"

"No." She blurted out without thinking.

"Why? It's obvious that you have been turned into a ghost by him. And until now, you have been resisting him. Isn't this a disgusting expression?"

"No," she said wearily, "I don't hate him, how could I hate him, especially after going through so many things, I can fully understand why he treats me like this."

"Forgive me for not being able to understand, can you explain in detail?" Xu Yan seemed really puzzled by the hallucination.

Shi Yi breathed a sigh of relief and said slowly.

"Because this book is a novel about revenge, and it mainly tells the story of Ruan Yuan's revenge after being blackened, so when I first read through the book and learned that he was a reborn person, many blood moons immediately popped up in my mind." Xing Xing's scene, coupled with the fact that he tried to confine me with his usual obedient temperament, so it is only natural for me to feel afraid and afraid of him, and I would want to struggle and resist."

"Even though I know that there are many reasons for his blackening, forgive me that I am only a reader in this regard, and I am still a reader who doesn't care much, so I can only express sympathy for his misery objectively, but subjectively. It’s hard to relate to that.”

"But this second time through the book made me feel his pain personally for the first time, and it also made me finally know that it is unrealistic to try to use normal people's thinking to reverse him, because if I were him, in After suffering so many injuries, I have developed a dark personality, and it is absolutely impossible to turn back into a blank slate because of someone."

Xu Yan suddenly said: "Since it can't be reversed, why not destroy it directly?"

"No!" Shi Yi became a little excited, "No matter how dirty the white paper is, it is still a white paper. As long as someone is willing to empathize, let go of their prejudices, wash it little by little, and then dry it, even if it will never return to its original state. But it can still become a blank sheet of paper. This is only a matter of time. As for what you said, I have always resisted him, not because I hate him, but for two reasons. "

"One, it's because this body is not mine, so I don't want him to touch it. The other is because I haven't been able to find a chance to communicate with him properly, so I'm angry."

Having said that, her eyes became a little swollen again, and her voice lowered.

"How could I hate him... I should like him... Otherwise, I wouldn't be here with him, and my heart aches repeatedly."

Xu Yan said again: "So that's how it is... So, in fact, now you are willing to put aside your prejudices and stay with Ruan Yuan to redeem him?"

"I am willing," she smiled, but it was exhausted and bitter, "but he was afraid of breaking down, so he didn't dare to give me a chance to speak, and he didn't dare to give me freedom."

Xu Yan also smiled, but said briskly, "Then, you can talk to him properly now."

"Pa—" The secret room was suddenly as bright as day.

Shi Yi was stimulated by the sudden strong light, and subconsciously closed his eyes.

But a Shaowen hand covered her eyes first.

"Sister..." The vocal cords of the owner of the hand were trembling, seemingly nervous and ecstatic, "Is what you just said true? You, are you willing to stay with me?"

At first she thought she was dreaming, but after a while, she suddenly realized that she wanted to laugh, but she couldn't help but shed tears.

For the first time, she felt that she also had the potential to be a tear jar.

"Idiot... I am willing, my heart is not made of stone... But I didn't expect that you actually got in touch with Xu Yan, and set up such a trick for me to trick me."

"I didn't listen to him at first, but after hearing the story of him and his wife, I thought, maybe, I should give you one last chance, and give us another chance."

Ruan Yuan slowly lowered his hands, wiped away Shi Yi's tears, and gently massaged her swollen eyelids.

My throat was full of distress and self-blame: "I'm sorry sister, it's all my fault that made you suffer for so many days in vain."

Her attention was on the first half of his sentence: "The story of Xu Yan and his wife?"

Xu Yan's voice suddenly came from a tablet in the corner: "Shi Yi, the story of my wife and I is not important to you anymore. However, I am happy to invite you two to my house for a casual meal in the real world."

"What? Both of us? Us?"

"Yes. If you can reduce Ruan Yuan's blackening value to 0 in the book world, then he has a chance to transmigrate into the real world."

(End of this chapter)