The bereavement boss, he is crooked behind my back

Chapter 186 I'm Not Good For You
"You're too drunk." Xie Ji avoided the question and glanced at the Cartier watch on his wrist, "It's already at this point, you have to rest."

"I'm drunk," Zhou Qingyun tilted her neck back, curling her faded red lips into a decadent smile, "But some people are drunk even if they're not."

His hand, which was folding the thin blanket, froze slightly, and finally sighed imperceptibly: "Qing Yun, it's not that I don't understand your hint, but I think you should I heard that too."

"So?" She raised her left cheek to face him, her brows and eyes were curved, and her well-proportioned white legs were circled, like a kid who doesn't mind watching the excitement.

"So it can be seen that my original prediction was correct. Nannan... Her original world was too small, so small that it was only me, so she could no longer see others. And only when I withdraw from her world, she will It turns out that there are still boys in the world who attract her like Shi Yi. They are of the same age, youthful and energetic, and they can have a grand love affair at a brilliant age."

His tone is slow and his expression is complicated.

Expect success and should feel at peace.

However, some emotions are unclear.

Just like tens of thousands of thin threads of similar colors are twisted into a rope, no matter how hard a person tries to pick out one of them with a needle, he will only be powerless.

And the same is true of his feelings for his daughter, because it is too deep and too tight to be clarified.

So the only thing he can do is to restrain himself and pay respects, to be a qualified elder to protect her within a reasonable range and let her go.

Zhou Qingyun stretched out her fingers and scratched the leather of the sofa, and said in a long and drawn out tone, "It is said that age is not a problem, but when age is here, people's thoughts and realms are indeed completely different. Xie Ji, it is a good thing to be unselfish. It may be a bad thing, but if you have made up your mind, then I hope you can stick to it and bear it to the end. That way, it will be good for you and her."

He couldn't help rubbing his temples again, only to feel that some air flow had invaded and blocked the alveoli.

The opinions of the outside world will never affect him, only himself can affect him.

But once he wavered, no matter how much others supported him, it would only be useless.

At this moment, instead of making him more determined, Zhou Qingyun's words made him feel empty.

But... where did this wavering come from?

Could it be that it was after her daughter gave her an unprecedented sense of distance?
Taking a deep breath of the red wine-scented air, he changed the subject and said, "You are also thirty. If you really want to get married, no matter what the purpose is, I don't want to delay you."

"Don't rush to arrange all the endings for your life, and you don't have to think about it for me," she laughed, got up from the sofa, waved her arms and walked to the bedroom, "Okay, good night. "

"……Good night."

In the quiet night, in the lonely living room, the half bottle of red wine spilled in it looks dazzling and messy.

Xie Ji looked at the thin blanket folded in his hands, and finally spread it out to cover his lap.

Somewhat cold.

I don't know if it's the night wind blowing in from the French windows that were not closed tightly, or the body's immune function is weakened to avoid the cold.

Drowsiness soon came towards him like a bird out of the cage, carrying the spoiled piece of gray dream in its mouth.

In an instant, Xie Ji fell asleep on the sofa.

It's just that the center of the brows is always slightly twisted, and the tip of the tongue makes vague overlapping sounds.

Until the middle of the night, the sky turned white in the distance.

He almost fell off the sofa, his body shrank instinctively, and the clear word finally came out, "Ninny!"

At the same time, Zhou Qingyun was sitting on the window sill of the bedroom, her beautiful eyes slightly opened with a moist red in the canthus.

I didn't sleep all night, and repeatedly wiped away an unknown amount of tears.

She forgot to stuff her buttocks with a pillow, and sat directly on the cold window sill, making her cold hairs stand on end.

A call from the living room suddenly sounded in my ears, and a high-pitched cock crowed in the distance.

She slowly shifted her gaze to look outside the fence of the villa.

A strong man in security uniform appeared with a small bucket to water the willow orchids that she had flown in by air.

After a short time, he hid the small bucket behind a tree and started his daily patrol of the villas.

There are large gaps between the villas, and it would take at least an hour and a half to patrol on foot.

Originally, according to the thinking of normal people, they would choose to pair a small battery for patrolling.

But this property has high requirements. It is said that because it is a group of private villas, in order to avoid affecting the rest of the head of the household, it is expressly forbidden to use batteries and other patrol tools.

Therefore, none of the security guards who came here were elderly, otherwise, just patrolling twice a day would be enough.

However, although it is hard work, the salary is still very considerable. If you can work steadily for a year, you will be similar to a white-collar worker.

At this moment, Zhou Qingyun sat up straight, staring blankly at the security guard walking further and further away.

At some point, another line of tears rolled down her cheeks, indistinct, mixed with light powder and black eyeliner.

It looks like a ghost who is out of her mind.

"I'm so dirty..."

Lowering her head, she began to rub her thighs fiercely until spots and bruises appeared.

"It's so dirty...so dirty..."

The sobs were palpable, and she covered her face violently.

I didn't expect that my first time was given to a married man, a bum who cheated outside and refused to give money!

"Chen Yan...Chen Yan..."

Zhou Qingyun grabbed the black sill under the window sill, and with a little force, let it get stuck into her palm.

Biting the tip of her tongue word by word, "I am no longer worthy of you, and my ambition will not allow me to turn back."

Even though there were many misunderstandings in the past, she never denied the beautiful past between them.

But now that the misunderstanding was resolved, she regarded him as an existence that could no longer be defiled.

A person like her can harm those men who are as dirty as herself, or those men who don't care about her at all and just want to maintain a relationship with her, but Chen Yan, she absolutely does not allow herself to do this.

Turning to get her phone, she speed-dials.

The line on the other end was busy for a long time before someone picked it up with a wheezing voice, "Which beauty is this who misses me before dawn~"

"...It's me, Zhou Qingyun."

There was a pause at the other end, and then there was the sound of something being pushed aside, "Hey, is it that the fairy sister-in-law came to look for me?"

"Is it convenient for you to answer the phone now?" She thought, "Beside..."

"You guys go out first," the man said in the air, and then returned to the phone, "Okay, sister-in-law, it's convenient now."

Zhou Qingyun couldn't hold back, holding her chest with a disgusted expression.

It's multiple P again.

This person has not died so much for so many years.

(End of this chapter)