Quick-wearing female partner is a poisonous heart lotus

Chapter 552
I was under six years old when I first met her.

I know that I am the son of the current emperor, but no one calls me His Highness respectfully.The only thing that filled my ears was the eunuch's shrill voice calling me "bitch" or "fucking bastard".After that, it is always inevitable to suffer a meal of flesh and blood.

Only my mother would call me Shen'er softly.

In short, be cautious.

It is said that people in the imperial palace live a life of rich clothes and fine food, and I may be that special case.

It is said that my mother is the daughter of a criminal official of the former court, and the emperor pardoned her capital crime is already a mighty grace of the emperor, and even ignored me.

The house I live in is surrounded by thorns, and the chaotic weeds are even half my head high.

The walls of the house were bare, with only two beds for people to sleep on and a chair with a missing leg.The table was originally there, but one winter, it was too cold, and I caught wind and cold again, and there was no cure for it. My mother was afraid that I would not be able to survive, so she used it to light a fire. Later, a kind maid couldn't see it, so she took it A stove was delivered.This is how to get through this catastrophe.

It's just that the palace lady died the next day.Mother just hugged me and cried, I don't understand why.But I know it's a man-eating palace
I haven't cried in years because I know it won't work.Every time I cry, I usually end up being beaten worse and harder.So later on, no matter how hard they were beaten, they would just squat in the corner alone and lick their wounds, cast their gazes on them, and look back calmly.

Gradually, they called me "monster".

The day I met her, my mother, who had been hungry for several days, took me to the Ministry of Internal Affairs to ask for some pancakes, but she passed out on the way.I was left at a loss. I thought she was just too tired. After all, she looked no different than she was asleep.

I pushed my mother, trying to get her to stand up. I was afraid that if I lost time, I would be beaten by the eunuchs again when I went back.I'm not afraid of pain, really. Anyway, it will be better one day.But I don't want to die, and I'm even more afraid of being disabled.

At that time, she appeared.

She sat on a very beautiful sedan chair, decorated with jewels, so dazzling.It was the first time I saw such a beautiful woman, just like the fairy who could save all sentient beings that my mother told me from time to time, she was beyond reach.

I didn't even dare to look down at her, for fear that my eyes would desecrate such a beautiful person.Because everyone around me says I'm a dirty bastard.

She glanced over lightly, then retracted.With just one glance, greed and delusion arose in my heart.I actually want her gaze to stay on me forever.

I wiped my dirty face and spurned myself in my heart.It turned out that what the eunuchs I hated said were actually right.I would actually have such thoughts, it turns out that I am such a filthy person.

"Poor child so starved and skinny."

There was a moment of silence, with compassion in her eyes, she raised her hand and ordered the palace servants around her to call the imperial physician to treat my mother, and then sent someone to my room to bring food.

"Aren't you grateful for the empress's kindness?" The eunuch beside her squeezed her throat and whispered.

So she is the empress
The master of this harem.

The voice that caused me physical fear in the past has become so beautiful now.Empress. When I touched such a distant vocabulary, my first reaction was to be dumbfounded.

I kowtow again and again.

Feng Lu gradually drifted away, carrying a burst of rose fragrance.
my eyes are longing
After that day, brand new furniture was placed in the house, fresh food was placed on the dining table every day, and the eunuchs who beat and scolded me disappeared.The dilapidated house became shiny.

I have never been hungry or beaten once again, and everything is like a dream.

My mother said, this is called hard work.

That day, my mother held my arm with red eyes and said, "Shen'er, you have to remember the Empress. She is the noble person of your life."

Of course I nodded, I will never forget.

My mother told me that if I want to continue to live a good life, I must please the empress.As long as she is happy, you will have your glory and wealth, as well as everything you deserve as a prince.

I listen to my mother very much.

Every time I see the empress, I try my best to make her happy.Every time she smiles from the bottom of my heart, I will be happy with her.

One day later, I was admitted to Qiwu Palace by the palace people, and I changed into luxurious clothes that I couldn't imagine.

Its fabric is so soft and the beads are so bright, wearing it on the body feels as if it is about to ascend to heaven.

She squatted down with a smile, her eyes shone brightly: "Listen later."

"Mother's queen." I couldn't ask for more.

She stood up, as if very satisfied, and I was relieved from the bottom of my heart.I was afraid that she would hear the urgency to get close to her in my words, and that she would feel that I was overstepping the rules.

"Don't use the word 'Shen' in the future. My son doesn't need to understand what it means to be cautious in words and deeds. I gave you the name 'Shen', which is called a beautiful jade after carving, which means that you have gone through many trials and tribulations. After grinding, it will eventually become a great tool."

I froze for a moment, then nodded subconsciously.

Since then, I have a name, He Shen.

It's just that I haven't seen my mother since then.

Aunt Yijing said that my mother was trapped in the palace for half her life. Although her status was humble, the queen mother showed her kindness and returned her freedom.

I didn't know much about it, so I just cried and sobbed: "Mom, doesn't mother want me too?"

She comforted me so gently: "You still have me, the queen mother will always be your strongest backing."

That day, the queen mother hugged me all night, she said: "He is a good child who understands filial piety."

So, I let the crying go on all night.

My identity has changed.Those eyes of contempt, contempt, and disgust around him turned into flattery, flattery, and finally fear.

I know they are not afraid of me, but the queen mother behind me.They all said that I am the person who is most likely to be crowned prince in the future and become the lord of the world.

I don't care, all I want to do is always be the most proud son of my mother, if she wants, I can also be the king of a country.

In my impression, the queen mother is a very proud person, even in front of the emperor, she will not bow her head, she will only bleed but not cry.

But one day, she knelt down in front of the Buddha statue alone and cried.

I am anxious.

Why is the queen mother crying?Did the emperor treat her badly?Or was he wronged by some brainless woman?

When I think of this, I feel hot in the head.I coerced a palace maid, and she could only tell me that it was to commemorate her child who died before it was born.

I felt panic at the first time, how could I forget that the queen mother may also have her own child, a child that really belongs to her.

At that time, my position in her heart will no longer exist, the care that belongs to me will disappear, and she will never look at me with such loving eyes again. I...
But I soon learned from that person that it was difficult for my mother to conceive in this life.

I froze for a second, then felt grateful.In this case, I will always be the only queen mother.But I immediately felt guilty: How could I have such selfish and vicious thoughts!
She is the queen mother. She has suffered so much. Without her, I don’t know where I would still be fending for myself. Maybe she would have died a long time ago, or she might have been permanently disabled and become a cripple.
I went back into the room without saying a word, and stabbed the dagger into my leg without hesitation.After the blood flowed more and more, I felt a little less guilty in my heart.

I laughed, my face in the bronze mirror was a little pale, but it doesn't matter, I will put on some gouache later, it is not enough for the queen mother to see it.

I pulled the knife out and stabbed in again.
He Shen, this is the punishment you deserve.

But such a good mother was still let down by the world.

The black mist all over the sky and the flames soaring into the sky destroyed this dynasty.

On that day, I killed many people and closed my eyes with a smile.

Damn them all.
But I never thought that I could open my eyes again.

"Queen." My face was pale, and I looked around for her.Just like the child who was at a loss and helpless when she first met.

But he was told that the queen mother had married someone else in this life.

Father didn't ignore me as he did in his previous life, he even made me the crown prince and forbade me to leave the palace.

But so what?I can't forget what he did, even if I call him father emperor, it's just for my mother's face.

Faced with the mother I missed so much in my previous life, she is now by her side every day, and my emotions have faded, and I no longer have the dependence I used to have.

In my mind, there is only a young and beautiful face, and all the memories of her are so unforgettable
I still don't give up.

until today-

"His Royal Highness." The surrounding palace people all bowed their knees.

But the five-foot boy was wearing a yellow robe, frowning in a dignified manner, with a rigid and mature appearance.

He Shen didn't care when the Xiangfu's carriage drove into the palace.He thought it was Feng Yizhi, the man who disgustedly snatched my queen away from me.He wanted to leave quickly.

but--

He Shen saw her get out of the carriage.

That face, her voice... everything is so familiar, deep into my bone marrow and soul!The memory that belongs to her is the same as before!
He even trembled slightly, his body stiffened and he didn't dare to move, fearing that this was just an absurd and beautiful dream.

I finally saw her again.
His eyes are full of attachment
But when she passed by He Shen, she just glanced lightly out of the corner of her eye, then withdrew her gaze without emotion, and passed him lightly.

People around "this" looked at each other in blank dismay.

He Shen froze in place, and when he realized it, his eyes turned red with grievance.

Just because he is no longer her son in this life?He misses her so much, every day, every day. But she no longer remembers him, every little bit of their life together, every smile, every touch. How can she be so indifferent to him? !
He turned and chased after him!
"His Royal Highness—!"

Royal study.

He Yanchu hadn't slept for many days, He Yanchu was clinging to the brush, his eyes were bloodshot, he always got close to the memorials habitually, just like when he couldn't see clearly in his previous life.After that, it was like waking up from a dream, and everything was a lifetime away.

In this life, his eyes have never had a problem, and the person he wanted to see is no longer by his side.

He Yanchu laughed at himself, coughed a few times, and picked up the handkerchief beside him, spattering a little bit of blood.

"This body is already terminally ill, and there is no cure for it." Perhaps time is running out, before he dies, whether he wants to see her again or not.
He Yanchu's hand holding the pen stopped, his gaze was fixed on the spot in front of him, and a smile slowly opened at the corner of his mouth.
"You are here." I have been waiting for you for a long time
"The emperor takes care of millions of things in the world, but makes fun of his own body, Zijin dare not not come." She smiled and approached step by step.

He also smiled, his brows that had been locked for many years were relaxed for the first time, and his appearance was still the same as before.
"Shen'er is still young, but I am old. If not, how can we protect the people of this world and bring happiness and well-being. How can we achieve this peaceful and prosperous world." How to protect the people he wants to protect in this life.

"I'm afraid my body will be exhausted soon, when the time comes, you..."

Zijin pressed his lips, not allowing him to continue speaking.

Jiaochen, just like before, as if the relationship between them has never changed: "The emperor is only 30 years old, and the Qing Dynasty will still need your protection for the next [-] years. Don't talk nonsense about being old or not. Now, close your eyes immediately , give me a rest!"

He Yanchu smiled helplessly, his eyes full of indulgence: "Okay."

Lie down as promised.

No matter when and where, she is always the only person in this world who can manipulate him, and this has nothing to do with identity.

It's just that between them now, everything seems to be pale.

Zijin played with his nails boredly.

"Phoenix looks at him"

"Come together, now we are waiting outside the palace gate, does the emperor want to summon you?"

".No need."

"That Yuer"

"He looks very good, very healthy, and smarter than ordinary children. After all, one of the fathers taught him that he is withdrawn and somewhat out of gregarious. It is rare to be able to play with his cousin .It’s Chao Qi’s temper, and the two of them quarreled every day.”

Seeing that he didn't speak, Zijin glanced at him, but saw that he secretly opened a slit to look at her, and when she found out, she quickly retracted it to conceal it.

She couldn't help but find it funny: "Your son's personality is also dull, why don't we let the three of them get together some other day and play together as a companion."

"Those three people gathered together, wouldn't the sky of Qingguo be turned upside down?"

Both of them froze for a while, and smiled at each other.

Their generation will eventually make their next generation.One day, they will all pass away, and there is still a long way for Qing to go in the future
"It's just that there will never be another Zhao Zijin in this world."

"That's not necessarily true." Zijin muttered, "I'm going to have a daughter in my next child, and she will definitely be more beautiful than me."

He Yanchu smiled helplessly.Her appearance has been born to the extreme, it is hard for him to imagine that there will be a woman more beautiful than her in the world.

But he can be sure that she will not be like her mother, who was born in troubled times and ended up in troubled times, having such a legendary life.

"Chao Zijin, are you in there! Come out for me!"

There was a commotion outside, and Zijin had no choice but to turn his head away, only to see Wei Lanyi coming in with eyes full of anger, followed by Feng Yizhi, who was worried about following.

The corner of her mouth twitched: "You"

"Chao Zijin!" Wei Lanyi slammed her hand on the table in front of her, ignoring He Yanchu who was next to him with his eyes killing people, "You still have the nerve to come back! You dared to lie to my young master last time, saying that we don't know each other you."

The slender fox eyes are reddish: "You have no conscience."

Feng Yizhi rushed to protect his wife, stopped in front of Zijin, with a calm expression: "This is what I mean, it has nothing to do with her."

"What?!" Wei Lanyi was so angry that his heart ached, and he turned his gaze to her again, "Chao Zijin, I used to think that you would like someone as mature and steady as the first prince or He Yanchu, but I didn't expect you to like it." Is it a little boy like Feng Yizhi?"

Chao Zijin was also furious, stretched out an arm, and took the initiative to block Feng Yizhi behind: "Who do you say is a little boy?"

"It's the one behind you, young master, I just want to say that he just wants to say." The fox's eyes shot out anger.

The other two had black lines all over their heads.

After so many years, how come these two people are still so naive.

Reluctantly touch the forehead.

He Shen hid outside the door, while the queen mother and Uncle Wei were still fighting.The red eyes swept across Fengxiang, and gradually turned to the father who sat silently behind.

A shadow flashed across his eyes: He was too disappointed.

As the king of a country, the father and emperor only have so much ability?Where is his courage as an emperor?
If it were him, he would kill all the men here who coveted her!Anyone, don't try to snatch his queen mother away from him
It's okay, there's still a long way to go.

At this moment, in He Shen's heart, something seemed to be quietly shattered.

His eyes were red--

Father is such a coward.

　Well, now this book is really over!
　　Thanks for being with you so far, see you in the next book! !

　　
　
(End of this chapter)