Wandering

Chapter 61 Ten Mile Golden Garden, Guanghan Zhiwei Building

(Inscription: YY is popular in writing nowadays, especially online literature. However, what is YY? What is the highest state of YY? It can be described in this way—if there is a person who can have a dream, the feeling in this dream is the same as that in the real world There is no difference. He knows that he is in a dream, and he can do whatever he wants in the dream without any consequences in reality. So what would he want to do? The most likely situation is that all his repressions in reality will be wiped out. When you let it out, all wishes that you want to realize but cannot be realized will be realized, and all ulterior desires will be satisfied. This is the highest state of YY!
What kind of state is this?This is what is referred to in this book as "the state of delusion".This volume is called "Breaking the Delusion", and the "entering into the delusion" is naturally a refinement of literary obscenity, and Shi Ye wants to "break the delusion" after all, which is also a transcendence in the realm. )
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"You mean Sister Ziying and Axiu?"

Feng Junzi: "Didn't you just want to ask me who might do it today? It must be one of the two of them. As for who, you have to ask yourself. The person involved is not me."

Junzi Feng has already made his words clear, and I feel that what happened last night has vaguely become clear.Why did Axiu make us drink so much wine, and the Dragon Head Pill couldn't have come from anywhere else.Now I just need to make sure of one question, that is, is Axiu really Xiuxiu?If she is really a form of Xixiu, then she can only appear in the Jingwu Cave!
"Feng Junzi, I've always wanted to ask you a question, can you see Axiu's origin?"

Feng Junzi looked at me: "Shi Ye, you are not really that stupid, are you? Don't tell me you can't guess it yourself! Even if you couldn't guess it before, you should be able to guess it now!"

"Is she really..."

Feng Junzi interrupted me with a wave of his hand: "There is heaven above, and earth below. Don't say it, just know it well. Now that you know it, I have something to tell you. Axiu doesn't want you to know her origin , don't treat her badly, but treat it as kindness."

"Then I will..."

Feng Junzi patted my shoulder again, and said old-fashionedly: "I understand your mood at this time, don't forget, I am a person who has experienced it! I don't care how you treat Axiu in the future, but there is one thing I must remind you, that is There is one person you must never let down, otherwise I will not spare you!"

"Who?"

Feng Junzi: "Liu Yiyi! Don't forget that the world's high-ranking people protect their weaknesses, and she is also my disciple. Both of you learn Taoism from me, and I won't just care about you and ignore her! This little ghost's life experience is really pitiful, I have deep affection for you again, if you dare to betray her, I will not agree!"

"I know that, but..."

Feng Junzi: "Don't say anything but, as for other things, I won't force you, you can do it yourself! Let me explain to you, Liu Yiyi doesn't ask you for anything else, anyway, she doesn't have a registered permanent residence. Now that we’ve said this, do you have anything else to ask? You already know what you should ask.”

"There is a question, how did Axiu become like Teacher Liu? And with my eyesight, I didn't see it!"

Feng Junzi: "Your eyesight? You haven't even learned how to break delusion, so of course you can't see through delusion! All the women you know, except Liu Yiyi, are smarter than each other, including Teacher Liu. Last night I said You don't understand the formula of entering into delusion, but Axiu will understand it as soon as she hears it."

"You mean that Axiu has learned to be delusional? Didn't you say that others can't understand?"

Feng Junzi smiled: "I did it on purpose. I said it to those two people on purpose, I think they all understood! I can't just pass on the formulas of transformation, I have to teach things in a complete way.

However, they have never learned the Three Dreams D method, so they only understand this state.Axiu uses her own body as a guide to lead you into the delusional realm, and inspire the person you have in your delusional mind, and she appears in the appearance of that person.

now you understandIt's not a change!I didn't expect you to look honest and honest, and those foolish people, to Teacher Liu..."

I could barely lift my head what he said, and I bowed my hands and begged him to shut up.After he stopped speaking, I asked, "I don't know what happened to Axiu? Is she okay?"

Feng Junzi: "She didn't come to school today. I guess she did something wrong and I was afraid and didn't dare to come to see you. Shi Ye, if I were you, I would deliberately pretend that I didn't know it was her. Let's see what tricks she has. "

"What's wrong with Axiu? As a woman..." I couldn't speak again.

Feng Junzi: "You really don't mind losing money if you get it cheap. Her behavior is illegal and criminal in the human world. To put it bluntly, she is a drug addict! If the practitioners in the world find out, they must defend the way! You and I know the cause and effect, so we won’t do anything to her. Even if I want to subjugate demons, I’m afraid you can’t agree.”

When Feng Junzi said this, I really think that looking at this issue from another angle, Axiu's behavior is very serious!No wonder Feng Junzi told me it's best not to tell the truth.what should I do?From the bottom of my heart, I didn't mean to blame her at all. On the contrary, I was very grateful to her, and this kind of gratitude also contained other feelings.

Human feelings are so strange, she is my first woman, and I am also her first man.After that night of ecstasy, Axiu's status in my heart became special.At least, as she herself once said, she is mine.

I was a little lost in thought, and at this moment I heard Feng Junzi say again: "Leave this matter aside for now, you can do it yourself. Let's talk about serious things, about the way of thinking about delusions. Let me ask you——like the experience last night, You know it was wrong, if you do it again, would you be willing? Look at your heart and tell the truth!"

do i want totruth?If I had to be honest, I would!Even if it happens a hundred times, a thousand times, I'm willing!Even if I know it's Axiu and not Teacher Liu, I'm still willing.

I'd rather be intoxicated by that kind of tenderness and tactfulness, that kind of lingering weariness!Don't say that my mind is not strong enough, why don't you try it? How can a 19-year-old boy not know the taste of love for the first time, and the state of spiritual sublimation?I didn't answer, just nodded.

Feng Junzi: "This is delusional mind calamity! You can't say right or wrong, but it's easy to get in and hard to get out. If you want to break through this realm, you need to really go to the delusional realm. Today, you go!"

"how to get to?"

Feng Junzi pointed to the sky: "Fly up, to the moon!"

His voice suddenly became erratic, as if very far away and very near.Following the direction of his finger, the moon in the sky is like a hook.It was a last quarter moon, like a silver boat floating in a river of stars.Can Yin God really fly to the moon?I have never tried it and today I am going to try it!

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Flying higher and higher in the sky has reached the limit of my consciousness!Looking at the moon, I suddenly felt a burst of relaxation in body and mind, as if I had broken free from the shackles and gained complete freedom in my dream.I feel that I am not a ghost in a dream, but a superman in an American movie.Just for a moment, I felt that my speed was much faster, and the moon suddenly got closer and became bigger and bigger, almost right in front of my eyes.

The moon is a planet, it is a planet, and the closer I fly, the clearer I can see it.I saw the plains under the shadow of the lunar sea, and the continuous craters, all of which were exactly like the scenes in science and education movies.At first, there was a big ball in front of me, but gradually the outline of the horizon became flatter. I just felt that the sky and the earth turned upside down, turned over, and landed on the ground of the moon.

There is no wind, not a sound, a dead silence, nothing!I was walking, looked back inadvertently, and found an unexpected thing - I left a line of footprints on the soft lunar soil!There is nothing strange about the footprints, but don't forget that I am traveling as a ghost now, and I can't touch any real objects!

As soon as I bent down, I actually picked up a stone on the ground. It turned out that here, I could touch the real thing.I casually threw the stone into the sky, and used the method of imperial objects to make it fly to an unknown distance. (Xu Gongzi’s play note: In 120, American geologists discovered a meteorite in Yellowstone Park. Its age was determined to be [-] billion years by isotope detection method. According to analysis, it may have come from the moon. As for when and why it ran to Still a mystery on Earth.)
I don't know how long I walked, but I didn't feel tired at all anyway.Gradually, I felt that it was meaningless, it was too desolate here!If only there was someone or something.With this thought, I heard a voice.The sound came from afar, bang bang, as if someone was beating something.I stomped my feet, flew into the air, and flew towards the direction of the sound.

Far away I saw a tree!There are still trees on the moon?As I flew closer, I realized that the tree was getting taller and taller, almost with towering branches and leaves.A man stood under the tree, holding something in his hand, as if he was cutting down the tree.Depend on!Is this the legendary fairy Wu Gang and the sweet-scented osmanthus tree?Check it out!

The tree is indeed an osmanthus tree, but this person is not Wu Gang, I actually know him, he is Grandpa Jin from our village!Seeing Grandpa Jin, I greeted him downcastly, "Grandpa Jin, why are you here? Are you cutting down trees?"

When Grandpa Jin saw me, he didn't look surprised at all. He laughed and said, "Xiao Ye, you're here! I'm not cutting down trees, I'm collecting sweet-scented osmanthus. Take care—"

As he spoke, Grandpa Jin waved a mallet-like thing in his hand and knocked it on the tree trunk. It turned out that the sound he heard just now came from this way.Just listening to the sound of percussion, the golden osmanthus flowers all over the sky floated down like drizzle.Grandpa Jin shouted: "Xiaoye, catch it for me!"

As soon as I waved, the rain of flowers all over the sky condensed into a bunch, and they all fell into a big wine jar on the ground.Grandpa Jin put the lid on the wine urn and said with a smile, "Okay, Guanghan Palace will be available next month."

"Where is Guanghan Palace?"

Grandpa Jin: "I forgot you mentioned it. Your family changed the brand name to Zhiweilou. Now Guanghan Palace has become the largest restaurant in the city. Xiao Ye, I have finished harvesting my sweet-scented osmanthus. How about you?" Not going home. Talking and pointing to the distance—"

I looked into the distance, and at some point a bustling city appeared, and the streets were bustling with people coming and going.This city gives me a sense of intimacy, and I feel that it is very similar to the Wucheng I was born with, and it almost appears in front of my eyes with my thoughts.

I flew over, flying over the streets of the city, and people smiled and raised their hands to greet me in the sky.There are many strange people, but also many familiar faces.I saw Zhou Song in a neat suit, and Ji Xiaoyu and Yang Xiaokang walking on the street arm in arm.

I landed next to one of the busiest streets, and in front of me was a palace-like building, crystal clear like jade, with a snow-white outer wall.There is a signboard hanging at the gate, and there are five big characters on the signboard: "Shiji Zhiweilou".

Isn't this Guanghan Palace?Of course, this is just the former Guanghan Palace, but now it belongs to me and has become a restaurant opened by me.Don't ask me how I know it, anyway, I know it when I see it, it's just a change of mind.Walking into the gate is the lobby, where many guests are present. My political teacher, Mr. Tang, is sitting at a table holding a glass of wine and talking loudly, surrounded by a group of young people sitting like stars.

I went to the back, walked through a series of rolling curtains and hanging flower doors, and walked into an elegant room. Sister Ziying was sitting there: "Xiaoye, are you back? Sister Fei'er is waiting for you at the back! Go and accompany her first." Come to see me again when I have time in the evening. Axiu said that she wants to fly with us..." As she spoke, she unbuttoned my clothes with her own hands, and waited for me to change into a set of cardigan robes, the material of which was like clouds. texture.

Zhiwei Building is just the front hall of Guanghan Palace, and the back hall is where I live and my current home.Fluttering like flying, through the square garden, into my own palace.Going around the corridor and the palace room, I came to the master bedroom of Guanghan Harem, where Liu Fei'er was waiting for my return.

I looked at her sitting in front of the dressing table. In the mirror, she frowned, her red lips were slightly parted, and she smiled lightly, showing a row of neat and white teeth, and there were a few shallow lines at the corners of her lips. Light lines, with shyness and fear.

The dresser was of an ancient style, made of white pear wood, as was the huge bed.There are also several kinds of makeup powder and perfume on the dressing table, but I haven't seen her use them, they are just arranged in a few rows like a display. She is naturally beautiful, and she doesn't need any decorations.

"Shi Ye, you're back? I've been thinking about you..." Fei'er's clear eyes sparkled.I walked up behind her and she didn't say a word, just rested her head on my shoulder.I put my hands around her shoulders, held her tightly, and lowered my head... The tip of her tongue was sweet, with a slight taste of mint.

"The golden jujube is ripe again..." Her pursed lips whispered in my ear, "Liu Yiyi answered the phone in the morning, your parents want us to go back when we are free, and enjoy the ten miles together as a family. The fragrance of the golden tree." Her eyes were full of warmth, as if she was waiting for something.

"Okay, the whole family will go to Shili Golden Garden together the day after tomorrow. Now, let me take a good look at you, what do you think of me today..."

In her dense breath, there is the unique beauty of women in Jiangnan Water Village. In my grasp, a warmth spread to the palm of my hand. I turned her body and raised my desire for sublimation.

At this time, a voice in my mind said to me: "Shi Ye, all this is a delusion! Why indulge in it?" This is my own voice.

At the same time, another voice sounded exactly the same: "Since this is a delusion, why not? Don't you want to? Don't you want to have all of this? Here, you can have it!"

Now that you're here, let's go through it all.A thought flashed by, and I lingered in the delusional realm for three days and three nights.

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"Shi Ye, are you back?" At the top of Zhuangyuan Bridge, Feng Junzi's yin spirit sat on the ground, and the hand pointing at the moon has not been put down.

"Feng Junzi, why are you still here, how long have you been waiting for me?"

Feng Junzi: "I didn't even have time to put my hand down! It's only one or two seconds, no more than three or five seconds at most."

"What! A few seconds? I have already passed three days and three nights!"

Feng Junzi smiled: "It doesn't matter how long you have been there! Haven't you heard of the allusions of Nanke and Huangliang? Congratulations on your success! By the way, how did you come back?"

I have heard the allusion of Huangliang Yimeng a long time ago: Once upon a time, there was a poor scholar Lu Sheng, who failed to pass the exams. He met Taoist priest Lu Weng in an inn.Lu Weng gave him a pillow when the owner was cooking yellow rice.Lu Sheng took a nap. In his dream, he dreamed that Jinshi became a prime minister and married a beautiful wife. He had a lot of children and grandchildren and lived a happy life.After waking up from the dream, the master's rice was not yet cooked.There is also a legend that a Taoist named Zhengyangzi enlightened the scholar with this dream, and the scholar became a fairy.

Li Gongzuo, a man of the Tang Dynasty, wrote the legendary novel "The Legend of Nanke Taishou".There was a man named Chunyu Fen who dreamed of going to Dahuai'an Kingdom after he was drunk, married a princess, and served as the prefect of Nanke County. He enjoyed all the glory and wealth for 20 years.Later, the Tanluo Kingdom suddenly invaded, Chunyu Fen led his troops to resist the enemy and was defeated, and the princess unfortunately died of illness.Chunyu Fen returned to Beijing, and since then lost the favor of the monarch.Feeling sad, he went back to his hometown to visit relatives.When Chunyu Fen returned home, he saw himself sleeping on the porch, he couldn't help being startled, he woke up, the afterglow of the setting sun was still on the wall, and the experience in the dream seemed to have passed a whole lifetime.

I used to treat these allusions as myths and legends or literati fictions. I never thought that the same thing would happen to me!The ancients left these legends and texts, perhaps wanting to say a truth: "People don't know what they are doing, they are only dreaming of their Spring and Autumn Dreams."

However, what is interesting is that when most people see these legends, what they feel most deeply is not the feeling that life is like a dream.Instead, everyone would think: "If only I could have such a dream, it would be great! It's so cool, and there is no delay! It's best to do this kind of dream whenever you want, and do it according to your own heart." --"That's what I thought.

Feng Junzi asked me how I came back?I couldn't help asking: "Don't you know my experience in the delusional world? You don't know how I came back?"

Feng Junzi glared at me: "That's your delusional realm, and I didn't go in! How would you know? You said you stayed for three days before you came back. It might take much longer for an ordinary person, but among practitioners , this is not too fast. Tell me, how did you come back?"

"I found that I was not a yin god in the delusional realm, and I couldn't wake up after returning to the physical body like before. I tried to fly back along the original path. Flying and flying, I suddenly felt that my consciousness moved, and I became a reality again In the middle of the dream, Yinshen came out. Then I saw you still pointing to the moon on the bridge."

I breathed a sigh of relief when I was talking, but fortunately, Junzi Feng didn't know my experience in the delusional realm!The experience of these three days and three nights is my deepest secret, and I don't want anyone else to know.

Feng Junzi: "I was asking why you suddenly remembered to come back after three days?"

"I suddenly realized that three days had passed. I was afraid of delaying too many things, so I came back first."

Feng Junzi: "If you knew that these three days were just a moment, would you be in a hurry to come back?"

"Maybe, maybe not." I'm telling the truth, if I had known this was the case, I might not know when I would come back.

Junzi Feng asked again: "Do you know why ordinary people stay in delusions for a long time, while practitioners come back faster? To be honest, don't say those things are useless!"

The useless ones Feng Junzi refers to are nothing more than the words that practitioners have a pure heart and can transcend worldly conditions.He asked me to tell the truth, so I told the truth: "Ordinary people don't know the delusional state and don't know how to transform it casually, so they don't want to and don't know how to get back. Even if they know it, they are afraid that once they leave the delusional state, they will never enjoy it again." that taste.

Practitioners are different. At this point, they know that this is a state of delusional mind, and they also know how to enter and exit this state of delusional mind.So they can come back at any time, because they can go in again at any time, without delay! "

Feng Junzi nodded and smiled: "That's true! Those who learn the Tao have the cultivation base of entering and leaving the delusional realm, and most of them can freely go back and forth between the real realm and the delusional realm. Some people think that this is walking through the two worlds, but they don't know that this is the delusional realm. Heart catastrophe.

But then again, everyone's pursuit is different. Some people may pursue this after learning the Tao, and the feeling in the delusional realm is almost the same as attaining the Tao and becoming a fairy.With such a life experience, it is not in vain to learn the Tao, but this is not the real Tao.Ishino, what have you been doing these three days? "

"This, can you not say it?"

Feng Junzi: "I expected that you would not say it. In fact, everyone would not say it. According to the rules of the practice world, the master does not ask students about delusions. I feel that your delusional mind is not strong, but based on past experience When a practitioner enters a delusional state, he still has scruples at the beginning, but later finds that he can do whatever he wants in the delusional state, and the delusional mind will become stronger and stronger, and it often takes decades to wash away the delusional mind."

"Decades?"

Feng Junzi: "There are still longer! But don't be afraid, the time in the real world is not long, you just snapped my fingers for three days. Guess what people do in the delusional world ? I'm not talking about you or someone else."

"Others? I don't know!" In fact, I can also think of what others can do in the delusional world. It is nothing more than getting things that I would never dare to think or want.But I felt that Junzi Feng was trying to trick me by asking this question, so I simply said I didn't know.

Feng Junzi sighed: "Actually, you may really not know. Most people are still scruples about the etiquette, righteousness and shame in reality when they first enter the delusional realm. If you do something, you won't hurt anyone in reality, and you don't have to take any responsibility, you will become unscrupulous and dare to do anything!

Some people will kill and set fire, some will rape and plunder, some will found a country and proclaim themselves emperor, and some even want to conquer the universe... When all these desires are satisfied, they will feel nothingness, and only then will they seek the true avenue that life pursues. Only then will the delusion fade away, and only then will I think of how to break this delusion.

But in this way, decades of time in the delusional realm have often passed.The delusion of mind is actually a way for practitioners to withdraw their desires. ... Ishino, did you kill and set fire? "

"Murder and arson? Of course I didn't!"

Feng Junzi: "You have only entered the delusional realm for three days, and you are not so presumptuous! What about you in the future, if you stay in the delusional realm for a long time, will you do these things?"

"In the future, I don't think I will do it in the future. Can practitioners do this? Can they break through delusion?"

Feng Junzi: "I don't know about other sects, but most alchemy sects have similar realms of practice. For example, the 36 caves of the Zhengyi sect also have to pass through this delusion. The view of Qiyun Guan Lord Hechen, the real person, has already reached the realm of Jindan Dacheng, and he should have broken the realm of delusional mind. What kind of person do you think Hechen is?"

"A despicable villain with a wicked heart!"

Feng Junzi: "What about Qiye? The Taoism of the Zhongnan School is also alchemy. Qiye's current cultivation level should be no less than that of Hechen. Who do you think Qiye is?"

"Who doesn't know, anyway, he is not a good thing!"

Feng Junzi: "People like Hechen and Qiye, what do you think they would do in a delusion? I'm afraid they won't do anything good."

"Yeah, how does this kind of person break the delusion?"

Feng Junzi: "A delusional state is a delusional state, and there is no real standard of good and evil in the delusional state! Even if you study every day in the delusional state, I am afraid you will not find the way to break the delusional state. Even if you are in the delusional state Even if you are a bad person, you may not be able to break through the delusion. The delusion tests a person's understanding and wisdom root. If you don't have this wisdom root, you will not be able to break through the delusion."

"Then I'm out now?"

Feng Junzi: "Practitioners can get out of delusions if they can enter delusions, and entering and exiting delusions cannot be counted as breaking delusions."

"Then how can we break the delusion?"

Feng Junzi: "I can't say this. If I say it, you won't be able to break it! You need to find it yourself."

"You once said that I am a third-rate savvy, so how long will I have to wait? Is it really going to be decades?"

Feng Junzi: "What does it matter? Decades in the delusional world are but a moment in the real world."

"You took a while, but for me, that is equivalent to a few decades! I don't want to wait, you teach me the way to break the delusion, even if you give me a little hint."

Feng Junzi: "I've never seen anyone who is as eager to break the arrogance as you are. You really deserve to have a first-class temperament. Why are you in such a hurry?"

"After I entered the delusional realm, I felt that I still had a lot of things to do in the world, so I wanted to break out of the delusional realm earlier. By the way, Mr. Feng, how long did you stay in the delusional realm? How did it come out of nowhere?"

I asked this to try to play the words of a gentleman, but a person as smart as him should not be so easily fooled, and I myself did not give any hope.

To my surprise, when he heard my question, Junzi Feng's expression became very calm. He stared blankly at the moon as if he was recalling something, and replied slowly: "I taught you the method of falling into delusion, It was taught to me by my former master, and it was named 'Zhiyue'. At the beginning, I came to her as soon as I entered the delusional realm. I held her hand in the delusional realm. Unexpectedly, in the real realm She also happened to hold my hand, and I broke the delusion. I stayed in the delusion for a moment, and I didn't have time to do anything. Do you think I am pitiful?"

"You are pitiful enough!" I expressed my heartfelt sympathy to him, what is more pitiful than being unable to indulge in delusions is that there is no time to experience anything.At the same time, I feel that Feng Junzi's words are vaguely implying something to me. Maybe the real way to break the delusion lies in it. There seems to be an inspiration flashing in my mind, but I haven't fully grasped it yet.

Feng Junzi forced a smile: "I was still young at that time, only 13 years old, and my heart was very simple. In fact, I would not do anything excessive."

"13 years old? Didn't you say that you can't practice alchemy before you're underage?"

Feng Junzi: "At that time, I didn't learn alchemy. I was young? Shang Yunfei was much younger when he started practicing."

"Your former master? Then you also have a master? What sect are you from?" I didn't have a chance to ask him usually, but now I finally asked.

Feng Junzi: "Who is a cultivator without master's guidance? It's a pity that I only stayed in the sect for a month before I was forced to leave the sect. Later, I realized the Tao alone, and only then did I have the four-door twelve-storey building and the three-dream Dafa in the world. Now you and I are both homeless."

"Expelled from the teacher? Why? Did you get into trouble?" Unexpectedly, he asked a big secret in a few words.

(End of this chapter)