Apocalypse Mutants Rise

Chapter 302
The sky was overcast, but there was only this faint ray of light scattered across the earth, reflected in the water waves in the distant lake.

Time has become a bit tormented, for Fang Qing, for Yan Xiang...

Yan Xiang didn't know what to say, but frowned slightly at a loss.Fang Qing kept sobbing, until she was so distressed that her body was exhausted, and she seemed to have no strength to sob anymore, Fang Qing hugged her legs tightly and just looked into the distance.

Suddenly learning of his father's death, this kind of thing can feel the pain for anyone.

The departure of a person closest to him will be followed by all the memories about him, as well as the vision for the future, all turned into bubbles.He will no longer speak a word to you, nor will he appear in your world again.

Just such a person who is closest to me, is to be taken away from this world, and the rest are only those memories that I dare not casually recall, which will only stain my eyes red and tremble my heart...

When Fang Qing was completely exhausted, she was even in a trance.

Yan Xiang carried her on his back, and then carefully stepped down the iron ladder from the tower.Carried her back to where she lived.

Fang Qing didn't say anything all the time, but all her emotions turned into tears, leaning on Yan Xiang's back...

After returning to the residence, he carefully put her on the bed in her room.

Fang Qing, who was already extremely exhausted, fell asleep with only her arms around the quilt in a trance and even sobbing.

Yan Xiang walked out of the room carefully, closed the door gently, and then was leaned against the wall outside, feeling like he was suffering from colic in his heart. This feeling is completely indescribable, let alone how to express it.

what happened to myself...

"Are you okay?" Yao Yan came over and asked.

But looking at Yan Xiang's current expression, no matter how much he deliberately wants to hide, this kind of heart-piercing pain can be easily revealed.

Yan Xiang frowned tightly, nodded, didn't say much, just took a deep breath, and then walked back into the hall.

He filled the fireplace with firewood again, but he didn't seem to feel the warmth at all.Many senses also become tired and numb.

"It will feel better to say it." Yao Yan said, then moved the glass with one hand, poured hot water into the glass, and the white steam rose.

Yan Xiang still frowned tightly, took the glass:

"I don't know what's wrong with me now."

Yao Yan also sat down and smoothed the hair around her eyebrows behind her ears.With some difficulty in walking, he bent over and sat down, because his left leg was still in plaster, so it was not so convenient.

"You can say more." Yao Yan said.

Yan Xiang exhaled, his expression seemed to be very tangled, and he still shook his head:
"I don't know, it's just, this..."

As if he didn't know how to express it, Yan Xiang frowned tightly.I wanted to say it, but I didn't know what I was thinking.And it was also the first time, it seemed that there was something on my mind that I really wanted to say, because I didn't know what to do.

"Is it related to Fang Qing?" Yao Yan asked.

Yan Xiang nodded, holding the glass soaked in water temperature in his hand:

"I...I don't want to hide it, but now she..."

"She seems to have just cried a lot. What happened?"

"She is from the First Scientific Research Department of Huaxia, you should know." Yan Xiang said.

Yao Yan nodded: "She also told me everything about her."

"Now, she just learned that Fang Weiguo, that is, the news of his father's death..." Yan Xiang said.

"His father passed away?" Yao Yan was taken aback for a moment, perhaps a little surprised.

When Fang Qing talked about her previous life before, she often mentioned her father.It's just a part of life for her.But this part is gone now...

"She seems to have a mental breakdown now." Yan Xiang said.

Yao Yan frowned slightly, the painful feeling can be felt by imagination:
"What about you? Why do you feel the way you do now?"

"I don't want to hide what I just said, but it's actually..." Yan Xiang paused, and finally said, "His father, Fang Weiguo, was killed by me..."

Yan Xiang gave a rough account of what happened when he was in the basement of the scientific research department.

When Yao Yan heard this, she was very astonished, and even felt confused.Yan Xiang...killed Fang Qing's father?

"Then, does she know about this?" Yao Yan asked.

Yan Xiang hesitated for a moment, his expression full of bewilderment.He shook his head:

"I don't know how to tell her."

"She doesn't know yet..." Yao Yan frowned slightly, but Yan Xiang's eyes seemed to be more pitiful at this moment, because he had never seen his eyes so fragile, as if he had been poked into the weakness deep in the nerves .Or, that's all he cares about.

"I don't know what's wrong with me." Yan Xiang grabbed his hair, "It seems that I'm not me at all, I can't think, my thoughts seem to be emptied, I, I hate the feeling now."

"What do you think is the reason?" Yao Yan asked, "Are you afraid of Fang Qing's reaction after knowing the result? Otherwise, you think that you have killed many people before, but which one makes you feel at ease like now? Care?"

"I……"

Yan Xiang took a sip of water, not knowing how to answer.But Yao Yan's questions made Yan Xiang suddenly think of many things.Just in terms of feeling, I am still completely at a loss, I will be at a loss, and even loathe myself now.

"Think about it carefully, do you care about the person you killed, or the person you want to cherish?" Yao Yan asked.

This difficult problem seems to have stabbed something in Yan Xiang's consciousness that he wanted to escape.

Many times I will say that I don't know, but in the end, it's just that I don't want to admit it.

People who want to cherish... people who want to cherish...

Is it really……

Yan Xiang frowned tightly, and even choked up a little.

Maybe I was really afraid of Fang Qing's reaction, she was already like this now, if she knew that her father was killed by herself, what would happen to her?What will happen between her and herself?
Although I have always thought about this problem, it has always been placed in the depths of my consciousness, and I have never thought about facing it.

Because these... cannot be changed.

"Then me, why do I have these feelings?" Yan Xiang asked.

"The ones you really care about will be put in your heart, and you will be afraid of being out of control or losing your anxiety." Yao Yan said, "Ask yourself, and you will definitely have an answer in your heart."

Yan Xiang looked down at the ripples under the hot water and white steam in the cup...

Maybe he knew from the very beginning that no matter how close she was to him, she was always very far away.

Not from the same world.

But why do you care so much and can't let go?Do you have an answer in your heart?

"Cough...cough cough cough!"

A sudden coughing sound broke the original atmosphere.The firewood in the fireplace sparked sparks, Yao Yan was stunned for a moment, and immediately stood up with her feet on her feet, looking at the wooden bed in the corner.

The one lying on it was Xiao Qiang...

(End of this chapter)