Carrying Lingquan: Abandoned Concubine must turn over

Chapter 402 The past can't go back
Ruan Zhixuan didn't say much in the letter. She talked about the issue of food, and emphasized that she had a backlog of food that was originally prepared for Ruan Dingbang's army, but now that the fighting has stopped, naturally there is no need for it .

It happened to be used for disaster relief, but she also expressed her intention that these grains could be used to help Situ Mao in disaster relief. With these things, Situ Mao's reputation and prestige among the common people would be improved to a higher level. It is very useful for him to seize the last position, but she also made a relative demand, which is freedom.

Ruan Zhixuan was very dissatisfied with the life of being imprisoned. No matter what Situ Mao's motives were for keeping her here, she couldn't accept it.

"Is he that important?" Situ Mao rolled up the letter paper in his hand and clenched it angrily. He didn't want to live in his place. Naturally, it was because of Ye Zhiqiu. idea?
In particular, Ruan Zhixuan posed a problem for Situ. Jiangshan is still a beauty, and he can only choose one of the two. It is impossible to have the best of both worlds.

"Ma'am, the lord is here." The servant girl serving Ruan Zhixuan ran in excitedly to announce the news. The lady is so favored by the lord. If the lord becomes the emperor in the future, then the lady is at least a concubine. Serve her well and try to stay with the lady. By her side, she could still have a powerful court lady Dangdang.

It came pretty fast!Ruan Zhixuan fed Guoguo fruit porridge with a spoon, and put down the spoon when she heard the words: "I see, please sit down for a while, my lord, I'll be right there."

"Yes!" The servant girl went happily.

Situ Mao waited for a while, and then saw Ruan Zhixuan walking out holding Guoguo in one hand. The mother and son were wearing clothes with similar patterns ingeniously.

No matter how bad the mood was, seeing the appearance of the mother and the child couldn't help getting better, Situ Mao showed a smile in his eyes, and stretched out his hand to Guoguo: "Come on, Guoguo, come here!"

Maybe it's really a blood relationship, Situ Mao's iceberg face can scare away many people, but Guoguo is not afraid of him at all, she let go of Ruan Zhixuan's hand with a giggle, ran over and threw herself into Situ Mao's arms, holding His hand was about to rush out: "Play! Play!"

Situ Mao hurriedly hugged the little thing into his arms, and held it up high: "Guoguo wants to go outside to play? That's impossible, it's very dangerous outside, and when the danger is gone, shall we go out to play again?"

Ruan Zhixuan's mentality is a bit complicated. When Situ Mao and Guoguo are together, anyone can tell that they are father and son. They look like they came out of the same mold. Didn't think about the child's future wishes, isn't it too selfish?

"I've received your letter, so you want to go back to him so much?" Holding Guoguo, Situ Mao looked at Ruan Zhixuan with complicated eyes. They are a real family of three, but it's a pity that things are different.

"It's not whether I want to go back to him or not. I'm his wife now, and it's shameful to stay here with you." Ruan Zhixuan sat down and touched her belly, which was not yet pregnant: "Besides, I don't like being under house arrest like this." Life, being the daughter-in-law of the royal family for a few years is enough for me to live a short life for a few years, and I don't want to continue to disturb your affairs."

Situ Mao let Guoguo sit on his lap. This was the first time he was so close to his son. Such a soft little thing was sitting in his arms with the smell of milk. The feeling was amazing. His cold heart softened uncontrollably.

Hearing Ruan Zhixuan's words, his mood slowly dimmed. Yes, Ruan Zhixuan never liked the life of the royal family. Even when the two of them were playing harmoniously, there were matters about the Empress Dowager Shangguan and Shangguan's family that bothered her. They, until the last two people were completely separated.

In the past, Situ Mao could comfort himself that giving up Ruan Zhixuan was only temporary, for the sake of the stability of Situ's family, and he could bring her back to his side again in the future.But now I know that everything he thought was just a deception, a joke, but he lost everything in this deception, and lost all his only precious things.

"I didn't expect you to use such a method to force me." Situ Mao smiled bitterly, and the relationship between them has reached this point. Ruan Zhixuan used such means and methods to force him to make a choice: "We really can't go back ?"

"There is no turning back when you open the bow. I thought you understood." Ruan Zhixuan looked at Situ Mao quietly, at the man she fell in love with for the first time in her life: "Situ Mao, whether you admit it or not, it belongs to us." The time of two is over."

Their happy or distressed days have gone away like water, and they will never come back.

The gift she sent was not so much a comparison test between Jiangshan and her, but rather a threat to Situ Mao to make concessions with the common people in the world, whether he wanted a woman or food, and saved so many innocent lives.

She knew Situ Mao as a man, he could hide a soft heart under his cold appearance, but he would also harden his only softness for the common people.

"If you are the last person to ascend the throne, I believe that the people of the world will live a good life." Ruan Zhixuan saw that the man was struggling, stood up and walked over, hugged his head, and said softly: "Situ Mao, you are destined to be born for the sake of the country, and you have lived for such a purpose in the past so many years, do you want to abandon everything in the past?"

Situ Mao recalled his ambition since he was a child. Since he was sensible, Emperor Rui'an taught him honestly and kindly. From now on, all the rivers and mountains will belong to him, and all the people in the world need him to take care of him. He has already carried Jiangshan on his shoulders and regarded it as his own responsibility.

Let him let go now, and the meaning of his existence will be gone.

"I'll take you back!" Situ Mao closed his eyes forcefully, clenched his teeth, and swallowed a salty taste of rust in his mouth: "If Ye Zhiqiu dares to treat you badly, I will Bring you back! For a woman like Mrs. Ye who is not clear-headed, don't pay attention to her, if Ye Zhiqiu can't handle his mother's affairs, he is not qualified to keep you!"

Even if Ruan Zhixuan won't come back to him again, she must live happily in a place where he can see. If Ye Zhiqiu can't do it, then just abdicate and make way for Xian!
His woman and son cannot be bullied by others!

Ruan Zhixuan blinked, a little confused, what did Situ Mao mean by this?Are you going to be her backer so that her in-laws don't dare to underestimate her?
Well, the ex-husband stood up to support her, and it always felt like something was wrong!

(End of this chapter)