Marriage is not lustful

Chapter 139 Please Live Well For Me!

She never thought that he would ask her like this. She looked at him and froze in place, not knowing how to answer.

really!That's what he feared he'd ask!Leng Xize clenched his fists tightly.

"I was just joking, don't worry, even if you agree, I won't do that." Ye Fei said, and turned his eyes elsewhere.How could he separate the child in Chu Ge's belly from his father?
"Anyway, I will never agree to the operation this time, so don't try to persuade me." Ye Fei seemed to have made up his mind.

Just after saying this, Ye Fei's brain seemed to explode. He squatted down in pain and buried his head very low, not wanting Chu Ge to see him so fragile.

"Ye Fei, what's wrong with you?" Seeing him like this, Chu Ge also squatted down and asked anxiously.

"He must have had a headache again. This is a sign that his condition is getting worse!" Fang Lixin walked over, explained to Chu Ge, took out a bottle of medicine from his body, unscrewed the cap and poured out a few, " Ye Fei, take the medicine."

Ye Fei was in so much pain that he felt like he was about to die. Hearing what she said, he quickly grabbed the medicine she spread in his hand and swallowed it.

"Let's put him on the bed and lie down to rest for a while." Fang Lixin said to Chu Ge who was standing beside him.

"Okay." Chu Ge nodded, and together with her, they held Ye Fei's arm and supported him to lie down on the hospital bed.

Ye Fei's face was as pale as white paper, and beads of sweat were beading on his forehead.

Chu Ge held her white handkerchief, but after thinking about it, she handed it to Fang Lixin.

Fang Li took it from her hand understandingly, and then carefully wiped off the sweat on his forehead.

Chu Ge looked at Ye Fei who was so weak, and his heart tightened.But nothing can be done for him.

She didn't understand why Ye Fei was so stubborn this time.

Ye Fei wanted to smile and tell her that he was fine, but he found that such a simple expression usually seemed extremely difficult to him now.

"If you don't agree to the operation, at least you have to stay in the hospital today, okay?" Chu Ge persuaded softly.

Ye Fei knew that if he disagreed, she would not trust him, so he could only nod his head.

Chu Ge stayed with him for a while longer, feeling that he had fallen asleep, so she followed Leng Xize out of the ward.

"Doctor Gu!" Fang Lixin walked out of the ward and saw a doctor passing by them, so she stopped him.

"Li Xin, I heard that you have asked for leave these two days?" Dr. Gu looked like he was in his 50s, with a kind face.

"Well, but I'm back." Fang Lixin smiled at him, then turned her head to Chu Ge and the others, "This is Doctor Gu, and he is Ye Fei's attending doctor."

"Are you Ye Fei's attending doctor?" Hearing what she said, Chu Ge asked him.

"Are you friends of Mr. Ye?" Gu Changqing glanced at the two young men standing in front of him, still smiling kindly.

"Yes, I want to know about his condition, do you have time now?" Chu Ge asked again.

"Come with me to the office." Gu Changqing said, leading them to his office.

"Please sit down." When he came to the office, he pointed to the two chairs in front of him.

"Is Ye Fei's illness serious?" Chu Ge asked impatiently after sitting down.

Gu Changqing took out a paper tape and handed it to Chu Ge: "This is the CT scan we took for Mr. Ye. To be honest, the location of his brain tumor is really dangerous. There are many blood vessels nearby, so the risk of surgery is very high."

"What is the probability of success?" Chu Ge felt his heart was about to jump out when he asked.

"The diagnosis was 50.00% certain a few days ago, but it's hard to say now, because the brain tumor is growing every day, and the risk is also increasing." Gu Changqing said truthfully.

"You mean, even if the operation is performed now, the chance of success is not even 50.00%?" Chu Ge was a little desperate.

"It's hard to say, maybe 50.00%."

"Then if we continue to delay like this, does it also mean that the success rate of the operation will decrease?" Chu Ge asked again.

"Yes, the bigger the brain tumor, the greater the risk of surgery." Gu Changqing didn't intend to hide them.

"What to do, but Ye Fei does not agree to the operation!" Chu Ge really wanted to do something for Ye Fei, but now it seems that she can't help with anything except being anxious.

"Maybe, you can find someone named Chu Ge to try to persuade him." Gu Changqing said again.

"Why?" Chu Ge was curious, why even he knew her.

"Originally this belongs to the patient's privacy. As a doctor, it's inconvenient for me to say it, but now that the situation is critical, I think I can only tell you." Gu Changqing continued as if he had made up his mind, " Just before we decided to operate, I asked Mr. Ye to come to my office for a long discussion. From his conversation, I could see that he was fearless about death. It seemed that even if he could not get off the operating table, he would not I don't feel anything to be afraid of."

really!She knew that what Ye Fei told her just now about being afraid of facing death was all lying to her!
"But, since he is not afraid of these things, then what is he worried about?" She couldn't think of anything else that would make him give up his own life rather than undergo an operation in order to win the last hope of life.

Gu Changqing then recalled the conversation he had with Ye Fei that day.

"In addition, I need to clarify with you, because your brain tumor grows near the memory area of ​​the brain, so even if the operation is successful and the brain tumor is removed, you may lose your memory because of it." Gu Changqing followed As a routine before the operation, I told him all the risks.

"You mean, either I will die on the operating table, or I will most likely lose my memory? Is that so?" Ye Fei stood up from the chair.

"Yes, Mr. Ye, but I will do my best." Gu Changqing didn't expect him to be so calm when he mentioned death just now, but when he talked about the possibility of losing his memory, he became not calm.

"Then may I ask, even if the operation is successful, what is the probability that I will not lose my memory?" Ye Fei asked.

"With all due respect, I'm afraid it's less than 20.00%." ​​Gu Changqing pushed his glasses.

That is to say, there is only a [-]% chance that he has a successful operation and no memory loss!

"Death is not scary to me, but I can't lose my memory!" Ye Fei said again.

"Why is this? Since you are not afraid of death, you can have memories again, but once you lose your life, there is nothing to talk about." Gu Changqing wanted to convince him.

But Ye Fei smiled and shook his head: "I don't know if Dr. Gu loved someone very much, and would give up everything because of her? If you have it too, I believe, you will understand my current mood."

"But to me, life is the most precious." Gu Changqing's marriage was arranged by the family, so he didn't understand what he said.

"It seems that you haven't experienced it," Ye Fei shook his head, "I have a person who would rather die than forget."

"Young man, it seems that you are trapped by love. There are many things we can do in this world besides love." Gu Changqing was still trying to correct his point of view.

"I think I need to think about this operation." Ye Fei said, standing up from the chair.

If the operation is successful, but he loses his memory, one day in the future, Chu Ge will pass by him, but he will not recognize her at all. He dare not imagine such a situation.

"Mr. Ye, can I have the honor to know the woman you mentioned?" Gu Changqing saw that he had put his hand on the doorknob, so he asked curiously.

"Her name is Chu Ge!" After saying this, Ye Fei disappeared into his office.

Chu Ge?Is there really such love as he said in the world?Gu Changqing sat on his office chair and began to think deeply.For most of his life, he hadn't thought about such a question even once.

It was so!
When Chu Ge finished listening to Gu Changqing's words, tears were already flooding.

Although she always knew that Ye Fei refused to undergo the operation because he was afraid of death, she never thought that it was because of her.

Leng Xize stayed by her side silently from the beginning to the end, with a strong hand around her shoulder, as if silently giving her comfort and strength.

Unexpectedly, Ye Fei loved her to such an extent that Leng Xize's face was a little dignified. His love for her moved him. All along, he felt that no one could love Chu Ge more than him, but after listening to the doctor's words, Only after these words did he know that Ye Fei loves her no less than himself.

He suddenly felt so lucky that Chu Ge chose him.But at the same time, it also made him feel a potential crisis. He didn't know how it would change in the future.

Coming out of the doctor's office, Chu Ge had already wiped away the tears on his face.

Knowing the reason why he didn't want to have an operation, the work of persuading him will be a little easier.

"Miss Chu, what are your plans next?" Fang Lixin asked.

"I want to persuade him alone, can I, Xi Ze?" Chu Ge turned around and asked Leng Xize.

Leng Xize read the persistence from her eyes, so he sighed: "Okay!"

The three of them walked to the door of Ye Fei's ward in silence.

"I'll wait for you here forever!" Seeing Chu Ge put his hand on the doorknob, Leng Xize suddenly said.

"En!" Chu Ge turned his head, nodded vigorously at him, and then walked in.

"How can Mr. Leng trust Miss Chu so much?" Seeing Chu Ge walk in, Fang Lixin asked.

Although I haven't been with them for a long time, it can be seen that he cares for her. Sometimes even if he doesn't want to, he will let her do what she wants to do.

To be able to tolerate his wife caring about his rival in love is either because he doesn't care too much about his wife, or because he loves him too deeply.

"Because she is my wife." Leng Xize said, just these few simple words, but enough to impress anyone who listens.

"Now I finally understand why Miss Chu chose you, Mr. Leng!" After listening to his explanation, Fang Li felt relieved.When Ye Fei met such a strong opponent, it was natural for him to lose.

It's not that Ye Fei is not good enough, it's just that the opponent he met was Leng Xize.

Leng Xize silently glanced at the location of the door, then walked to the side chair and sat down.

Fang Lixin knew that he was not in the mood to chat now, so she also shut up and sat down on the chair at the other end.

Chu Ge walked in, Ye Fei had already woken up, and seemed a little surprised to see her.

"Didn't you already go back? Why..." There was an unconcealable panic on his expression.

"Ye Fei, are you planning to go out again?" Chu Ge saw his thoughts.

"No, I just... want to go down to the ground for a walk." Ye Fei replied with a guilty conscience.

"Let's have an operation!" She looked at him and said very seriously.

"Chu Ge, I just said that I will not agree to the operation, I'm sorry, I can't listen to you this time." Ye Fei said the same thing just now.

"Then what about this?" Chu Ge said, placing the prepared fruit knife on the artery of his wrist.

"Chu Ge, what are you doing!" Seeing her like this, Ye Fei suddenly lost his sense of control.

"Ye Fei, I already know the reason why you refused the operation. Is it because you are afraid of losing your memory and forgetting about me? But have you ever thought that if you die because of this, if I find out later, it was me? Depriving you of the reason to live, how guilty do you think I will be?" Chu Ge said, tears flowed down because of heartache.

"Who told you?" Ye Fei thought for a while, "Could it be Dr. Gu?" Only he knew the real reason why he didn't have surgery.

"Ye Fei, can you live strong for me?" Chu Ge looked at him with emotion.

But is Ye Fei, who has no memory of her, still his real self?Ye Fei looked at her, but didn't say those words.

"Even if you forgot me at that time, you are still there, you are still you, the Ye Fei I know, he is kind, brave, daring to love and hate, to me, there is no difference. "Chu Ge seemed to have seen through his mind.

"If you don't agree to the operation, and there is something wrong with it later, do you think I still have the face to continue living in this world? Or, even if I survive, I can still feel at ease knowing that you died because of me." ?” Seeing that he did not speak for a long time, Chu Ge continued.

"Chu Ge, don't take everything on yourself. I have the final say on what path to take. No matter what, you are not wrong." Ye Fei felt sorry for her like this.

"Maybe I could think like you said before, but today I know the reason, do you think I will continue to pretend not to know?" Chu Ge persuaded him patiently.

Ye Fei was silent.He didn't know how he should choose. Before this, he had already made up his mind that no matter what she said, he would not have the operation, but after hearing what she said, he began to waver.

"Ye Fei, promise me to live a good life for yourself!" Chu Ge walked over and took his hand.

"Chu Ge..." Ye Fei murmured her name.

"Promise me, do the surgery!" She looked at him expectantly.

Seeing her staring at him so affectionately, Ye Fei remained silent for a long time.

The two seemed to be fighting a psychological tactic, as if whoever spoke first would lose the battle.

"I lost!" After a long time, Ye Fei sighed, "I agree to the operation!"

"Really?" A smile finally appeared on Chu Ge's face.

"Yeah!" Ye Fei looked at her and nodded seriously.

Not for anything else, just because at this moment, she only has his figure in her eyes.

"Thank you, Ye Fei!" Chu Ge hugged him, grateful from the bottom of his heart.

Chu Ge, I should thank you.In fact, to you, I have already been a passer-by, but you still don't give up on me and are so nervous about me, falling in love with you is the most sensible thing I have done in my life!

He held her in his arms and smiled happily.

It was the first time he had smiled so happily since they officially broke up.

It was already night when I came out of the ward.

"How is it?" Fang Lixin hurried up to meet her.Seeing her coming out, Leng Xize also stood up and walked towards her.

"He agreed to the operation. I have to go to Dr. Gu to discuss it. The sooner the better, his illness can't be delayed any longer." Chu Ge said.

"What method did you use to get him to agree?" Fang Lixin was very curious, just now she agreed to Ye Fei's tone after hearing that it was so non-negotiable.

"Used my method." Chu Ge explained in one stroke, not wanting to bring up the matter of her threatening him with a fruit knife.

In fact, in her bones, she is very similar to Leng Xize, even threatening people are so similar.

Standing not far from her, Leng Xize looked at her carefully, trying to figure out what she meant by "using my method".

"Although I don't know what method you used to make him change his mind, I really want to thank you. You care more about him than I imagined." Fang Lixin didn't expect this.

"He is a very important friend of mine. Even if I don't become a lover, I don't want to see him become like this." Chu Ge confessed her opinion of Ye Fei very frankly.

"Seeing that you still care about him so much, I feel that his care for you is not in vain." Seeing that Chu Ge was so honest, Fang Lixin also expressed his thoughts.

Chu Ge smiled faintly at her: "I want to talk to Dr. Gu about his operation, can I trouble you to take care of Ye Fei today?"

"You can talk about it at ease, just leave Ye Fei here to take care of me!" Fang Lixin patted her chest.

"Thank you." Chu Ge smiled, followed Leng Xize to Gu Changqing's office again.

During this conversation, the arrangement of the operation was basically confirmed. As long as Ye Fei's body meets the conditions for the operation tomorrow, the operation will be arranged in three days.

(End of this chapter)