Maid's Survival Manual

Chapter 70 Trust
Manman was taken aback by the question, and subconsciously said: "I'm not a lover of love."

First of all, she would not take the initiative to choose to serve Chen Yun.Secondly, if she is forced to go to Qingxueyuan, she will not be as cowardly as Chunqing. Furthermore, she will not let herself conceive anyone's child easily. Finally, even if she is in a desperate situation, she will cherish life very much .

Chen Yunzheng felt that Manman's answer was too perfunctory, so he asked with a straight face: "I'm asking, if, if you are in the position of Chunqing, if you encounter something like that, if you have to face a choice like Chunqing ……what will you do?"

This... Manman looked at Chen Yunzheng with some puzzlement.She couldn't figure out his mind more and more.What is he testing?What is he suspicious of?What kind of answer does he want to get?
Manman took a deep breath and said, "First of all, I'm not Chunqing. She and I have different experiences and expectations for the future, so I can't understand why she chooses to end her life in this way. But I don't I agree, and I don’t agree. If the sixth master insists on asking an answer, I can only say that I don’t know. Maybe I put myself in this situation, I encountered such a situation...” Manman pondered for a while, and she actually understood Chunqing’s state of mind a little .

She lives in such an environment, she only has feelings for her family in her heart, and she has only limited abilities, so she has only one choice.

Manman said: "I'm afraid that slaves may not have better choices. There is a reason to live, and there is a reason to die..."

Chen Yun slapped the table angrily, and said, "What do you call that? God was born in the world, and your parents have raised you for more than ten years, just to let you waste it? What is death? There is a reason to die? No matter what. No matter what happens, you have to think about living. Only by living can you have everything. Only by living can you change your situation. Only by living can you change your destiny. If you die in a daze, what have you experienced? All the grievances you have suffered are all in vain. Think about how sad your parents and brothers are? Think about how sad the people around you are? I—"

His face was flushed with anger, and he said: "You are so mad at me. Ants are greedy for life, why don't you understand this truth? Have you read the book into the stomach of a dog?"

After being scolded by him, Manman choked back everything she had to say, she really wanted to sneer back, but thinking that being so childish would not solve the problem, she forced herself to endure the headache , Said: "Slaves are just talking about things. It's not easy to die, and it's not easy to live..." When mentioning death, Chen Yunzheng said that his nose is not his nose, and his face is not his face. In fact, slaves are not those weak people who want to escape and cower when encountering difficulties, and once they die, slaves are very sorry for their lives, didn't Liu Ye see it?"

She finally tactfully expressed her determination and belief that she would not die easily.

Chen Yunzheng's expression turned pale, and he said, "Aren't you weak enough? I've never seen a person like you who evades and cowers when things happen. It's alright, you just have to remember, tell me first if you have anything in the future, I'll do everything for you."

Manman rolled her eyes in her heart, and said to herself: I really think of myself as a character.

She had no doubts about Chen Yunzheng's sincerity when he swore and made promises, but people are not static.If we say that the fastest changing thing in this world is the human heart.

The heart is true and the feelings are deep when the vows are made, but people's hearts will always change after experiencing such and such things.After the change, the heart is true and the feelings are deep, but the feelings for a certain person have already undergone earth-shaking changes.

She believed in the current Chen Yunzheng, and was very grateful that he was willing to defend her, but it was impossible for her to maintain this belief for ten or eight years.Because without this trust, she always discounted Chen Yunzheng's vowed words, and it seemed that she didn't have much sincerity.

People are always good at deceiving themselves, especially women. Manman knows very well that if she is moved and willing to believe, she may really end up with Chunqing. You must know that women have no bottom line when they are stupid, and she is not willing to let herself She is so soft that she has no ability or leeway to resist, and is forced to have no way out by the world, only to die.

Manman is actually a cowardly and weak person.

Manman had been taking the medicine prescribed by Dr. Cheng for more than three months, but her body was like a bamboo that didn't bloom, or a rock that wasn't warm, and she still didn't move at all.

Because the medicine is too bitter, now Manman habitually vomits whenever she smells the medicine, so that even sweet and sour preserves smell like medicine in her mouth.In other words, she has formed a conditioned reflex. When she sees candied fruit, she thinks of medicine, and then she gags.

If it was said that taking the medicine at the beginning was just to perfunctory Chen Yunzheng, then now, Manman has come to the point of hating her.She was not sick at all, maybe after taking so many side effects, she might really get sick?

She now doubts whether she is really at odds with the magnetic field of this world, so maybe she can go back one day?

It’s just that this maybe a certain day is really too remote and far away, otherwise Manman will go on a hunger strike and die to test whether this idea is correct.

No matter what, Manman is very anxious about the medicine--illness now, so anxious that she will worry in a whimsical way: What will happen if she doesn't have menstruation for a long time?
There are many kinds of answers to the question of "how". It seems that the "many kinds" are more unbearable than the one of "premature aging and death".

Manman simply stopped drinking.The medicine was brought as usual, but she secretly poured it out.

When people get sick and die, they may have an excuse for self-comfort: the disease is not cured because I have not been cured.But if you have been taking medicine but it doesn't work, that is the greatest despair: the disease cannot be cured.

But paper can't hold fire.

Chen Yunzheng noticed it almost immediately.

He had been paying attention to Manman, although he didn't ask, but he also knew that the medicine had been taken for so long and it had no effect at all. He was more anxious than Manman himself.

In addition to Dr. Cheng, he also asked a few doctors who are good at women's Qianjinfang. There are different opinions about the woman's delay in coming to Tiangui. Some even said that this kind of person is a "stone girl". Chen Yunzheng was almost angry Overwhelmed people's pharmacy.

Because of this uncertain result, Chen Yun wished that Manman could take a few doses of medicine to have an immediate effect.He even dreamed of Manman Tiangui's upper body several times in his dreams.

Needless to say, after waking up, Chen Yun was extremely annoyed. He wished he could knock Manman's body open to see what was wrong with her.

When Manman takes medicine, it must be supplemented with candied fruit, and there is always a faint scent of bitter medicine when he acts.

Although Chen Yunzheng was in a hurry, at least he felt a little comforted by the smell of the medicine. At least Manman listened to him and worked hard. If it were him, he might not be able to drink the bitter medicine for so long.

Therefore, after Manman stopped drinking the medicine, the scent of bitter medicine on her body disappeared.

Chen Yunzheng's first thought was suspicion, but he also knew that he was impatient, and he was afraid of shouting out at the first time. If Manman was wronged, there would inevitably be a dispute between him and Manman.Of course Manman would not quarrel with him, but if she argues, she will be very narrow-minded and vengeful. Just seeing her indifferent and alienated expression hidden in her heart makes Chen Yunzheng feel panicked.

So he held back for a few days, and found out again that Manman's candied fruit hadn't been bought for several days, and she didn't seem to eat much.

Chen Yunzheng has a kind of anger of being cheated and betrayed.

He rested that day, and arrested the woman in the kitchen early in the morning for questioning.The mother-in-law was still puzzled: "Ms. Manman's medicine has been boiled all the time. Three meals a day are delivered to Miss Manman's room by her servants..."

Chen Yunzheng became even more angry.The people below did not neglect at all, so the only one who neglected was Manman herself.

He gritted his teeth angrily, and told his mother-in-law: "You bring the medicine directly into my room." He wanted to watch Manman drink it himself.

As soon as Manman entered the room, she was taken aback when she saw the steaming bowl of bitter medicine on the table, subconsciously raised her head and carefully looked at Chen Yunzheng's expression, trying to see the clue.

She thought, she wasn't so unlucky, she was discovered by him, right?
Seeing her guilty conscience, Chen Yunzheng became even angrier. The angrier he became, the more he pretended to be magnanimous, waiting for Manman to serve him as if nothing had happened.

Manman was a little absent-minded, her eyes fell on the medicine bowl several times, and finally asked: "Where did this medicine... come from?"

Chen Yunzheng said: "Of course I asked the doctor to open it, and it was delivered from the kitchen. I don't know how to juggle."

Hearing that there was a smell of gunpowder in these words, Manman had no choice but to avoid the topic, nodded her head, and finally said uneasy: "I don't know what's wrong with Master Liu?" Sickness can be cured, but medicine can't be messed up. Eat, she has a deep personal experience.

Chen Yunzheng smiled strangely, pointed to his heart and said, "Here."

Manman was not that stupid, she jumped out and suggested to ask for a doctor for him, but took a step back and said: "Young servant, I will ask someone to go back to the master and madam."

Chen Yunzheng chuckled twice, and said: "Okay, before you go back to the master and wife, drink this medicine first."

Well.Why do you hear this as if you were speaking to her?
Manman shook her head, and said with concern on her face: "I didn't see any doctor feel the pulse of Master Liu, I'd better stop drinking this medicine..."

Chen Yunzheng had already picked up the medicine bowl, handed it directly to Manman's mouth, and said, "Don't worry, I still trust Dr. Cheng very much. The medicine he prescribed is probably fine, but you, I don't trust it at all now. ,drink--"

Manman subconsciously stretched out her hand to block Chen Yunzheng's hand. The edge of the bowl had already touched her lips and teeth. She opened her mouth a little, and before she could speak, the medicine rushed straight to her forehead with overwhelming bitterness. Manman was so smoked that she just wanted to vomit. .

　Can anyone tell me why the regular update is not updated?I am so annoyed.I arrived at the destination just after one o'clock yesterday, and there was a heavy downpour, which was not in vain at all, and it was all poured on me.Sorry, the update has not been realized, and we will continue to add updates today.Of course, if the regular update fails again, you guys can beat me...

　　
　
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