Maid's Survival Manual

Chapter 59 Farewell
Chunqing was not sent out of the house until she was old and in the way of people's eyeliner. Once the new year passed and Mrs. Li was confinement, she asked Cha Nong to call Chunqing to her.

Chunqing has been raising her for two months, but she still looks haggard, far less ruddy than Li's.Originally beautiful and gentle in spring, but now she looks stiff, shivering and fearful all over her body, without the vitality and brilliance that a girl should have.

Mrs. Li felt a bit of pity, and after she saluted, she said: "Sit down and talk, will your body recover?"

Chunqing timidly said: "Go back to grandma, slave, slave, slave is ready."

After all, she was young. Although the miscarriage was an accident and the handling was not timely enough, fortunately she was not seriously injured.But Chunqing was already afraid of Mrs. Li, and because of her own reasons, she lost her child, so she was very anxious psychologically, and she thought she was an unknown person with a heinous crime.

Uncle Chen Yun didn't love her enough, and he didn't like her wife and grandma. I'm afraid he will hate her even more this time, and he doesn't know how he will be treated, so the days of Chunqing are like years , The tormented heart will be broken.

Seeing that she was fine, Mrs. Li said, "My uncle and I both regret what happened to you."

Chun Qingmu said blankly: "It's the slaves who are not blessed." She didn't dare to blame the uncle and grandma, let alone complain about the master and wife, she only resented that she didn't have this life.

This was originally a blessing that no one else could ask for, but she didn't have the blessing and wasted her life.

But what's the use of regretting more?She didn't necessarily have much affection for that child, she just felt that he came and went and let herself be happy for nothing, but brought herself bad luck in advance, so she didn't know whether to hate him or herself.

Grandma was talking about regrets, I'm afraid it's too late to rejoice, although Chunqing is timid but not stupid, she will not take grandma Li's kind words as the truth, and she will not follow her words what to fight for.

Mrs. Li sighed softly and said: "You are also pitiful. Originally, I thought that you have a son and a half daughter by your side, so you can be easy to explain to your wife. Who would have thought that this child would be unlucky."

Chunqing's tears rolled down, her eye sockets were hot, and she choked up and said, "Grandma's kindness, the servants can't take it." She thought so too at first. In the face of the child, at least I can survive this short half of my life...

She is pitiful enough, but God will not make her more pitiful just because she is pitiful, and the same goes for the uncle and grandma.Although it was not her own will that she came here, she has become a thorn in the side of the grandma after all. Now, she no longer dares to have any extravagant hopes for the grandma.

Although he was naturally gentle and refined, he didn't have her in his eyes at all.She also hated herself for being useless, for not being able to win the uncle's heart, but this is fate.

If time came back, she would also like to be like Su Manman and choose to go to Liu Ye's side, at least clean, at least not have wishful thinking, at least not be kicked out so early.

Mrs. Li had almost finished talking about polite words and face-saving love, so she lost the patience to listen to Chunqing cry again.She didn't hesitate at all if she could get rid of one. Besides, the master, wife, and uncle Chen Yun didn't express anything special about Chunqing, which was regarded as acquiescing to her treatment of her. Why should she be soft?

But Mrs. Li didn't want to be such an obvious villain, so she said softly: "Since you are ready to be raised, and there is a shortage of manpower in the yard, I want you to come out and do things."

Chunqing's nervous tongue was tied up, she clenched her trembling fists tightly and bowed her head without saying a word.

Seeing that she didn't take the initiative to answer the conversation, Mrs. Li picked up the topic and said: "You are not suitable to serve the uncle in your current state. I want to transfer you to another place. I called you here today just to ask yourself I mean, is there any place you want to go in particular..."

Chunqing knew that this was her last chance.If it's not too much, Grandma will agree.But where are you going?
If I follow my grandma's wishes and ask to go to the village in the countryside, or to do rough laundry, my life will be over, and I will die in the future. I just wait for the limelight to subside in a few years and be dismissed by the grandma. To which boy outside the courtyard.

Such a day, just thinking about it made her feel terrified.It's only been more than half a year, but she has gotten used to the life of rich clothes and fine food. Now she has returned to her original shape and lived a simple life again. From the time she wakes up in the morning and works hard until she closes her eyes late at night, there are not a few days in a year when she can rest well. The days, the days when the hands are covered with blisters and calluses...

She didn't even want to think about it.

Chun Qing knelt down with a plop, and made the last resistance: "Grandma, I don't dare to have any extravagant demands, I just ask Grandma to give me a place to live, no matter how hard or tired, I will never complain, please, Don't let the servants go out, the servants and the whole family are counting on the servants to support them."

Who has no suffering?Who hasn't had to?After taking care of her embarrassment, taking care of her mood, and taking care of her whole family, Li Shi should cry for her future.

She said with a look of embarrassment: "I'm also doing it for your own good. Human nature is cold. If you stay in Qingxueyuan, you will inevitably be squeezed out by others. I'm afraid life will not be as easy as outside."

People leave tea to cool down. In the past, she was a housekeeper. Although the people below were afraid, disdainful, and full of ridicule, she didn't dare to sneer and scold openly, and even showed a respectful attitude. She just didn't know what At that time, she turned the pheasant into a phoenix.

It's different now, once she becomes an ordinary maid, gossip alone can drown her, not to mention all kinds of strife.She might not even have a place to stand in Qingxueyuan, let alone be as comfortable as before.

Chunqing closed her eyes in pain, and murmured: "Your maidservant knows, but your maidservant can bear it, my maidservant..." She could imagine it, but she had no choice.

Mrs. Li said kindly: "If you are sent out of the mansion, after a year or two, looking for an honest and honest family may not be a good place in the future. Of course, it depends on you how to choose..."

She had hinted so clearly that Chunqing didn't dare to say more, she kowtowed heavily and said, "Thank you grandma..."

She has no room for bargaining.

Chunqing has seen through her situation by now.At this point, she had to scold that she deserved it.If it was Chunxian, she would not have ended up in such a miserable situation, because Chunxian had a very clear goal from the moment she came in. In her eyes and in her heart, she only took the eldest grandma as her master. Listening to grandma alone, and intentionally or unintentionally letting grandma know her loyalty, even the wife and uncle are not as good as grandma.

Chunxian has also suffered a lot, but with the protection of her grandmother, no one dares to bully her blatantly.Even though she is somewhat difficult, the bright future is still just around the corner.

In this courtyard, the only one who can influence the uncle and directly and indirectly control the fate of these house girls is the grandma.

Uncle will never be able to "become a beauty in anger" like Liu Ye, so no matter how grandma handles it, no matter whether it is excessive or not, uncle will not say anything more.

Why didn't I recognize this situation?
When Chun Qing came out of Mrs. Li's room, there were two old mothers who smiled and said: "Miss Chun Qing, the servants and servants are here to send the girl out according to Grandma's order..."

Chunqing is not cowardly, but after thinking through the past and the future, she calmed down, glanced at the two nuns, moved the corners of her mouth, and said, "Don't dare to bother the two mothers, I have nothing to do Yes, I just want to say goodbye to a few sisters, and I can go with my mother anytime."

One of the nuns said coldly: "I said, Miss Chunqing, it's already this time, why haven't you understood? How can there be any sisterly love? You are now a mud bodhisattva crossing the river. You can't protect yourself, and others can't avoid it." , who is in the mood to put on a smiling face to perfuse you? Let me tell you, you better pack up and go with us. Grandma is an honest person, and she has already allowed you to take away all the rewards you usually get. You still have What is there to ask for?"

Chunqing smiled wryly, and said: "What mother said is true, but for sisters, only others are allowed to be unkind, and I am not allowed to be unrighteous. We always have to see each other. If mother doesn't think it's troublesome, just wait outside for a while."

The two mothers glanced at each other and nodded, and one of them said: "In that case, hurry up, the two of us just wait outside."

Chun Qing didn't take much effort, Chun Bo and Chun Zui were just for saving face, she dropped her hands after saying a word, she took Chun Xian's hand, choked up and said: "Sister Chun Xian, I beg you for one thing , please be sure to hand over the silver, clothes, and jewelry behind me to my family..."

Chunxian was taken aback, and said, "What are you talking about? If you leave, Grandma will let you take all your things away. When you find a chance, you can just send them to your family."

Listening to the words is unknown.

Chunqing said: "Sister, I don't know where I'm going. It's in the wilderness, and it's inconvenient to come and go. I don't plan to take them all away. I ask my sister to agree."

Chunxian thought for a while and said, "Alright, if it's really inconvenient for you, I'll just deliver it for you."

The two said a few more words, then Chun Qing left, and said with tears in her eyes: "This farewell means that mountains and rivers are far away, sister, let me call you sister again, I, I really regret it... ..."

The two old mothers were chatting their teeth while waiting outside the courtyard, when they suddenly heard a thumping sound from the wing room, followed by a woman's shrill scream "Ah—" Xian stumbled out, her face as pale as paper, and she couldn't even speak: "Come quickly, help me."

(End of this chapter)