Maid's Survival Manual

Chapter 260 Self-made
Chen Yun was taking a few deep breaths in his heart. He felt that he was invulnerable, his heart was as hard as iron, and the expression on his face had adjusted to a certain degree of indifference and alienation. Then he put down the tea bowl calmly, and said coldly: "Father today Come, tell me to take your mother and son back."

Manman nodded, her expression was still, she was not surprised or surprised, nor was she filled with righteous indignation, she even raised her eyebrows and said with a smile: "Oh, red mouth and white teeth, there is no way to go back in vain Reason, what did he promise me?"

Just as Chen Yun was putting down the tea bowl, there was almost a turmoil in his heart, and he was very puzzled by Manman's reaction for a moment.She asked this question so frankly, it can be seen that there is no grudge in her heart, but it is also enough to prove that she is not so sure about him.This taste is really uncomfortable.

Chen Yunzheng just stated without emotion: "What else can it be...I have already vetoed it. I will go back tomorrow, you and Brother Jun...I suggest that you go back to Huangzhuang in the north of the city."

No matter how nice he said, Manman's life, he wanted to let Manman and Brother Jun decide for themselves, but in the end, he didn't want Manman to live in Jing Yunxian's mansion.It's not that he's afraid that Manman and the Ninth Prince will get along with each other for a long time and gradually fall in love. He's also not afraid that Manman will make a fake show for real. Don't hug Pipa and go to Jing Yunxian's side. He just doesn't want Manman to get involved in these difficult things. people and things.

If Manman wants to marry another, he will not stop him, really not, as long as she is willing to marry someone who treats her well, but that person must not be Jing Yunxian, nor can it be Jing Yunxian.

The emperor's house has no true feelings.

Even the so-called young master from a merchant family like him has to do something, let alone Jing Yunxian, who is the emperor's beloved son?

He can give Manman a lot, but only the equality, freedom, affection, and loyalty that Manman wants, Jing Yunxian can't give any of them.If he can't give it, then no matter how much money and favor he gives to Manman, Manman will not be happy.

For someone who can't make Manman happy, of course he won't trust Manman to him.

But Chen Yunzheng knew that Manman didn't like someone to control her fate, so he tried to be as tactful as possible.Even so, after hearing what he said, Manman's complexion was not very good, but she didn't get angry, she just smiled at herself and said: "Okay, I understand, then, today is my farewell."

Chen Yunzheng hummed as an answer.

For a while, the two had their own thoughts and didn't know what to say.Chen Yun was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would go against his will.Manman, on the other hand, has thousands of words, and she is afraid that if she opens her mouth, it will fall into Chen Yunzheng's ears, and she will become shameless, petty, coquettish, and sensitive.

The best choice is to say "It's getting late", and everyone should have a good rest.

The cold and hard reality is in front of you, and it is not the moment for two people to be emotional.Feelings are so out of date, and in the face of reality, they are so powerless and insignificant.I don't know how hard it is to push it away.

Manman put down the tea bowl, looked up at Chen Yunzheng, and said, "It's getting late..."

Chen Yunzheng's body stiffened immediately, he restrained himself and said, "En."

Manman smiled and said, "Goodbye."

Chen Yun was watching Manman get up, her slender figure was like a cloud made of white catkins, moving lightly towards the door, he suddenly said in a strange way: "Manman—"

Manman stopped, turned around and asked him suspiciously, "Huh?"

Chen Yunzheng said: "A few days ago, the seal I gave you - I mean, you don't have to force yourself on business matters. These things have nothing to do with you, and the relationship between me and the Ninth Prince has nothing to do with you. You Don't feel guilty, just want to take advantage of these things, since I dare to promise the Ninth Prince, there is a way to satisfy him, after all, it's not for you."

Manman paused for a while, then thought about it, and said slowly: "Are you saying, I don't have to be sentimental, right? Then I will also send this sentence to you. I didn't do this for you. I just did it for me. It’s just what has to be done.”

Chen Yun was so choked that he couldn't speak.

That's exactly what he meant. He wanted to tell Manman that he and her were finished, and it was impossible to be together again. Nothing could transcend class, worldliness, obsession, and etiquette.

He can apologize to Manman, but he still can't fulfill the promise he made when he was young and had no worries.

No matter what he does now, it can't make up for the harm he has and may bring to Manman in the future.But he still wants to make up, but these are just his atonement and guilt. He doesn't want Manman to think that he still has feelings for her, just because he is afraid that she will have unrealistic desires.

That would kill her.

She is still young, she deserves a better person, she deserves a better life, instead of being chained to him and spending the rest of Manman's life for unfulfilled wishes.

But he seems to have forgotten that he is just an ordinary person, and he will also yearn for Manman's closeness. He is still thinking that Manman will forgive him, and he is still greedy for Manman to be happy with him For a long time, he would even deceive himself because Manman treats him better than before, thinking that Manman can still be with him regardless of status, gains and losses, and feelings.

In fact, he is just self-indulgent.

Chen Yunzheng clenched his fists tightly, opened the corners of his mouth, and said with a big smile: "I'm not a woman, how can I be passionate, you can do whatever you want, anyway, you also like to do business, Wuweiju Don’t you just do a good job, I’m just worrying about the sky, I haven’t cleared up my mess, and I’m still delusional..."

After all, he still couldn't continue, Chen Yunzheng put away the exaggerated and somewhat unreal expression on his face, leaned against the bed rail, and said with a smile: "It's really delusional."

Manman didn't say anything, but nodded to him alienatedly, and went out and closed the door behind him.

Chen Yunzheng was leaning on the hidden pillow alone, staring at the candlelight in a daze, at last he got tired of staring, and took the trouble to extinguish the candlelight, so he simply lay down, covered his head with the quilt, and fell asleep with a heavy breath.

He knew that he and Manman had turned into a cold and sharp state again, irreconcilable, and could never be the same as before. Obviously, even Manman's softness and fragrance are still in his breath.

But the more you get it, the more you can feel the pain of losing it, the more you remember it deeply, the more you can feel the desolation of losing it but not being able to get it.The cold feeling became stronger and stronger. Even curled up in the quilt, Chen Yunzheng could still feel the coldness coming from all directions.

Half-dream and half-awake, Chen Yunzheng sighed heavily, and thought to himself: You have done it yourself, this is what you have done yourself.

In a daze, it seemed as if someone was lying down next to him, with soft and slender arms wrapping around his neck, and slender and smooth legs wrapped around his legs, exhaling softly in his ears.

Chen Yunzheng knew it was a dream, but subconsciously held his breath. He was afraid that if he moved, he would wake up from the dream, and the tenderness he had so hard to get would disappear.

Even if it was a dream, he would feel fulfilled and satisfied if he could hold Manman in his arms the night before the farewell, without doing or saying anything.

When there is no one in the middle of the night, people are especially vulnerable. He has let go of all the pressure, and there is only softness in his heart, and Manman is the filling that fills his emptiness.

Chen Yunzheng didn't sleep very well. When he woke up early in the morning, he felt that his arms were numb. He retracted his arms and rubbed them for a long time, but he was a little dazed.He was alone on the bed, so it could be seen that the warm and soft jade in his arms last night was just a dream after all.

But even if it was just a dream, he still had unfinished intentions, as if it was real, making him grope for a long time, recall it for a long time, sweet and melancholy.

Hearing the movement outside the door, he immediately restrained himself, as if he couldn't get in the water.

Manman came in with hot water, and Chen Yunzheng was taken aback: "Why are you here?"

Manman laughed and said, "Why can't I come?" She put down the hot water, rolled up her sleeves, threw a clean towel into the hot water, and handed it to Chen Yunzheng, with a gentle and gentle tone as usual: "Wipe your face Wash your hands and have breakfast later."

Chen Yunzheng felt a little uncomfortable.He is a big man, and he has been lying here for a long time, but Manman is like a normal person, completely unaffected by parting, how can he be reconciled and convinced.

Chen Yunzheng wiped his face, and asked Manman: "Aren't you angry?" He thought that he and Manman had broken up again, and she would definitely not come to see him off, even if she did, she would definitely have a cold face, like As before, he was counting on him to lower his body to coax her.

Who would want her to talk and laugh like this, he really couldn't accept it.

Why all of a sudden, Manman is much more open-minded, magnanimous, cheerful, and proactive than before?
Manman was not at all surprised that he would ask such a question, she just smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "I used to be wrong too..." With just these half a sentence, Chen Yunzheng's heart was sour and softened.Manman has always been a very stubborn person at heart, if she was asked to say that she was wrong, even if she was forced to say something against her will, she said it lightly now, which actually showed her sincerity.

Man Man paused, and said with a smile, "I'm mature, okay?"

Which is to say he's still pretty naive.

In the past, Chen Yunzheng hated people saying that he was naive, especially Manman, who seemed to remind him all the time that he was younger than her. This fact was always like a thorn, reminding him that he was an incompetent child in front of her. Well, the concern and care for him, and even her response to his emotions, all stem from her affection for his siblings and her intolerance towards him.

But today when Manman said these words, Chen Yunzheng felt extremely comfortable listening to them, his heart was chilled and hot, and he suddenly felt that all he had done before was worth it just because of Manman's words.

People are changing, some are getting better, some are getting worse, and some are getting blurred about what they used to be, what they used to be, and what they will become in the future, but Manman But it seems that she gradually understands what she wants.

Chen Yunzheng was relieved for no reason, even if he left him, even if he and Manman never had a relationship again, but Manman was able to pursue what she wanted so bravely, she should have no regrets.

(End of this chapter)