Maid's Survival Manual

Chapter 173
Manman's heart is like a pot of medicine, tormenting on the scorching fire, but the outside air is so cold, when the cold wind blows, the steam that is enough to comfort oneself dissipates, leaving only a lingering wisp of Qing's bitterness echoed in his heart.

Manman leaned back, not knowing what to say for a while.She moved her face away, facing the hot stove, she would rather be roasted by this stove than face Chen Yunzheng's dark and shining eyes.

Shouldn't it be his fault?Why is his gaze still so aggressive?Shouldn't she be confident?Why didn't she dare to meet his gaze?

Manman still said "Oh", but she didn't respond with a word.

The sound of needles falling could be heard in the quiet room, but Manman couldn't hear her own heartbeat. She was a little dazed looking for people and things that could support her, rely on them, and give her courage, warmth and strength, but she found that She was so alone, vulnerable, lonely.

She heard her questioning tone so weak: "You knew that there was something wrong with the medicine early on, so you overturned it on purpose, didn't you?"

What is this?Since their mother and son, and father and son have reached an agreement, why bother to go back on their word when things come to an end?

Manman actually laughed: "It's really unnecessary, don't say three years, even ten years, eight years, I can wait. If you are afraid that I will accidentally have an accident within these three months, don't bother, just let me know. I can still hold on."

Wouldn't it be over if he didn't touch her?

Chen Yun was staring at Manman Qingbai's profile.She is like a person made of paper, her smile is like rouge painted on, the contrast is sharp, but it looks more hypocritical and unreal.

He was distressed and annoyed, and even more angry that she always misrepresented his good intentions by making her petty temper like this: "Why do you say such angry words? Just because of such a trivial matter, you and I have a divorce? We are husband and wife, are you The person who is closer and more intimate than anyone else, I deliberately hide it from you, just because I am afraid that you will think wildly. Endure the calm for a while, take a step back, and the sea and the sky will be bright, but three years..."

Manman continued: "Yes, if the relationship lasts for a long time, how can it be day and night, I understand." She nodded solemnly: "I'm not angry, and I didn't say anything angry, I just feel that there is something more There is a more convenient way to solve it, why use a more complicated and hurtful way? The medicine is three-point poisonous, and you don't want me to eat it in case it breaks the body."

Chen Yunzheng stood up, almost gnashing his teeth and said: "Su Manman——"

Manman opened her eyes wide and said: "Well, I'm here, I've been listening and thinking, I think this is very good. Really, it doesn't matter whether you have children or not, what matters is your future, your Filial piety, your reputation..."

Chen Yunzheng couldn't bear it anymore, stepped forward to cover Manman's mouth, held her in his arms arrogantly, and said in a hateful voice: "If I really care about this, why is it so entangled and sad, Su Manman, in your heart, I It's so dirty, doesn't it deserve a little bit of your trust? If you don't want to, then ignore these bullshit agreements, let's go now, leave here, and live the life you want. "

Manman sneered, and said: "Sixth Master, are you wrong? How can it be a bullshit agreement? It's the parents who gave birth to you and raised you. All good filial piety comes first, filial piety, obedience, and sons of men, don't you just have to do it?" Do you listen to your parents? Besides, a gentleman pays attention to keeping his word and keeping his word. If you promised them, how can you go back on your word? In the end, it’s always about what kind of life you want to live. It’s not mine. Your collaborator, my duty is to cooperate with you as much as possible to live the life you want."

Her words negated everything Chen Yunzheng had done.

Chen Yunzheng's heart was like falling into an ice hole, there were sharp icicles in all directions, piercing his heart very cold.He squeezed Manman's shoulder hard, and smiled bitterly for a while: "Yes, I was wrong. I was persecuting you from the beginning. The more I did, the more mistakes I made. But Su Manman, teach me, what should I do?" How to do it? How to do it to your satisfaction?"

Manman pushed his hand away, let her shoulders relax, and said more calmly: "Why do you want to satisfy me? Sixth Master, please don't say that you are doing it for me. Your parents gave birth to you, isn't it called You lived for a woman. If I had such a son and ruined his life for a woman who was not worth what he paid, I would hate this woman to the bone. Don't hurt me, I don't want to be hated like this woman."

"What do you mean?" Chen Yunzheng's eyes were about to burst into flames.Su Manman was born with a nasty sharp mouth, and poked at people's hearts whenever he spoke, so she made a choice between her and him, and each went his own way?

Manman's heart was particularly stuffy, she just wanted to get angry and argue with Chen Yunzheng.Knowing that the two of them were chattering and arguing, they were falling into the trap of others, making people laugh in vain, but she just couldn't help it.

She admitted that Chen Yun was just a rare and good man, and he gave more than she gave, but she just couldn't see his wronged expression, and the appearance of asking for credit at any time.

She was not just angry with him, she was talking psychologically, why did he sacrifice for her, why did he give up for her?He can walk his own path, live the life he wants, marry the wife he wants, be the official he wants, and pursue the career he wants.

Don't use her as an excuse, as if what a great love he did.

She can't afford it, and she can't afford it.

The plum blossoms were not folded, and Chen Yunzheng dropped a tea bowl and left in a huff.

Manman faced the empty room alone, trembling with anger.What she hates the most is such an unequal situation. This is his home, he is the master of this place, and he has the freedom to come and go.She is an outsider in this family. When the husband and wife quarrel, the world will think that she is not virtuous and failed to keep the man's heart.While gloating at others' misfortune, she should also show compassion and sympathy, and relieve the world's own dissatisfaction through her tragedy.

He is a man, he can just leave when he loses his temper, no matter if he goes out to find someone to drink or chat with, in short, when his anger dissipates, he turns around and comes back as if nothing had happened, with a smile on his face, pretending to be aggressive, and throwing her on the bed. Push, after a cloud and rain, it seems that all the contradictions have disappeared, and all the knots in the heart have been untied.

And she is a woman, destined to live with her hands tied.It wasn't the cage he gave her, but also the shackles the world created for her. Like a caged animal, she was sad and angry in the cage as big as a palm, and her worries and thoughts were difficult to solve. The spirit conceals the rift between their husband and wife, forcing a smile.

But hate is white, Manman doesn't want life to grind her into a lunatic, even if she smashes all the decorations in the house, what's the use?It was impossible for her to just walk away and sever all ties with Chen Yunzheng.

The problem lies here, and it will have to be solved sooner or later.If he doesn't make a choice, she has to.

In fact, she can't help but decide the choice, it's already like this.She is bound to stay and fulfill Chen Yunzheng's filial piety as a son of man in exchange for his leaving.

Anyway, she didn't plan to have a baby in the near future. She didn't care that much about whether there was anything added to the medicine.

Therefore, when seeing Fu came in with the newly brewed medicine, Manman drank the medicine without any hesitation.But she was determined when drinking, and when Fu left, Manman still couldn't hold back, and vomited out all the medicine.

While drinking warm water to rinse her mouth, Manman sighed, she would not expect An Sheng to drink medicine in this life, she would vomit every time she drank it, it became a conditioned reflex.

Although Qiuyun Courtyard has been isolated from the mansion for a long time, since Chen Yunzheng moved out and then moved back, the corner gate has been opened long ago.Even if it is not opened, there are countless pairs of eyes staring at it. Chen Yunzheng is not at home, and someone will come to visit immediately.

The person who came was Chunxian, and she was holding her youngest daughter, Sister Fu, by the hand.

Chunxian didn't change much, her demeanor was calm, gentle and submissive, she could be seen as the quiet aunt in the gate of the mansion.The first time the two met, Chunxian's eyes were red, like a long-lost relative, she blurted out: "Su——"

After only saying one word, he realized that he had made a slip of the tongue, covered his mouth tightly, and quickly squatted down to bow to Manman, saying: "Your maidservant greeted Grandma Six. When I first saw Grandma Six, my eyes were dim for a moment, and I thought I met a former confidant sister." ..."

The girl next to her introduced: "This is the uncle's aunt Chunxian in the uncle's room, and this is the uncle's sister Fu..."

Manman just pretended to be confused: "There are so many people who look alike in the world, and some people may be wrong at first glance. My sister is too out of touch, please get up." She grabbed the fried chestnuts and handed them to Sister Fu. In the speech, she repeatedly praised: "Sister Fu's pearls are round and jade-like, Yuxue is cute, and she lives up to her name. She will be a blessed one in the future."

Chunxian said humbly: "By the blessing of the sixth grandma, if Sister Fu is really blessed in the future, it will be the blessing that the sixth grandma will bring to her. However, she really dare not be a sister, grandma can just call her slave Chunxian. Today The servants and servants came to the door presumptuously, but it was the grandma who ordered the slaves to come. Ask grandma if everything is settled here? Just tell the grandma if there is anything missing. The wife is not a housekeeper, and she can't take care of it for a while. Grandma, don't be polite to the grandma. ..."

Mrs. Li took the initiative to show her kindness, and it was not for Manman's face. With Chen Yun here, if there is no one in the house, there will be no shortage of him.Everyone knows that Chen Yunzheng is a young boy, and his future is boundless. Not to mention that he is loved by his master and wife at home, Li Shi does not dare to neglect his future.

But it's okay to show kindness, and when Chen Yunzheng was not at home, he even sent an aunt to tell her that she didn't intend to test her details, and she wouldn't believe it if she killed Manman.

These sisters-in-law didn't have a fuel-efficient lamp, that's what Chen Yunzheng said when he traveled far. When he really left after the new year, Manman knew that life would never be easy.

Since she came to the door, Manman was not polite, and thanked with a smile: "Master Liu was in a hurry, and he came in a hurry, and we didn't know how long we stayed here, so we didn't clean up much. Things, I was thinking about how to do it, and my sister-in-law thought of it, and I will make a list later, and I will go with my sister-in-law in person later."

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