Value peace

Chapter 4 Unbelievable

The little girl said tremblingly that her heart hurts, and the corners of Gu Xiyan's eyes were sore that she shed tears.She bent down and hugged the little girl: "Okay, okay, don't be afraid, sister will definitely save you, you have to hold on..."

Gu Xiyan couldn't tell what kind of disease she was suffering from. Some diseases can be carried on the back and run, but if there is a disease, carrying on the back and running will aggravate the condition. Gu Xiyan instinctively touched the phone, but the phone had already turned off automatically.

The little girl looked at Gu Xiyan with anticipation in her eyes.

Gu Xiyan's heart felt cramped, and she told the little girl: "You lie here and don't move, sister go and call someone..."

The little girl tightly held onto Gu Xiyan's skirt, looking at her with crystal clear eyes: "Sister, don't go, I'm afraid..."

Gu Xiyan touched her head, smiled and comforted her softly: "I'm not leaving, I'm just going to call the doctor. I promise, I'll be back soon..."

The little girl shook her head with difficulty, and said breathlessly: "Sister, am I going to die...Sister, I am not afraid of death, I am afraid of being alone...Sister, you, don't go...I am afraid... Afraid of being alone..."

The little girl called "Sister" softly, and Gu Xiyan burst into tears, as if something touched the deepest part of her heart.

"Don't be afraid, I'll be back soon!" Gu Xiyan stood up and was about to call someone, but her body went numb, staggered, almost fell down, her heart felt pain like a pinprick, and it was difficult to breathe stand up.

It may be that one posture has been maintained for too long.

Gu Xiyan comforted herself.

The little girl took the opportunity to grab Gu Xiyan's skirt, and continued to stammer: "...Tell, tell Duanniang, the doll in my house...is full of gold, give it to her, give her a pension..."

Gu Xiyan nodded with tears in her eyes.

Look, when it comes to a critical moment, I still think about the person who has been taking care of me, I have not misjudged the person!
Gu Xiyan only felt that her vision was blurred, and said with a choked voice, "Don't talk, save some strength, I will run out of the woods, and I will be back soon, you are obedient..."

The little girl stubbornly pulled Gu Xiyan's skirt, stared at the sky with big eyes absentmindedly, and said, "Sister, you, hug me, okay? Hug me, okay? I have wished for someone since I was a child Hugs, if Mommy is alive, hugs must be like, like sister..."

Gu Xiyan couldn't move anymore, hugged the little girl tightly, unable to speak a word.

Reason told her to quickly find a doctor for the little girl, but emotion told her that sometimes our life is just a little wish, only when the wish is fulfilled, what is the difference between living and dying... Hesitating, little girl In Gu Xiyan's arms, she sang softly: "...the elder sister by the river sang a folk song, and the elder brother on the opposite side also came to join us. The elder sister sang a song of Ai Nai, and the elder brother sang a fisherman's song...Jin Yuanchun, full of fragrance, made my elder sister feel ashamed Clouds on the temples..." The voice gradually became low.

"Don't be like this, Xiyan," Gu Xiyan yelled, pressing the little girl to her chest, "...at least don't be in front of me, I can't stand it... my sister will be scared too!"

Gu Xiyan's heart began to ache again, like a needle prick, very thin but very painful.

It turns out that sadness is like this!

Gu Xiyan stood up unsteadily, and shouted "Help" loudly!
The sound reverberated around, and the mountain fog gradually thickened, but there was no echo.

The little girl's hand holding Xiyan's dress slowly dropped down.

Gu Xiyan only felt the sound of blood flowing in her ears, resounding in her mind like thunder, something rushed into her internal organs like a surging sea, the pain was so painful that Gu Xiyan couldn't help but bend down, and opened her mouth Come take a big breath...

But this pain was unwilling to let her go, one after another, like a huge wave hitting the shore, hit Gu Xiyan's internal organs as if they were broken.

In the pain, Gu Xiyan fell on the body of the little girl with the same surname...

When she fell asleep again, Gu Xiyan found herself lying on an arhat bed with a mountain-shaped backrest inlaid with mica, and a slender middle-aged woman beside her was looking at her sternly. The woman reprimanded her face to face: "Why are you so disobedient, running around without taking anyone with you, if Hengyue and the others hadn't found you in time, you would have been lying in the woods and being eaten by wolves... "

Gu Xiyan ignored her words, stretched out her hand to grab the lapel of the middle-aged woman, and asked eagerly, "Where is Xiyan?"

The middle-aged woman was stunned, staring blankly at Gu Xiyan, with the corners of her mouth slightly twitching.

Gu Xiyan was also stunned.

Her voice, her voice is not as clear as usual, but sweet and glutinous, with a charming ending.

Gu Xiyan's gaze slowly shifted from the middle-aged woman's face to her own hands... White as fat, slender as green onions, nails neatly cut into small crescent buds, glowing pink the luster of...

No, no, no!
In horror, Gu Xiyan lifted the blanket and stood up.

The middle-aged woman was startled by Gu Xiyan's movements and jumped up, ran over and pressed Gu Xiyan on the bed: "I haven't returned all night, my face is as pale as a ghost, why don't you lie down and have a good rest... "

But the quilt had already been lifted, and Gu Xiyan looked at herself.She is wearing moon-white silk pajamas and pajama pants with left and right lapels, and on her feet are a pair of green soft shoes embroidered with yellow twig patterns. She has a thin body and no breasts... It is clearly a developing body!
No, no, no!this is not me!

Gu Xiyan struggled, and shouted in a panic: "Get me a mirror quickly! Get me a mirror quickly!" There was a hint of sadness in the sweet voice, and there was an indescribable weirdness in the ears.

The middle-aged woman seemed frightened by Gu Xiyan's expression, she was dazed for a long time before turning around and saying to the person next to her, "Bring a mirror for the second girl!"

Only then did Gu Xiyan discover that there were two pretty girls in this room, one about fifteen or six years old, and the other about eleven or twelve years old, both combed their hair and wore She wears a white jacket with a bare collar, a sky-blue skirt, and a red ruyi knot around her waist, just like the maidservants in those TV series.Looking at the furnishings in the house, the mahogany imitation Ming-style furniture, wooden lattice glass windows, and large blue floor tiles are refreshing and neat, like Qing-style folk houses.

Gu Xiyan already felt something strange in her heart...

One of the two little girls quickly took an oval mirror with a handle from the red lacquer mirror stand next to it and handed it to Gu Xiyan.

Gu Xiyan couldn't wait to hold it in her hand, and the mercury mirror showed Gu Xiyan's face in detail.Glossy black hair fell on her shoulders, her skin was as white as snow and delicate as porcelain, her pink lips were slightly parted, and her big eyes were full of horror...

The mirror fell from Gu Xiyan's hand, she covered her face and wept.

That's Xiyan... No, no, no, that's not Gu Xiyan, it's another Xiyan... But where did Gu Xiyan go?Where did Xi Yan go again... What happened...

Gu Xiyan's mind was in chaos, and she felt that the world had been turned upside down...

"Second Miss, Second Miss," someone pushed and shouted at Gu Xiyan, "What's wrong with you, what's wrong with you..."

Gu Xiyan raised her head with tears in her eyes, unable to say a word.

"If you are not in my family, your heart must be different", what Gu Xiyan can say, what should she say, who can believe what she said...

Gu Xiyan continued to cry with her head buried in her head, only wishing to grow old forever... Tears flowed like a trickle and couldn't stop. Gradually, Gu Xiyan felt her headache swollen, a sweet smell surrounded her, and she gradually became drowsy...

In the midst of half-brightness, someone's voice came flickeringly: "...The sleeping incense has worked, and I stopped crying... I was frightened... just sleep and wake up..."

When she woke up, Gu Xiyan didn't feel anything good at all.

In the afterglow of the setting sun, the room is still the same room, the bed is still the same bed, and the people are still the same group of people.

Seeing Gu Xiyan wake up, the middle-aged woman relaxed her tense expression, blinked her bloodshot eyes and said softly: "The girl has slept for a day and a night, I asked Hengyue to pour a cup of honey water for the girl." Moisturize your throat, okay?"

Gu Xiyan shook her head and said dryly, "Please give me a mirror!"

The middle-aged woman looked at Gu Xiyan suspiciously for a while, then got up and brought Gu Xiyan a mirror.

This is really a beautiful face, black hair, fair face, magnificent eyebrows... that belongs to another Xiyan...

Gu Xiyan's heart ached, her eyes were astringent, tears flowed down again unconsciously...

"Girl, what's wrong with you?" The woman sighed, "Duan Niang raised you up since she was a child, she loves you like a mother and daughter, what can't you say to me, to be so sad..."

That's right, she is Duan Niang, then the little girl she saw just now might be Hengyue, or Mo Ju!

Gu Xiyan couldn't help but look at Duanniang carefully.She looks like she is in her early thirties, with sparse eyebrows and a very ordinary appearance, but because her skin is as fair as suet jade, she has a round and jade-like aura of wealth.

Seeing Gu Xiyan staring at her, Duanniang gave Gu Xiyan a friendly smile.The smile is very gentle, and the eyes are loving.

Gu Xiyan tried hard to recall the conversation with little Gu Xiyan in the woods that day. She knew the position of this person in little Gu Xiyan's heart, so the way Duanniang looked at her made her a little uneasy and guilty. Don't dare to look at Duanniang.

She instinctively wanted to avoid this question, and made an excuse and said, "I, I want to relieve myself."

Duanniang immediately called someone to serve Gu Xiyan.

The person who came in was one of the older girls she saw at first sight, with a small cinnabar mole on the corner of her mouth on her round face.

She helped Gu Xiyan get up, and took Gu Xiyan into the back of the agarwood lady's screen next to the bed, where there was a toilet.

Gu Xiyan sat on the toilet and dawdled, and found that she was still holding the small round mirror with the handle in her hand, so she couldn't help but lift it up again.

Have you really crossed over?
Then where did I go?No, no, it's little Gu Xiyan's soul, where is my body?
Gu Xiyan felt like she was dreaming, without any sense of reality.

She pinched herself, feeling pain.

Gu Xiyan covered her face, feeling Qi Chu hesitated in her heart.

Full of worries, no one to tell, nowhere to seek proof.

(End of this chapter)