The world's ambitions are unparalleled

Chapter 93 Even if there is a Shengge, it will break the heart (1)
In the midsummer of July, the Lu Li Tavern, which was always lively in the past, is now extremely quiet.

Since Su Mo left with Lu Li, Pei Yiqing and others, this tavern has been occupied by Jinse and Haitang, and Ling Luo has moved in to live with Jinse before making peace with Su Ran.As for Mei Yueheng, he never appeared in front of Jinse again.

The weather in mid-July is still unbearably hot, and even sitting still can break a sweat.Although there is a large ice cellar in the backyard of Lu Li's tavern to store ice for relieving the heat, it still doesn't play much role in the hot weather. Often it will be cool for only two or three hours throughout the day.

Taking advantage of the good weather in the morning, Ling Luo always does needlework at this time, and Jinse usually wakes up late, and it is rare to get up early today, so she sits by the side and watches her needles and threads fly.

A small red bellyband in Lingluo's hand has been formed, and now she is embroidering the pattern of a fish leaping over the dragon's gate. Jinse saw that she was embroidering each stitch very carefully, and couldn't help saying: "What you should do now is to take a good rest. This kind of hard work hurts the gods carefully."

Without raising her head, Ling Luo said: "The clothes are all prepared for the children, so naturally I have to do them myself for the mother."

Jinse smiled slightly when she heard the words, but suddenly remembered something, her face turned pale, and she fell into silence.

After a while, Ling Luofang noticed something was wrong, and looked up at her: "What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

Jinse shook her head, got up and sat beside her, leaned her head on her shoulder, and slowly closed her eyes.

Ling Luo sighed slightly: "I'm thinking wildly again."

Jinse didn't answer, but she still couldn't help replaying the scene of that night again in her mind.She was obviously not drunk, and she remembered everything that happened that night clearly, but she just didn't understand why she did such a thing.Looking back now, she only felt that her mind was blank that night, as if she lost her soul, only the walking corpse was doing something that she couldn't figure out no matter what, but she couldn't forget it.

Seeing that Jinse didn't open her eyes for a long time, Ling Luo said again: "If you are still sleepy, then continue to lie on the bed."

Jinse frowned slightly, and finally said in a low voice: "I'm just... afraid."

Ling Luo paused, "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid I've been poisoned by some kind of poison, and I'm afraid I won't even know what I'm doing in the future." Jinse said softly.

Ling Luo raised her hand to caress her eyebrows and said, "People's hearts are probably the most unfathomable thing in this world. There are too many unknowns hidden. Sometimes, we may not even know what we are thinking."

"Nonsense." Jinse retorted softly, "Who would not know what's in his heart? It's unpredictable, only the hearts of other people."

Ling Luo didn't get too entangled with her on this topic, paused for a moment, then suddenly leaned into Jin Se's ear and asked a word in a low voice.

Jinse was startled, opened her eyes quickly, looked at her in a daze, and said, "Not yet."

Ling Luo was also stunned, her expression hard to express.

After a while, Jinse shook her head and chuckled: "Impossible. That Haitang girl checks my pulse every day. If I really have a child, she won't be unaware."

"But she..." Ling Luo paused for a moment before saying again, "After all, she belongs to Su Mo."

In fact, what worries her is not that Haitang belongs to Su Mo, but Haitang's admiration for Su Mo.If it weren't for love, which woman would be willing to stay by that man's side wholeheartedly, regardless of her status or taking care of another woman for him?But it is precisely because of the admiration that this indifference seems so unreliable.

After making up her mind, Ling Luo put down her needle and thread, and said, "Why don't we go out and find a doctor to take the pulse while it's cool?"

"No." Jinse categorically refused, got up and sat back to her previous seat, picked up the extra needles and threads that Ling Luo had placed next to her, and fiddled with them with her head down.

Lingluo knew what she was running from.For Jinse's current state of mind, if she really had Su Mo's child, she might be pushed to the point of near collapse.Therefore, she would rather listen to Haitang. If Haitang didn't say there was, she would firmly believe that there was none.

Ling Luo looked at her, and was about to persuade her again, but there was a sudden sound of very light footsteps outside, her ears were sharp, and she immediately raised her eyebrows: "Who?"

The visitor slowly stepped into the door, his slender figure blocked most of the light, forcing Jinse to raise his head. When he saw the person, he couldn't help but pursed his lips and laughed. On the other side, Lingluo She had already thrown a cold face: "What are you doing here?"

The person who came was Su Ran who hadn't seen him for half a month. Hearing Ling Luo's sarcasm, he raised his eyebrows and smiled indifferently: "Isn't it right to come and see my wife and children?"

Ling Luo immediately sneered: "The empress dowager of the Qingyue Palace is your wife, and that little emperor is your child, you should take a look!"

Hearing this, Jinse couldn't help shrinking her neck.Lingluo has a cunning and eccentric personality, she has seen it for a long time, but now seeing her getting worse and worse, she can't help but tremble in her heart, she is afraid that Su Ran will get impatient and walk away.

Fortunately, Su Ran's thoughts were far beyond her comprehension, and her endurance was far beyond her estimation.He came forward, stretched out his hands to support Lingluo's shoulders, lowered his eyes and said, "Do you think I'm late? I'm not afraid that you haven't finished getting angry, and I will make you angry again when I appear. What about the fetal gas? Now it seems that I came a little earlier."

"Then you can go back as much as you want." Ling Luo's face became more and more condensed, "I don't want to see you at all!"

Su Ran opened her mouth, but before she could make a sound, Haitang suddenly gave a charming smile from outside: "Is this Uncle Su coming? Why didn't you say hello in advance so that Haitang can welcome you?"

As soon as the words fell, the man had already stepped into the door, holding two stewing pots and a few small bowls in his hands, and smiled at Su Ran first.

Su Ran immediately smiled back: "Miss Haitang, what good stuff did you stew?"

Hearing this, Ling Luo's face froze involuntarily.

Haitang put the things on the table and said: "It is the snow ginseng chicken soup that Uncle Su praised yesterday. I thought that since Uncle Su agreed, I made it today for the two girls to taste."

Jin Se looked at Haitang, then at Su Ran, and finally turned her gaze to Ling Luo with a cold and gloomy face again, her heart trembled.

At this moment, Su Ran still had the intention to explain to Ling Luo, and said: "I live in the inn these days, thanks to Miss Begonia who brings some nourishing soup every day, so I won't be too depressed."

"Desperate?" Ling Luo looked at him with difficulty, and the smile on the corner of her mouth was no longer warm, "I think your life, Uncle Su, is very nourishing! In this case, it is right to open your heart and be a carefree person." Why are you still pretending to look for some wife and children?"

After saying that, she picked up the needlework at hand, threw it hard on Su Ran, got up and left the room.

Su Ran stepped up to catch up without hesitation, only to hear the two entangled all the way, the voice finally disappeared into Ling Luo's room.

Only then did Jinse withdraw her attention, and looked up at Haitang: "Thank you very much. It's just that this move is a little too risky."

"For a temperamental person like Miss Lingluo, how can she win by surprise without using dangerous tactics?" Haitang winked at her and handed her a bowl of chicken soup.

"If you're like this, Lingluo won't be grateful to you, but will be even more—" Jinse paused for a moment, and didn't continue.

"On the contrary, she will hate me even more, right?" Haitang smiled, "What am I afraid of? Anyway, she is not the only one who hates me. All the women around the prince, who have seen me, probably hug me Hateful."

After saying that, she suddenly smiled at Jinse with deep meaning: "I don't know Miss Song, is she also like them?"

Jinse's heart stopped suddenly, she pushed away the bowl she handed over, and said lightly: "I dare not. Miss Haitang takes care of her so hard, I can't thank you enough."

Haitang withdrew her hand indifferently, brought it to her lips, took a sip, and then said with a smile: "Actually, when you first saw me, Miss, she was unhappy in her heart. After all these years, the slightest bit of unhappiness is still gone. It can be seen to disappear."

“How come you see?”

Haitang took another sip of chicken soup before saying: "Eyes can't deceive anyone. Every time the girl looks at me, she is not kind. Also, the little girl surnamed Chi, although the girl treats her very well, However, there is still no warmth in the eyes. The reason is that we are all women related to the regent."

Jinse's eyes didn't flicker, and said: "He is the person I hate, the person who is related to him on a blind date, how should Miss Haitang think I should treat him?"

"Miss Song, Lu Li, and my senior brother Pei Yiqing are all people close to the regent, but why don't you see the girl treat him coldly?" Haitang smiled, "The reason is that the only thing you care about is the women around him."

"The mouth is on your body, you can say whatever you like." Jinse didn't want to talk to her, and got up to leave.

Haitang looked at her, and suddenly said: "Miss Song, Haitang has another matter. I heard it from outside this morning. Think about it, I should talk to you."

Jinse looked back and gave her a faint look.

Haitang's smile became brighter and brighter: "Prince Ning was blessed with a little princess five days ago, and now he is officially a father."

The long night was cold and silent, Ye Geng knocked three times, but Jinse still couldn't fall asleep, so she put on her clothes and got up, and opened the door.

The moon was like clear frost, Jinse stepped into the garden slowly, walked for a while, but stopped at the corner of the path in the garden.

The moonlight was cold, and the entire garden was dark and lifeless.However, right at the place where she stopped, there unexpectedly was an epiphyllum blooming quietly in such a dark night.

Jinse was both surprised and happy.I have only heard that the epiphyllum blooms at night, but it will wither in an hour or two, but I never thought that tonight I would have such a chance to see this ephemeral by chance.

"The short-lived epiphyllum is only for Wei Tuo." She raised her hand and stroked the petals of the epiphyllum, "If there is no Wei Tuo in this world, who are you blooming for?"

"For this great river and mountain, for this beautiful scenery, and for this person who cherishes flowers."

A man's answering voice suddenly sounded from behind, Jinse was startled, and when she turned her head to look, it was Su Ran who did not know when to arrive, with light clothes and a slow belt, standing behind her.

Seeing his attire, Jinse already guessed the result between the two of them: "Did you coax her back?"

Su Ran raised her eyebrows, taking it as her default.

This was expected, but Jin Se still said, "Congratulations."

"She wants you to stay here, stay with her all the time, and never leave." Su Ran raised a smile and looked at Jin Se, "What do you say?"

Jinse stood up slowly, looked at him, and smiled: "I won't stay here. This is the life Lingluo wants, and she gave up everything to get it. She feels guilty towards me , I just feel that it is compensation to keep me by my side and take care of me all the time. It’s fine at first, but after a long time, I will eventually destroy your peace.”

"So?" Su Ran folded her arms and waited.

Jinther paused for a moment before finally saying: "I will go back with Su Mo. Anyway, he won't let go, and Lu Li traded me for today's title. Grandpa...is trying his best to let me stay by Su Mo's side." .If that’s the case, why didn’t everyone’s wishes come true?”

"What about the third child?" With a smile in Su Ran's eyes, she said casually, "Even though he has married Jinghao now and has a daughter, do you think he will let you go?"

Jinse suddenly suffocated her breath and stayed there for a moment.

She is very clear about Su Li's temperament.From the very beginning to now, even if she had done the most heartless thing to him, he never really let her go.

But today, even if she is sad, what can she do?In those difficult days in the past, she didn't really have no way out, because she clearly knew that even if she went to a dead end, she still had Song Heng to rely on.But she never thought of going to Song Heng again, because once something involved Song Heng, it would follow that she would continue to be a burden for Su Li.

He is walking on a difficult road now, everyone knows, and she must not entangle him any more.

"I betrayed him." After a long time, Jinse let out a long breath and said in a low voice, "Let's just let it go."

After saying that, she looked back at the epiphyllum again, only to find that the epiphyllum had withered in such a short period of time.

There was a trace of sadness in Jinse's eyes, and her voice became lower and lower: "After a long, long time, maybe he will understand that I should be like this epiphyllum to him, I can't stay with him all the time, and this world is prosperous Jinxiu, what is a small epiphyllum?"

Back in the room, she stayed up all night, woke up early the next day, but suddenly realized something, looking back, there was a small red stain on the place where she had been lying before.

She was startled for a moment, but when she came back to her senses, her heart suddenly relaxed.

Although Yuexin came late, it finally relieved her of a big stone in her heart.

At the end of July, this bustling and bustling town ushered in the annual Christmas of the Holy Maiden. A large number of vendors poured in from outside the town, and all the local residents also came out. For several days in a row, the bustling almost caught up with Kyoto.

Jinse hadn't expected this kind of hustle and bustle for a long time, and now that she was in it, she couldn't help but yearn for it. Finally, she chose a cool night and walked out of Lu Li's tavern.Haitang spontaneously followed, but Ling Luo didn't want to go anywhere with Su Ran's company, not to mention that she was even more unwilling to go with Haitang, and pulled Su Ran to stay behind closed doors together.

Lu Li's tavern was originally located in the center of the town. As soon as he went out, Jinse and Haitang blended into the crowd, but there were many vendors on the side of the road, selling food and gadgets, most of which were unusual and rare.

Jinse walked around and looked around, although she also felt that there were many strange things, but she seldom bought anything in her purse, but Begonia, who was full of interest along the way, bought a lot of food and playthings.

In fact, Haitang is a few years older than Jinse, and she has stayed in a place like Linglong Garden, so Jinse wonders that she has such a young daughter mentality.

Haitang saw her doubts, and explained with a light smile: "I lost my parents when I was young. Fortunately, I met a master who taught me martial arts and medical skills. When I was young, I studied hard every day, and ordinary children have fun. I never owned it. When I grew up and became a teacher, I followed the prince, and I never experienced the fun that ordinary girls should have. Now that I am old, I have the honor of a girl, so I can indulge myself like this."

Hearing this, a trace of melancholy suddenly rose in Jinse's heart. Seeing her cold and defensive heart, she couldn't help but soften a little.

In this world, anyone who does not have his own suffering is just one of the many living beings.

"Miss doesn't like anything?" Haitang looked at her again, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and said, "I heard from my lord that I once stayed with you in a small town under Nanshan Mountain for a few days, and you have always loved this place the most. This kind of excitement, what is delicious and fun is always the most interesting-"

Jinse's mind was clear, before she finished speaking, she interrupted her: "I was young and ignorant at that time."

Haitang took a deep look at her face, but didn't see the slightest fluctuation, sighed slightly in her heart, but nodded with a smile on her face.

The two walked forward all the way, Haitang bought half of Jinse's food, so Jinse felt a little embarrassed, and finally said: "I only have two taels of silver with me, I will treat you to a drink."

"Drink?" Haitang raised her eyebrows and smiled, "That's fine."

Jin Se is usually not greedy for things in the glass, and the weather is hot these days, so she seldom touches them, but tonight she has a hint of alcohol inexplicably, and wants to have a drink.

The two walked forward for a while, but the crowd suddenly became crowded, and after a while, it became difficult to move.

Jinse didn't suspect him, just waited quietly.Haitang suddenly became vigilant, stood on tiptoe and looked around, when she came across several men with serious faces looking at her and Jinse's direction at the same time, she was startled for a moment, and suddenly put the things on hand on her feet side.

Jinse was startled, and turned to ask questions, but found that Haitang's face was already serious, and at the same time, she held her hand tightly.She sensed that something was wrong almost immediately, so when Haitang pulled her to squeeze out of the crowd, she didn't hesitate at all, but she still couldn't help but look back, and saw a few men, just like them, struggling to push through the crowd Follow here.

Who could it be?She was startled, and in the next moment, a bright and incomparable face appeared in her mind.

At the same time, Haitang also sneered slightly, and said: "Two days ago, I heard folk rumors that after Princess Jinghao gave birth, the son-in-law has been staying in the military camp to train soldiers. The couple seems to be at odds. Looking at it now , King Ning really angered her."

She even guessed that it was someone sent by Jinghao, so she was sure of it.

Jinse was sad, but she was silent, following Haitang to flee forward.

But I heard Haitang say: "When there is a chance later, I ask the girl to try her best to protect herself and escape as soon as possible."

Jinse heard what she meant, that she wanted to protect herself from the assassin, and she was confused: "You don't have to—"

"Even if I'm not for you, I'll still be for the prince." Haitang didn't turn her head, "For me, the most important thing in this world is to fulfill the prince's confession."

At this moment, the men over there seemed to have lost their patience, and some of them couldn't wait to show their long knives!

There was a burst of exclamation from the crowd behind him, and then the exclamation came one after another. The people who came showed their swords one after another, and while the crowd was fleeing in all directions, they strode towards Haitang and Jinse.

"Go! Find a place to hide!" Haitang suddenly pushed Jinse into the fleeing crowd, turned around and drew out the soft sword from his waist, and met the men.

Jinse was pushed forward by the crowd and ran forward for a while, but finally stopped in the increasingly scattered crowd.

She didn't know how capable Haitang was, but she knew that she was only a daughter, and the person Jing Hao sent to kill her would definitely not be an ordinary person.

Haitang had to explain to Su Mo, and she also had to explain to herself.

The food stall next to it was long gone. Jinse looked at the various condiments on the top, stuffed some into her sleeve in a hurry, turned around and strode back, grabbing some more along the way.

From a distance, Jinse saw several people fighting in one place, Haitang blocked four of them and stabbed two of them, but judging from her figure, she seemed to be injured as well.But at this moment, one of them suddenly pierced repeatedly, Haitang deftly avoided it, but the other took advantage of the loophole and slammed her heart hard.

Haitang couldn't resist and fell to the ground.

Seeing that the man was about to stab Haitang with his sword, Jinse ran out in a big stride: "Stop!"

As expected, the other two stopped their hands and looked up at her.

Haitang seemed to be hurt badly by that palm, she vomited blood, turned her head to look at Jinse with difficulty, and closed her eyes unbearably.

Jinse stepped forward slowly: "The person you want to kill is me, there is no point in sacrificing others."

The corner of the man's mouth twitched into a sneer: "If you want to kill, she must die too."

He raised the sword again, and Jinse secretly put his hand into his cuff.

(End of this chapter)