The world's ambitions are unparalleled

Chapter 90
Jinse woke up in the middle of the night two days later. When she opened her eyes, there was no one in the room, only a dim candle flickering.She stared at the candle for a long time before she was sure that she really woke up, and she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Fighting against the endless darkness in a coma is really exhausting, and now he has finally returned to reality.

He sat up slowly, took out a coat prepared by the bed and put it on his upper body, and it took a lot of energy just for that.Jinse couldn't help but sat quietly and rested for a while, then got up, walked slowly to the door, and opened the door.

The moon is in the middle of the sky, amidst the silence, there is still a dim halo of lanterns shining from the empty courtyard downstairs.

Jinse was slightly startled, and came to the side of the guardrail, looked down from the guardrail, but met the gazes of the people above and below.

Su Mo sat in that soft and hazy halo, looking at her quietly with deep eyes, as if the sound of the door just now had told him that she would appear.

The two went up and down, and looked at each other in silence for a long time. In the end, it was Jinse who came to his senses first. Just as he looked away, he suddenly heard the door of the next room open with a creak.

Jinse turned her head and saw who was coming, she was startled again.

Seeing her standing there in good condition, Lingluo was overjoyed, and walked forward in two or three steps, grabbing Jinse's hand: "Finally woke up, I'm afraid you just fell asleep like that, never want to wake up again Come……"

With just these two sentences, the voice could not help but choke.

Jinse was startled again, thinking that this should not be Ling Luo, Ling Luo shouldn't have said such kind words to herself.

"Cousin..." She called her a little uncertainly, but some images of herself before she fainted suddenly flashed in her mind, and she suddenly confirmed something, and chuckled, "I just feel like I saw you before I fell asleep , I thought I was dreaming, but it turned out to be real."

Lingluo felt great grief in her heart, and suddenly stretched out her hand to hug Jinse, her voice was hoarse, "It's not a dream, I will be with you from now on, and I will never leave you alone..."

At that moment, Jinse's dark eyes were clearly lit up as if they were instantly lit up, bright as at the beginning, but it was only a moment before they were destroyed, and then fell into silence and confusion: "Cousin?"

"Jinse, I'm sorry, I'm the one who's sorry for you—" Lingluo suppressed tears and tried to make her voice sound calmer, "If it wasn't for my selfishness, if I hadn't left you behind, you wouldn't have suffered so much, Jinse, I'm sorry..."

Jinse finally understood what she was trying to comfort her again and again—this is Ling Luo, is she going to admit her identity to herself?

For some reason, the panic in her heart surged up, she hastily pushed Lingluo away a little, and covered her lips with her hand to prevent her from saying what she was afraid of hearing.

Ling Luo sealed her lips with her cold palm, and looked at her four eyes, startled at first, and then, the tears in her eyes could no longer be restrained from falling down.

Jinse watched her shed tears, and became more and more at a loss, with thousands of emotions in her heart, and finally her eyes were red.

Lingluo reached out to touch her eyes, but Jinse hugged her first, and said in a low voice: "No matter who you are or where you are, sister, in my heart, you will always be my dearest elder sister."

Ling Luo took a deep breath and couldn't help crying.

She should have known long ago that Jinse would know her identity sooner or later.She is so smart most of the time, occasionally ignorant, but because she is pretending to be stupid, or deceiving herself.

Jinse raised her lips slightly, and stroked Lingluo's head: "Don't cry, you are pregnant, if you cry all the time, it will be bad for the child."

After a while, Ling Luo wiped her face abruptly and raised her head: "You have been sleeping for two days, I'll go prepare something for you to eat."

After finishing speaking, she turned around and left in a hurry, before Jinse could stop her, she went straight downstairs.Jinse had no choice but to let her go.

Downstairs, the red halo from the lantern was still gentle and hazy. Jinse lowered her head slightly, but saw that the seat where someone was sitting was already empty, only two petals of fallen flowers were left, lying quietly on that chair superior.It was as if what she had seen before was nothing but a dream, and no one had ever appeared there.

If it is really a dream, if that person has never appeared since he was young, that would be great.

At dawn, when Lingluo was having breakfast with Jinse, Haitang quietly appeared at the door, knocked on the door twice, stepped in, and said with a gentle smile, "Miss Song finally woke up? If there is any discomfort in your body, just speak to me, don't hold back."

Lingluo never liked Haitang, upon hearing this, she coldly threw the spoon back into the bowl.

Jinther paused, then raised her head and said, "I want to see Mr. Pei."

Pei Yiqing came quite quickly, but she was dressed lightly, as if she just woke up, her phoenix eyes slightly narrowed: "What is Miss Song looking for?"

Jinse stood up and walked slowly in front of him: "I have something to ask my husband. That day, my husband said that I might be found to be pregnant in ten days. Is it true or not?"

Hearing this, Pei Yiqing smiled lightly: "Pei is a doctor, not a fairy. If the girl is really pregnant, it will be more than a month before she realizes it. Now, Pei is just speculating—it is possible That's all."

"Then, I wonder if we can make this possible or impossible?" Jinse asked, looking at him calmly, with the same face as before.

Pei Yiqing raised her phoenix eyes, and before she could speak, Ling Luo stood up abruptly: "Jinse, what are you talking about?"

Jinse pursed her lips, still just looking at Pei Yiqing.

Pei Yiqing sneered slightly, and said: "Doctors are here to save people, not to kill them. Please don't think too highly of Pei, Miss Song."

Jin Se was not disappointed when she heard the words, she just smiled slightly: "I'm just asking, anyway, it's just a possibility, and it may not be there when the time comes."

After finishing speaking, she turned around and returned to her previous seat, and continued to eat with her head down.

Pei Yiqing glanced at her again, then turned and left the room.

Haitang was standing in the outer corridor waiting for him, seeing him coming out, she seemed to have doubts in her expression, she couldn't help but said: "Senior brother, what happened?"

Pei Yiqing waved his hand lightly, and said, "I'm just curious. Over the years, I've traveled all over the world and met many people, but I've never seen anyone who can truly be as calm as water. Today, I have learned a lot."

"Miss Song?" Haitang smiled faintly, "Her thoughts have always been incomprehensible to others, but now her heart is like still water, I'm afraid it is bottomless water."

"You're right. No one in the world can truly be as calm as water." Pei Yiqing tapped Haitang's forehead, "If there is, there are only two possibilities. One is pretended by a living person, and the other is , is the heart of the dead.”

Haitang was slightly taken aback, as if she could hear something in his words: "Brother, Miss Song is not the former? How can you tell?"

"Because she didn't pretend to be calm, she pretended that she still had mood swings, but in fact, she didn't at all." Pei Yiqing looked back at Haitang, "In other words, Song Jinse who is in front of you now is a living dead .”

Although she was in a coma for two days and two nights, Jinse's spirit recovered very quickly. On the contrary, Lingluo was in a trance, and she looked sleepy just after lunch.

Jinse was afraid that she would accumulate food, so she took her out for a walk with him.

Perhaps the atmosphere of people coming and going on the street is much better than that of the stuffy inn, and Lingluo's spirit is really better, so Jinse smiled lightly and asked her: "Why did you run away from home for two or three days this time?" , and you don’t see that person coming to look for you?”

Ling Luo glanced at her: "Who will come to find me? Now I and the child in my womb are a family, plus you, there are only three of us, there is no one else."

"Hmm." Jinse replied, but continued to ask, "This time, what is the reason for the trouble? He must have done something wrong to annoy you again, isn't it?"

Ling Luo couldn't help being slightly annoyed: "What are you always talking about those irrelevant and meaningless people?"

Jin Se let out a soft "ah", looked back, and said, "Because that 'unnecessary person' has been following us."

Ling Luo's footsteps stopped immediately, and when she looked back, the position not far behind her seemed to be wandering casually, but in fact, it was Su Ran who followed them all the way!
After being startled for a while, Ling Luo's expression suddenly changed, and she raised her foot and strode forward.

Jin Se couldn't hold her back, and hurriedly waved to Su Ran, and Su Ran walked up to her unhurriedly, with the same unruly appearance: "The righteous sister left without saying goodbye last time, But it made me worry about my brother for a long time, now seeing my righteous sister An Ran, I feel at ease for my brother."

"How much do I have to do with you?" Jinse smiled, "The person you should really care about is her, but you always look so careless, no wonder you always irritate her."

"Where is it because of brother's carelessness? It is clearly because women in this world are so stingy, it is really difficult to take care of them." Su Ran shook her head and sighed.

Jinse knew that he would never say anything serious to her, so she didn't want to talk to him too much, she just said: "No matter how difficult it is to serve, you chose it yourself. Hurry up and find her."

"Since that's the case, righteous sister wait for a while, just walk around, don't get lost." Su Ran reminded with a smile, and then went to look for Ling Luo.

Jinse watched him gradually go away, the smile on his face gradually faded, and finally he was calm.

Just walking for a while, a familiar address suddenly came from behind: "Miss?"

Looking back, it was no surprise that Lu Li, who almost became her husband two days ago, caught her eyes.

Jinse smiled at him: "Young Master Lu."

Lu Li's eyes remained the same, he looked her up and down, and sighed again and again: "But I haven't seen you for two days, how come the lady has lost so much weight? Teach Yun Qi to feel heartbroken!"

Jinse took a step back and said, "Master Lu must still call me like that?"

Hearing this, Lu Li's face slowly revealed a look of grievance: "Yes, I can't call my wife like this in the future. My lady, Yun Qi has no choice but to do the wedding."

"I know, I know." Jinse nodded twice, turned around and continued walking.

Lu Li followed behind her, talking slowly, Jinse looked around all the way, but couldn't hear what he said.

Just after walking a short distance away, Lu Li suddenly gave her a hand and pulled Jinse into a nearby shop.

Jinse came back to his senses, and realized that he had arrived at his priceless tavern. At this moment, there was no one in the hall, but the rhythm was singing, and on the stage in the middle of the venue, the dancers were swaying.After a closer look, I found that the makeup of those dancers was actually the half-face makeup that she had studied before.

"My lady is so sad, Yun Qi feels so guilty, so I prepared this song and dance, I hope I can make my lady smile." Lu Li pulled her to sit down at the table facing the stage, and took the previously prepared Good water and wine, I personally poured a glass for Jinse, "Lady, this is a rare good wine in this world, you should taste it carefully."

Jinse took the wine glass from him, but suddenly remembered something: "Mr. Lu, have you met my grandfather in the past two days?"

Lu Li shook his head: "No. Why, grandpa disappeared?"

Jinse smiled faintly, raised her glass and drank it down.

Lu Li sat next to her, resting his stomach on one hand, sometimes watching the singing and dancing, and sometimes turning his head to look at Jinse, as soon as he saw that the wine glass in front of her was empty, he would fill it up for her.

After drinking a few cups, Jinse sensed something, turned her head slightly to look at him: "Are you trying to get me drunk?"

Lu Li raised his eyebrows and laughed, "Just as the so-called drunkenness relieves a thousand worries, Yun Qi just wants to help the lady."

Jinse curled her lips when she heard the words, but only for a moment, she only said in a low voice: "I am full of sorrows, which cannot be relieved by a few glasses of light wine. Besides, I don't have any worries at all now. After drinking your wine, I admit that I have Feeling sad. I won’t drink anymore.”

She stretched out her hand and pushed the wine glass in front of Lu Li.

Lu Li didn't force her, and said, "If you don't want to drink, don't drink, you and I will watch the dance together."

Jinse really focused on the charming dancer in front of her, with her dancing sleeves fluttering, with half of her makeup appearing and disappearing, which was really nondescript.Jinse turned her head slightly to look at it, and chuckled once or twice from time to time.

Lu Li's eyes were still wandering between her and the dancer girl, and slowly, when Jin Se stopped laughing, Lu Li's eyes fixed on her face.

Jinse felt very sad, and she still told herself to laugh, but there was a strange feeling in another place in her heart, which rushed up desperately.She couldn't figure out what it was like, it was clearly extremely strange, yet vaguely familiar after a long absence.

She didn't like this feeling, but it became more and more intense, and her heart seemed to be grabbed by someone. She couldn't bear it, and hugged herself tremblingly.

"Miss?" Lu Li called her softly from the side, "But do you feel uncomfortable?"

Jinse frowned and closed her eyes. After a long time, she shook her head as if trying her best.

Lu Li made a gesture, and the silk and bamboo singing and dancing stopped immediately. The musicians and dancers all left the stage one by one. In the end, there were only the two of them left in the huge hall.

Jinse still hugged herself tightly, her face turned pale sharply, as if she was extremely uncomfortable.

Seeing this, Lu Li frowned, and became serious: "Jin Se?"

These two words suddenly crashed into Jinse's mind, overlapping with her churning and clamoring memories, turning into a voice of one person, so excited that Jinse opened her eyes, and then tears fell down. down.At the same time, the strange feeling in her heart finally gradually became clear, and she told her clearly that it was the resentment and pain she had left for a long time.

She couldn't see the things in front of her clearly, but those long memories came one after another. As if she couldn't bear the impact, she finally fell down on the table and cried bitterly.

Lu Li had never seen Jinse cry.They have only known each other for more than ten days. Most of the time, Jinse looks calm and self-possessed, but it is not caused by restraint, but belongs to another kind of calmness like ashes.There must always be joy, anger, sorrow and joy to be considered a real living person, but she seems to have none of them.Although she often smiled when facing him, that kind of smile was not as natural as a blank face.

But now, she was crying like a child in front of him. Lu Xin felt a little bit sad, but his curiosity grew, he wanted to know why she was crying.

He took out a flute from his sleeve, put it to his lips, and played it slowly.

That was Jinse's familiar rhythm!The light and ingenious little tune is clearly the little ballad of Nayi!And this ditty was precisely what my mother often sang to her when she was young.

Jinse leaned on the table, clenched her hands into a ball unknowingly, whimpered and called out: "Mother..."

Lu Li played this ditty over and over again. Seeing that Jinse was crying more and more, he reached out his hand and stroked Jinse's head.

Jinse cried even harder at that moment, grabbing his hand and refusing to let go.

"Mother, I have done many wrong things in my life... the worst... the worst... is to put him in my heart... He killed my sister! He killed my sister! Why is he..."

The doubts in his heart were immediately resolved, Lu Li quickly pulled out his hand, looked up and glanced upstairs.

Sure enough, Su Mo was standing there, his eyes were deep and dark, as if thousands of emotions were hidden in them, and they were on the surface, but he was still unmoved.

Haitang was standing behind him, and she could also see and hear Jinse, with a rare look of pity on her brows: "She is so good at acting, she deceived everyone in the world, and finally she also deceived herself. If she hadn't drank the remaining 'spiritual dream', she would never be able to remember her own thoughts in this life."

If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she would never have believed that there would be such a person in the world. In order to force herself to forget a person she shouldn't fall in love with, she could push herself to a desperate situation.

Forgetting has always been the most difficult thing in this world, but Jinse has done such a difficult thing so well and so thoroughly.

Su Mo's eyes were silent, he just kept looking at Jinse below, Haitang couldn't bear it slightly, and looked away: "Won't the lord go down to see her?"

After a long time, I heard Su Mo answer: "What's the use? She has tried so hard to forget me. Even if she drinks the soul today and wakes up tomorrow, she still can't remember."

"My lord decided to let go?" Haitang stared at his profile, "Are you willing?"

Su Mo fell silent again.

How can you be willing?In his life, he had never been so fettered by a woman, but it happened that he was in such a dilemma.

"If I can teach her to remember thoroughly, the lord will not let go, right?" Haitang suddenly bent her lips, and looked at Su Mo with twinkling eyes.

Su Mo glanced back slightly, his expression became more and more gloomy.

"But the prince has also seen it, and what she cares most about is about her sister." A trace of helplessness flashed across Haitang's brows, "What should I do if I just teach her to think about it, but she is still in such pain? , my lord?"

After a long time, Jin Se downstairs had stopped crying, and Su Mo's deep voice came slowly: "If you can do it, then try your best."

Haitang thought that he could not wait for his answer, so she couldn't help being slightly startled, and when she came back to her senses, she sighed silently in her heart.

After all, is it still reluctant to gain the upper hand?
Downstairs, Jinse had stopped crying, but after crying like this for a long time, her thoughts had already been lost, she just put her face on the table and stared at the teacup in front of her without moving.

When Lu Li looked up again, there was no one there.He stretched suddenly, imitating Jinse's appearance, and pressed his face against her, keeping a distance of one person from her, facing each other.

After a long time, Jin Se moved her eyes from the cup to his face, seeing his facial features slightly deformed, she couldn't help laughing.

Lu Li didn't realize how simple Jinse's mind was at the beginning, but now she drank the lingering dream and went through such a cry, her heart seemed to be in a state of unguarded relaxation. When she smiled at him, the eyes in her eyes A clever smile flashed by, just like when he was crying just now, his eyes were clear and full of sadness.

At this point, he knew that she was really a girl with a clear and simple mind, but because she had to bear so much alone, she actually forced herself into a living dead.

"Tired?" he asked her.

Jinse lowered her eyes and nodded.

It's really very tired. In the long, long days before, she never knew that she was so tired.

Lu Li wanted to persuade her to sleep for a while, but suddenly changed his words: "Then what do you plan to do in the future?"

(End of this chapter)