The world's ambitions are unparalleled

Chapter 87 Autumn Colors Like Smoke and Moonlight (1)
The night is as deep as the sea, and her long dream is like the endless sea, she is submerged in it, and she can never see the shore.

In the deserted dreamland, boundless loneliness, mother, sister, father and Lu He disappeared one by one, only Su Li held her hand the whole time.

But when he let go of his hand little by little, she didn't know where to go.

Fortunately, fortunately, she still has a grandfather. Even though he was hurt, he is her dear grandfather after all.

But on that nightmarish night, when she was bullied by Su Mo and was hurt to the point where she was so hurt, she unconsciously tore off the cloth strip covering her eyes, and saw a figure cast on the locked window!In an instant, she opened her mouth to call him, but the man suddenly turned around and left!

She didn't know what mood she was in at that time, her mind was in chaos, and her body and mind were cold.

Grandpa... Grandpa...

She didn't know if she cried again, but she only remembered that at the end, her body was getting more and more painful, almost numb from the pain, and Su Mo hugged her tighter and tighter——

The noon sun was scorching hot, and Jinse, who was lying on the ground, shivered suddenly, and woke up with a start.

She hurriedly sat up, the first thing she did was to look down at the clothes on her body, and when she found that they were intact, she hugged herself tightly.

After sitting quietly for a long time, she realized that she was still on the mountainside of the barren mountain. Just about to get up, she suddenly saw a familiar carriage slowly heading towards the barracks on the road in the distance.

It was a quiet carriage, and she went to see Zuli again.

Jinse watched quietly until the carriage disappeared, then she got up, patted the dust off her body, found the place where she tied her horse, and led the horse down the mountain.

After entering the city, Jinse felt that her stomach was empty, so she bought two pieces of cakes to satisfy her hunger, and was about to get on her horse again, but suddenly saw two big men running towards this side chasing a stumbling woman, chasing and cursing at the same time, It attracted everyone's attention.

Jinse didn't want to be troublesome, and just wanted to avoid it, but she didn't expect that the woman's feet slipped suddenly, and she fell heavily in front of her horse.

Seeing that she was thin and in a mess, Jinse couldn't bear it, so she stretched out her hand to touch her.

"Girl, girl, save me—" The woman in front of her raised her head, and stopped suddenly when she touched Jinse's face, and then suddenly screamed: "Sister Jinse, save me!"

Chi Wei!Although she was unkempt and emaciated, Jinse recognized her at a glance, and couldn't help but whispered: "How could it be you?"

While speaking, the two big men had already chased after him, and they were about to catch Chi Wei, but Chi Wei screamed in fright and hid behind Jinse.

"What happened?" Jinse stopped the two of them and asked.

"This girl is very cunning. How dare she run away without paying for her food! We will arrest her and explain to the boss!" The two answered, while dragging Chi Wei away.

Jinse hurriedly took out a piece of silver: "Is it enough?"

The two big men looked at it, took it over, threatened Chi Wei a few more times, and then turned and left.

Jinse took Chi Wei to an inn and bought her a new set of clothes. After she had a bath and changed, Fang asked, "How did you end up in such a mess?"

Just when he asked about it, Chi Wei already shed tears, and replied while wiping his eyes: "I'm here to look for Su Mo. I just heard that he came to Zhongli, but I don't know where it is. I only searched all the way, and found him here in Biancheng, but still did not find him. The clothes on his body were stolen, and he left or stayed, so..."

Jinse didn't answer, just watched her cry silently.

Chi Wei cried for a long time before gradually stopping, and looked up at Jinse again: "Sister Jinse, have you seen him?"

Jinse still didn't speak, Chi Wei paused, then lowered his head and sobbed softly: "He ignored me... Ever since you went back to Qingzhou last time and disappeared, he has become more and more indifferent to me... ...I know him, I know he likes you, I just told him...to stop thinking about you...I used to be rude to him before, he was never angry, but, but...Since then From now on, he will ignore me..."

She lowered her head and cried while talking, but she didn't hear a response for a long time, but when she looked up, she saw Jinse quietly looking at a big tree outside the window, with no expression on her face, as if she hadn't heard her words at all.

Chi Weiwu cried for a while, and finally calmed down again, looking at Jinse again: "Sister Jinse, why are you here?"

"Huh?" Jinse came back to her senses, but she didn't know how to answer her question.

Seeing her in a daze, Chi Wei suddenly recalled the rumors he had heard before, and couldn't help saying: "Sister Jinse, I heard that King Ning became Zhongli's son-in-law. Is it true? So, you are here to find him Is it?"

Jinther paused, lowered her eyes: "Yes."

"Then... have you seen him?"

"I see." Jinse said lightly.

A look of anxiety suddenly appeared on Chi Wei's face: "Seeing him, he let you go alone like this? Then he was so good to you before, is it all fake?"

"No." Jinse shook her head, "I saw him, but he didn't see me. Because I know, I shouldn't bother him anymore."

Chi Wei was slightly confused: "Then you came to him again?"

Jinse slowly raised her head, glanced at her, and smiled suddenly: "Because people are always fragile. Even if you are used to being alone and used to being alone, there will always be a moment when you will be vulnerable and uncontrollable Own."

Hearing this, Chi Wei seemed more and more confused: "Don't you blame him? Or have you let him go completely?"

Jinse didn't answer any more, just took out her purse from her body, divided the few silver taels in it into one big and one small ones, put the small one back into her purse, and put the rest in front of Chi Wei : "I only have so much, you put it away carefully, don't be deceived by others again."

Chi Wei stared blankly. Seeing that Jinse got up and was about to leave, she suddenly understood, and hurriedly got up and grabbed Jinse's cuff: "Sister Jinse, don't we go together?"

Jinse smiled lightly: "We have different paths."

Chi Wei couldn't help but her eyes turned red again: "I can't find him, and I'm scared by myself, I don't know where to go..."

Jinse looked down at her for a long time, then reached out and stroked her head, and said in a low voice: "You are such a happy girl, how could he be willing to hurt you?"

Hearing this, the grievances in Chi Wei's heart seemed to burst out suddenly, and he hugged Jin Se and cried loudly.

In the end, Jinse didn't make it. Chi Wei probably wandered outside for too long alone, and he was so scared that he still held on to her sleeve even when he fell asleep.

Jinse was reluctant to leave her alone, because from the first time she saw Chi Wei, she seemed to see her original self.Seeing that Chi Wei was so happy and bright, she always felt that she should be well protected, so that she would not lose that radiance and happiness.

But in the end, this girl was still heartbroken.

Jinse stayed with Chi Wei for two days, and Chi Wei finally decided not to blindly look for Su Mo, but to go back to Qingzhou first, and Jinse took her to the street to buy luggage.

Unexpectedly, this day happened to meet Jing Hao's carriage going out of the palace to visit Su Li.Jin Se acted as if she hadn't seen him, and still carefully selected a change of clothes for Chi Wei.And Chi Wei heard the discussion of the people next to him, and knew that the princess who was married to Su Li was sitting in the carriage, so he couldn't help holding Jinse's hand: "Sister Jinse?"

Jinse just handed the clothes she chose in front of her eyes: "Are you satisfied?"

Chi Wei nodded blankly, Jinse paid the bill, and took her away.

The two passed by Jing Hao's convoy, but Jin Se still didn't seem to notice it, so Chi Wei couldn't say anything more.

Unknowingly, the two walked to the front of the hundred gardens where the flowers of the four seasons were blooming. Chi Wei took a deep breath: "It's really fragrant, the smell of peach blossoms is really strong."

Jinse looked up and said, "The peach blossoms are at the front in this garden, so naturally it has the strongest smell."

Chi Wei suddenly stopped answering, and when Jinse looked back at her, she saw her standing there with a dejected expression.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

Chi Wei's eyes turned red again: "I just suddenly remembered that he also seems to like peach blossoms. There are several pictures of ladies in his study, all of which are the same woman, all with peach blossoms in the background."

Jinse fell into silence again and turned her eyes away.

"That girl is very beautiful, no matter she has put on her makeup carefully or she is bare-faced, she is so beautiful that people are enviable." Chi Wei lowered her head and said, "But I don't know who it is, and he refused to say, I guess, Could it be... his former princess?"

Jinse suddenly came back to her senses, and slightly hooked the corners of her lips: "My sister doesn't like peach blossoms."

Hearing this, a hint of disappointment suddenly appeared in Chi Wei's eyes, and he only felt that it would be fine if it was his former concubine, but if it was another unknown woman, it seemed to be more worrying.

She lowered her head worriedly, stared silently for a while, then raised her feet suddenly, and slowly walked into the hundred gardens in front of her.

Jinse didn't stop her, and when she saw her enter, she followed her at a leisurely pace.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he entered Baihua Garden and saw the scene of peach blossoms flying in front of him, Chi Wei froze suddenly. Looking at this peach forest, he seemed so shocked that he couldn't believe it. After a long time, Fang murmured: "It's here. It's here..."

Jinse glanced at her when she heard the words: "Have you been here before?"

Chi Wei suddenly turned to her: "The background in the painting is here! This is the peach forest!"

Jinse was startled, then turned to look at the luxuriant peach trees in front of her, and said calmly: "Peach forests are all similar, don't be mistaken."

Chi Wei hurriedly shook her head vigorously: "It's not wrong, it's here, it must be!" She pointed to the largest peach tree in front of her: "It's that tree, that woman sits under that tree, or plays the piano, Or dance, or smile, or just sit quietly..."

Jinse stared fixedly at the peach tree, and seemed to be able to see a woman sitting under the tree, playing the piano with bare hands, with a smile on her face.

However, that was actually the appearance of my sister!

Jinse's face changed suddenly, she didn't dare to look at it, didn't dare to think about it anymore, she stretched out her hand to hold her forehead.

It took Chi Wei a long time to realize that Jinse was wrong, so he hurriedly stepped forward to touch her: "Sister Jinse, what's wrong with you?"

Jinse waved her hand and was about to speak when a woman's plain voice came from behind her: "Miss Song."

She recognized the voice, and before Jinse turned her head, Chi Wei looked at the person coming, his face changed drastically, and there was a hint of anger in his eyes: "It's you?"

Haitang raised the corners of her lips slightly, and said with a smile: "It turns out Miss Chi is also there."

Chi Wei seemed to be very hostile towards Haitang. After glaring at her for a while, he suddenly pulled Jinse: "Sister Jinse, let's go."

Jinse was pulled by her, but when she brushed against Haitang, she suddenly stopped and said to Chi Wei: "Don't you want to find someone? If you want to find someone, it's perfect to follow this Haitang girl."

Chi Wei was stunned, and then remembered that Haitang had always been by Su Mo's side, but this was what she hated the most. After being woken up by Jin Se, she suddenly became embarrassed, and looked at Haitang with annoyance and hatred. It's looking forward to.

"It turns out that Miss Chi is here to look for the prince." Haitang glanced at Chi Wei, then turned her gaze back to Jinse, and said meaningfully, "It's a pity that Haitang came here alone and did not accompany the prince. "

Hearing this, Jinse's face was still indifferent, but Chi Wei became anxious: "Then where is he now?"

"The lord has his own destination." Haitang replied, "Haitang only listens to the lord's orders, how dare she ask about the whereabouts of the lord?"

"You lied!" Chi Wei blushed with anger, and said, "On weekdays, you are the closest to him, and you are always inseparable. Do you know where he is? You just don't want to tell me!"

Haitang smiled helplessly: "Miss Chi, as I said earlier, Haitang will do what the prince orders, and Haitang will ignore everything else."

When Chi Wei wanted to say something, Jin Se suddenly broke away from her hand lightly, and said calmly: "Talk slowly, I'll go first."

"Sister Jinse!"

"Miss Song!"

The two asked to stay at the same time, Chi Wei was out of fear, but Haitang smiled and said, "Haitang came here to find Miss Song. Miss Song left just like that. How will Haitang explain to the prince?"

Chi Wei was startled, and looked at Jinse in surprise.

Jinse's expression didn't improve at all, but she still laughed: "Miss Haitang has to explain to others, so I can't leave? What a domineering truth! It's a pity that I don't have anything to explain to others, so I can leave whenever I want , why do you stop me?"

After finishing speaking, Jinse raised her foot and walked out, but Haitang just followed her out: "Miss Song, Mr. Mei has also tried his best to find your whereabouts. After all, you are an old man, so why should Miss Song go out because of you?" Do you embarrass your relatives because of your own willfulness?"

Jinse stopped in her steps suddenly, the boundless and suffocating pain seemed to strike again, making her breathless.Jinse pressed her heart tightly, unable to take another step.

Haitang saw that something was wrong with her, stepped forward and gently squeezed her wrist: "Miss Song?"

"Don't touch me!" Jinse threw her hand away and took a deep breath, "Where do you come from, where do you go back. It's up to you who you want to explain to, but I'm just an orphan , has nothing to do with anyone!"

After Jinse finished speaking, she didn't stop any longer and strode towards the inn.

However, before reaching the inn, she saw many guards standing around the inn from a distance. Jinse was startled, and hurriedly dodged and hid in a side alley, quietly checking the situation there.

The guards came in and out, as if they were searching for someone, but after a while, they seemed to find nothing, and a group of guards withdrew from the inn and resumed their formation.

And when the last person strode out from the inn, Jinse suddenly held her breath and covered her mouth and nose.

Zuli!It turned out to be Su Li!He actually knew that she was here and brought someone to find her?

She watched the soldiers and guards leave quickly, while Su Li was still standing alone at the door of the inn, tears fell down in an instant.

No, the life she expected was not supposed to be like this.

She wanted to fully fulfill the three-year agreement, she wanted to be with him, she wanted to live a quiet and stable life, she wanted to see him smile, she wanted to hold his hand, and she wanted him not to let go of her for the rest of her life.

But in the end, the hand that didn't want to let go still had to be let go.Even though she would be fragile, lonely, and miss the warmth of his palm, she never dared to really hold him again.

She suppressed crying, her eyes were blurred with tears, and suddenly saw Su Li standing at the door looking over here.She panicked and took a few steps back quickly, but still felt unsafe, so she ran to the corner of the alley and hid again.

Sure enough, Su Li came to this side, stopped at the entrance of the alley, and took a look inside, only to see an empty alley with no one at all.

He stood quietly at the entrance of the alley for a long time, and finally turned around and went back to the entrance of the inn to wait.

Jinse and Chi Wei did not check out, and her horse was still tied to the inn. He believed that she would definitely return.

However, Jinse did not go back. She went out from the other direction of the alley, bought another horse, and left Biancheng that day.

After a few days, Jinse finally returned to that small town.

She didn't go to Lu Li's tavern, but returned to the inn where she first stayed.

But what I didn't expect was that before she entered the door, someone came out from inside, folded arms and raised eyebrows, looked at her and smiled: "Beauty, you are back."

"Lu Li?" Jin Se was taken aback, but before she recovered, she was dragged towards the backyard by Lu Li.

"You disappeared without saying a word for so many days, I am really worried!" Lu Li sighed as he walked, "Fortunately, I finally came back today. I have been hanging on my heart for a long time, and I can finally let go today."

Jinse turned a deaf ear to his words, and just wanted to ask about grandpa, but was dragged into the backyard.On the only stone table in the courtyard was a chessboard and several jugs, and there was another person sitting beside the stone table.

She thought that returning to the inn could avoid some troublesome things, but she didn't expect to be seen so thoroughly and guessed so thoroughly.

The moment Su Mo's calm eyes cast over, the sadness in Jinse's heart suddenly turned into a feeling of dizziness, and she couldn't help stretching out her hand to pull Lu Li: "Wait a minute."

Lu Li turned his head and saw her pale face, he couldn't help being shocked: "Beauty, what's wrong?"

"I'm dizzy." Jinse replied, holding her forehead, "I want to go back to my room to rest."

"It's all right." Lu Li still didn't let her go, but pulled her to the stone table, helped her to sit down, and said, "Beauty, you look dusty, you must have driven a lot, dizziness It's normal, just resting won't help much. I happen to have the best wine here, and I will treat your headache!"

When Jinse came back to her senses, a glass of wine was already placed in front of her, and Lu Li was looking at her with a smile: "Drink."

Su Mo's brows were peaceful, as if nothing had happened. He sat there, just concentrating on playing chess.

Jinse looked at the glass of wine without moving, but slowly closed her eyes.

When Lu Li saw this, he didn't force her, instead, he said, "Where did the beauty go after going away for more than ten days? She lost a lot of weight this time, and it really worried me."

Jinse felt so exhausted that she didn't even have the strength to answer. After a while, she opened her eyes again and said, "Where is my grandfather?"

"Grandpa?" Lu Li smiled, and followed her address to call out Grandpa, "There is no news about you, Grandpa is naturally anxious, and he is looking for you."

"Really?" Jinse smiled weakly, "Then can I trouble you to help me find him?"

"What is the beauty talking about? I have long regarded the beauty as my own. Sooner or later, we are a family. There is really no need for a beauty to be so polite." Lu Li smiled and reached out to pat the back of Jinse's hand.

Jin Se quickly withdrew her hand, and after a long time, she smiled at him: "I've been married before."

"Oh, isn't the beauty trying to test Yun Qi?" Lu Li sighed, "Who in the world doesn't know what the beauty relied on to reconcile in the first place? You were married, and Yun Qi didn't care at all."

"Really?" Jinse's beautiful eyes raised slightly, and she suddenly opened her cuffs a little bit, revealing a large white arm, "It's a pity that I'm not innocent now."

Lu Li fixed his eyes on Jinse's arm, and after a while, raised his eyebrows slightly: "That Yun Qi doesn't mind either."

"So, Mr. Lu is indeed a magnanimous person." Jinse smiled lightly, "Then Mr. Lu won't mind if I think of others?"

A hint of disappointment appeared on Lu Li's face: "Are you still thinking about that Zhongli concubine? Are you looking for him after you've been away for a long time?"

"Yes." Jinse said without hesitation, "I just went to find him."

(End of this chapter)