The world's ambitions are unparalleled

Chapter 73
She wanted to leave the palace, and Su Mo really let her out.

It's just that even though he left the palace, he didn't know how many people followed behind him, both openly and secretly.

Jinse knew it well, but she also knew that the role of those people was to prevent her from leaving the capital. If she just refused to return to the palace, those people would definitely have nothing to do with her.

Beitang Mansion.

"Grandmother!" Jinse, who hadn't set foot here for a long time, went straight to the garden where the old lady of Beitang lived, and called urgently before entering the house. When she entered the door, she saw Beitang who was full of surprises. Old madam, Jinse fell at her feet all at once, "Grandson pays respects to grandma."

The old lady of Beitang was startled and sighed, her eyes were red in an instant, and she tremblingly stretched out her hand to support Jinse: "Girl, why did you come here? If it's a few years later, I'm afraid the godmother won't be able to see you !"

"The grandson is unworthy." Jinse refused to get up, knelt down on the ground, and put her head on the lap of the old lady in Beitang, her eyes were also red, but her lips were smiling, "But the grandson knows that the godmother will forgive the grandson." Son."

"You!" The old lady of Beitang lightly tapped her head, and sighed, "It's just that I can't do anything against you."

Jinse laughed softly, and buried herself in the lap of the old lady of Beitang, finally filled up the void in her heart for a long time.

"Where have you been all these years? Why is there no news?" After finally pulling Jinse to sit beside her, the old lady of Beitang asked.

"I went to Nayi Mountain, where the Nayi people used to live, and lived there for a while." Jinse replied with a smile, "It's really beautiful there."

The old lady of Beitang was slightly stunned: "You went to that deserted place alone? Where is the girl Luhe who has been inseparable from you before? Why don't you see her?"

Jinse smiled slightly: "Luhe, she is gone. Although Yishan is a deserted place, it has its own new vitality. It is an excellent place to go. I just want to go back in the future."

The old lady of Beitang never expected such a thing to happen, she felt panic for a moment, she hugged Jinse into her arms, and stroked her head: "My poor girl..."

"Grandmother, I'm fine." Jinse leaned into her arms, "Although Luhe is gone, maybe it's another kind of new life?"

The old lady of Beitang sighed softly.

"Grandmother, actually, I came here this time to ask you something." Jinse raised her head again and looked at the old lady of Beitang, "That time when my father had an accident, my godmother was almost implicated, but I never had time to ask you The godmother, I have been calling you a godmother, but the one who married you is not my father, but my mother, isn't it?"

The old lady of Beitang did not expect that she would ask about these things.At the beginning, the identity of Jinse's mother was unclear, so it was difficult to marry Song Jingtao, so Song Jingtao came to beg her to accept Jinse's mother as a foster daughter, and also told the truth about her life experience.Later, the two got married and had an eldest daughter, Jinyan. Because she was worried that something would happen one day and the old lady of Beitang would be hurt, she kept teaching Jinyan to call the old lady of Beitang as a godmother, so as to dilute the ambiguity of Mrs. Song's life experience. .Unexpectedly, more than 20 years later, when the incident was revealed, the old lady of Beitang was still involved.

"Yes." Now that the matter is up to now, naturally there is nothing to hide, so the old lady of Beitang said truthfully, "It was indeed your mother who married."

"Then how is your relationship with my mother?" Jinse asked hurriedly.

The old lady of Beitang smiled and said: "Your mother has a good appearance and a good temper, so there is no reason not to be likable? It's just that she is often hurt by the extermination of the clan, even so, it is pitiful. I love your mother as much as I love you."

Since Jinse could remember, no one had ever mentioned her mother so clearly in front of her. She felt so sad for a moment, but she couldn't help but shed tears after all.

The old lady of Beitang gently wiped away her tears, Jinse took a deep breath, and said again: "Has the mother ever mentioned the past to her godmother? For example, the whereabouts of my grandparents and other relatives?"

The old lady of Beitang frowned slightly: "The relatives in your mother's family? Since Nayi's family has been wiped out, her relatives have also suffered disasters. Otherwise, why would your mother have been depressed for ten years and finally disappeared?" Jade death?"

Jinse couldn't help opening her eyes slightly, as if she couldn't believe it, but after a while, she became confused again.

"Girl?" Seeing that she was in a daze, the old lady of Beitang called her softly.

Jinse came back to her senses, shook her head, and said with a smile: "Grandmother, I'm fine. How about I stay with you today? After dinner, it's like when we were young, we sleep in the same bed, and you coax me to sleep. "

The old lady of Beitang smiled helplessly: "What a girl who can't grow up!"

That night, I had dinner with the old lady of Beitang, and spent the night on her bed like when I was a child. Jinse got up early the next morning to say goodbye, saying that she was going back to the palace to take the little emperor, but she actually left Beitang. Tangfu, she walked straight towards the gate of the city.

As soon as she reached the gate of the city, two people suddenly appeared in front of her, blocking her way: "Princess, please stay. The prince ordered that for the safety of the princess, the princess must not be let out of the city."

Jin Se was not surprised at all, but said indifferently: "I'm going to worship my sister. I'll give you time to go back and report to Su Mo to see if he agrees or disagrees."

The two people in front of them looked at each other for a moment, and they seemed to have reached an agreement in the silent communication, and finally let them out: "Princess, please."

I haven't come to worship for several years, but Jinyan's mausoleum is as quiet and tidy as ever, as if someone comes to clean it from time to time.

Jinse burned some joss sticks and paper money, and then sat down by Jinyan's tombstone.There was no one around, and the guards who followed her secretly disappeared, only the sound of the wind blowing through the forest. Under such silence, it seemed that she and her sister were the only two sitting together back to back, talking Those intimate words between sisters.

"Sister, I haven't seen you for a long time. The last time, when I was a fool, I almost dug my sister's grave and disturbed her peace. It really shouldn't be."

Jinse lowered her head slowly, paused for a long time, and then said, "I went to see my godmother yesterday, and she is still in good spirits, and she looks like she will live a long life. It's just that she asked about my life at night, and I I really don't know how to answer her..."

Thinking of the distressed old lady of Beitang who asked about her current and future belonging last night, Jinse couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth, and smiled bitterly: "Sister, I finally found out yesterday, I was finally convinced that Su Li is still alive, do you know , I'm really glad... because when Su Mo asked me why I was sure he was still alive, I didn't have the courage to answer, I thought he was dead, I thought I killed another person! The people around me, They all left, I thought he was gone... But he is still alive, and I received a note written by him! I am only grateful to God, after all, he has not been cruel to me to the extreme..."

"...But the godmother actually asked me about my life, do I still have my life? Where is my life?" Jin Se slowly hugged her knees, "I made a three-year contract with him, Promise him for life, and return his kindness to me. But if he is harming him for life, how can I dare to find him? Not to mention that I don't know where he is now, even if I do, I dare not look for him His. I am not good, I will only harm people around me one after another, and now he is in bad luck, if I still insist on being with him, greedy for his kindness to me, maybe God will be unhappy again, and Make him also..."

She lowered her head, buried her face in her knees, calmed down for a long time, and finally spoke again: "There is one more thing, I also want to tell my sister, and I can only tell my sister. Sister, do you know, It turns out that we still have relatives, it turns out that we... actually have a grandfather!"

More than two years ago, in Lorraine County, she took a can of wine and went to find Mei Yueheng. From him, she heard Nayi's minor tune, knew the lyrics of Nayi minor tune, and at the same time, finally knew his real name and identity.

Mei Yueheng and Mei Xiqing turned out to be father and daughter.

And Mei Xiqing was her mother's name.

"Sister didn't know, I almost collapsed at that time—Luhe was gone, and then, Luluo... Then suddenly let me know that we still have a grandfather, a man who is always by our side, but never treats us badly." Grandpa who doesn’t even know! Sister, I hated him, I almost hated him at that time! I thought I had no relatives, why didn’t he come out even though he was there? I couldn’t forgive him, I couldn’t accept it he……"

"But this time when I came back to the capital, I thought about it again. Maybe I was too extreme. After all, he is a grandfather. For so many years, maybe he didn't care about it, but he had some difficulties... But, it turned out not to be! Mother Because of the demise of the tribe and relatives, he became sick, and even died in the end, he never showed himself! That is his own daughter! Why can he be so cruel? If the mother knows that he is still there, if the mother knows that he is still alive It turned out that he was alive all the time, so he wouldn't have died of illness so early at all?"

However, although there is resentment and hatred, that person is still grandpa after all.

Jinse closed her eyes with difficulty, and a moment later, she bumped her head heavily on Jinyan's tombstone!
There was a sudden change in the forest behind him, several people rushed out at the same time, and hurried forward to check Jinse's situation.

Jinse still leaned her head against the tombstone, and couldn't help but chuckled when she heard the movement behind her.

The footsteps behind her suddenly stopped, probably knowing that she was still awake, and after a while, they dispersed quietly again.

However, after those people dispersed, Jinse really began to feel dizzy, with pain in her head, she never groaned, she still maintained her previous posture, and passed out silently.

When the evening wind gradually picked up, there were finally other sounds in the quiet forest, but it was a snow-white horse coming from the direction of the city, from far to near, and when it finally stopped, suddenly there were more people in the forest. The figures bowed down and saluted one after another: "See the prince."

Su Mo's eyes were dark and cold, and he got off his horse. His slender figure walked slowly through the woods, and finally came to the Jinyan Mausoleum, and saw the huddled figure with closed eyes.

He stood silently for a while, and finally slowly took off his cloak and wrapped it around Jinse's body, only then did he see a high swollen spot on her forehead.

He paused, raised his hand, and gently stroked the red and swollen area, his slender index finger gently and tremblingly drawing circles.

Finally, he couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"Do you know how much I miss that girl who dared to kill anyone because of me? But now, where have you hidden her?"

His voice was very soft, and was swept away by the evening wind in the forest, and then disappeared.

As if it never sounded.

In the gloomy sky, he picked her up from the ground, strode towards the bright moon, got on his horse, whipped her away.

"...Aren't you awake yet... It's been two days... Don't let anything happen..."

When Jinse woke up in a daze, there was only a woman's voice buzzing in her ears.

She was not fully awake, her mind was just in chaos, when she opened her eyes, she saw the familiar green gauze curtain above her head, and when she turned her eyes, she saw the screen in front of the bed, and then saw the furnishings in the room, all of which were familiar to her.

In an instant, it was like a change in time and space, she seemed to have forgotten everything that happened, and in her mind, only the situation before she lived in this room remained.

At that time, Lu He was still with her. Although her father was taken to prison, he was still alive.

"Green lotus?" Jinse called out suddenly.

The door of the room was pushed open quickly, just like before, as long as she called, Lu He would always walk in immediately.

But the person who walked in from the door was not Lu He.

When Jinse saw that delicate and bright face, as bright as the morning sun, she was stunned.

All of a sudden, everything moved forward at a rapid pace, and all the things that happened later flooded into my mind. Jin Se suddenly hugged her head and groaned in pain.

"Miss Song!" Seeing her appearance, Chi Wei rushed to the side of the bed, horrified, "Are you feeling sick again?"

This voice overlapped seamlessly with the voice that sounded in her mind before, and Jinse suddenly realized that everything she thought before was just the past.

Difficult to calm down the "now" in her mind, Jinse took a deep breath, regardless of her pale face, smiled at Chi Wei: "Miss Chi."

Seeing her relax again, Chi Wei breathed a sigh of relief: "Did you think of Miss Luhe just now? That appearance scared me, just wake up now."

Jinse wiped the sweat off her forehead, exhaled and said, "I'm fine, please worry about it."

"We met after all, what are you talking about!" Chi Wei held her hand, and said, "Do you know where this is?"

Jinse raised her eyes and looked around, but she knew clearly in her heart that this was the former Prince Qin's Mansion, the current Prince Regent's Mansion, and Su Mo's bedroom.

She lived in this house for so many days before, how could she not remember?However, at this moment, her face was blank.

Chi Wei tightened her hand again, and said with a bright smile: "This is Su Mo...ah no, it's the Prince Regent's Mansion. You were injured the day before yesterday, and the Prince Regent brought you back and gave you special permission to recuperate here."

Hearing this, Jin Se sat up from the bed and said in a low voice: "The Prince Regent's mansion is so big, why bother to occupy the Prince Regent's room to recuperate with me? I'm a poor man, I'm afraid I can't bear it. "

Chi Wei suddenly widened his eyes in surprise: "This is not Su Mo's bedroom, how could Miss Song think so? His garden is in the north, so far away from here!"

Jin Se was startled, and then lay back on the couch again: "Is that so, I misunderstood."

Chi Wei laughed without doubt: "That's inevitable. When I first entered this room, I also felt that a man must live in it, and the screen in front of the bed was written by him. If I didn't know that he lived in Elsewhere, I almost thought this was his bedroom."

Only then did Jinse turn her head to look at Chi Wei again, and found that she was still in the attire of a girl, so she couldn't help smiling and said, "Miss Chi, you now..."

She didn't ask a question, but Chi Wei already understood. Two bright clouds suddenly flew up on her face, and she lowered her eyelids shyly: "I'm seventeen this year. My mother once said to let me stay until I was seventeen, so she allowed me betrothed to others."

Jinse laughed again: "So, congratulations."

Chi Wei's face blushed again, and his expression suddenly darkened again: "But, since he became the regent, he has become more and more busy. I'm afraid he has already forgotten about my 17th birthday."

Jinse paused for a moment, then said again: "What are you afraid of? As long as he is still by your side, you can just find a good time to remind him?"

Hearing this, Chi Wei hurriedly raised his head to look at Jin Se, and said with a little panic, "You...are you thinking of King Ning?"

Jinse lowered her eyes and smiled wryly: "I have an agreement with him, and I'm afraid he'll forget it, but I don't even know where he is..."

"Don't be so sad." Chi Wei hurriedly said, "Although the relationship between King Ning and him is fierce, I can see all the affection between you and King Ning, and I will definitely try my best to help you find out The whereabouts of King Ning!"

Jinse was silent for a long time, then raised her head again, looked at her with a smile, and finally held her hand tightly: "Miss Chi, you are a good girl, I hope you will be as happy as you are today for the rest of your life, so you still have to do these things." Don't interfere."

Since Chi Wei has not yet married Su Mo, even if Su Mo pampers her again, she is still a guest of the Prince Regent's Mansion, and it is inconvenient to stay here for a long time, so she stayed with Jinse for another afternoon, then said goodbye and left.

After she left, Jinse got up and walked around the garden, not surprisingly, she found that the people in the mansion looked at her with strange eyes. Under the hard depression, it seemed that there was something hidden, which was about to explode.

On the second day, when she saw the long-lost Qingyingying, she suddenly realized that it was anger.

"The girl is a good person, so our sisters naturally believe it." Qingqing frowned slightly, "But that day, the girl stabbed the prince and almost killed the prince, but the news spread throughout the palace. Our sisters naturally didn't believe it, but those people said It is true, although in the end, these rumors were forcibly suppressed, but everyone in the mansion has a decision in their hearts. Now I also want to ask the girl, when the prince almost died, was it the girl who did it?"

Jinse was very happy to be able to meet her old friend. It was expected that she would be asked this question, but her heart sank in an instant. After a long time, she answered one word lightly. :"yes."

The faces of Qingqing Yingying and Yingying who were sitting across from each other suddenly changed drastically, and Yingying immediately stood up: "Why did the girl do this? The prince treats the girl well, and almost everyone can see it. Why does the girl want to hurt the prince so much?"

Jinse took a breath and said, "This is a thing of the past, I don't want to mention it again."

Qingqing said sadly: "Miss doesn't want to mention it again, but everyone in the house remembers it clearly, how can it be calmed down easily?"

"I can't calm down, and I have nothing to do." Jinse looked down at her hands, "Fortunately, I won't stay in this mansion for long."

After she finished speaking, she stood up, left behind the two Qingqing Yingying sisters, and walked towards the gate of the mansion.

After walking a long way, a gentle and calm female voice suddenly sounded from behind: "How could the Princess think that she could walk out of the Prince Regent's Mansion just by swaggering like this?"

Jinse didn't need to turn her head to know who that person was, so she stopped in her tracks: "Then, the princess regent wants to show me a way?"

Rong Yue stood a few steps behind Jinse, smiling sweetly: "There is no clear way, but there is a secret way, but I don't know, the princess dares to go or not."

Today, there are actually not many things that can scare Jinse.However, hearing Rong Yue's words, she was more puzzled: "I don't know if the princess knows, but the regent has no intention of giving me a way?"

"I know." Rong Yue said lightly.

"Then you're still against him?"

Rong Yue suddenly smiled lightly: "Why does the princess think that I am against my husband?"

Jinse slightly raised her eyebrows and looked at her.

Rong Yue also looked at her, and said: "My husband has a heart for a woman, I should have helped him, but he almost risked his life for this woman, but this woman is something he is reluctant to hurt. I thought this The woman must have him in her heart, but now it seems that I was wrong. Now facing this woman, the princess thinks, what should I do as a wife?"

Jinther paused, and the corners of her mouth curled up slightly: "If I were you, I would either kill her, or drive her away, or do it in such a way that nobody notices."

Rong Yue laughed softly: "Going south all the way, I don't know if the princess will find it hard?"

(End of this chapter)