The world's ambitions are unparalleled

Chapter 15
Jinse's face was numb from that slap, and her tears were gone. She stood up slowly, looked at Song Jingtao, then at Su Li, turned around and walked to the few cases beside her. He took out a small porcelain pot, held it in his arms, turned around and went out of the big tent.

As soon as Su Liwei hesitated, he was about to raise his foot to chase her, but the wound on his back was suddenly pulled, causing a sharp pain.

"My lord!" Song Jingtao hurriedly supported him, and said, "Your lord, you don't have to worry about Jinse. Although she has a bit of a naughty temper, she never dares to do anything out of line."

Jinse really didn't dare to do anything too outrageous, so she disappeared from the camp that night.

In the early morning of the second day, just as Su Mo walked out of the big tent, he saw a woman walking back and forth uneasily not far from his big tent. Seeing him coming out, the woman immediately came forward: "See Second Lord."

"Luhe?" Su Mo was slightly puzzled, "Why are you here?"

"The servant has something to ask the second master for help. The young lady has disappeared, so I ask the second master to help you find it for the sake of the young lady."

Song Jingtao had originally asked her to keep this matter secret and not to let it out, but after Lu He knew about it, she came to Su Mo without hesitation.

Good cliff, light snow.

From a distance, Su Mo saw a person sitting on the edge of the cliff, curled up like a snowball and squatting there.

He walked forward slowly, but Jinse remained motionless, as if he couldn't hear the footsteps.

Su Mo sat down beside her: "Jin Se?"

After a long time, Jinse finally raised her head with difficulty, her eyes were red with tears still hanging from the corners of her eyes. When she saw him, a trace of confusion flashed in her eyes: "Brother-in-law? We...haven't made an appointment tomorrow?"

I don't know how long she has been sitting here, so that the tip of her nose is red from the cold. Su Mo glanced at her stiff fingers, took off his cloak and put it on her: "Since we have an appointment for tomorrow, why are you here now?" Appeared here again?"

"I..." Probably it was too cold, Jinse's voice trembled slightly, "I'm afraid I will be late."

The redness and swelling on the left side of her face did not disappear, but Su Mo just glanced at it lightly, without asking any further questions, he just said, "Aren't you afraid that I won't come?"

"You will come." Jin Se looked at him, then slowly lowered her head, and said to herself, "I knew you would come."

"Well, now that I'm here, what exactly am I going to do?" Su Mo smiled lightly.

Only then did Jinse realize that she was so stiff that she couldn't move. Fortunately, Su Mo's cloak was warm enough, which gradually gave her a little warmth.It was only then that she stretched out her hand with difficulty, and carefully picked up the porcelain pot in her arms.

As soon as he saw the porcelain pot, Su Mo's face changed slightly, and then he took it under Jinse's expectant eyes.

"Qinglian, who served my sister personally, once told me that my sister's last wish was to be buried between heaven and earth in this beautiful cliff. That year, you insisted on cremating my sister. Although I hated you, I still begged for that." The person who cremated my sister picked some of my sister's ashes and put them here, I only hope that one day my sister's last wish can be fulfilled."

Su Mo looked at the porcelain pot and didn't move for a long time.

"Brother-in-law." Jinse reached out and grabbed his sleeve, "Since you still think about my sister in your heart, please fulfill my sister's last wish, can you?"

Su Mo was still silent, Jinse tugged on his cuff again, Su Mo glanced at her indifferently, and suddenly lifted the lid of the porcelain jar.

Jinse's eyes glanced at the porcelain jar that finally saw the light of day, but the expression on her face suddenly froze.

At this moment, Su Mo stood up holding the porcelain jar, turned the porcelain jar over, and let the ashes inside be scattered with the wind.

"Wait a minute!" Jinse suddenly screamed and rushed forward to stop him, "Wait a minute!"

Su Mo didn't seem to hear it, and quickly dumped the contents of the pot, then raised his hand and threw the porcelain pot into the abyss.

Jinse sat blankly on the snow, staring at the snow like a fool.

In the end, there were still some ashes floating on the snow, and the white snow set off those strangely black grains, which was extremely shocking.

"Why?" Jinse seemed to be in disbelief, staring at the pieces.

Since getting back the jar of ashes, she has never opened the jar, only thinking that one day she can find Haoqiya and bury her sister here with her own hands.But she never thought that the real cause of her sister's death was hidden in the urn that she had secretly hidden for three years!
She raised her eyes in disbelief and looked at Su Mo, who was standing tall on the edge of the cliff: "The reason why you wanted to cremate your sister back then was because you didn't want people to find out the real cause of her death? Why did you do that? What did you want to hide? What did you want to hide?" So I came here not because I was thinking about my sister, but because——because of guilt, right?"

As if the sky had collapsed, Jinse's world was instantly darkened.

Su Mo was still standing there, facing the icy mountain wind, before speaking lightly for a long time: "Jinse, your biggest shortcoming as a human being is that you are too clear about what you like and what you hate. You know, there are ambiguities in this world, and you are so persistent. If you love and hate, you will only suffer yourself."

Jinse stiffened and lay at his feet. It took a long time before she had the strength to look up at him.

His face, which was always gentle in front of her, was now stern, as he stared at the dark clouds in the sky.

Jinse thought it was funny: "So, I want to know who killed my sister, is it wrong?"

Su Mo squatted down slowly, and looked at her with deep eyes: "If you are obsessed with this matter, the one who suffers will indeed be yourself."

Jinse gritted her teeth tightly and said word by word: "I want to kill you."

He actually slowly raised the corners of his mouth: "If you really can't teach me, this girl is much stupider than before."

After speaking, he stood up and took a step back, walking down the mountain.

Jinse heard his footsteps gradually moving away, and finally supported herself, stood up with difficulty, and stood precariously on the edge of the cliff.

After walking a long way, Su Mo finally looked back, and then stopped abruptly.

"Jinse." His voice came from far away, and it was hopelessly flat, "Since you are so obsessed with love and hate, you shouldn't be a cowardly person who commits suicide. If you hate me, you can complain to me Take revenge, even if it's revenge for your sister."

Jinse turned around abruptly, looked at him from a distance for a long time, and finally laughed, but the laugh was so difficult that her vision finally blurred.

"You said that I am obsessed with love and hate, but I really hope I can do it." Jinse's voice was very soft, and it reached Su Mo's ears, and it had become very vague.

And Su Mo watched her start to step back step by step, and finally walked towards her again.

"Jinse." He called her, "Don't go back any further."

While shaking her head, Jinse continued to back away: "Daddy let me down, but you made me despair."

Seeing her retreating to the edge of the cliff, Su Mo's voice finally became tense: "Jinse!"

"You said I hate you, but I really hope... I can simply hate you..." Jinse murmured the last sentence, and suddenly fell back——

Su Mo's thoughts were concentrated, and before he had time to think about it, he stepped forward, stepped on the edge of the cliff, and grabbed Jinse's hand.

There was a sharp pain in the palm of the hand, and the place where the two palms intersected, blood gushed out in an instant.

It was the hairpin that Jinse hid in her palm.Su Mo was caught off guard, but Jinse, who had already fallen, suddenly pulled him heavily. He was already leaning forward, and he couldn't help but fell down with Jinse's falling body in an instant!
"Su Mo." The wind howled under the cliff, but Jinse's voice was unprecedentedly clear, "The love in my heart is you."

While his body was falling rapidly, Su Mo's mind suddenly became a little dazed, as if he didn't understand Jin Se's words just now.

However, he was still holding her hand, and her face was in front of his eyes. He saw a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, and then she slowly closed her eyes.

It wasn't until the falling bodies of the two of them were blocked by something, and then the falling momentum stopped suddenly, that Su Mo seemed to finally regain his senses.

It was a tree growing on the cliff, about twenty feet away from the top of the cliff, with thick branches. The two of them fell from such a high place, but were caught by this tree.

Jinse was in Su Mo's arms, but she was unconscious.

Su Mo looked at Jinse in a daze for a long time. When he came back to his senses, he seemed to have remembered the issue of life and death. Looking down through the dense tree trunks, he could only see a cloud of mist. I'm afraid I'm sure I'm going to die.

Turning his eyes to Jinse again, she was still unconscious, he couldn't help but sighed, and turned his eyes, but suddenly found something below the tree roots - a cave!
This is a true survival from a desperate situation, although I don't know how long this "life" can last.

When Jinse became conscious again, the world was already in darkness.

There is a thick and hard ground under her body, and the surrounding is pitch black. Jinse is a little dazed, not understanding what kind of situation this is.

"Su..." She opened her mouth and wanted to call Su Mo's name, but she only uttered one word, and suddenly remembered the things that happened on the top of the cliff, so she stopped.

Whether it is life or death, whether he is present or not, what does it matter at this moment?

Jinse's thoughts froze a little, but a man's deep and calm voice suddenly came from near her side: "Are you awake?"

She was startled suddenly, she backed up with her hands on the ground, but just a little bit back, her head suddenly hit a hard object, she was dizzy and fell on the ground all of a sudden, she was clearly still conscious, but she seemed to be can't get up.

"Don't move around." Su Mo said softly, "This cave is short and narrow, and if you are not careful, you will bump into it. If your face is scratched by those stones, it will not be beautiful."

At the end of his speech, there was even a hint of frivolity in his tone, Jinse was a little dazed, but when he recovered, he was almost in tears.

She lay there quietly for a long time, with her face pressed against the cold ground, and finally slowly cleared her thoughts.

What did she do?
What's even more sad is that she has done those things, and the two of them still survived.

Jumping off such an unfathomable cliff without dying, is this a gift from God, or a punishment?
Su Mo also didn't make a sound for a long time, and the cave was extremely quiet for a while.

It took a long time for Jinse to finally regain some strength, moved her cold fingers slightly, and felt a heart-rending pain in her palm.

When the hairpin stabbed Su Mo, it also stabbed herself.

"Su Mo." Jinse didn't know what she was thinking, "Are you afraid of death?"

After a long time, Su Mo's voice finally sounded in the darkness, and he seemed to chuckle slightly: "Well, it's probably because of fear."

"I'm afraid too." Jinse murmured, "But at this moment, I really want to die."

Su Mo didn't seem to have heard her last sentence, and only said: "Since you are afraid, you still want to pull me down together?"

"Oh." Jinse chuckled, and a drop of cold tears fell from the corner of her eyes, "I was impulsive at the time. In fact, I should just push you down. I'm so stupid, why bother to risk my life!"

"What a silly girl." Su Mo lowered his voice slightly.

"Su Mo." She called him again, "If you died for my sister, would you feel unwilling?"

"Yes." Su Mo replied unhurriedly, but his tone was extremely certain.

Will it?Since he will not be reconciled, does that mean that the guilt in his heart is actually not that heavy?If the guilt in my heart is not heavy, does that mean that my sister's death is not necessarily related to him?

Jinse's mind was in chaos, thinking about some things indiscriminately, and after thinking about it, her mind became heavy again, and she lost consciousness again.

Su Mo seemed to realize that she had passed out again, so he covered her with his cloak again in the dark, and he still just sat where he was.

At dawn, Jinse woke up again, opened her eyes, and the first thing she saw was Su Mo.

He was trying to untie the outer robe on his body. After untiing it, he tore off a long strip of cloth from the inner garment without hesitation. When he raised his eyes and saw Jinse staring at him, he also had the same expression as before. He just moved closer to Jinse, raised her head slightly, and carefully wrapped the cloth around her head.

Only then did Jinse realize that there was some sticky warmth on her forehead, which was where she was hit in the middle of the night yesterday: "Am I bleeding?"

"En." Su Mo responded, and quickly bandaged the bleeding place on her forehead.

Jinse chuckled suddenly: "What's the use of bandaging? Sooner or later, we'll still have to die here."

Su Mo also laughed: "What if I don't bandage it? I'm afraid the little girl will cry."

The smile on Jinse's face froze before she could take it back, and her eyes, which were bright before, became dim in an instant.She seemed to suddenly realize that Su Mo's cloak was still on her body, so she picked up the cloak with all her strength and threw it at Su Mo: "I don't need you to be nice to me!"

Su Mo put the cloak into his arms, and at the end, he still smiled faintly: "There are only you and me in this cave that is not close to the sky or the ground. If I don't treat you well, who can I treat well?"

He put the cloak back on Jinse again, and Jinse wanted to throw it again, but he couldn't exert any strength, so he could only lie there stiffly.

Jinse didn't speak, so Su Mo didn't speak either.In the narrow space, the two of them lay down and sat together, irrelevant to each other, as if they could still get along without embarrassment under such circumstances.

It was so quiet that Jinse seemed to be able to hear her own heartbeat.She didn't like this quietness, so she closed her eyes again and fell asleep slowly.

When night fell again, Jinse developed a fever, which never subsided, and she fell into a semi-comatose state, muttering nonsense.

"Mother..." she murmured, and then whispered, "Daddy doesn't love me..."

"My sister is gone..."

"He's a bad guy..."

She only spoke a sentence after a long time, and every time she finished a sentence, there was a long sob. She already had a fever, and coupled with the constant tears, her eyes soon became red and swollen.

Su Mo couldn't see the expression on her face, but when he stretched out his hand, it was wet. After a moment of silence, he finally stretched out his hand, and pulled Jinse into his arms.

After all, the human body is much warmer than the cold ground. After Jinse leaned into his arms, she seemed to feel a lot more comfortable, and her sobbing gradually subsided.

"Brother-in-law..." I don't know how long it has passed, Jinse suddenly called again in a murmur.

Su Mo was slightly in a trance, thinking that she had woken up: "Huh?"

But there was no answer for a long time, Su Mo remembered that she was still having a fever, stretched out his hand, and found that there was a slight sweat on her forehead, and then calmed down a little.

"Brother-in-law..." After a long time, Jinse called again suddenly, and it took a long time before she continued, "You are fine...my sister said you are fine..."

Holding her in his arms, Su Mo felt that the fragrance of lily of the valley was always faintly wafting through his nose. After a long time, he responded in a low voice: "Yes."

"But my sister died...you are not sad..." Her voice suddenly brought tears, "You are not good, you are not good at all..."

"Well, I'm not good." Su Mo's voice was low, without any emotion.

After a while, Jinse followed his words: "...I'm not good...I know you are not good...but I still miss you..."

"Yeah." He still just answered, and at the end, he added in a low voice, "Silly girl."

Staying in this cave with no water and no food, I don't know how long I can last. In addition, Jinse's condition is getting worse. The only way Su Mo can think of is to let Jinse talk less and how long he can last.But Jinse is always not well-behaved, and keeps muttering in her mouth, as if she has endless things to say.

When Su Mo tried his best, and finally pressed Jinse's lips slowly, Jinse became quiet.

"Sleep well, brother-in-law is here." He let go of her, put her face on his neck, and whispered.

Since then, Jinse has calmed down, nestled in his arms obediently, and fell into a deep sleep.

The warmth of the two close together was enough to make Su Mo fall asleep, so the next day, when Jinse opened her eyes in a daze, what she saw was Su Mo's face right in front of her eyes.

She didn't realize that she was leaning in his arms, she just felt uncomfortable, her whole body and viscera seemed to be uncomfortable.

She wanted to drag Su Mo to die happily, but she never imagined that she would have to suffer such torture when she was about to die. Moreover, she was a little cowardly afraid of dying.

However, she still died with him in the end. Probably, she didn't need to be so afraid.

"Brother-in-law..." She called out with difficulty, but when Su Mo opened her eyes, she lost consciousness again.

(End of this chapter)