Hidden marriage favor: the queen's wife, want to hug

Chapter 934 Suicide 2
Chapter 960 Suicide 2
Shangguan Yuanfeng said, "After five years of being together day and night, I know you very well. I have never been a good person. I love my first love, so when you are most embarrassed, I see your eyes and My first love was a lot like..."

"When I saw that your eyes were very similar to my first love, I knew that I confessed to no avail, I could only find comfort from you, I could only treat you as him, so that I could have the motivation to live. "

"That's right, I've been using you all along! When I was in the imperial capital at the beginning of the year, I said I would take you to meet my parents, and it was also to stimulate my first love to make a choice."

"My stimulation finally won, and he agreed to marry me."

Shangguan Yuanfeng just talked about how he used Ji Shuoming so unscrupulously, his expression was so calm, without any trace of guilt.

What he didn't know was that his words directly stimulated Ji Shuoming, and even made it rare for him to come out of depression to meet another world, causing him to return to his own world.

Since then, his world is still dark.

Ji Shuoming closed his eyes, he thought, except for the perfect and happy days hanging out with Gu Xiaobai and Ruo Jingxing in his life, he was in darkness.

Since childhood, his father abandoned his wife and children, his mother remarried, and his stepfather owed huge debts from gambling. He had to work part-time everywhere to pay back the money. When he met Tang Yujin, he entered the entertainment circle.

However, it was also Tang Yujin who caused him to escape from Huaguo in embarrassment and wandered alone in a foreign country, causing him to suffer from depression.

When Ji Shuoming committed suicide for the first time, he told Tang Yujin that he would forgive him as long as Tang Yujin came to him.

However, Tang Yujin still did not show up in the end.

When he committed suicide for the first time, Ji Shuoming thought that Tang Yujin was his belief in living, but now that his belief is gone, he naturally lost the desire to live.

When committing suicide for the second time, Ji Shuoming thought, I will live for Tang Yujin in this life, and in the next life I... I hope... I hope to live for myself.

When he committed suicide for the third time, he heard the news of Tang Yujin's marriage. At that time, he was thinking that Ji Shuoming had always been a withdrawn chivalrous man, before, now, and in the future. The world is so small that it can only accommodate one person. If this person is gone, I will be gone too.

Later, the fourth suicide, the fifth suicide...

Suicides failed again and again, being hurt again and again, and the bruises all over the body were not fragmented after all, so only when the injury was broken to pieces would it not be so painful.

Ji Shuoming picked up the sharp fruit knife, and slashed down on his wrist that he had scratched many times. Suddenly, the blood flowed like a waterfall. He committed suicide time and time again, and was wounded all over his body again and again. He had already forgotten the pain, but, for some reason, he actually shed tears, even though he closed his eyes, the tears still flowed out.

This time, he can finally bid farewell to this world. Gu Xiaobai has Jing Shengchen to take care of him. If Jing Xing has always dared to love and hate, the two of them will be happy, and he doesn't have to worry about it anymore.

Goodbye to this filthy world, goodbye to Ji Shuoming, goodbye to Gu Xiaobai, goodbye to Ruo Jingxing, goodbye to Tang Yujin, and finally, goodbye to Shangguan Yuanfeng!
(End of this chapter)