The reborn daughter is the queen

Chapter 441 I Am Mu Hang (1)

I never knew my heart could hurt like that, I wanted to follow Ning'er underground, I wanted to kill Yan Junluo, Zuo Tingting, Zuo Zhi, and everyone in this world!
But, I didn't, because I am the emperor of a country, I suppress the grief of losing Ning'er in my heart, and silently lick it every midnight when I dream back. During the day, I am still the emperor who looks down on the world.

Sitting on the throne, I watched the ministers in the hall arguing over an apparently simple matter, but no one was willing to do it myself. I suddenly felt that my persistence was so ridiculous.

But even so, I still didn't want to let go, so I also understood why I lost Ning'er, because in my heart, she was far less important than Jiangshan.

For the sake of the country, I abandoned my love with Ning'er and married Zuo Tingting. Ning'er had no complaints, but committed suicide by taking poison to express her dissatisfaction and pain.

For the sake of the country, after Ning'er narrowly escaped death, I want Ning'er to enter the palace as a concubine, but I still don't want to confront the Minister of the Ministry of War and give up Zuo Tingting.

Until I die, I will never forget the sarcasm and disgust in Ning'er's eyes looking at me in that inn, let alone her butterfly-like figure jumping down from downstairs.

It was at that moment that I had the idea of ​​giving up Zuo Chen's help, but it was only for a moment, so I was destined to go farther and farther after my brief encounter with Ning'er.

After Ning'er left home, I followed her, but I saw Ning'er's love for Yan Junluo, which was far more profound than when she was with me...

It's not that she's not reconciled, it's not that her heart aches, but she can only leave silently. Who would have thought that... before seeing her again, she would receive the news that she had gone.

After she died, there was not a single day that I did not pat my chest and ask myself, if I hadn't betrayed Ning'er, if I had tried my best to keep her when Ning'er left, would she not... …

However, this world has no ifs at all.

Day by day, I lived like a puppet, letting Zuo Zhi and Zuo Tingting act like a broken jar, letting my rights be emptied by Zuo Zhi, and I was punishing myself for Ning'er. Ridiculous.

Two years later, I unexpectedly found that Ning'er was still alive, and I was so happy that I almost died. I went to Wuyang Kingdom with Zuo Zhi, but I saw a strange woman, that was Ning'er's appearance after she changed her face.

Before going to Wuyang Country, I had fantasized about what kind of mood Ning'er would feel when she saw me, but what I didn't expect was that her eyes were full of strangers, just like after two years in another hospital. And disgust, once or twice, she actually hated herself even after losing her memory.

Looking at her like that, my heart felt like a big stone was crushed, and I couldn't breathe.

Mu Hang, enough is enough, knowing that she is alive is enough!I tell myself like this, but my heart still hurts, I let it go, knowing that it hurts to look at her, but I still go to her side, because only in that kind of heartache can I really feel that she is still alive in this world. world.

Later, Zuo Zhi and I left Wuyang Kingdom together, but we were arrested at the border of Xiyue Kingdom.

I recognize the man who arrested us. He is Yan Zhen, the owner of the No. [-] villa in the world. I have met him several times in Mucheng, and I also know that he... loves Ning'er!

However, what I didn't expect was that in No. [-] Villa in the World, I actually met a person who had already died in the fire——Su Shengrui.

The moment I saw him, I was happy, because Ning'er would be very happy if she knew that he was still alive, but Su Shengrui looked at me with hatred in his eyes. Isn't he a friend who grew up together? Why does he hate me so much?

I didn't have a chance to figure out this problem, so I was ordered by Yan Zhen to be thrown into prison. Until I die, I still remember the appearance of Su Shengrui standing there watching me being pushed away, just like when I was rescued from the water by him when I was six years old Go, so disdainful, but mixed with a little joy.

Later, Zuo Zhi and I returned to Xiyue Kingdom, but I lost the world. I watched the army rush into the palace, watched them point their weapons with cold light at me, watched... Zuo Tingting for Save me from dying before me.

At that time, Zuo Tingting would not die, as long as Zuo Zhi called the imperial doctor, she would survive, but Zuo Zhi stood there with his hands behind his back and looked at everything coldly, as if the person who fell in front of him was Unfamiliar.

Hehe... Zuo Zhi... Zuo Zhi...

I've always thought that he was just a fool, but he gave me the hardest slap in the face. Although I let him do it, I never expected him to be so cruel, even my own sister...

However, this has nothing to do with me, because I was about to die, Zuo Zhi inserted the long sword into my chest, and asked the soldiers to throw me into the mountains, where a group of hungry wolves would be waiting for me to carve up my flesh and blood.

I never thought I would survive, when I woke up, I was at the bottom of a cliff, I didn't know where I was, but the pain from head to toe, from the inside out told me clearly ,I'm alive.

I propped myself up and wanted to find a place of refuge, but I met my guard, who I only regarded as a dog, but he saved me, healed me, and even formed a force for me, so that I take back everything that is mine.

Three years, three years!It took me three years to fully recover, but my devastated body could never return to the original, the ruined face that even the devil would be afraid of, the hoarse voice like sand rubbing, and the broken body. Unbearable body!
Every night, I would wake up from the nightmare, the cold weapon, the indifferent face with hatred, the blood all over the ground, and groups of sharp teeth, drooling when they saw food hungry wolf...

If I die, I am dead, but why am I still alive and suffering like this!
I hate, I hate!I want revenge!I will kill everyone who hurt me and betrayed me!

However, my body...doesn't allow me to take revenge at all, I can only live in the world, tormented by infinite hatred and pain.

This is God's punishment for me!

God's will is unpredictable, but when I was disheartened, I met a man, a man in a red robe with an evil smile - Ye Luoqiu.

He said that he can heal my body, let me practice martial arts again, and even make me stronger than before, even stronger than anyone in this world!
I knew he was a demon, but I still walked over step by step and made a deal with that demon.

He saved me, I don't know how many conditions I agreed to him, but I remember that he asked me to help him kill Su Ruoning, not to speak of Junluo, not to dance to Yanguo...

Heh... how is it possible!Ning'er is the person I love the most, how could I kill her?Not only will I not kill her, but I will make her queen after I regain everything!How could I kill her?Stupid man!
On the contrary, it was Yan Junluo, who snatched Ning'er and made me go to the point where my country was ruined and my family was ruined. How could I let him go? After I get out, the first person I want to kill is him!
Of course I couldn't tell Ye Luoqiu about this, I pretended to agree to all his conditions, obediently ate a worm, and obediently took the medicine he gave me.

What?You ask me, am I not afraid that it is poison?

How could I be afraid!A person who has already died once, how can he still care about these things!

As Ye Luoqiu said, although it was very painful, except for my face and voice, all other parts of my body recovered, and I didn't even need to work hard to achieve martial arts higher than my guards.

I have to say that the medicine Ye Luoqiu gave is really effective. Every time I take a pill, my martial arts will grow upwards. When I beat my guards to the ground and step on them , I laughed, so dripping carefree!I've never laughed like that since I was born and died.

Until later, when all the people added up were no match for me, I left the place where I had been hiding for more than three years.

When I returned to Mucheng, I found that not only Ning'er was there, but also Yan Junluo was there, and they even gave birth to a three-year-old daughter!

I hated it so much that I almost couldn't hold back and rushed out to kill them... But when I thought about my plan, I suppressed the killing intent in my heart and left.

Afterwards, I sent people to set fire to Ning'er's clothing store, release rats in her grain store, and poison her restaurant.

When my subordinates were doing those things, I went back to the palace. It was still the same as when I was there, but the difference was that someone occupied my position and robbed me of everything!
I poisoned Zuo Zhi, and someone told him that there was an antidote outside the palace, and I tricked him into obtaining a search warrant, and took Ning'er into prison.

I love Ning'er so much, how could I make Ning'er suffer?Thinking about letting her stay inside for a few days, he personally rescued her, killed Yan Junluo and the girl, and took her away without even taking the throne.

Who knew, she was rescued by Yan Junluo!
At that time, I almost hated Ning'er, but I still couldn't match my love for her. I searched all the way, and when I caught up with her, I met her husband.

I originally wanted to kill those two men, but when I saw Sun Aoran's beast-like eyes, I gave up my thoughts.

Not long after I returned to Mucheng, Ning'er's daughter was taken away. I started looking for a girl who was as old as Ning'er's daughter. Later, I finally lived up to my wish. I called that girl the only girl. Snatched it over, imprisoned in the former courtyard of the Su Mansion, killed a baby girl every day, and then led Ning'er to the place where the corpse was dumped, seeing her suffering, unexpectedly felt a different kind of joy!

However, not long after, Ning'er and the others found another courtyard. I injured Yan Junluo and was about to kill him, but Ye Luoqiu appeared. I put it back.

And then on...

What happened next?
I hooked up with Yan Junluo's woman, and poisoned both Ning'er and Yan Junluo. Unexpectedly, I had sex with that stupid woman Bai Jing, and I also made Ning'er and Yan Junluo...

All in all, that woman is not too stupid, even though she got into my bed, she still gave Yan Junluo a hard time, making him think that she had sex with her.

But even so, they still didn't leave, and instead helped Ning'er to save Zuo Zhi.

Save it, save it, anyway, my goal is not Zuo Zhi, so you can fight those games I set up, my goal is Ning'er, my favorite Ning'er!

Later, I took advantage of the chaos in the palace and when Ning'er was out of the palace, I took her back to another courtyard, but it happened that she was pregnant with Yan Junluo's seed, I almost went crazy, but I still held back and didn't hurt her.

I'm waiting, waiting for Yan Junluo to find this place. When the time comes, I won't keep either my father or my son. I will kill them one by one!
However, what I didn't expect was that instead of killing any of them, I attracted Ye Luoqiu instead.

When Ye Luoqiu's jade flute sounded, I felt a sudden shock in my dantian, the strength in my whole body disappeared instantly, and my head hurt so badly that I couldn't bear it, so I thought of death.

But Ye Luoqiu didn't give me such an opportunity, restrained me, and made me live in this world as bad as death.

However, without Ning'er, how could I continue to live in this world, so, the night after I was taken away by the guards, I swallowed a stone while he was not paying attention.

Consciousness slowly withdrawn, I seemed to hear Ning'er crying and calling my name, I gathered my attention to look at it, only to find that she was wearing the clothes she wore when she was in another hospital many years ago, floating in the air and crying around my corpse It is powerful.

Ning'er... Ning'er... don't cry, Mu Hang has come to look for you.

(End of this chapter)