Sweet pet after marriage: black-bellied husband is too domineering

Chapter 659 Depression

I am depressed, I am not dead.

I now live in a small town in Edinburgh, very laid back, no one calls me 'depressed', they call me 'doctor'.

I am a doctor, graduated from obstetrics and gynecology, and have a little knowledge of other medical skills, so whenever people nearby have any symptoms, they will come to me as soon as possible.

I don't charge their consultation fee, but at most some drug fee.

I thought, I might live in this town for the rest of my life.

Until, I heard my 'death'.

On that day, I closed the door tightly, and no one opened it after knocking. It was also that day, I thought it was impossible for me to continue living in this small town.

Because I'm not dead, because, I want to tell him, I'm not dead.

"Doctor, do you really want to go? Where will you go and will you come back?"

People in the town all came to ask me, and one of the little girls cried while tugging on my trouser legs.

I picked her up and said to her, I will be back, I just have something to leave temporarily.

However, even I myself felt that what I said was so pale.

Will you come back?Maybe, I thought so, carrying my luggage, and boarded the car leaving the town.

At first, Shen Xingchen wanted me to die, but in the end, he still didn't make up his mind.For my mother's sake, let me go, he said.

But the condition is that I can't appear again, because once I appear, others will know him, and they will actually soften their hearts.

In that way, there will be unstoppable betrayals around him.

I smiled and agreed, in fact, even if Shen Xingchen doesn't let me go, living like this is no different from dying.

Some people have already been imprinted into my heart unconsciously. If he is not here, I will die.

"Sir, who are you looking for?"

After I returned to the capital and settled down, I went to the capital hospital.

It's just that after a few years, the people here don't know me very well. Even when I appeared in the hospital, it was the security guards who stopped me from looking for him.

"It's nothing, I'm here to see a doctor."

I apologize, subconsciously glanced at the office that was already close in front of me.

A few years ago, his office...was this one, but time has changed, he must have changed offices.

I shook my head and chuckled, feeling that I was really hopeless, and the first thing I did when I came back was to go to the hospital.

I walked out of the hospital, the capital of Nuo Da, I didn't know where to go.

Before I came back, I contacted Shen Xingchen, and he said that my mother didn't know about my death yet.

That person has been hiding from my mother all these years, saying that I went abroad for training.

And if I go to see my mother now, it will undoubtedly expose the lies that person worked so hard to maintain.

Therefore, even though I was in the capital, I didn't go to see my mother. I walked casually on the street, thinking about the past.

A few years ago, I used to go back and forth on this street countless times, either in a hurry to go home or to the hospital.

The same road, every time I walk, I don't seem to have carefully observed it.

"Hey, call the ambulance quickly, this boy was in a car accident, right?"

"Yes, yes, I saw that he was leaning on a blind stick and tried to help him, but before he could help him, he was hit by a car!"

……

There was a noisy discussion behind me. I looked back and found a thin boy lying in a pool of blood.

People around had already made emergency calls, but it would take about a few minutes for the ambulance to arrive.

My instinct as a doctor made me rush towards the crowd.

"Let me come, I'm a doctor."

When I said this, my heart was full of anxiety and pride.

Doctors save lives and heal the wounded, regardless of money.

I hugged the boy and rested his head on my arm so he could breathe easier.I observed his injury, and it shouldn't be a big problem.

But the overhead hit a vehicle and may require a head surgery.

"Uncle, will I die?"

The boy I was holding suddenly asked me softly. I was overjoyed that he was still conscious, and the situation would be much better.

"No, absolutely not."

I don't know where I got the confidence to say this absolute word.

In the past, I would pay attention to what I said even if I was a doctor, and I would never give patients too many absolute answers.

But today, looking at the little boy in my arms, I suddenly thought, sometimes, lies and promises can give people confidence, they are so charming.

"Uncle, I can't see, am I seriously injured?"

Holding the little boy in my arms, I leaned close to his ear and said:

"No, very minor injury."

After I finished speaking, the ambulance arrived.I carried the boy into the ambulance, and described the boy's injuries to the doctor on board.

"Are you a doctor too?"

The doctor in the ambulance couldn't believe it, maybe he thought I was very young.

He wants to see my certificate, but who will carry the certificate with him?

"Where did you work before? I'm Beijing Hospital..."

The doctor continued to ask, I was silent for a while, and replied:
"Me too."

Then added:
"Before, not now."

The doctor let out an oh, and didn't continue to ask questions.

"Doctor, the patient's condition is not very stable, and his blindness may have compressed the nerves, and the situation will get worse."

In the ambulance, a nurse shouted, the doctor leaned over, checked, and looked at me.

I said to them:

"Do an examination first. His blindness does not necessarily mean that the nerve is compressed."

The doctor nodded, and the ambulance drove quickly towards the capital hospital.

The car stopped, and a group of people pushed the little boy into the operating room. As the person who sent him, I stayed outside the operating room.

There is never a shortage of doctors in Beijing Hospital, so I think there should be no problem in performing surgery here.

So I waited for a while, and after confirming that the boy had no major problems, I left my contact information and walked out of the capital hospital alone.

Just out of the hospital, I thought of the kitten.

I once gave it to that person to raise it, I don't know how it is now.

Thinking of that person, my heart still hurts.

He used to be so indifferent, but he still seems to have a place in my heart.

Every time I think of it, my heart will feel pain for no reason, I can't help it, his appearance will appear in my mind and eyes.

Walking out of the hospital, I subconsciously looked back, but that glance completely stopped my footsteps.

That person... He should have just come to the hospital.

Still him, confident, brisk on his feet, he is still him, and I am me.

It's just that I didn't want him to see me, so I quickly hid aside.

I don't know if I didn't pay attention, or if it was just fate, the position I was standing on happened to be on the side of the street guardrail.

A speeding car hit me...

My world went completely dark.

"What's wrong? There was a car accident? Take it to the hospital immediately."

The moment I closed my eyes, I seemed to hear that person's voice again.

Not in a hurry, not too worried, but not ruthless.

Someone picked me up, put me on a stretcher, I could feel it.

However, I had no strength left and opened my eyes again.

Maybe, this is me, the end of life?
I thought wildly and felt that I was already in a cold environment, probably an operating room.

A doctor is examining me and looking at the situation, he intends to perform an operation on me.

"Doctor, don't do surgery, I give up."

I used all my strength to say this.

Give up the operation, don't want to have the operation, just like that, my life can really end here.

I heard the exclamation of surprise from the doctors. They may think, how can I still be able to speak when I am injured so badly?
But they don't know, in the bottom of my heart, this idea is so firm, why can't I say it.

"Are you sure you don't want surgery? Does your family agree?"

The doctor asked me, I shook my head, no family, they should understand what I mean.

For this operation, I was in a conscious state, and I refused, probably they would not perform the operation for me.

"Without surgery, you might..."

A doctor wanted to persuade me, I thought, I smiled reluctantly, and replied:

"I know the consequences, and I'm a doctor too, once."

After finishing speaking, I thought of the little boy, his eyes seemed to be blind.

It should be almost out of the operating room now, I struggled a bit, and took off the oxygen mask by myself:
"I want to donate my cornea to the little boy who was in a car accident and was sent to the hospital."

……

The donation of the cornea requires the consent of the dying person. My words made the operating room fall into complete silence.

Even, without anyone noticing, I had unplugged the oxygen.

"Have you thought it through? If you think it through, I'll go through the formalities for you now."

The person who spoke was a young doctor. I looked at him and nodded to him.

How come, I can't think clearly, this may be the most correct decision I have made in my life.

Soon, the doctors finished all the formalities, and someone pushed me out of the operating room to meet the boy.

After all, his coming light comes from me.

The boy's family arrived, and they stood outside the operating room, watching the doctors push me past.

Someone recognized me, the one who hugged the boy on the side of the road.

I didn't look at them, my ears seemed to be hard to understand.

I looked inside through the door of the operating room, and it seemed that I was finishing the finishing work of an operation.

The boy's condition is stable and suitable for transplantation now.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you..."

The boy's mother, kept saying thank you to me.

Her face was pale, but she couldn't hide her surprise. I think she must be very happy that her child can finally see the world with her own eyes.

"You don't need to say thank you, you have to take good care of him."

I said to the mother, I was silent for a while, and I still talked about my situation:

"My degree of myopia is a bit high, which may affect his going to school and studying in the future."

"It's okay, it's the greatest happiness to be able to see the world."

The boy's mother said quickly.

I nodded, let the doctor push me, and left here.

I should be getting ready, ready to... die.

"Leave me alone, you go out first, and you can come in when the time comes."

The doctors helped me arrange a ward. I was sitting in a wheelchair with a wound bandaged in front of me. I could see the blood all over my body when I lowered my head.

Yes, even if I had surgery, what awaited me might be death.

The doctors stayed in the ward for a long time, but refused to leave, and finally left.

I think they might think I'm a weird person.

"This is... the ward in the third district?"

I fumbled and checked the number on the room.

He suddenly smiled when he found the area of ​​the ward hanging on the house number.

Perhaps, it is fate, even if I am here, the possibility of him passing by is very high.

If I remember correctly, the ward in this area is the area closest to the doctor's office...

"Excuse me, can you tell me your name? I still want to know who helped my son..."

I don't know who told the child's mother, but she ran over and asked me, crying.

I shook my head and I said:
"I just don't have much time. If you want to donate your cornea, you don't have to thank me too much. Go back and see your child. He should be able to see the beautiful world soon."

……

The room was quiet, and the child's mother finally left.

But I heard looming footsteps and conversations.

"Doctor Lian? You have been coming to the hospital very frequently recently."

Even the doctor?My heart seemed to be blocked, and for a moment, I couldn't breathe.

He... isn't he, just outside.

Listening to their conversation, I actually felt that even in the past few years, I was still very familiar with him.

How could he come to the hospital so often?He must have come to the hospital and was still slacking off.

"What's the matter with Young Master Lian recently? In the past few years, I feel that he has become quite decadent?"

"What nonsense, he is Lian Shao, how could he be decadent?"

……

I sat in the room and thought, the guy behind me was right.

He is the company master, how could he be decadent?
This person is destined to be your son, the man who stands at the top in this world.

How could he be, decadent?

As I was thinking about it, the door of the ward was pushed open, and I could hear someone walking in.

"Why is the ward in the third district suddenly used today?"

The man approached and asked the doctor who opened the door to enter. The doctor smiled and said:
"It's a sudden situation, and the young master wants to leave?"

"Well, someone invites you to dinner and gets married, so I have to go."

After he finished speaking, I heard his footsteps walking away.

Probably...he left.

"Mr. Shen, the operation is ready, you..."

"I have no problem."

I said softly, saying this has already consumed too much of my energy.

After speaking, I was pushed out of the ward by the doctor. I closed my eyes, and someone helped me cover myself with a blanket.

I could feel that someone was looking at me, it was so hot, but he didn't recognize me.

I was bruised all over my body, my head being the worst, and if I looked in a mirror I probably wouldn't recognize myself.

The operating room was just ahead, and the doctor stopped, confirming for the last time that it was me who voluntarily donated my cornea.

I answered their questions one by one, and gradually, I felt that the breath in my body should be much weaker.

I... should be dying soon.

"Operation begins."

"Patient anesthetized successfully."

"Donor anesthesia successful."

……

Goodbye, this world, Lian Que, we don't want to see each other again in this life.

"Donor's heart stopped, silence."

(End of this chapter)