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Chapter 185 In order to get close to her

"I am the protector of the Yaozu. Naturally, I am obliged to inspect all the jurisdictions belonging to the Yaozu. When I heard that there is a place in the Yaozu that is independent of other Yaozu, my interest came."

At this point, Yanjun picked up the wine glass and poured himself a glass of wine, but this time he didn't drink it all at once, but put the glass of wine in front of him for a long time, watching himself poured out of the wine. There was a nostalgic smile and a touch of tenderness on his face.

Seeing Yanjun's expression, Xiong Xiaochuan knew the important point was coming. He put his hands on the table and clasped them with crossed hands, resting his chin on the crossed fingers to make a listening gesture.

Many people don't know that showing seriousness when listening to others is giving the other party great respect.

"And as a guardian of the monster race, I naturally don't like any special forces. My monster race itself ranks at the bottom among the five powerful clans, but the reason why I can still persevere is because of unity, so I went to that place."

Yan Jun paused for a while when he said this, he closed his eyes and seemed to be recalling the scene that shocked him.

"There are many beauties in the monster clan, like the fox monster clan, even the beauties are like clouds. I thought I was already immune to beauties, but when I saw her, my heart that seemed to have never throbbed fiercely. jumped up."

There was a strange light in Yanjun's eyes, as if seeing the most beautiful thing in the world, there was a touch of heat in the tenderness.

"I originally went there to intimidate her, but when I saw her, I found that I couldn't even finish a sentence, and she was so useless."

When Yan Jun said this, he smiled warmly.

"When you meet someone who makes your heart flutter, you will never be promising."

Xiong Xiaochuan said.

"Yeah, so when she asked me the purpose of going there, I seemed to have forgotten to lie, and directly stated my purpose, foolishly saying that it was to rectify the ethos of the demon clan, but now that I think about it, that I must have been nervous when I spoke."

Yan Jun laughed at himself.

"and then?"

Xiong Xiaochuan became interested.

"Then we started fighting, and I lost in the end. I lost badly. At the beginning, I was stronger than her, but in the end I lost so badly. It was just because I didn't have the desire to fight against her, so I couldn't go down. hand, for fear that I might hurt her accidentally."

Yan Jun took a sip of the wine in his glass and said with a light smile.

"Why keep your hands everywhere?"

When the battle was over, Lord Yan fell to the ground in embarrassment, the woman asked coldly.

"I"

Yan Jun was speechless, the simple four words "I like you", but he couldn't utter them as if they were stuck in his throat.

"In the later days, I would always go there secretly, just to be able to meet her. For many years, I went to see her, and then she beat me out, but after a long time, she saw that I didn't do anything out of the ordinary Things, and acquiesced to my existence, but I don't seem to know why I always see her like this, is it because I like her?"

When Yan Jun said this, his eyes were filled with the warmth of memories, as if that period of time was the most unforgettable time for him.

"I will never forget the scene of her dancing in the sky where the petals are flying. It wasn't until that moment that I truly recognized my true heart. I love her! I confessed to her."

When Yan Jun said this, his mood seemed to suddenly become a little depressed.

"She rejected you?"

Xiong Xiaochuan asked.

"Yeah, she rejected me, she said she doesn't like people who are too domineering."

Lord Yan said.

"I am the spirit in the fire, domineering is my nature, and my character is naturally irritable and irritable, but for her, so what if I abandon my nature? I swear that if I don't get rid of this problem, I will never see her, so It took me a long time to finally let myself be less irritable."

Yanjun's deep voice echoed in this space, and Xiong Xiaochuan could think of how difficult it would be for Yanjun to change. If the fire loses its irascibility, is it still fire?

He suppressed his own nature, so that until now his strength has not shown the slightest sign of a breakthrough, because the way forward was blocked by himself!He should have been at the holy level by now!

He spent hundreds of years suppressing his own nature, and when he went to see her after he succeeded, he only saw regret, yes, only regret in her eyes.

The request she made at the beginning was just an excuse. She thought it was impossible for Lord Yan to change his innate nature, but she seemed to have underestimated the power of love.

Before meeting a person, we were presumptuous, we were covered with thorns, and then we met a person, in order to get close to her, we pulled out the thorns on our body.

But in the end, the bloody me was not like myself, but all I got was an apology.

"She left and disappeared without a word. I can feel her apology, but so what?"

Yanjun's eyes were full of helplessness.

"She came back a few years later, and she also changed. She used to laugh like she seemed to have a lot of thoughts. She didn't drink at first, but on the day she came back, she took me to drink with her for three days and three nights. She just kept drinking. Drink and don't talk."

There is a trace of loneliness in Yanjun's expression, he loves her, so he can understand the emotion in her eyes, it is the pain that cannot be loved, just like him.

"I know she has someone she loves, but I'm not reconciled, and I don't want to be reconciled, and I don't want to give up. I think I will be able to move her one day."

Yanjun said in pain.

"I think I can move the sky and the earth, but in fact, the only thing I can move is myself."

Yan Jun laughed at himself and drank all the wine in the glass and put the glass on the table.

"I respect you."

Xiong Xiaochuan didn't know what to say to comfort Lord Yan, to persuade him to give up or to persuade him not to give up?None of this seems appropriate, and the only way to comfort them is to use wine instead of words.

"Don't talk, don't talk, no matter how much I say, she can't accept me. Her psychological side has already lived in another person, just like my psychological side is all hers, and there is no room left for me. someone else."

Yan Jun waved his hands and said in a dejected manner.

"You don't need to persuade me. I think I still have a chance. I still have a lot of time. We Yaozu have a long life span. 1000 years is not enough. I can continue to wait. If 1 years is not enough, I will wait for [-] million." Years, I believe she will see that I am waiting for her."

Yan Jun said with a smile.

I don't know why, although Lord Yan is smiling, Xiong Xiaochuan feels that this smile is more uncomfortable than crying.

　Yanjun will be a tragic figure after all.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)