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Chapter 7 Who Can Avoid Falling
Chapter 7 Who Can Avoid Falling
Gan Lu went upstairs and entered her room.The entire second floor is only designed as a spacious suite, and the study is connected to the bedroom, and the decoration is comfortable and low-key.After she moved in, the only change she made was to add a desk in the study, which occupied a window with Shang Xiuwen's desk.There is nothing on her desk except for a laptop, and Shang Xiuwen's desk is almost equivalent to a small office, complete with computers, fax machines, and printers, everything is neatly placed, but the fax machine is not usually connected , Shang Xiuwen would only occasionally stand by to receive documents.
She sat down on the sofa against the wall, threw down her purse, stretched her legs, and stared at the front in a daze.The mobile phone received a call back from Shang Xiuwen again.
"Lulu, why didn't you answer the phone?"
"I went to sing with Jiaxi and the others, but I didn't notice that the phone rang."
"Have fun, how does your wrist feel?"
"It's okay, the medicine feels a little numb and swollen after applying it, and it doesn't hurt much. I just got home. Xiuwen..." She called his name in a loud voice, but didn't know what to say next.
Shang Xiuwen waited for a while, then smiled softly: "Miss me?"
"Well, I missed you. When will you be back?"
"I have to fly to Beijing tomorrow morning. I think I will stay there for two or three days. When I come back, check your hands carefully. Don't force yourself these days, do you hear me?"
Gan Lu said "hmm" again: "You didn't travel so often before."
"Yes, there have been a lot of things recently, and I have too little time with you. After I have been busy for a while, I will make up for it and try to take you out for vacation during the winter vacation. Where do you want to go?"
"Can you go anywhere you want?"
"As long as it's not outer space." There was a smile in Shang Xiuwen's voice.
She thought for a while, "Actually, I have always wanted to go to England to see the places where crimes occurred in classic mystery novels, such as small villages, manors, castles, and the foggy streets of London."
"It's really the strangest reason to travel I've ever heard." Shang Xiuwen was amused and laughed again. Gan Lu could imagine that the corners of his mouth must be twitching at this time, and his eyes were slightly narrowed, revealing the charm that always fascinated her. There was a slight pain in my heart. "Well, as long as there is enough time, we will go to England."
"But it's expensive to go to England."
"It's not cheap, but I think we should still be able to afford it. And Shaokun has a house over there. He runs around the world, and it's vacant for at least ten months a year. We can live in his house." side."
Shang Shaokun is his distant cousin. His parents died when he was more than ten years old. Shang Xiuwen's father adopted him. He is only a few months older than Shang Xiuwen.When Shang Xiuwen took Gan Lu to the Maldives for their honeymoon two years ago, Shang Shaokun went to meet them on purpose. In Gan Lu's impression, he was a silent and handsome man.
Gan Lu remained silent for a while, then changed the subject: "Mom doesn't seem to be in good spirits or appetite these days. Remember to call her tomorrow to see if she needs to go to the hospital for a check-up. I can accompany her there."
"Okay, I will remember to tell her tomorrow, Lulu, my mother has a strong personality, and probably won't take the initiative to say anything, please help me pay more attention to her, and call me immediately if there is anything, I have to worry about you at home .”
"Both husband and wife, are you still so polite?"
"Well, you go to bed early." He paused for a while, then added softly, "I miss you."
After putting down the phone, Gan Lu felt tired, so she went directly to take a shower, and then went to bed.She picked up "The Daughter of Time" on the bedside table, turned to the bookmarked page, read a few lines, then closed it and put it back.She is in a mess today, and she is really not in the mood to read.
If what was spread out in front of her was a mystery novel she often read, and when a suspicious case appeared, everyone would have a motive, everyone would be suspicious, and every character would be destined to leave more or less clues.Readers, like the detectives in the book, have equal opportunities to get close to the final answer. Although it is written by a good writer, it is unlikely that readers will win the quiz and get the answer in advance, but the pleasure of reading One is to analyze and sort out those clues simultaneously with the detectives, and carry out logical reasoning in order to find the truth.
Gan Lu found bitterly that doubts appeared in her life, and she had various clues: Nie Qian's warning, her mother-in-law Wu Lijun's recent abnormal mood, Shang Xiuwen's erratic whereabouts, his ex-girlfriend He Jingyi's Strange and provocative, the news that Qin Zhan just revealed...
Yet no one can abstract life into a simple reasoning.
More importantly, there is a rule of reasoning novels, which is to avoid adding love elements to the story, so as to prevent irrational emotional factors from interfering with the purely rational deduction process.But now, the mystery Gan Lu is facing comes from her closest lover. She doesn't know what the mystery she wants to explore, let alone whether she needs to explore it. Even in novels, the truth is often ugly and ruthless. of.
Gan Lu turned off the bedside lamp and lay down.The floor lamp was dimly lit, making the darkness in the room not seem dense.At first she moved back reluctantly. She didn't like the light very much, and complained coquettishly to Shang Xiuwen: "This light interferes with my sleep."
Shang Xiuwen hugged her and turned her over, and let her lie on his right side: "I will let you focus on me on the bed, and you won't realize the existence of the light at all. When you wake up, this light will be very useful."
Indeed, lying on his right side, he couldn't see the ground lamp, and when his body covered him and kissed one after another, it completely covered that little light.
When she occasionally woke up in the middle of the night, she also realized the benefits of having a floor lamp.
However, now that she is alone, she has lost the enjoyment and composure she once had. The disordered state of mind at this moment made her involuntarily think of the beginning with Shang Xiuwen again.
Although the deep kiss at the back mountain of the mining area museum in the outskirts of J city was long and passionate, the two of them didn't seem to be in a state of love logically.
After Shang Xiuwen let go of Gan Lu, his expression was serious, and he seemed to be a little absent-minded. His appearance managed to free Gan Lu from the emotional state of confusion, and the two separated a little distance. He didn't say anything after getting in the car.
Gan Lu leaned her head on the back of the chair, just looking out of the car window, without a single thought forming in her head.It wasn't until the car drove past the same place for the third time that she couldn't help asking, "Do you like this street very much?"
"I don't like it, I'm just looking for a place to eat." His voice was calm, the same as usual.
In small cities during the Spring Festival, everyone goes to enjoy the holidays, and no one takes a possible business seriously. Most of the stores are closed, and the roads are deserted.
"I'm afraid it's hard to find a restaurant that's open today."
"No wonder my cousin said we came to eat, he had to tell the hotel in advance."
Gan Lu suggested: "It's better to go to the supermarket to buy something, and then go home and make it yourself."
Shang Xiuwen smiled slightly: "It is reasonable to say that this is a good opportunity for me to show off, but I have to confess that I have never cooked before."
"I'll do it. Don't expect too much. It's okay to fill your stomach."
The crazy shopping time before the festival has passed, and there are not many people in the supermarket.The two of them walked leisurely between the shelves pushing the shopping cart. Gan Lu asked Shang Xiuwen for advice when choosing food. He smiled and said, "I'm not picky about food. I basically eat everything."
Gan Lu thinks that people who answer like this are usually more picky, but she doesn't think about it too much, she just plans to finish the evening meal quickly and go back to their rooms.
When we returned to the villa, it was already dark. After turning on the lights, we saw that the large kitchen was decorated in a Chinese style. The floor was covered with bluestone slabs, and the central island-style bar and cabinet panels were all made of logs. The texture is delicate and heavy, so extravagant that it is unnecessary. The whole set of brand-new kitchen facilities are shining brightly, and it doesn't look like there has been fireworks in the world at all.Gan Lu was glad that she didn't plan to show off her cooking skills in a strange place, and bought the most basic ingredients.
She found all the kitchen utensils, washed and cut vegetables neatly, Shang Xiuwen let her be busy, and didn't even ask politely if there was anything he could do to help.She ignored him, and first made a simple assorted casserole to stew, and then fried frozen dumplings in a pan. When she turned her head, she saw Shang Xiuwen leaning against the door and looking at her. His focused expression was somewhat different from usual. Can't help wondering: "What's wrong?"
Shang Xiuwen smiled, looking at him from a distance of a huge kitchen, he looked relaxed, not as tense as when he was in the car: "It's nothing."
Gan Lu shrugged her shoulders in her heart, concentrated on the fried dumplings, turned them over and fried them until they were slightly browned, put them on a plate, and turned off the gas stove at the same time: "Where to eat?"
"That's all right here. If the two of us go to that restaurant, it will look even bigger and useless." Shang Xiuwen finally walked over and brought the casserole to the central bar. Sit across from a high bar chair.
"It's better for me to turn the customer into the master, please don't be polite and eat."
Three low-hanging tube lights illuminate the bar, and the steaming food looks more attractive under the lights.Gan Lu was determined not to let her appetite be affected, she didn't even look at Shang Xiuwen who was opposite, she filled herself a bowl of assorted soup and started eating.
"Your cooking skills are very good. I saw your cooking movements just now. I think if I go up to help you, I will definitely hinder you." Shang Xiuwen also started to eat, and he seemed to be eating deliciously.
Gan Lu smiled: "There is a favor you can do, wash the dishes later."
Shang Xiuwen was stunned for a moment, swallowed half of the dumpling, put down his chopsticks and wiped his mouth with a paper towel, he moved gracefully, and then smiled silently, the heat lingered between the two of them, his smile seemed a little erratic, Gan Lu However, he was hit by this warm smile again, so he had to lower his head to deal with the dumplings and assorted soup in front of him, trying to frighten his shaking heart, telling himself that he probably had too many thoughts, and that he would die for washing the dishes. It's a little bit of a hell of a laugh.
Shang Xiuwen applauded the venue and ate up the food in front of him, then packed up his things and went to wash the dishes.Gan Lu walked alone to the glass greenhouse built in the garden of the villa.The night before, she and Feng Yian's girlfriend Xin Chen lived in the same guest room on the second floor. Xin Chen casually mentioned that the conservatory in this house is really luxurious. The irises and rhododendrons in it bloom beautifully, and there are many rare orchids. have a look.
The door of the greenhouse opened as soon as it was pushed, and she casually pressed one of the switches beside it, only a few lights on one side were turned on, the light was not bright, but it was enough for her to see clearly.
This flower room is about 100 square meters. On one side are various orchids placed on high and low wooden shelves. On the other side, a blue-purple flower in full bloom is probably the iris that Xin Chen said. In the middle is a red rhododendron that is blooming lively. The flowers are very pleasing to the eye, but the temperature in the greenhouse is high and the humidity is high. After the airtight flower fragrance is mixed with the slightly corrupt soil smell, it forms a strange and unpleasant smell, which makes people feel a little dizzy. It is really not a place for leisurely strolling. place.
Gan Lu turned her hand back to turn off the light, intending to leave, but her fingers touched a warm hand. She turned her head suddenly in fright. Shang Xiuwen stood behind her at some point and held her hand tightly. Flicked a few switches.All of a sudden, soft music sounded in the greenhouse, and all the lights scattered around were turned on, the light was soft, and several windows around them opened automatically at the same time, allowing the fresh air to flow in.Gan Lu stared wide-eyed as if watching magic, and was about to speak when Shang Xiuwen gently pulled her into his arms with his hand, and his lips covered her slightly parted lips in surprise.
This kiss was more tossed and deeper than the one after the mine during the day, the surrounding flowers were faintly scented, and the music was finely fragmented.The influence of the environment on people's emotions is very subtle. Gan Lu only vaguely realized that at least a few minutes ago, she still decided to keep a distance from this man, but in the blink of an eye, she kissed so fascinatedly that she completely forgot herself.
Suddenly, two bright pillars of light swept into the greenhouse, and a car drove into the yard.Gan Lu was startled, and hurriedly broke away from the kiss, turned her head to look outside, the lights flashed, the car drove straight to the garage, and then stopped abruptly with a screeching brake sound.
Shang Xiuwen still embraced her, she turned her head to look, his eyes looked outside, a faint smile hung on the corner of his mouth, under the light, he looked extremely warm, as if there was brilliance flowing, she was stunned for a moment, stopped for a while, then Think of what to ask yourself: "Who?"
"It can only drive at this speed after coming in. It can only be my flirtatious cousin. Don't pay attention to him."
There was a burst of indulgent male and female laughter from a distance outside, and then it was quiet. Shang Xiuwen let her go, pressed a few switches again, the greenhouse windows were closed, and only a few lights in the four corners were left on, and then hugged a little girl. Gan Lu, who was cramped, sat on a rattan recliner on one side. This intimate position of cuddling her whole body made Gan Lu feel nervous. sit."
"Don't you want your cousin to see it?" Gan Lu laughed.
Shang Xiuwen smiled lightly, and said in a relaxed tone: "No, I can come and live here at any time, and he also knows that I am here. However, he rarely comes to the villa. I guess it is not my cousin who he brought back. Go in later to avoid embarrassing encounters."
Gan Lu didn't expect him to reveal the privacy of the family so frankly, so she had no choice but to refuse to comment.He hugged her, lying quietly, without any other movements, she relaxed: "After changing the air, I feel much better. I was just wondering, the greenhouse is so stuffy, and I can't stay there for a long time. Why did I put a chair here."
"My cousin is very romantic, and my uncle is a bit literary and elegant. He often drinks here and recites poems like 'A jug of wine among the flowers, drinking alone without a blind date'." Shang Xiuwen's voice was a little teasing explain.
"No wonder the home is decorated so classically, and there are so many calligraphy and paintings hanging there."
"He likes to collect calligraphy and painting, but the works of modern calligraphy and painting that are not very valuable are displayed here. The truly valuable parts are kept in a special collection room in the city, and he refuses to show them when he is idle. This villa is bought. It’s not very expensive, but it cost a lot of money to hire someone to design and decorate. I joked with him that the new paintings on the small tree walls are not old, and it’s not like a family.”
Gan Lu was a little amused: "If you continue to speak like this, it must be the tone of Mr. Beiwei Zhou."
Shang Xiuwen was startled, and Gan Lu could clearly feel the rise and fall of his chest. He was obviously smiling happily, and couldn't help wondering: "Hey, my words are not so funny."
He kissed her hair: "No, I think it's very interesting. It's true, there is no such thing as a family, but you can't put the signboard of the nouveau riche on your forehead. My uncle is okay, but he is a Confucian businessman, an amateur Time likes to attend calligraphy and painting auctions and raise signs, entertain painters, writers and scholars, and hang out in the literati circle, which is not too much, my cousin is really ostentatious in this small city."
Gan Lu has known him for more than a year, but this is the first time he has heard him talk about family affairs, and the words seem to be a bit critical, but the tone is very relaxed, almost condescending and aloof, she doesn't know what to say, so she just Be quiet and listen.
But Shang Xiuwen changed the topic: "It's a pity that you never drink, otherwise it would be nice for us to drink together here."
"You can bring a drink over here."
"Li Bai still wants to raise a glass to invite Mingyue, but if I drink it alone, it will become a boring drink, which is meaningless."
Gan Lu doesn't like to discuss drinking with others: "Did your uncle grow these flowers?"
"He doesn't have the time. There are gardeners here to take care of it. Now it's the Spring Festival, and the workers have gone back for vacation."
There was a moment of silence, and the soft music made the surroundings quieter. They could hear each other's breathing and heartbeat.Gan Lu was almost a little afraid of the silence. She wanted to find something to talk about, but she didn't know where to start. She looked at the transparent roof of the glass greenhouse with nothing to do. Seeing a crooked moon hanging in the sky, with the music and the flowers blooming around, the music is soft and the flowers are delicate, no matter what you say, it can be called a beautiful day.No matter how chaotic Gan Lu's thoughts were, she gradually calmed down, lying in his arms peacefully, unexpectedly gradually becoming a little drowsy.
She didn't know how long she had dozed off, but she opened her eyes after being startled suddenly, and looked at the man who was hugging her tightly with a little confusion. He also seemed to be asleep, breathing long and steadily.It was the first time for her to look at him so closely, his face looked relaxed in deep sleep, without the usual laziness and sense of distance, she could not help but be moved when she experienced the mutual dependence at this moment.
In the past, she only hugged and kissed Nie Qian, but although she was jerky, Nie Qian was not much better. Two inexperienced boys and girls fell in love. In the limited time together, Nie Qian acted urgently and restrained. There is no such peaceful and serene time together in memory.
The behavior of the man in front of her was a bit weird and unpredictable, but she was sure of one thing. He was not only good at kissing, but also good at controlling the situation, creating a suitable mood and atmosphere, and mobilizing her emotions calmly.
It would probably be a very pleasant thing to fall in love with such a man, but she was a little confused.Of course, she had joked with Qian Jiaxi that she wanted to enjoy the man's pursuit, but she was not sure if she could get away with it if she continued to deal with him with her limited experience.
She raised her eyes again and found that Shang Xiuwen had woken up at some point, looking at her thoughtfully, then raised her wrist to look at her watch: "It's getting late, let's go in."
After leaving the greenhouse, the cold wind outside made Gan Lu shiver. Shang Xiuwen hugged her and walked quickly into the villa. As soon as they entered the door, the two of them were stunned at the same time. Throwing it all the way, forming a messy and fragrant scene, Gan Lu slowly looked from the white cashmere coat and black windbreaker under her feet to the cashmere sweater, skirt, men's suit jacket, high-heeled leather boots, leather shoes, and underwear in front of her. ... When her eyes fell on the black fishnet stockings hanging on the handrail of the stairs, she couldn't help it anymore, and burst out laughing.Shang Xiuwen stroked his chin with a helpless expression on his face. After a while, he also smiled.
"Don't go to the upstairs bedroom today, go to sleep in the room next to me." He pointed to the left, "The second door, go, I'll get you the travel bag."
He walked upstairs with all kinds of clothes as if nothing had happened, without any intention of tidying up.
Gan Lu entered the room he was pointing to. The interior was different from the simple Western-style layout of the bedroom upstairs. It was full of antique Chinese-style furniture. The most striking thing was a mahogany bed with intricate carvings. It was covered with a dark blue silk satin quilt, which was too gorgeous. She smiled wryly when she saw it, and felt that she would be a little apprehensive when she went to sleep, fearing that she would suffer from insomnia.
A carved door on the side was pushed open, and Shang Xiuwen walked in with her travel bag. It turned out that there were two connected bedrooms sharing a bathroom.He smiled slightly: "You're not used to it, there's nothing you can do, it's better than going upstairs and bumping into an inappropriate scene."
He pointed her to the location of the bathroom, and told her to just use the facilities here with confidence, he would go to the study to read a book first, and use the public bathroom.After saying goodnight to her, he went out.
Gan Lu carried a copy of Agatha Christie's novel "Criminal Gang" with her. This book is composed of independent short stories, the plot is not coherent, and the reasoning is not very strong, but the writing is light and humorous, not scary and tense , very suitable for reading in piecemeal time in an unfamiliar environment.
After taking a bath, she leaned against the head of the bed and hugged the quilt to read a book, and was about to lie down when she fell asleep, but just a little sleepy, the door was pushed open suddenly, and a woman was wearing only a loose men's shirt and wavy curls. The young girl with long hair and two slender and straight legs looked at her face to face, and then exaggeratedly screamed: "Who are you?"
This kind of Chinese-style decoration, classic furniture, and the beauties who suddenly appeared, it is a bit of the mysterious atmosphere of Liaozhai.Gan Lu thought, sitting with her brocade quilt in her arms, and falling into the eyes of the other party, it might be weird. She didn't know what to say, so she just smiled: "Please knock on the door before entering, thank you."
The door connecting the two bedrooms was pushed open, Shang Xiuwen walked over upon hearing the sound, and glanced at the girl: "Miss, please go upstairs, don't just walk around in other people's homes."
"I... just came down to find some water to drink."
"The kitchen is obviously not here."
"Can't I just walk around?" The girl was obviously annoyed by his cold tone, and raised her voice to ask, "Who are you, and why are you at Mr. Wu's house?"
Shang Xiuwen frowned, and didn't look at her much: "Go and ask Wu Wei to come down, I have something to say to him."
The girl looked suspiciously at him and then at Gan Lu, then turned and left.Shang Xiuwen went to close the door, showing a little helplessness for the first time: "Sorry, I made you laugh."
Gan Lu thought that the villa was owned by his uncle, and he was just borrowing it. It was only natural for his cousin to come over. Although the woman he brought with him was obviously not his wife, it was just someone else's private matter, so there was no need to ask him to come down.However, she felt that she and Shang Xiuwen didn't have a friendship to talk about family affairs and give advice, so she just smiled slightly: "It's okay, I'm just going to sleep."
Shang Xiuwen turned off the light for her, and went back to her room. Gan Lu lay down, ready to count sheep and go to sleep.But the carved door is not soundproof. After a while, she could clearly hear a man walk into the next room and said with a smile, "Xiuwen, so you are still here. I thought you went hiking with your friends, and you will come back tomorrow." , and asked the hotel to prepare dinner for you tomorrow."
"Third brother, there has to be a limit to making trouble. You have only been married for half a year, and you bring women home. If you really want to be free, why do you need to marry a wife and go home?"
"You don't need to teach me." The man laughed, "I heard that you also brought girls to live here. If you don't go enjoy yourself, you have time to reason with me."
There was a moment of silence, and Shang Xiuwen's voice sounded again, "Third brother, I always feel that since we are married, we must respect marriage. Besides, this is a small city, you have to save some face for your cousin, her family is in J City She is also very respectable, and she is the only daughter. If you go on like this, you will cause trouble sooner or later. I don't want to say anything more, you should leave early tomorrow."
"All right, all right, you've been more antique than my father these past few years. Hey, is the girl you brought this time a girlfriend? You should have a girlfriend too, otherwise..."
Shang Xiuwen interrupted him: "Go up and rest, don't talk so much nonsense, and mind your own business."
It was quiet over there, and the silence in the villa area was very complete. Gan Lu counted the sheep, and she fell asleep after counting the number of sheep, and she slept very restlessly.When she was in the same room with Xin Chen the night before, they fell asleep after a few conversations. She couldn't simply attribute the insomnia that night to a strange room and a strange bed.
She clearly knew that Shang Xiuwen's kiss disturbed her heart.
Whenever a girl has been in love, even if that experience is light, she can't help but compare it with her current relationship, especially in the uncertain stage at the beginning of the relationship, which is beyond the scope of reason.
Gan Lu finds sadly that her love has never been complete.
Nie Qian was too focused on his future and had no time to pay attention to her; Shang Xiuwen didn't seem to have much enthusiasm for his career, but was very interested in life.
More importantly, she never saw him flirting with other people.
When they were not getting too close, she saw a beautiful girl coquettish and flirtatious with him.Qian Jiaxi couldn't bear to look at her anymore, and bit her ear and said, "This girl is too coquettish." But she just thought it was funny, because Shang Xiuwen was indifferent to him, and there was no hint of flirting with ordinary men in that circle , it was this serious gesture that made her have an initial fondness for him.
However, he was always a little distant from her, and he was never particularly close to her, even after the kiss.
She doesn't think a man with this attitude is serious about a relationship.
Qian Jiaxi tortured her: "This time, they must be really in love, and they are so intimate." She was referring to Shang Xiuwen's unabashed massage of Gan Lu's right shoulder in front of everyone.
"This week, I substitute for two teachers' classes. It happens that these classes require non-stop writing on the blackboard. The right shoulder is really sore. Maybe I will get frozen shoulder."
"Stop rambling on with me. When I asked you before, you always said that you are just ordinary friends. I haven't seen you asking other ordinary friends to give you a heterosexual massage."
"He just squeezed my shoulder for me. You don't have to be so erotic."
Qian Jiaxi smirked: "I don't know you yet? If it wasn't for a certain degree of intimacy, how could you let him pinch your shoulders. Come on, tell me frankly, what base are you at now?"
Gan Lu's face was flushed, but she didn't confess anything.It's not that she's being hypocritical with her old friend, but that she really has nothing to report.
After returning from J City, she and Shang Xiuwen only came on dates a little more frequently than before.He spoke as freely as ever, with a sort of unobtrusive slack, and he always listened to her with seriousness.Occasionally hugging and kissing, his kisses are still powerful and can make her heart sway, but he didn't make any further moves.
Gan Lu didn't need to use reasoning to understand that this man, like herself, was uncertain about their relationship, so she was not in a hurry to advance.
It's okay to go on like this. After all, Gan Lu is young and doesn't have any sense of urgency. However, a love without enthusiasm is not what she wants after all.Shang Xiuwen's calm attitude did not arouse her curiosity, but gradually made her a little impatient.
That day Shang Xiuwen picked her up, saying that he was having dinner with Feng Yian and his girlfriend, but when he got there, he saw Feng Yian alone.
"Where's Xin Chen?" Gan Lu asked casually, she had already had dinner with them several times, and she had a good impression of that beautiful and quiet girl.
Feng Yi'an replied sullenly: "She went hiking in Xinjiang with her friends, and she will come back in half a month. I just called to find out."
As a boyfriend, it is obviously not normal for him to receive the news after his girlfriend left.Gan Lu is curious, but she never gossips enough to get to the bottom of it.But during the meal, Feng Yi'an discussed with Shang Xiuwen while drinking: "I really don't understand this girl, since she agreed to go out on a blind date at home, she probably wants to have a boyfriend, but she is indifferent to everything, I don't think so. If you take the initiative to contact her, she will not contact me at all."
Shang Xiuwen was funny: "Yi'an, you have good conditions, but she is also a beautiful woman, why should she throw herself on you like a ball of fire, you have been spoiled by the girls you used to date."
"Isn't there too many beauties I've seen? She really isn't pretentious about her beauty. How to put it, she just doesn't have much interest in anything. No matter how romantic a show is given to her, she just expresses her appreciation and appreciation. Show surprise."
Gan Lu couldn't help being a little surprised.Of course, she and Xin Chen only met each other a few times and did not have a deep friendship, but when everyone gathered together, Xin Chen behaved generously and cheerfully, and was very gregarious. Although she did not get along with others, she had never been lonely and self-admired. , doesn't look like a girl who can be so calm and indifferent.
"You can stop it if you think it's inappropriate," Shang Xiuwen poured him a drink and said lazily, "I guess you hit the door panel, so you're not reconciled."
"Wrong, she didn't reject me. She just has nothing to do. She can communicate with her, and she has no objection to stopping it. This makes me unacceptable."
Gan Lu's heart skipped a beat, and she suddenly realized that the relationship between her and Shang Xiuwen seemed to be in the same state.She bowed her head and drank tea without saying a word, only listening to Shang Xiuwen say: "If you really think so, then I don't see the need to continue."
"That's why I'm hesitant. I haven't contacted her these days. I'm going to think about it. I didn't expect her to be more ruthless. Instead of looking for me, she went directly to Xinjiang. When I called her to question her, she answered really. Simply say that the reporting is mutual, she thinks I should be able to understand."
Shang Xiuwen laughed: "She's right. If you want to whet your appetite by playing vaping with others, you have to be prepared to be wowed by them. After all, this is a process of seeing who is more calm." .”
Gan Lu didn't pay much attention to what they said next, and just ate lazily on the sidelines.Feng Yi'an was full of thoughts, and asked them to accompany him to the bar for a drink after dinner. She never drank alcohol, and every time she went to the bar, it was just for fun, and she was inexplicably depressed that day, so she directly said that she wanted to go home first, without hindering their side Drinking while denouncing women.
Feng Yi'an laughed loudly: "Gan Lu is still sensible and considerate. Girls are too egotistical. Charming is charming, but it's also really terrible."
Gan Lu didn't think it was a compliment to herself, but she didn't plan to argue with the broken-hearted.Shang Xiuwen glanced at her, said nothing, drove her home first, and then drove Feng Yi'an away.
Although the hottest time in the area has passed, the heat has not disappeared and the weather is still hot.Gan Lu first changed into her jogging shoes and went for a jog along the lake. She came back to take a shower covered in sweat, put on her pajamas, and lay on the sofa to watch TV. Only then did she realize that most of the summer vacation had passed, and she had to go back to work soon. , to welcome the arrival of the new school year.And she and Shang Xiuwen have known each other for more than a year, and she suddenly lost the interest to continue.
This man clearly sees love too clearly. If Feng Yi'an's description of his girlfriend Xin Chen is not exaggerated, then Shang Xiuwen's behavior is actually no different from Xin Chen. He has been in love before and can maintain a new relationship Being objective and calm, you can control the initiative in your own hands.
Maybe love is just like what Shang Xiuwen said, if there is no love at first sight, then it is indeed a process of testing who is more calm, and whoever talks about love first will be at a disadvantage.But Gan Lu is not in the mood to play such a game of pretending to be calm, and she also believes that she can't play Shang Xiuwen.
She began to seriously think about how to break up with Shang Xiuwen.
However, she came to the conclusion almost without thinking about it, as long as she confessed to break up, Shang Xiuwen would probably just accept it calmly, and would definitely not be as angry and reluctant as Feng Yi'an.
Thinking of his kissing his smile, she felt a little bit reluctant.In the melancholy, she can only comfort herself: If you are obsessed with a relationship that you can't control at all, it's tantamount to taking drugs. Fortunately, you haven't fallen into it yet, so that's fine.
She planned to have a showdown with Shang Xiuwen the next day.
That night, Gan Lu turned off the TV and went back to the bedroom to lean on the bed to read a book. The intercom in the living room suddenly rang. She went out to answer it, but it was Shang Xiuwen: "I'm outside your building now, and suddenly I really want to see you."
He stayed in her rented place only to sit occasionally after sending her back. He never did this late at night. Uninvited guests came unannounced. She was a little surprised and opened the door to let him in. A pair of trousers were added under the pajamas to prevent the spring from leaking out, and the air conditioner in the living room was turned on.
After Shang Xiuwen came in, he sat lazily on the sofa: "Lulu, pour me some water, I'll listen to Yi An pour the bitter water and comfort him, I'm almost exhausted."
Gan Lu went to the kitchen to get homemade summer tea from the refrigerator, poured a cup for him, and he took a big sip: "It's delicious, what kind of drink is this?"
"I made my own honey mint tea."
"Could it be the mint growing on your balcony?"
When Shang Xiuwen came to pick her up one time, he saw that she had placed a few flower pots on the balcony connected to the living room, all of which were planted with neither flowering nor ornamental plants. He once asked her, and she told him that it was mint , not only easy to raise, but also has practical functions.
"Yes, I want to collect it anytime, it's very fresh."
"It's really capable." He admired, and patted the sofa beside him to signal her to sit down.
"You didn't drink too much, did you?" Gan Lu felt that his expression was somewhat strange.
He smiled and leaned back on the sofa: "Of course not. Now that the traffic is being rectified, there are policemen guarding the street every day to check for drunk driving. Besides, I have to send Yi'an home, who is very drunk. He really drank too much." , I took my mobile phone to call Xin Chen, but he kept dialing even though the phone was turned off, saying that he insisted on asking when she would come back, ha ha."
Gan Lu frowned, she didn't think it was funny for Feng Yi'an to reveal his true feelings.Shang Xiuwen looked at her sideways, as if aware of her faint displeasure, and reached out to hold her hand: "No, I didn't mean to laugh at Yi'an, otherwise I wouldn't be patient and sit with him until so late. I I just think that he didn't really fall in love with Xin Chen, and that he's feeling so uncomfortable now is just a little unwilling."
"In your opinion, what should it be like to truly fall in love?"
Shang Xiuwen's eyes dimmed, and then he smiled wryly: "I dug a big hole for myself, no matter what I say, it will probably make you feel that I don't really love you anymore."
Gan Lu smiled teasingly: "Don't worry, I'm very fair, and I won't force others to speak against their will." She reached for the glass, "Go get you another glass of water."
Before she got up, Shang Xiuwen hugged her, dragged her into his arms, and began to kiss her. After a brief shock, her first thought turned out to be: Would it be a little evil to break up after enjoying this kiss? ?
However, there is no such thing as a free dinner in the world. At first Shang Xiuwen kissed her as usual, but soon his kisses were different from usual.He pried open her lips and teeth, and besides the passionate intertwining of his tongue, he slipped his hand into her thin suspender pajamas, moving and stroking her smooth back. A farewell kiss from a man who is about to break up is really stupid.
In the middle of the night, Gan Lu looked at the sleeping man beside her, with a calm posture as if he had slept in her bed for countless nights.
Her closed and intact body had its first intruder, and she fell with little resistance.He first occupied her body, and now he occupied her bed and the sleep that belonged to her.
This thought was fleeting, and she smiled wryly, realizing that it was unfair to blame him for the half night that had just passed.
She couldn't say that she was seduced or invaded. Based on her understanding of Shang Xiuwen, she knew that as long as she stopped or showed unwillingness, Shang Xiuwen would definitely not continue.In fact, he has always been restrained and courteous, and he only had his first kiss after dating her for almost a year. Before tonight, his contact was limited to hugging and kissing. The kiss made her emotional, and he didn't take advantage of the situation to deepen it.
In the past, she only had a rather limited intuitive understanding of men's desires, which came from her ex-boyfriend Nie Qian.Talking about a relationship between two places with a busy boy with a clear goal, the needs of the body seem to be ignored, and when he comes back from vacation, it is just a date outside, and there is not much time and privacy for each other.
When she was a junior in college, she finally took the train with Qian Jiaxi to the big northern city where Nie Qian was studying during the November holiday. Nie Qian picked them up and arranged to stay in a hotel not far from the school. I rushed back to work in the sales department of a real estate company where I worked part-time.
Qian Jiaxi was a little unbelievable: "His financial situation should not be bad. He arranged for us to stay in a star-rated hotel for four to five hundred yuan a night. How could he go to work without accompanying his girlfriend who finally came here?"
Gan Lu was speechless to her question.Nie Qian's family background is only ordinary, but he told her that since he started working part-time, his sales performance has been very impressive and his income is quite good.She knew that his goal was never limited to a little income in front of him. According to common sense, she should appreciate his boyfriend's enthusiasm and dedication to work. However, after taking the train for more than ten hours, she was already exhausted. Qian Jiaxi's questioning, but she was really not interested in defending him.
Qian Jiaxi also has classmates studying there. She is always full of energy, and she goes out to meet classmates after a short rest.Gan Lu was sleeping alone in the hotel. At dusk, Nie Qian finally came back from get off work, took her out for dinner, and then went shopping downtown.She hadn't traveled much, and she couldn't help but feel fresh when seeing the scenery in other places. Finally, she cheered up again, took Nie Qian's arm, and played until late at night before returning to the hotel.
Nie Qian asked: "Why hasn't your classmate returned yet? You remind her to be careful."
"She sent me a text message, staying in the classmate's dormitory tonight, and won't come back."
Nie Qian was taken aback, and smiled: "Are you afraid of living alone?"
Gan Lu was not that delicate, but she acted like a baby to her boyfriend whom she hadn't seen for a long time: "Can you stay here with me?" Seeing a small spark in Nie Qian's eyes, she quickly said, " Just stay with me and don't do anything else."
The superfluous explanation behind her amused Nie Qian, but it also made his heart beat faster. No matter how stern he was, he was still a young man. He immediately hugged Gan Lu tightly and began to kiss her.
Qian Jiaxi reappeared the next day, and asked her cunningly as soon as she entered the door: "Did he stay here last night?"
She blushed and nodded to admit it, Qian Jiaxi laughed and reminded her: "You have taken measures, if you haven't, quickly take the medicine afterward."
The group entertainment in the girls' dormitory is to discuss the opposite sex. No matter whether you have experience or not, thanks to the Internet, everyone has a wealth of theoretical knowledge, and they all refuse to show weakness and act innocent. In fact, only a very small number of people have actual experience , the boldness of other people's speech and the cautious behavior form an interesting contrast.
Gan Lu was embarrassed: "We're fine."
Qian Jiaxi was incredulously amazed: "I'm so considerate, I specially made room for you to squeeze into the small beds in the student dormitory, and he can't bear it. It's the modern version of Liu Xiahui."
Gan Lu blushed and didn't speak. The night before, Nie Qian was really passionate. She couldn't believe that the boy who was usually cold, introverted and calm would be so excited and caress her so passionately.
They were all young and inexperienced, turned off the lights, and explored each other clumsily and timidly in the dark. Nie Qian saw her shrinking and timidity, and finally controlled himself, whispering in her ear: "Lulu , I won’t hurt you.” Then he hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear repeatedly, “I love you.”
Gan Lu couldn't share such intimate feelings with her friends, Qian Jiaxi smiled and said, "Well, I'll stay here tonight, so that you two don't have to torture each other."
For the next three days, they didn't spend the whole night together like that again.Nie Qian was still busy, he only took a day off before they left, took them to a scenic spot in the suburbs for a day, and then sent them to the train.
This kind of intimacy left a strong memory in her heart, which almost offset the sense of distance between the two of them for a long time.She began to long for Nie Qian to be together after graduation.However, near the end of the second semester of her junior year, Nie Qian told her that he decided to go to Shenzhen to work.
Only then did she realize that her memories and hopes were full of wishful thinking.She did think about what would happen if she gave her body to Nie Qian that night, but this assumption is bound to lead to nothing.Nie Qian will be responsible for her, which she can be sure of, but she has always felt that she can be responsible for her actions, and she does not care about a man's sense of responsibility.
The two continued to drag on, that night gradually eroded in the memory, without any magic power that once existed between them, she finally proposed to break up.
Gan Lu couldn't help but feel a strong sense of guilt when she couldn't help recalling her ex-boyfriend when there was a man lying beside her.She put on her pajamas, got out of bed and went to the kitchen, poured herself a cup of honey mint tea, took a big sip, swallowed the cold and sweet tea, and calmed down the turbulent thoughts in her heart.
The air conditioner in the living room is still on, and by the moonlight, you can see Shang Xiuwen's clothes and hers thrown everywhere. She unexpectedly remembered the glamorous scene she saw in Shang Xiuwen's uncle's villa in J City during the Spring Festival, and she couldn't help being dumbfounded laughed.
The man sleeping on the bed in her bedroom was not only a master kisser, but also experienced, and there was nothing clumsy about his demeanor.She was clearly aware of this, he was extremely gentle, eliminated her fear and hesitation, and aroused her enthusiasm and pleasure to the greatest extent, bringing her a perfect first night.In terms of her theoretical knowledge and communication with Qian Jiaxi, she couldn't have expected more.
However, she did feel empty and hesitant after such extreme physical intimacy.
A few hours ago, she had made up her mind to break up with him, but she was so entangled in the bed for no apparent reason. The irony in it made her unable to sleep peacefully after being extremely tired.
She packed up her clothes, sat down on the sofa, and said to herself, well, you have finally experienced a man, and according to Qian Jiaxi, your life has entered a new stage since then.Be honest with yourself, Gan Lu, you did enjoy it, why don't you continue to enjoy it?
Thinking of the showdown plan to break up, she had no choice but to show her hands, admitting that she was far from being independent enough to maintain her original idea, and ask him to put on his clothes and leave after he woke up, so as not to appear in front of her again.
(End of this chapter)
Gan Lu went upstairs and entered her room.The entire second floor is only designed as a spacious suite, and the study is connected to the bedroom, and the decoration is comfortable and low-key.After she moved in, the only change she made was to add a desk in the study, which occupied a window with Shang Xiuwen's desk.There is nothing on her desk except for a laptop, and Shang Xiuwen's desk is almost equivalent to a small office, complete with computers, fax machines, and printers, everything is neatly placed, but the fax machine is not usually connected , Shang Xiuwen would only occasionally stand by to receive documents.
She sat down on the sofa against the wall, threw down her purse, stretched her legs, and stared at the front in a daze.The mobile phone received a call back from Shang Xiuwen again.
"Lulu, why didn't you answer the phone?"
"I went to sing with Jiaxi and the others, but I didn't notice that the phone rang."
"Have fun, how does your wrist feel?"
"It's okay, the medicine feels a little numb and swollen after applying it, and it doesn't hurt much. I just got home. Xiuwen..." She called his name in a loud voice, but didn't know what to say next.
Shang Xiuwen waited for a while, then smiled softly: "Miss me?"
"Well, I missed you. When will you be back?"
"I have to fly to Beijing tomorrow morning. I think I will stay there for two or three days. When I come back, check your hands carefully. Don't force yourself these days, do you hear me?"
Gan Lu said "hmm" again: "You didn't travel so often before."
"Yes, there have been a lot of things recently, and I have too little time with you. After I have been busy for a while, I will make up for it and try to take you out for vacation during the winter vacation. Where do you want to go?"
"Can you go anywhere you want?"
"As long as it's not outer space." There was a smile in Shang Xiuwen's voice.
She thought for a while, "Actually, I have always wanted to go to England to see the places where crimes occurred in classic mystery novels, such as small villages, manors, castles, and the foggy streets of London."
"It's really the strangest reason to travel I've ever heard." Shang Xiuwen was amused and laughed again. Gan Lu could imagine that the corners of his mouth must be twitching at this time, and his eyes were slightly narrowed, revealing the charm that always fascinated her. There was a slight pain in my heart. "Well, as long as there is enough time, we will go to England."
"But it's expensive to go to England."
"It's not cheap, but I think we should still be able to afford it. And Shaokun has a house over there. He runs around the world, and it's vacant for at least ten months a year. We can live in his house." side."
Shang Shaokun is his distant cousin. His parents died when he was more than ten years old. Shang Xiuwen's father adopted him. He is only a few months older than Shang Xiuwen.When Shang Xiuwen took Gan Lu to the Maldives for their honeymoon two years ago, Shang Shaokun went to meet them on purpose. In Gan Lu's impression, he was a silent and handsome man.
Gan Lu remained silent for a while, then changed the subject: "Mom doesn't seem to be in good spirits or appetite these days. Remember to call her tomorrow to see if she needs to go to the hospital for a check-up. I can accompany her there."
"Okay, I will remember to tell her tomorrow, Lulu, my mother has a strong personality, and probably won't take the initiative to say anything, please help me pay more attention to her, and call me immediately if there is anything, I have to worry about you at home .”
"Both husband and wife, are you still so polite?"
"Well, you go to bed early." He paused for a while, then added softly, "I miss you."
After putting down the phone, Gan Lu felt tired, so she went directly to take a shower, and then went to bed.She picked up "The Daughter of Time" on the bedside table, turned to the bookmarked page, read a few lines, then closed it and put it back.She is in a mess today, and she is really not in the mood to read.
If what was spread out in front of her was a mystery novel she often read, and when a suspicious case appeared, everyone would have a motive, everyone would be suspicious, and every character would be destined to leave more or less clues.Readers, like the detectives in the book, have equal opportunities to get close to the final answer. Although it is written by a good writer, it is unlikely that readers will win the quiz and get the answer in advance, but the pleasure of reading One is to analyze and sort out those clues simultaneously with the detectives, and carry out logical reasoning in order to find the truth.
Gan Lu found bitterly that doubts appeared in her life, and she had various clues: Nie Qian's warning, her mother-in-law Wu Lijun's recent abnormal mood, Shang Xiuwen's erratic whereabouts, his ex-girlfriend He Jingyi's Strange and provocative, the news that Qin Zhan just revealed...
Yet no one can abstract life into a simple reasoning.
More importantly, there is a rule of reasoning novels, which is to avoid adding love elements to the story, so as to prevent irrational emotional factors from interfering with the purely rational deduction process.But now, the mystery Gan Lu is facing comes from her closest lover. She doesn't know what the mystery she wants to explore, let alone whether she needs to explore it. Even in novels, the truth is often ugly and ruthless. of.
Gan Lu turned off the bedside lamp and lay down.The floor lamp was dimly lit, making the darkness in the room not seem dense.At first she moved back reluctantly. She didn't like the light very much, and complained coquettishly to Shang Xiuwen: "This light interferes with my sleep."
Shang Xiuwen hugged her and turned her over, and let her lie on his right side: "I will let you focus on me on the bed, and you won't realize the existence of the light at all. When you wake up, this light will be very useful."
Indeed, lying on his right side, he couldn't see the ground lamp, and when his body covered him and kissed one after another, it completely covered that little light.
When she occasionally woke up in the middle of the night, she also realized the benefits of having a floor lamp.
However, now that she is alone, she has lost the enjoyment and composure she once had. The disordered state of mind at this moment made her involuntarily think of the beginning with Shang Xiuwen again.
Although the deep kiss at the back mountain of the mining area museum in the outskirts of J city was long and passionate, the two of them didn't seem to be in a state of love logically.
After Shang Xiuwen let go of Gan Lu, his expression was serious, and he seemed to be a little absent-minded. His appearance managed to free Gan Lu from the emotional state of confusion, and the two separated a little distance. He didn't say anything after getting in the car.
Gan Lu leaned her head on the back of the chair, just looking out of the car window, without a single thought forming in her head.It wasn't until the car drove past the same place for the third time that she couldn't help asking, "Do you like this street very much?"
"I don't like it, I'm just looking for a place to eat." His voice was calm, the same as usual.
In small cities during the Spring Festival, everyone goes to enjoy the holidays, and no one takes a possible business seriously. Most of the stores are closed, and the roads are deserted.
"I'm afraid it's hard to find a restaurant that's open today."
"No wonder my cousin said we came to eat, he had to tell the hotel in advance."
Gan Lu suggested: "It's better to go to the supermarket to buy something, and then go home and make it yourself."
Shang Xiuwen smiled slightly: "It is reasonable to say that this is a good opportunity for me to show off, but I have to confess that I have never cooked before."
"I'll do it. Don't expect too much. It's okay to fill your stomach."
The crazy shopping time before the festival has passed, and there are not many people in the supermarket.The two of them walked leisurely between the shelves pushing the shopping cart. Gan Lu asked Shang Xiuwen for advice when choosing food. He smiled and said, "I'm not picky about food. I basically eat everything."
Gan Lu thinks that people who answer like this are usually more picky, but she doesn't think about it too much, she just plans to finish the evening meal quickly and go back to their rooms.
When we returned to the villa, it was already dark. After turning on the lights, we saw that the large kitchen was decorated in a Chinese style. The floor was covered with bluestone slabs, and the central island-style bar and cabinet panels were all made of logs. The texture is delicate and heavy, so extravagant that it is unnecessary. The whole set of brand-new kitchen facilities are shining brightly, and it doesn't look like there has been fireworks in the world at all.Gan Lu was glad that she didn't plan to show off her cooking skills in a strange place, and bought the most basic ingredients.
She found all the kitchen utensils, washed and cut vegetables neatly, Shang Xiuwen let her be busy, and didn't even ask politely if there was anything he could do to help.She ignored him, and first made a simple assorted casserole to stew, and then fried frozen dumplings in a pan. When she turned her head, she saw Shang Xiuwen leaning against the door and looking at her. His focused expression was somewhat different from usual. Can't help wondering: "What's wrong?"
Shang Xiuwen smiled, looking at him from a distance of a huge kitchen, he looked relaxed, not as tense as when he was in the car: "It's nothing."
Gan Lu shrugged her shoulders in her heart, concentrated on the fried dumplings, turned them over and fried them until they were slightly browned, put them on a plate, and turned off the gas stove at the same time: "Where to eat?"
"That's all right here. If the two of us go to that restaurant, it will look even bigger and useless." Shang Xiuwen finally walked over and brought the casserole to the central bar. Sit across from a high bar chair.
"It's better for me to turn the customer into the master, please don't be polite and eat."
Three low-hanging tube lights illuminate the bar, and the steaming food looks more attractive under the lights.Gan Lu was determined not to let her appetite be affected, she didn't even look at Shang Xiuwen who was opposite, she filled herself a bowl of assorted soup and started eating.
"Your cooking skills are very good. I saw your cooking movements just now. I think if I go up to help you, I will definitely hinder you." Shang Xiuwen also started to eat, and he seemed to be eating deliciously.
Gan Lu smiled: "There is a favor you can do, wash the dishes later."
Shang Xiuwen was stunned for a moment, swallowed half of the dumpling, put down his chopsticks and wiped his mouth with a paper towel, he moved gracefully, and then smiled silently, the heat lingered between the two of them, his smile seemed a little erratic, Gan Lu However, he was hit by this warm smile again, so he had to lower his head to deal with the dumplings and assorted soup in front of him, trying to frighten his shaking heart, telling himself that he probably had too many thoughts, and that he would die for washing the dishes. It's a little bit of a hell of a laugh.
Shang Xiuwen applauded the venue and ate up the food in front of him, then packed up his things and went to wash the dishes.Gan Lu walked alone to the glass greenhouse built in the garden of the villa.The night before, she and Feng Yian's girlfriend Xin Chen lived in the same guest room on the second floor. Xin Chen casually mentioned that the conservatory in this house is really luxurious. The irises and rhododendrons in it bloom beautifully, and there are many rare orchids. have a look.
The door of the greenhouse opened as soon as it was pushed, and she casually pressed one of the switches beside it, only a few lights on one side were turned on, the light was not bright, but it was enough for her to see clearly.
This flower room is about 100 square meters. On one side are various orchids placed on high and low wooden shelves. On the other side, a blue-purple flower in full bloom is probably the iris that Xin Chen said. In the middle is a red rhododendron that is blooming lively. The flowers are very pleasing to the eye, but the temperature in the greenhouse is high and the humidity is high. After the airtight flower fragrance is mixed with the slightly corrupt soil smell, it forms a strange and unpleasant smell, which makes people feel a little dizzy. It is really not a place for leisurely strolling. place.
Gan Lu turned her hand back to turn off the light, intending to leave, but her fingers touched a warm hand. She turned her head suddenly in fright. Shang Xiuwen stood behind her at some point and held her hand tightly. Flicked a few switches.All of a sudden, soft music sounded in the greenhouse, and all the lights scattered around were turned on, the light was soft, and several windows around them opened automatically at the same time, allowing the fresh air to flow in.Gan Lu stared wide-eyed as if watching magic, and was about to speak when Shang Xiuwen gently pulled her into his arms with his hand, and his lips covered her slightly parted lips in surprise.
This kiss was more tossed and deeper than the one after the mine during the day, the surrounding flowers were faintly scented, and the music was finely fragmented.The influence of the environment on people's emotions is very subtle. Gan Lu only vaguely realized that at least a few minutes ago, she still decided to keep a distance from this man, but in the blink of an eye, she kissed so fascinatedly that she completely forgot herself.
Suddenly, two bright pillars of light swept into the greenhouse, and a car drove into the yard.Gan Lu was startled, and hurriedly broke away from the kiss, turned her head to look outside, the lights flashed, the car drove straight to the garage, and then stopped abruptly with a screeching brake sound.
Shang Xiuwen still embraced her, she turned her head to look, his eyes looked outside, a faint smile hung on the corner of his mouth, under the light, he looked extremely warm, as if there was brilliance flowing, she was stunned for a moment, stopped for a while, then Think of what to ask yourself: "Who?"
"It can only drive at this speed after coming in. It can only be my flirtatious cousin. Don't pay attention to him."
There was a burst of indulgent male and female laughter from a distance outside, and then it was quiet. Shang Xiuwen let her go, pressed a few switches again, the greenhouse windows were closed, and only a few lights in the four corners were left on, and then hugged a little girl. Gan Lu, who was cramped, sat on a rattan recliner on one side. This intimate position of cuddling her whole body made Gan Lu feel nervous. sit."
"Don't you want your cousin to see it?" Gan Lu laughed.
Shang Xiuwen smiled lightly, and said in a relaxed tone: "No, I can come and live here at any time, and he also knows that I am here. However, he rarely comes to the villa. I guess it is not my cousin who he brought back. Go in later to avoid embarrassing encounters."
Gan Lu didn't expect him to reveal the privacy of the family so frankly, so she had no choice but to refuse to comment.He hugged her, lying quietly, without any other movements, she relaxed: "After changing the air, I feel much better. I was just wondering, the greenhouse is so stuffy, and I can't stay there for a long time. Why did I put a chair here."
"My cousin is very romantic, and my uncle is a bit literary and elegant. He often drinks here and recites poems like 'A jug of wine among the flowers, drinking alone without a blind date'." Shang Xiuwen's voice was a little teasing explain.
"No wonder the home is decorated so classically, and there are so many calligraphy and paintings hanging there."
"He likes to collect calligraphy and painting, but the works of modern calligraphy and painting that are not very valuable are displayed here. The truly valuable parts are kept in a special collection room in the city, and he refuses to show them when he is idle. This villa is bought. It’s not very expensive, but it cost a lot of money to hire someone to design and decorate. I joked with him that the new paintings on the small tree walls are not old, and it’s not like a family.”
Gan Lu was a little amused: "If you continue to speak like this, it must be the tone of Mr. Beiwei Zhou."
Shang Xiuwen was startled, and Gan Lu could clearly feel the rise and fall of his chest. He was obviously smiling happily, and couldn't help wondering: "Hey, my words are not so funny."
He kissed her hair: "No, I think it's very interesting. It's true, there is no such thing as a family, but you can't put the signboard of the nouveau riche on your forehead. My uncle is okay, but he is a Confucian businessman, an amateur Time likes to attend calligraphy and painting auctions and raise signs, entertain painters, writers and scholars, and hang out in the literati circle, which is not too much, my cousin is really ostentatious in this small city."
Gan Lu has known him for more than a year, but this is the first time he has heard him talk about family affairs, and the words seem to be a bit critical, but the tone is very relaxed, almost condescending and aloof, she doesn't know what to say, so she just Be quiet and listen.
But Shang Xiuwen changed the topic: "It's a pity that you never drink, otherwise it would be nice for us to drink together here."
"You can bring a drink over here."
"Li Bai still wants to raise a glass to invite Mingyue, but if I drink it alone, it will become a boring drink, which is meaningless."
Gan Lu doesn't like to discuss drinking with others: "Did your uncle grow these flowers?"
"He doesn't have the time. There are gardeners here to take care of it. Now it's the Spring Festival, and the workers have gone back for vacation."
There was a moment of silence, and the soft music made the surroundings quieter. They could hear each other's breathing and heartbeat.Gan Lu was almost a little afraid of the silence. She wanted to find something to talk about, but she didn't know where to start. She looked at the transparent roof of the glass greenhouse with nothing to do. Seeing a crooked moon hanging in the sky, with the music and the flowers blooming around, the music is soft and the flowers are delicate, no matter what you say, it can be called a beautiful day.No matter how chaotic Gan Lu's thoughts were, she gradually calmed down, lying in his arms peacefully, unexpectedly gradually becoming a little drowsy.
She didn't know how long she had dozed off, but she opened her eyes after being startled suddenly, and looked at the man who was hugging her tightly with a little confusion. He also seemed to be asleep, breathing long and steadily.It was the first time for her to look at him so closely, his face looked relaxed in deep sleep, without the usual laziness and sense of distance, she could not help but be moved when she experienced the mutual dependence at this moment.
In the past, she only hugged and kissed Nie Qian, but although she was jerky, Nie Qian was not much better. Two inexperienced boys and girls fell in love. In the limited time together, Nie Qian acted urgently and restrained. There is no such peaceful and serene time together in memory.
The behavior of the man in front of her was a bit weird and unpredictable, but she was sure of one thing. He was not only good at kissing, but also good at controlling the situation, creating a suitable mood and atmosphere, and mobilizing her emotions calmly.
It would probably be a very pleasant thing to fall in love with such a man, but she was a little confused.Of course, she had joked with Qian Jiaxi that she wanted to enjoy the man's pursuit, but she was not sure if she could get away with it if she continued to deal with him with her limited experience.
She raised her eyes again and found that Shang Xiuwen had woken up at some point, looking at her thoughtfully, then raised her wrist to look at her watch: "It's getting late, let's go in."
After leaving the greenhouse, the cold wind outside made Gan Lu shiver. Shang Xiuwen hugged her and walked quickly into the villa. As soon as they entered the door, the two of them were stunned at the same time. Throwing it all the way, forming a messy and fragrant scene, Gan Lu slowly looked from the white cashmere coat and black windbreaker under her feet to the cashmere sweater, skirt, men's suit jacket, high-heeled leather boots, leather shoes, and underwear in front of her. ... When her eyes fell on the black fishnet stockings hanging on the handrail of the stairs, she couldn't help it anymore, and burst out laughing.Shang Xiuwen stroked his chin with a helpless expression on his face. After a while, he also smiled.
"Don't go to the upstairs bedroom today, go to sleep in the room next to me." He pointed to the left, "The second door, go, I'll get you the travel bag."
He walked upstairs with all kinds of clothes as if nothing had happened, without any intention of tidying up.
Gan Lu entered the room he was pointing to. The interior was different from the simple Western-style layout of the bedroom upstairs. It was full of antique Chinese-style furniture. The most striking thing was a mahogany bed with intricate carvings. It was covered with a dark blue silk satin quilt, which was too gorgeous. She smiled wryly when she saw it, and felt that she would be a little apprehensive when she went to sleep, fearing that she would suffer from insomnia.
A carved door on the side was pushed open, and Shang Xiuwen walked in with her travel bag. It turned out that there were two connected bedrooms sharing a bathroom.He smiled slightly: "You're not used to it, there's nothing you can do, it's better than going upstairs and bumping into an inappropriate scene."
He pointed her to the location of the bathroom, and told her to just use the facilities here with confidence, he would go to the study to read a book first, and use the public bathroom.After saying goodnight to her, he went out.
Gan Lu carried a copy of Agatha Christie's novel "Criminal Gang" with her. This book is composed of independent short stories, the plot is not coherent, and the reasoning is not very strong, but the writing is light and humorous, not scary and tense , very suitable for reading in piecemeal time in an unfamiliar environment.
After taking a bath, she leaned against the head of the bed and hugged the quilt to read a book, and was about to lie down when she fell asleep, but just a little sleepy, the door was pushed open suddenly, and a woman was wearing only a loose men's shirt and wavy curls. The young girl with long hair and two slender and straight legs looked at her face to face, and then exaggeratedly screamed: "Who are you?"
This kind of Chinese-style decoration, classic furniture, and the beauties who suddenly appeared, it is a bit of the mysterious atmosphere of Liaozhai.Gan Lu thought, sitting with her brocade quilt in her arms, and falling into the eyes of the other party, it might be weird. She didn't know what to say, so she just smiled: "Please knock on the door before entering, thank you."
The door connecting the two bedrooms was pushed open, Shang Xiuwen walked over upon hearing the sound, and glanced at the girl: "Miss, please go upstairs, don't just walk around in other people's homes."
"I... just came down to find some water to drink."
"The kitchen is obviously not here."
"Can't I just walk around?" The girl was obviously annoyed by his cold tone, and raised her voice to ask, "Who are you, and why are you at Mr. Wu's house?"
Shang Xiuwen frowned, and didn't look at her much: "Go and ask Wu Wei to come down, I have something to say to him."
The girl looked suspiciously at him and then at Gan Lu, then turned and left.Shang Xiuwen went to close the door, showing a little helplessness for the first time: "Sorry, I made you laugh."
Gan Lu thought that the villa was owned by his uncle, and he was just borrowing it. It was only natural for his cousin to come over. Although the woman he brought with him was obviously not his wife, it was just someone else's private matter, so there was no need to ask him to come down.However, she felt that she and Shang Xiuwen didn't have a friendship to talk about family affairs and give advice, so she just smiled slightly: "It's okay, I'm just going to sleep."
Shang Xiuwen turned off the light for her, and went back to her room. Gan Lu lay down, ready to count sheep and go to sleep.But the carved door is not soundproof. After a while, she could clearly hear a man walk into the next room and said with a smile, "Xiuwen, so you are still here. I thought you went hiking with your friends, and you will come back tomorrow." , and asked the hotel to prepare dinner for you tomorrow."
"Third brother, there has to be a limit to making trouble. You have only been married for half a year, and you bring women home. If you really want to be free, why do you need to marry a wife and go home?"
"You don't need to teach me." The man laughed, "I heard that you also brought girls to live here. If you don't go enjoy yourself, you have time to reason with me."
There was a moment of silence, and Shang Xiuwen's voice sounded again, "Third brother, I always feel that since we are married, we must respect marriage. Besides, this is a small city, you have to save some face for your cousin, her family is in J City She is also very respectable, and she is the only daughter. If you go on like this, you will cause trouble sooner or later. I don't want to say anything more, you should leave early tomorrow."
"All right, all right, you've been more antique than my father these past few years. Hey, is the girl you brought this time a girlfriend? You should have a girlfriend too, otherwise..."
Shang Xiuwen interrupted him: "Go up and rest, don't talk so much nonsense, and mind your own business."
It was quiet over there, and the silence in the villa area was very complete. Gan Lu counted the sheep, and she fell asleep after counting the number of sheep, and she slept very restlessly.When she was in the same room with Xin Chen the night before, they fell asleep after a few conversations. She couldn't simply attribute the insomnia that night to a strange room and a strange bed.
She clearly knew that Shang Xiuwen's kiss disturbed her heart.
Whenever a girl has been in love, even if that experience is light, she can't help but compare it with her current relationship, especially in the uncertain stage at the beginning of the relationship, which is beyond the scope of reason.
Gan Lu finds sadly that her love has never been complete.
Nie Qian was too focused on his future and had no time to pay attention to her; Shang Xiuwen didn't seem to have much enthusiasm for his career, but was very interested in life.
More importantly, she never saw him flirting with other people.
When they were not getting too close, she saw a beautiful girl coquettish and flirtatious with him.Qian Jiaxi couldn't bear to look at her anymore, and bit her ear and said, "This girl is too coquettish." But she just thought it was funny, because Shang Xiuwen was indifferent to him, and there was no hint of flirting with ordinary men in that circle , it was this serious gesture that made her have an initial fondness for him.
However, he was always a little distant from her, and he was never particularly close to her, even after the kiss.
She doesn't think a man with this attitude is serious about a relationship.
Qian Jiaxi tortured her: "This time, they must be really in love, and they are so intimate." She was referring to Shang Xiuwen's unabashed massage of Gan Lu's right shoulder in front of everyone.
"This week, I substitute for two teachers' classes. It happens that these classes require non-stop writing on the blackboard. The right shoulder is really sore. Maybe I will get frozen shoulder."
"Stop rambling on with me. When I asked you before, you always said that you are just ordinary friends. I haven't seen you asking other ordinary friends to give you a heterosexual massage."
"He just squeezed my shoulder for me. You don't have to be so erotic."
Qian Jiaxi smirked: "I don't know you yet? If it wasn't for a certain degree of intimacy, how could you let him pinch your shoulders. Come on, tell me frankly, what base are you at now?"
Gan Lu's face was flushed, but she didn't confess anything.It's not that she's being hypocritical with her old friend, but that she really has nothing to report.
After returning from J City, she and Shang Xiuwen only came on dates a little more frequently than before.He spoke as freely as ever, with a sort of unobtrusive slack, and he always listened to her with seriousness.Occasionally hugging and kissing, his kisses are still powerful and can make her heart sway, but he didn't make any further moves.
Gan Lu didn't need to use reasoning to understand that this man, like herself, was uncertain about their relationship, so she was not in a hurry to advance.
It's okay to go on like this. After all, Gan Lu is young and doesn't have any sense of urgency. However, a love without enthusiasm is not what she wants after all.Shang Xiuwen's calm attitude did not arouse her curiosity, but gradually made her a little impatient.
That day Shang Xiuwen picked her up, saying that he was having dinner with Feng Yian and his girlfriend, but when he got there, he saw Feng Yian alone.
"Where's Xin Chen?" Gan Lu asked casually, she had already had dinner with them several times, and she had a good impression of that beautiful and quiet girl.
Feng Yi'an replied sullenly: "She went hiking in Xinjiang with her friends, and she will come back in half a month. I just called to find out."
As a boyfriend, it is obviously not normal for him to receive the news after his girlfriend left.Gan Lu is curious, but she never gossips enough to get to the bottom of it.But during the meal, Feng Yi'an discussed with Shang Xiuwen while drinking: "I really don't understand this girl, since she agreed to go out on a blind date at home, she probably wants to have a boyfriend, but she is indifferent to everything, I don't think so. If you take the initiative to contact her, she will not contact me at all."
Shang Xiuwen was funny: "Yi'an, you have good conditions, but she is also a beautiful woman, why should she throw herself on you like a ball of fire, you have been spoiled by the girls you used to date."
"Isn't there too many beauties I've seen? She really isn't pretentious about her beauty. How to put it, she just doesn't have much interest in anything. No matter how romantic a show is given to her, she just expresses her appreciation and appreciation. Show surprise."
Gan Lu couldn't help being a little surprised.Of course, she and Xin Chen only met each other a few times and did not have a deep friendship, but when everyone gathered together, Xin Chen behaved generously and cheerfully, and was very gregarious. Although she did not get along with others, she had never been lonely and self-admired. , doesn't look like a girl who can be so calm and indifferent.
"You can stop it if you think it's inappropriate," Shang Xiuwen poured him a drink and said lazily, "I guess you hit the door panel, so you're not reconciled."
"Wrong, she didn't reject me. She just has nothing to do. She can communicate with her, and she has no objection to stopping it. This makes me unacceptable."
Gan Lu's heart skipped a beat, and she suddenly realized that the relationship between her and Shang Xiuwen seemed to be in the same state.She bowed her head and drank tea without saying a word, only listening to Shang Xiuwen say: "If you really think so, then I don't see the need to continue."
"That's why I'm hesitant. I haven't contacted her these days. I'm going to think about it. I didn't expect her to be more ruthless. Instead of looking for me, she went directly to Xinjiang. When I called her to question her, she answered really. Simply say that the reporting is mutual, she thinks I should be able to understand."
Shang Xiuwen laughed: "She's right. If you want to whet your appetite by playing vaping with others, you have to be prepared to be wowed by them. After all, this is a process of seeing who is more calm." .”
Gan Lu didn't pay much attention to what they said next, and just ate lazily on the sidelines.Feng Yi'an was full of thoughts, and asked them to accompany him to the bar for a drink after dinner. She never drank alcohol, and every time she went to the bar, it was just for fun, and she was inexplicably depressed that day, so she directly said that she wanted to go home first, without hindering their side Drinking while denouncing women.
Feng Yi'an laughed loudly: "Gan Lu is still sensible and considerate. Girls are too egotistical. Charming is charming, but it's also really terrible."
Gan Lu didn't think it was a compliment to herself, but she didn't plan to argue with the broken-hearted.Shang Xiuwen glanced at her, said nothing, drove her home first, and then drove Feng Yi'an away.
Although the hottest time in the area has passed, the heat has not disappeared and the weather is still hot.Gan Lu first changed into her jogging shoes and went for a jog along the lake. She came back to take a shower covered in sweat, put on her pajamas, and lay on the sofa to watch TV. Only then did she realize that most of the summer vacation had passed, and she had to go back to work soon. , to welcome the arrival of the new school year.And she and Shang Xiuwen have known each other for more than a year, and she suddenly lost the interest to continue.
This man clearly sees love too clearly. If Feng Yi'an's description of his girlfriend Xin Chen is not exaggerated, then Shang Xiuwen's behavior is actually no different from Xin Chen. He has been in love before and can maintain a new relationship Being objective and calm, you can control the initiative in your own hands.
Maybe love is just like what Shang Xiuwen said, if there is no love at first sight, then it is indeed a process of testing who is more calm, and whoever talks about love first will be at a disadvantage.But Gan Lu is not in the mood to play such a game of pretending to be calm, and she also believes that she can't play Shang Xiuwen.
She began to seriously think about how to break up with Shang Xiuwen.
However, she came to the conclusion almost without thinking about it, as long as she confessed to break up, Shang Xiuwen would probably just accept it calmly, and would definitely not be as angry and reluctant as Feng Yi'an.
Thinking of his kissing his smile, she felt a little bit reluctant.In the melancholy, she can only comfort herself: If you are obsessed with a relationship that you can't control at all, it's tantamount to taking drugs. Fortunately, you haven't fallen into it yet, so that's fine.
She planned to have a showdown with Shang Xiuwen the next day.
That night, Gan Lu turned off the TV and went back to the bedroom to lean on the bed to read a book. The intercom in the living room suddenly rang. She went out to answer it, but it was Shang Xiuwen: "I'm outside your building now, and suddenly I really want to see you."
He stayed in her rented place only to sit occasionally after sending her back. He never did this late at night. Uninvited guests came unannounced. She was a little surprised and opened the door to let him in. A pair of trousers were added under the pajamas to prevent the spring from leaking out, and the air conditioner in the living room was turned on.
After Shang Xiuwen came in, he sat lazily on the sofa: "Lulu, pour me some water, I'll listen to Yi An pour the bitter water and comfort him, I'm almost exhausted."
Gan Lu went to the kitchen to get homemade summer tea from the refrigerator, poured a cup for him, and he took a big sip: "It's delicious, what kind of drink is this?"
"I made my own honey mint tea."
"Could it be the mint growing on your balcony?"
When Shang Xiuwen came to pick her up one time, he saw that she had placed a few flower pots on the balcony connected to the living room, all of which were planted with neither flowering nor ornamental plants. He once asked her, and she told him that it was mint , not only easy to raise, but also has practical functions.
"Yes, I want to collect it anytime, it's very fresh."
"It's really capable." He admired, and patted the sofa beside him to signal her to sit down.
"You didn't drink too much, did you?" Gan Lu felt that his expression was somewhat strange.
He smiled and leaned back on the sofa: "Of course not. Now that the traffic is being rectified, there are policemen guarding the street every day to check for drunk driving. Besides, I have to send Yi'an home, who is very drunk. He really drank too much." , I took my mobile phone to call Xin Chen, but he kept dialing even though the phone was turned off, saying that he insisted on asking when she would come back, ha ha."
Gan Lu frowned, she didn't think it was funny for Feng Yi'an to reveal his true feelings.Shang Xiuwen looked at her sideways, as if aware of her faint displeasure, and reached out to hold her hand: "No, I didn't mean to laugh at Yi'an, otherwise I wouldn't be patient and sit with him until so late. I I just think that he didn't really fall in love with Xin Chen, and that he's feeling so uncomfortable now is just a little unwilling."
"In your opinion, what should it be like to truly fall in love?"
Shang Xiuwen's eyes dimmed, and then he smiled wryly: "I dug a big hole for myself, no matter what I say, it will probably make you feel that I don't really love you anymore."
Gan Lu smiled teasingly: "Don't worry, I'm very fair, and I won't force others to speak against their will." She reached for the glass, "Go get you another glass of water."
Before she got up, Shang Xiuwen hugged her, dragged her into his arms, and began to kiss her. After a brief shock, her first thought turned out to be: Would it be a little evil to break up after enjoying this kiss? ?
However, there is no such thing as a free dinner in the world. At first Shang Xiuwen kissed her as usual, but soon his kisses were different from usual.He pried open her lips and teeth, and besides the passionate intertwining of his tongue, he slipped his hand into her thin suspender pajamas, moving and stroking her smooth back. A farewell kiss from a man who is about to break up is really stupid.
In the middle of the night, Gan Lu looked at the sleeping man beside her, with a calm posture as if he had slept in her bed for countless nights.
Her closed and intact body had its first intruder, and she fell with little resistance.He first occupied her body, and now he occupied her bed and the sleep that belonged to her.
This thought was fleeting, and she smiled wryly, realizing that it was unfair to blame him for the half night that had just passed.
She couldn't say that she was seduced or invaded. Based on her understanding of Shang Xiuwen, she knew that as long as she stopped or showed unwillingness, Shang Xiuwen would definitely not continue.In fact, he has always been restrained and courteous, and he only had his first kiss after dating her for almost a year. Before tonight, his contact was limited to hugging and kissing. The kiss made her emotional, and he didn't take advantage of the situation to deepen it.
In the past, she only had a rather limited intuitive understanding of men's desires, which came from her ex-boyfriend Nie Qian.Talking about a relationship between two places with a busy boy with a clear goal, the needs of the body seem to be ignored, and when he comes back from vacation, it is just a date outside, and there is not much time and privacy for each other.
When she was a junior in college, she finally took the train with Qian Jiaxi to the big northern city where Nie Qian was studying during the November holiday. Nie Qian picked them up and arranged to stay in a hotel not far from the school. I rushed back to work in the sales department of a real estate company where I worked part-time.
Qian Jiaxi was a little unbelievable: "His financial situation should not be bad. He arranged for us to stay in a star-rated hotel for four to five hundred yuan a night. How could he go to work without accompanying his girlfriend who finally came here?"
Gan Lu was speechless to her question.Nie Qian's family background is only ordinary, but he told her that since he started working part-time, his sales performance has been very impressive and his income is quite good.She knew that his goal was never limited to a little income in front of him. According to common sense, she should appreciate his boyfriend's enthusiasm and dedication to work. However, after taking the train for more than ten hours, she was already exhausted. Qian Jiaxi's questioning, but she was really not interested in defending him.
Qian Jiaxi also has classmates studying there. She is always full of energy, and she goes out to meet classmates after a short rest.Gan Lu was sleeping alone in the hotel. At dusk, Nie Qian finally came back from get off work, took her out for dinner, and then went shopping downtown.She hadn't traveled much, and she couldn't help but feel fresh when seeing the scenery in other places. Finally, she cheered up again, took Nie Qian's arm, and played until late at night before returning to the hotel.
Nie Qian asked: "Why hasn't your classmate returned yet? You remind her to be careful."
"She sent me a text message, staying in the classmate's dormitory tonight, and won't come back."
Nie Qian was taken aback, and smiled: "Are you afraid of living alone?"
Gan Lu was not that delicate, but she acted like a baby to her boyfriend whom she hadn't seen for a long time: "Can you stay here with me?" Seeing a small spark in Nie Qian's eyes, she quickly said, " Just stay with me and don't do anything else."
The superfluous explanation behind her amused Nie Qian, but it also made his heart beat faster. No matter how stern he was, he was still a young man. He immediately hugged Gan Lu tightly and began to kiss her.
Qian Jiaxi reappeared the next day, and asked her cunningly as soon as she entered the door: "Did he stay here last night?"
She blushed and nodded to admit it, Qian Jiaxi laughed and reminded her: "You have taken measures, if you haven't, quickly take the medicine afterward."
The group entertainment in the girls' dormitory is to discuss the opposite sex. No matter whether you have experience or not, thanks to the Internet, everyone has a wealth of theoretical knowledge, and they all refuse to show weakness and act innocent. In fact, only a very small number of people have actual experience , the boldness of other people's speech and the cautious behavior form an interesting contrast.
Gan Lu was embarrassed: "We're fine."
Qian Jiaxi was incredulously amazed: "I'm so considerate, I specially made room for you to squeeze into the small beds in the student dormitory, and he can't bear it. It's the modern version of Liu Xiahui."
Gan Lu blushed and didn't speak. The night before, Nie Qian was really passionate. She couldn't believe that the boy who was usually cold, introverted and calm would be so excited and caress her so passionately.
They were all young and inexperienced, turned off the lights, and explored each other clumsily and timidly in the dark. Nie Qian saw her shrinking and timidity, and finally controlled himself, whispering in her ear: "Lulu , I won’t hurt you.” Then he hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear repeatedly, “I love you.”
Gan Lu couldn't share such intimate feelings with her friends, Qian Jiaxi smiled and said, "Well, I'll stay here tonight, so that you two don't have to torture each other."
For the next three days, they didn't spend the whole night together like that again.Nie Qian was still busy, he only took a day off before they left, took them to a scenic spot in the suburbs for a day, and then sent them to the train.
This kind of intimacy left a strong memory in her heart, which almost offset the sense of distance between the two of them for a long time.She began to long for Nie Qian to be together after graduation.However, near the end of the second semester of her junior year, Nie Qian told her that he decided to go to Shenzhen to work.
Only then did she realize that her memories and hopes were full of wishful thinking.She did think about what would happen if she gave her body to Nie Qian that night, but this assumption is bound to lead to nothing.Nie Qian will be responsible for her, which she can be sure of, but she has always felt that she can be responsible for her actions, and she does not care about a man's sense of responsibility.
The two continued to drag on, that night gradually eroded in the memory, without any magic power that once existed between them, she finally proposed to break up.
Gan Lu couldn't help but feel a strong sense of guilt when she couldn't help recalling her ex-boyfriend when there was a man lying beside her.She put on her pajamas, got out of bed and went to the kitchen, poured herself a cup of honey mint tea, took a big sip, swallowed the cold and sweet tea, and calmed down the turbulent thoughts in her heart.
The air conditioner in the living room is still on, and by the moonlight, you can see Shang Xiuwen's clothes and hers thrown everywhere. She unexpectedly remembered the glamorous scene she saw in Shang Xiuwen's uncle's villa in J City during the Spring Festival, and she couldn't help being dumbfounded laughed.
The man sleeping on the bed in her bedroom was not only a master kisser, but also experienced, and there was nothing clumsy about his demeanor.She was clearly aware of this, he was extremely gentle, eliminated her fear and hesitation, and aroused her enthusiasm and pleasure to the greatest extent, bringing her a perfect first night.In terms of her theoretical knowledge and communication with Qian Jiaxi, she couldn't have expected more.
However, she did feel empty and hesitant after such extreme physical intimacy.
A few hours ago, she had made up her mind to break up with him, but she was so entangled in the bed for no apparent reason. The irony in it made her unable to sleep peacefully after being extremely tired.
She packed up her clothes, sat down on the sofa, and said to herself, well, you have finally experienced a man, and according to Qian Jiaxi, your life has entered a new stage since then.Be honest with yourself, Gan Lu, you did enjoy it, why don't you continue to enjoy it?
Thinking of the showdown plan to break up, she had no choice but to show her hands, admitting that she was far from being independent enough to maintain her original idea, and ask him to put on his clothes and leave after he woke up, so as not to appear in front of her again.
(End of this chapter)
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