Rebirth of the noble lady

Chapter 204 Selfishness
But Yun Qianyue's eyes seem to have a kind of magical power. After looking at it for a long time, it seems that it can suck a person's soul into it, and it falls into a black hole all over, and in that black hole, people feel that even Yun Qianyue is like this Looking at herself, she didn't pay attention to her at all.

How far did Yun Qianyue's gaze see, and who did it finally fix on?Just looking at it like this, I can't help but think like this in my heart.

Yuan Yuanyuan lowered her head and whispered, "Sister Yue, I have something to tell you. If possible, can you come out and walk with me? I just want to talk to you alone."

Thinking of Yuan Yuanyuan's strange reaction, Yun Qianyue vaguely guessed something, but she didn't expect it to be so fast, Yun Qianyue nodded as agreement, first greeted Shirou behind her, and then left with Yuan Yuanyuan.

The two walked to an empty small slope near the station, the moonlight looked a little hazy, and the night on this grassland was also cold with gusts of wind, and it looked a little cold. Yuan Yuanyuan sat on the ground with her knees hugged He asked directly, "Yuanyuan, what did you come to me to ask me?"

"Actually..." Yuan Yuanyuan opened her mouth, finally revealed a wry smile, and lowered her head. She was totally different from the usual cheerful Yuan Yuanyuan: "I admire Lord Qiantui very much."

Yun Qianyue was taken aback after hearing this, she didn't expect Yuan Yuanyuan to tell herself such a thing in such a direct way, should it be said that Yuan Yuanyuan is too naive?If Yun Qianyue has the heart, spread the news that the daughter of Yuan's family has fallen in love with an eunuch, which is definitely the biggest weapon to slander her reputation.

"Admiration, just admiration."

Yun Qianyue didn't know what to say, so she had to reply like this, but Yuan Yuanyuan shook her head after hearing this: "It's not just ordinary admiration, to be honest, when I first saw Lord Chitose, my My heart was beating very fast. I have never felt this way towards a man. Even though Chitose Lord had a bad reputation at that time, everyone said that Chitose Lord was a murderous demon, and he was also a eunuch. I I also told myself that I can't do this, but I just can't stop my feelings."

Yun Qianyue listened quietly and did not speak. At this moment, Yun Qianyue knew that she was more suitable to be an audience.

Yuan Yuanyuan touched her face, immersed in the past, and the corners of her mouth curled up: "Afterwards, every time he appeared, I couldn't help but pay attention to him until I engraved his appearance on my own. In my heart, my brother seemed to have noticed the abnormality several times, and asked me if there was someone I liked. The government will stop me, just because Lord Qiantose is a eunuch, but I just can't control the feeling that I will like him, I have never mentioned this secret to anyone, except today, Sister Yue, except you."

Yun Qianyue pursed her lips: "Why do you want to tell me this, the two of us have only met each other a few times at most, although you always say that you have a relationship with me, but you are not afraid that I am a bad person and tell you this secret Shake it out, and your reputation will be ruined by then."

"Sister Yue wouldn't do that."

I don't know why, Yuan Yuanyuan said so firmly. At that time, even Yun Qianyue couldn't help laughing: "Why are you so sure? To be honest, Yuanyuan, your opinion like this is really bad, the world There is no real definition of a good person and a bad person. Except for your own relatives, other people treat you well for a certain purpose. You should not trust others so easily. Remember that you must not have the intention of harming others, and guard against others You can’t live without this reason.”

"But I believe this way, Sister Yue, no matter what you say, I feel from the bottom of my heart that you are not such a person, Sister Yue, don't think that I am an immature girl, maybe in your heart, I am just a girl who has been rejected A little girl spoiled by her family, living her own life carefree, doing what she wants to do, in fact, I also know that this world is not as beautiful as I imagined, and many things should be released. How cruel it is, but I think this way of living is what makes me the happiest, so I want to continue to be carefree like this while everything has not changed. Life is too short to be happy every day. It's also earned."

These words came from Yuan Yuanyuan's heart. After hearing this, Yun Qianyue narrowed her eyes, looked at Yuan Yuanyuan, seemed to know her again, and nodded: "What you said makes sense. Life is short and you can be happy." One day is one day, not to mention, you have such conditions to live such a life, Yuanyuan, to be honest, I envy you very much."

Yuan Yuanyuan showed a wry smile: "Sister Yue, I know, you used to have a hard life, and my brother once told me about you, and I was interested in you at that time, after all, my brother never easily A woman talks about it, you can make my brother pay so much attention, there must be something outstanding about you, since my brother believes in you so much, then I will believe in you too, and I am more convinced of this after seeing you .”

Yun Qianyue sighed softly: "Yuanyuan, I am very grateful that you believe in me so much, but I still have to say, if possible, don't trust someone so easily, it will hurt you in the end. You are a smart Girls should understand what I mean."

"Don't worry, Sister Yue, I have my own sense of propriety, but don't you think that your views like this will make your life too tiring? You have to suspect other people's intentions every moment, and you are afraid that others will treat you well. I have another purpose, I can't adapt to this kind of life, it makes me feel too tired."

Tired?
In the past, Yun Qianyue also felt that living like this was very tiring, but after living like this, these things and habits seemed to become a brand, deeply imprinted in Yun Qianyue's heart, and gradually became familiar with, and became familiar with Everyday is the same, suspicious of other people's intentions, afraid of being framed by others, and finally I don't even know myself.

That was the change I had to make in order to survive. If I was still the stupid Yun Qianyue before, I would have died tens of thousands of times. After all, I am not Yuan Yuanyuan, and I don't have her willful capital.

Seeing Yun Qianyue's silence, Yuan Yuanyuan also knew that what she just said touched Yun Qianyue's sadness: "I'm sorry, sister Yue, I didn't mean it."

Yun Qianyue shrugged indifferently: "It's okay, Yuanyuan, you are much luckier than ordinary people, and this will make you feel very happy."

The wind was blowing gently, messing up the bangs on Yuan Yuanyuan's forehead, but it also made her wake up a little bit, with a smile on her face again, but she remembered something, Yuan Yuanyuan looked up at the sky again, and said in an ethereal voice : "Sister Yue, what kind of relationship do you have with Lord Chitose?"

Is the question finally asked?Yun Qianyue felt that it was a bit tricky. She intended to avoid this question, but since Yuan Yuanyuan asked it, she couldn't avoid it if she wanted to, so she had to tell some white lies: "I have no special relationship with Lord Chitose .”

Yuan Yuanyuan obviously didn't believe this reason: "Then, why is he willing to go to the grassland with us when we get here? Sister Yue, do you know that it would be impossible for the old Lord Qiantui to do this, you should know , How surprised everyone was when they saw Lord Chitose came back with us."

"Maybe he was just on a whim."

"Then why would Lord Chitose lend you his mount? Sister Yue, don't be so easy to fool me as a three-year-old child. The reason why I told you my admiration for Lord Chitose is actually to give You have a reason, the reason I want to know the answer, Sister Yue, what is the relationship between you and Lord Chitose? I really want to know, if, if you like Lord Chitose, I am willing to quit this relationship. "

Yuan Yuanyuan became more and more excited at the end, and her voice became louder. Yun Qianyue quickly stepped forward and covered Yuan Yuanyuan's mouth with her hand. Fortunately, no one passed by now, and the guards were just guarding around the station with torches , not near this hillside.

Yun Qianyue looked at Yuan Yuanyuan even if her mouth was covered, those eyes exuded a firmness that she would never give up until she got the answer, and this firmness was not the most important factor shaking Yun Qianyue's heart, but that pair of eyes had already Stained with water mist, the sadness hidden in it is exactly the same as when he was betrayed by Yuanfeng back then.

Seeing such eyes, no matter how hard-hearted I am, I'm afraid I won't be able to refuse, Yun Qianyue whispered in Yuan Yuanyuan's ear, "I don't know what my feelings are for Lord Chitose, but at least for now I can tell you with certainty, Yuanyuan, that Lord Chitose and I are barely friends, but please forgive me for not being able to tell you what happened between us."

Yuan Yuanyuan's eyes widened a little, and the light inside gradually dimmed. Yun Qianyue then let go of her hand covering Yuan Yuanyuan's mouth. After a while, Yuan Yuanyuan spit out a sentence: "But you also know, Lord Qiantui It's different for you, anyone with a discerning eye can see this, and I also know that Lord Chitose doesn't like me, he never cared about me."

Yun Qianyue didn't know how to answer. Perhaps, she should comfort Yuan Yuanyuan and persuade her not to give up. With Yuan Yuanyuan's personality, she might be able to impress Feng Qing one day, but she didn't do that. There was a selfishness in her heart. , telling myself not to do this.

(End of this chapter)