return from cultivation

Chapter 298 A Woman's Mind

How could Suhang not know Deng Jiayi's purpose? She and Yan Xue bit their ears while eating, but they all heard clearly.

Each bedroom in the villa has its own bathroom. Even if Deng Jiayi's room really has no hot water, why not borrow it from Yan Xue's room.Seeing the girl hugging her pajamas with a nervous and shy expression on her face, Suhang really didn't know whether to reject her or not.Maybe it was because of the silence for too long, Deng Jiayi looked up at him and said, "If you don't like other people using your things, then forget it, I'll go to another room to wash."

Suhang wanted to nod at first, but Deng Jiayi showed a disappointed expression just after making a little movement.That pale and aggrieved little face made people feel distressed.Suhang sighed, stretched out his hand and pushed open the bathroom door, and said, "I don't like to use shower gel, so I only have soap. If you need it, I'll find Yan Xuena."

"No, no need!" Deng Jiayi showed a joyful expression, and hurried over.Smelling the very clear masculine smell on Su Hang's body, her heart beat faster, without saying a word, she went straight into the bathroom and closed the door.

After about 5 minutes, there was the sound of rushing water inside.Su Hang shook his head, walked to the bed and turned on the TV, and watched a random program.

The door of the bathroom in the villa is made of frosted glass, and an irregular angle is specially designed.Unless you stand at the corner of the house, you can see the huge glass door no matter where you are.

Suhang thinks he is not a real gentleman, but he never thought of being a villain.He consciously didn't look or listen. The sound of splashing water in the bathroom didn't make him think too much.It's just that if he doesn't want to, don't others?

In another room, Yan Xue sat on the bed in a daze, feeling very complicated.When she heard the sound of Deng Jiayi opening the door, she also knew what the girl was doing, and she was the one who came up with the idea.

If something happened between Deng Jiayi and Suhang, Yan Xue didn't know how to deal with herself, would she still be able to stay in the villa with peace of mind?

But compared to Song Yujing who once abandoned Suhang and wanted to drive her away with money, Yan Xue hoped that the woman next to Suhang would be a pure girl like Deng Jiayi.Because Song Yujing is too smart and outstanding, it is very challenging for any woman to compare with her.

Deng Jiayi is different. Although she is also very smart, she is not very thoughtful and has no ambitions.Yan Xue admitted that she had selfish intentions, and felt that Deng Jiayi could "handle" her better than Song Yujing.

However, thinking about what might have happened in that room, she felt very uncomfortable.

Yanyan popped her head out of the bed, glanced at her, and asked, "Mom, aren't you going to sleep?"

Yan Xue looked down at her, showed a forced smile, and said, "Go to bed first, mom is thinking about something."

Yanyan let out an oh, and after a while, she asked again: "Mom, do you think Dad would want me to have another dad?"

Yan Xue didn't answer right away, she knew that her daughter had always been smart and matured much earlier than her peers.But this question was really sharp, and she didn't know how to answer it.Chen Zhida's death was a great blow to her, so she didn't dare to accept anyone easily, for fear that the same thing would happen again.

But time smooths out everything, including fear and sorrow.It sounds heartless, but it's true.

Yan Xue knew that between Suhang and Chen Zhida, if Yanyan was not involved, she should have chosen the former.But because of her daughter, she made another choice.

If because of Chen Zhida's death, he came back to pester Suhang again, how would he be different from Song Yujing?Yan Xue doesn't want to be the woman she looks down on, and she can't reject her true thoughts.

She sighed faintly, and pulled up the quilt to cover herself, as if in this way she could stop thinking about those tangled things.Under the quilt, Yanyan hugged her arm tightly and whispered, "I don't think Dad will blame you."

Yan Xue shook her body, then hugged her daughter, patted her lightly, and said, "Go to sleep, you have to go to school tomorrow."

Yanyan obediently closed her eyes and stopped talking.But Yan Xue's eyes were wide open in the dark.

Maybe Chen Zhida really wouldn't blame her for making the second choice, but what Yan Xue really couldn't pass was her own.Regarding morality and face, to put it bluntly, it is self-esteem that is at work.

It took Deng Jiayi a long time to take a bath, more than an hour.Suhang has always known that it takes a long time for a woman to take a bath, but she didn't expect it to be so long.

Putting on a pink pajamas, her rosy cheeks looked more tender against the moisture.Poking her head out from the bathroom door, she saw Suhang leaning on the bed watching TV, looking very focused, as if she didn't notice that she had finished taking a shower.

According to Yan Xue's previous proposal, Deng Jiayi should take the initiative to go over at this time, chat with Suhang first, discuss life, and then it will be a matter of course...

But after all, she has never experienced sex between men and women, so it is difficult for her to do such a proactive thing.After hesitating for a long time, Deng Jiayi gritted her teeth and said, "I'm done washing, do you want to turn off the light for you?"

Suhang let out a "hmm" from his nose, and his attitude was a little casual.

Deng Jiayi reached out and turned off the light, and the room suddenly went dark.The brightness of the TV is not enough to illuminate the whole room.But she was too nervous and didn't know what to do next.

Suhang didn't speak. It was not the right choice to let Deng Jiayi go or stay at this time. He could only keep silent and let the girl hesitate at the bathroom door.

However, after a long time, he suddenly heard a slight sob.At first I thought I heard it wrong, but after a few seconds, the sound became clearer.Suhang froze for a moment and had to get up from the bed.He walked to the door of the bathroom, only to find Deng Jiayi holding the changed underwear, squatting there with her head buried in her arms.

Hearing the crying from his elbow, Suhang bent down and asked helplessly, "Why are you crying so well?"

It's okay if you don't ask, but Deng Jiayi cried even more when she asked, and even stretched out her hand to push Suhang away: "Don't worry about it, just go away!"

Suhang sighed and reminded her, "This is my room..."

Deng Jiayi stood up abruptly and was about to go outside.Suhang held her back and asked, "What's the matter?"

He was really baffled, logically speaking, Deng Jiayi would either come to him or leave directly, why would she squat there and cry?It's really hard to guess a woman's mind.

Deng Jiayi struggled twice, but couldn't break free, so she stood there wiping tears.Even if the room is dark, the grievance can still be seen clearly.She cried because she felt too wronged.

I like this man so much, but I have to stand humble at the door of the bathroom thinking how to seduce him.Miss Deng, who has always been held in the palm of her hand, has she ever been wronged like this?In addition, she was too nervous, and she was a little afraid of certain things, and all kinds of emotions were intertwined, which made her unable to control her tear glands.

But Suhang couldn't figure this out. He thought that Deng Jiayi was angry because of what happened at the exhibition that day, so he said, "If it's because of what happened before, then I apologize..."

"Do you like her?" Deng Jiayi turned her head with tears on her face.

Suhang knew that if he didn't answer, it meant yes.So he said, "Song Yujing is a very good woman, but our relationship is not what you imagined."

"Did you kiss her?" Deng Jiayi asked again. She wanted to ask this question as early as that day in the exhibition.A man and a woman, if they are talking about business, why close the balcony door, what is there to be shameful?And Song Yujing's flushed face and disheveled hair, did she seem to be talking about something serious?
Even with Suhang's composure, he couldn't help but blush at this moment, feeling like being caught.

Deng Jiayi saw the answer from his face, gritted her teeth and said, "Rogue!"

Suhang is a little confused and doesn't know how to explain it.If you tell Deng Jiayi that it's just employee benefits, maybe you won't just be called a hooligan, but also a liar, right?But in fact, half of the kisses between him and Song Yujing were bewitched, and the other half was because he simply felt that Song Yujing was working hard, and he didn't want to disappoint her too much.

But this kind of thing between men and women, I believe that the first half will make anyone feel that it is the only reason.

Suhang didn't want to explain any more, he has always been passive about emotional matters.If there was a misunderstanding because of Song Yujing, then let the misunderstanding continue to exist.Maybe this is a good thing for Deng Jiayi, at least she doesn't have to suffer so much here in Suzhou and Hangzhou.

Feeling his hand let go, Deng Jiayi panicked.She instinctively realized that if she didn't do anything at this time, or turned around and left, there would be no possibility between her and Suhang.

Perhaps the woman who is called a sensual creature is really in a weak position emotionally. Deng Jiayi subconsciously took Su Hang's hand that had not completely withdrawn, and asked, "Do you really not like me at all?"

She once asked a similar question, and Suhang also gave the answer.To this day, Suhang still says the same thing: "Who wouldn't like a girl like you. But I really can't make any promises to you, at least not at this stage. There are too many things that I can't grasp. I don’t want you to be troubled.”

"I don't care if I'm tired or not!" Deng Jiayi hugged him violently, and pressed her teary face against her strong chest: "I only care about whether you like me or not."

Suhang sighed and gave a very positive answer: "I like it."

"Kiss me." Deng Jiayi raised her head, with nervousness and anticipation in her slightly bright eyes: "I want you to show with practical actions how much you like it!"

Suhang looked down at her, Deng Jiayi's lips were smaller than Song Yujing's, especially after taking a bath, they were reddish and tender like water.The teeth, which are as neat as white porcelain, are faintly visible between the lips, which really corresponds to the sentence: "Bow your head and color, plain teeth and vermilion lips."

Seeing that pretty face, Suhang asked in a low voice, "Are you sure?"

Maybe it was the darkness nearby that gave her enough courage, Deng Jiayi replied: "Sure!"

Suhang didn't say any more, lowered his head, and covered his slightly trembling red lips.

(End of this chapter)