Gu Erbai's Pastoral Life

Chapter 392

Madam Gu.

If you are willing to give me a chance, if you can let me continue to watch him.

I'll change it, okay?

——Jiang Lier.

That day, I pushed open the door of the Waterside Garden with a weary smile on my lips.

This is the garden prepared by the old lady for the future mistress of the Gu Mansion. She has coveted it for more than ten years, spying on every flower, every grass, every flourishing tree, and every cloud that flies here.

At noon, she finally had the opportunity to go into the garden and get acquainted with it.

But now, she is a guest.

She was on guard against me.

Of course, everyone in the world can see that I like Brother Qing.

I like it very much.

I'm not sure if she will like it as much as I do in the future, but at this time, I bet, she must like it more than her.

Otherwise, she wouldn't let me stay.

The moonlight is bleak, and the evening wind is weak.

I don't know if she was really sleeping or just pretending to be asleep, but I still told her about my life experience.

The shame and grief of the family all the time, the bloody scars that are unwilling to be exposed in front of outsiders, the unforgettable love, and the deep-rooted obsession.

In any case, I will not let Brother Qing go.

I just want a quiet place where you let me watch him.

I will never rob you.

Perhaps, he bowed his head to me.

Or, in my previous life, I accepted his kindness.

So I deserve to suffer all the lovesickness in this life.

Waterside promenade.

I knelt in front of her, knocking down all my arrogance and self-esteem, begging for a room where she could give me a breath, a place to look up to.

She is kind enough, but she is cruel.

She didn't reject me, but told me with a more cruel reality.

All my life, I have been wishful thinking.

On that peaceful morning, I planned to change my mind and start a new life.

But she got hurt from nowhere, when she broke in, the first thing Qing brother did was to strangle me to death.

I have to rely on my rival in love to save me. I have been unrequitedly in love with that person all my life, and there is no warmth in his eyes.

Perhaps Jiang Li'er had died since then.

To be precise, Jiang Li'er, who loves to laugh and yearns for all good things, is completely dead.

From then on, there will be no glass in my heart, and no mandarin ducks in the world.

I have become a demon, and I want them to be buried for me.

……

I once drew a lottery in the Putuo Temple. The eminent monk Shi——the seven orifices are exquisitely carved with glaze, and he turned his heart to the Buddha but became a demon.

People in the world waved their sleeves and left, unable to wake up, and unable to turn back.

I've learned long ago that I'm not alone in this dark corner of the world, but there are others like me.

For example, Zheng Yi is like a woman from the East China Sea.

Our love is not understood by the world, because it is dark, extreme, and hopeless.

'Sieyuan Flower House' event.

We join hands to invite you into the urn.

I still don't know why Mrs. Gu insisted on breaking into it even though she knew it was a trap.

Later I realized that that was exactly the difference between her and me.

So Zheng Yi became sober, and even cut off his finger for her, blocked the knife for her, and was invincible for her.

I attribute him to being the same as me, the love is too deep, and the poison penetrates into the internal organs.

But thinking that Brother Qing did this for her, I am not reconciled, not reconciled.

Obviously I joined forces with them, but the final result was quite different.

One of them sleeps forever at the bottom of the icy river, and the other completely dissipates in the wind of the world.

Only I am still alive.

I was lucky and extremely unlucky.

I think, I have done all the bad things and lost my conscience, if I can be freed from that absurd, crazy, and desperate revenge like them, and I will get rid of all the sinful debts in the world and cut off the deadly entanglement of love, What a happy thing that should be.

Whenever I am awake, I always think about Brother Qing.

escape.

I was lifted out of the water and got acquainted with the evil monk Wulin. Only then did I know that I really have bad roots in my body.

All along, that dark and cruel Jiang Li'er has been under its control.

Although, in the end I knew it was me.

I also suddenly understood why when I saw Mrs. Gu for the first time, I felt an inferiority complex in my bones.

Facing the light, evil spirits are always at a loss and have nowhere to escape.

But I thought, I can destroy the light and drag her to hell with her.

I traded the dirty blood in my body, which is the most despised by the world, in exchange for the evil monk's Infinite Compassion Mantra.

Finally, everything can return to the original point.

When Qing brother's bridal chamber celebrates the night, he will find that all this is just a dream he had.

Like she too had a dream.

A dream intertwined with a nightmare, nothing happened, nothing was missed.

Everything is the same as it was at the beginning, the spring breeze blows the willows, you are unsmiling and shining, I watched secretly from behind the tree.

You are still a demon that I cannot escape in this life.

I am looking forward to, strongly looking forward to, that day will come sooner.

The anticipation was too much, and I couldn't wait to ask my father, Wang Zhi, to trade my appearance—Master Kong changed my appearance, but I would never have thought of it...

It will be because of my willfulness, because of my recklessness, and because of the love I can't let go, that I will lose the life of the whole family.

My royal father, in order to save my life, gave up the most noble and proud knees of the prince, left the most important face in his life, went to sea to do business to curry favor, traveled all over the world, left his favorite mother and concubine, and went to the scheming, deep-seated palace. Among the businessmen, they stumbled and were ridiculed.

My mother and concubine, when she was pregnant with me and fled, begged the scum to let the stunned father and king go, and was raped on the spot. She never told anyone about this. I went there by accident. Rong An, I only know about the past when I met that person, and that was also the first person I killed.

My butler, who once mischievously fell into a snow pit in winter and jumped down to save me, broke a leg, and died of tetanus after kneeling in front of the Gu mansion with his father for three days and three nights.

My servant Que'er, the only person who received my favor, died under the knife of the masked men. It is said that even the remains of the body were taken away by wild dogs.

Now, I knelt in front of Gu's mansion, holding them in my arms, my father was covered in blood, and I couldn't even breathe.

I asked myself.

Jiang Lier, what are you doing, what are you doing.

……

The bright moonlight illuminates the earth as bright as day.

Occasionally, the wind blows through the evergreen bamboo forest with vertical and horizontal branches, and under the backdrop of the moonlight, it casts many swaying mottled lights and shadows.

Only the figure stood there for a long time without moving.

The maids and servants of Gu's mansion surrounded the dead people in Wang's mansion, pointing and persuading them.

Butler Liu stood in the middle, looking at the hysterical, painless Shuifu with a livid face, no emotion could be seen on the dark complexion, and there was only deep suspicion between frowning brows.

"Ma'am, hearing her cry just now is really satisfying. Her voice is hoarse. Looking at her posture, she can't live anymore, right? You deserve what you deserve, and what you do is what you do."

Xiaoyan took off the cloak on her body, and wrapped it up tightly for Gu Erbai, and it was Xiao Taozi who picked her up, her plain words carried a hint of gnashing of teeth and deep hatred.

"More than that, it's a pity that such a vicious person like her died like this. She should be sent to the eighteenth floor of hell and suffer from eternal reincarnation."

"Sister Xiaotaozi is right. I heard that Sister Xingzi's current fate is caused by her. She deserves it! Madame, are you happy?"

"lady?"

Without hearing her response, she asked a question.

The rustling sound of the bamboo grove came, and the night became colder.

Only a low voice from the woman was heard, "Let's go."

In the vast darkness, there was only the heart-piercing hoarse voice, which played a cool symphony with the insects.

　Cough cough, I'm sorry, I just wrote Jiang Lier's [-] words today, I'm sorry, it's considered a side story of this character, and from now on, the side story will only write about Baozi Tiantian.

　　(Spoiler for her, she won't survive a few chapters, so let's play next time, commit suicide.)
　　Also, you asked me to remind you that there is a high-abuse warning ahead, the rhythm is slow, and at the end Xiaobai brings Ah Huang here, so there is no dull plot.

　　Ni Meng thinks...is it suitable?Anyway, I took the head-on type. (PS: All the little fans who have the owner, you must control your cute hands recently, and don’t hurt Gou Lian in the comment area. Gou Lian is a single dog, very pitiful, but... a certain uncle will be even more pitiful soon , howling~)

　　The comment area is so quiet, let's have an event and have a prize contest!There are prizes!prize!Guess what the host is doing, guess why the royal couple left in such a hurry (hmph, of course I won’t let you guess if there is a prize, hehehe...) The deadline is [-] o’clock tomorrow night, the grand prize!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)