Gu Erbai's Pastoral Life

Chapter 296 I Really Can't Live Without You
The voice in her throat became lower and lower, but her words became more and more crampy and savage.

The knife in Gu Erbai's hand 'dang' and fell to the ground.

Her terrified eyes instantly turned blank.

It's like looking at the executioner's big knife, slashing at the head frantically, but there is no power to resist.

But she quickly picked up the knife again.

She thought, she still has a way to go, like...death.

"Take her knife!"

Outside the door, Jiang Li'er saw the situation and suddenly let out a stern voice.

The knife in Gu Erbai's hand was caught off guard by the man behind him in an instant.

"Give it to me..." she yelled in a broken voice, "Give it back to me, Zheng Yi, give it back to me!"

Jiang Li'er gradually stood up, her figure trembling with a smile.

"Is this crazy? The resistance is not even as good as one ten thousandth of Wanjia Qianjin's. After all, she is crazy because she saw me peeling a piece of human skin with my own hands. It's just that you can't bear these things that make you feel good? "

"...Gu Erbai, for several months, you have plucked out the flesh of my heart. After Yipinzhai, you ruined my father and king's life's hard work, made my mother seriously ill, and prevented me from entering Gu's residence for the rest of my life. Today, all I will make you pay in blood for everything!"

The woman's dry and hoarse voice seemed to be getting farther and farther away from the ear, and it seemed to be getting closer.

Until Gu Erbai couldn't hear it at all.

Her whole body was thrown onto the bed board suddenly. The man exerted so much force that it was as if she had fallen on the bed board. Just this one was enough to make her feel that her spine was going to be broken, and her sanity began to collapse.

The pain in the body gradually numbs the nerves, the gorgeous facial features are twitching, after a while, it stops abruptly, as if about to faint.

"Erbai, why do you treat me like this, you love me, don't you?
But why do you want to abandon me and fall into his arms!
Do you want to climb the dragon and the phoenix like other women?
Are you looking down on me?

He is good at everything, he is the proud son of heaven, and everyone is willing to submit to him!If you marry him, you will be well-clothed and well-fed, and your life will be worry-free...

As for me, I am nothing, I have nothing, I am just a bastard who depends on others, my father was a gambler and was beaten to death, my mother was raped and humiliated, and committed suicide by hanging. There is a life.

I hacked someone to death in front of you. I am a devil, making you feel ashamed?I scare you?Yes or no!

Why do not you speak! "

In front of the bed, a man with disheveled hair held a knife in his bloody hand, and the dark red blood was left along the short knife. He walked towards her step by step, smiling like a lunatic.

Gu Erbai was thrown into a blur, he could hardly hear any sound in his ears, he felt as if his whole body was run over by a truck, the pain was almost numb.

What echoed in my mind over and over again were Jiang Lier's words.

"...You won't be proud for long. I want to see how strong you are. After you are so strong that you are insulted by Zheng Yi, there will be thousands of people waiting for you outside the door until you are completely beaten to death. At that time, I will I want to see if Brother Qing still wants you..."

No, Gu Erbai, wake up.

You gotta get up, you gotta get up...

The woman's eyelids, which were too heavy to lift, were beating faintly, and two lines of tears slowly overflowed from the corners of her eyes, which were cold and hot, as if they were going to burn her reason.

you have to stand up...

Cold feet.

The upturned golden lotus on the little girl's feet was suddenly pulled off.

Gu Erbai broke through the layers of haze in front of him, only to feel a fire in front of him, as if burning from the bottom of his heart.

She raised her lead-like foot and kicked lightly at the man, but it didn't work.

"Don't...don't..."

She grabbed onto the pure white gauze curtain, trembling her fingers with slack eyes, wrapping herself layer by layer, spinning around, she fell to the corner of the bed, but the winding movement never stopped for a moment.

That posture is like a newborn lying in the arms of its mother, maintaining the most primitive protective posture.

"Erbai, what are you doing? You are afraid, right? You are afraid of being insulted by a dirty person like me..."

The man was stabbed in the eye by her action, and with the knife trembling in his hand, he crawled towards the bed step by step.

"Zheng Yi."

Gu Erbai's eyelids were drooping, her sanity and ears were knocked into a daze, causing her whole body to be in a state of near shock, but she still had the last sliver of sanity to hold on.

She thought, it was getting dark, and Uncle Qing was still waiting for her in the mansion.

The man was suddenly stopped by her, and there was a gleam of fire in his eyes for a moment, but it was only for a moment, and it disappeared in a moment, "Erbai, tell me, I will listen to what you want to say, even if you Call me, you call me dirty, call me disgusting, call me worse than a bug in the dark soil..."

"Zheng Yi."

Gu Erbai yelled at him again, with a heavy face, his face was still dull, as if only the mind was supporting the whole body, other than that, speaking, movement, and breathing were all carried out unconsciously.

"I never looked down on you, on the contrary... I admire your excellence.

You are the number one talented scholar in Jiacheng, and everyone praises your moral and poetic talents.

In Siyuan, you were the first to hand in the brochure and the first to come up with the topic I gave. At that time, I was thinking, so there are such smart people here?

By the river, I eavesdropped on your conversation with Lian Er. For the first time, I felt that you were pitiful. You are a man of seven feet, but you are under the control of your adoptive father.

In the flower garden, I felt your kindness again. You are not only kind but also extremely responsible. You love your sister, but you are helpless in the face of the cruel thief and adoptive father. You are helpless. You can only choose the most extreme method. You killed the third thief.

But I don't feel your cruelty at all, I can only feel your helplessness and love for my sister, you know?I even admired you back then.

You are more responsible than most people, and you are more righteous and kind, just like your name.

It’s just that you have been kept in the dark for too long, so long that you have blurred yourself, can’t see who you are, let alone your own nature, you shouldn’t be like this. "

"...Erbai, is what you said true? Do you really think so? I know, I know that only you know me best, and only you are the voice of Zheng Yi in my life."

Beside the bed, the man listened to her words, his lips gradually trembled, and gradually, he shook the knife in his hand.He stretched out his arms violently, hugging her tightly wrapped body layer after layer, and caressed her back with his blood-stained palm, hot tears in his eyes seeped into her neck drop by drop.

"Do you know? In the 16 years of my life, there was not a day when I really laughed. I lived in the enemy's house and called the thief's father every day. I even watched them live in front of my face. The night I beat my father to death and my mother hanged the beam, her staring eyes kept looking at me, always looking at..."

The man broke down and cried out of tune, his hoarse and intermittent voice seemed to be cracked, and he couldn't make a sound in the end.

"Don't, don't cry..."

Gu Erbai stretched out his hand stiffly and unconsciously, and slowly stroked his back.

"I looked at my sister, being beaten by that beast again and again, I endured it, I was not human at all, but I saw more than a dozen scars on my sister's back... Erbai, I didn't intend to kill him , but I can't control..."

"Erbai, just wait, I will stand out, I have already passed the exam, I will let you live a good life, I will treat you well, for the rest of my life, I will no longer have to live under the control of those people , I will open up a piece of sky for you, and treat you wholeheartedly..."

"Zheng Yi...but I don't love you."

Gu Erbai interrupted him suddenly, his voice, which was so dry that he couldn't make a sound, seemed to have changed his tone, he was so hoarse that he was not even sure if he could make a sound.

The man's body stiffened suddenly.

Like a piece of weathered rotten wood, quietly, without a trace of life.

"No, you love me, otherwise you wouldn't save me in the garden, you wouldn't have no defense against me..."

He tilted his head and kissed her temples, "No, you can't leave me, you are the only sunshine of my vitality, how can I lose you, it's impossible..."

The man kissed and kissed, his emotions suddenly lost control.

He let her go suddenly, and turned to holding her head firmly, his expression fell into an extremely humble begging, "Tell me, you love me..."

"Preparation..."

Gu Erbai suddenly sneered a tone that sounded like a smile, but her expression couldn't tell whether she was crying or laughing, "Zheng Yi, what I regret the most is that... I didn't take any precautions against you from the beginning to the end." , but you tell me, how to guard against friends?"

Outside the greenhouse.

Hundreds of shadow guards in the back pavilion drew out their sharp blades and rushed into the flower room with swift speed, but unexpectedly, all of them were trapped in the soul-locking barrier and their eyes turned red.

"kill……"

The hostility emitted by hundreds of shadow guards was as heavy as a prison demon, and the murderous aura soared to the sky, causing the barrier to shake.

The girl on the top of the East China Sea soared into the air in an instant, and stretched out her hands with her teeth bared. The veins on the back of her hands that cast spells gradually turned purple, and the lower half of her body gradually became a fish shape, covering a large area of ​​bright light.

The barrier became more and more fragile, and she frantically swung the fish tail, sealing and strengthening the barrier that was on the verge of collapse.

……

"Friend? Heh... Erbai, do you know how many surprises you have given me?

No one, no one has ever told me to consider me a friend.

I'm just a sharp tool to make money, a plaything in the eyes of businessmen, a coward who pretends to be a thief as his father, and sells his sister for glory. No one wants to be friends with me, never.

But why is this person you...

I do not want!I want you to integrate into my life, only you can warm my world, it is you who saved my sister who has been guilty for more than ten years, it is you who rescued me from hell, if I don’t have you, I really can’t live on It's..."

(End of this chapter)