Gu Erbai's Pastoral Life

Chapter 256

Half a month passed quickly.

Since the small storm subsided that night, everything seemed to have disappeared, and everyone seemed to have nothing happened, and there were no more waves and ups and downs.

She still didn't know to whom Ah Shen's words were addressed that night.

Xiao Taozi wanted to come to Water Town before, probably to play with Ah Shen, because there is really nothing she can do, so the vacancy she filled is basically nothing.

That was the day before returning home from Shuizhen.

She leaned against the field, looking at the scene in the distance in a daze.

It was dark, and officials at all levels gathered around the farm owner to look at the terraced fields. They should be discussing how to divert water into the canal. She didn't know much about it, but she just heard someone mention it unintentionally.

She was some distance away from them, just standing under the pear tree in the field, watching silently.

Even if you look at it from a distance, the man in the middle has a tall and tall figure and a natural temperament, which can grab people's attention at a glance and make you unable to move away.

Like a god descending from the world.

Seeing the host misses life, like Wanjia Qianjin, like Yue'er, like a famous lady or even princess who is beyond reach.

She only needs to take a step back, and she can see the princess. She stands far behind the owner, looking at him for a moment, losing all the magnificence and dignity.

Just like an ordinary infatuated woman, looking at that figure affectionately.

Even humble, even pitiful.

It always seemed to be like that, in her sparse memory of seeing the princess rarely.

Counting it down, it seems that every time, the princess is standing behind the owner of the field, without exception.

She suddenly wondered if she was actually as pitiful and helpless as she was.

She suddenly overturned the previous concept that some people were born to be tragic, and re-established that wishful thinking is tragedy itself.

Just like the owner of the field will never see the princess, how could Ah Shen step over Sister Taozi and see her?
Princess Jiang stood there watching for a long time, turned around inadvertently, and found her.

She reflexively turned around and was about to run, but was stopped by Que'er.

Later, the princess asked her, 'Is it miserable to see me like this? '

She naturally dare not say that the princess is miserable.

But the princess himself smiled wryly and said that he was miserable, pitiful, and despicable.

But she was happy with it.

She also said that if people don't work hard to get what they want, they will be miserable forever.

She asked if she wanted to go on like this?
She didn't know then what she meant by that.

That night, Ah Shen walked into her room drunk, and she understood.

She didn't refuse, or maybe she couldn't refuse at all.

Her heart yearns for him so much, like nectar after a long drought, like giving charcoal in the snow.

Completely filling such a dilapidated life, she finally understood why some people said 'die without regret'.

Free and easy.

The madness and indulgence she wanted, he gave them all overnight.

She didn't want much, even for this night, even for such a short time to have him.

She will never forget it.

in the dark.

His dull growl, his sweat, his gentle hoarse voice.

And his compliments on her breasts, and her unrestrained screams, seemed to scream out her soul.

She will remember it all in her heart, forever, and will never change until she dies.

When dawn comes, it's time to set off.

The Princess is waiting outside for her to come out.

She should thank her.

Thank you for planning everything for her, although there is no such thing as a free lunch.

Ah Shen left, but God also gave her a lucky gift in the dark.

She became the insider of the princess, telling her all the news of the old lady and the owner, and even helped her get rid of some unpopular dross, just like Yue'er.

That silly girl, with such a simple mind, couldn't stand a few words of stimulation, so she destroyed herself.

Yue'er should be her friend, she still remembers that she helped her talk, but since that day, she is destined to have no friends.

From then on, she and the princess, both prospered and lost, they were grasshoppers in the same line.

Just like sister Xiaotaozi said, she has really become insensitive.

So when Madam appeared, her heart moved for a rare moment.

She felt... that she might really be over.

For such a beautiful person, it was the first time she saw scorching heat in the eyes of the host, the scorching heat that could burn people to death.

She finally knew that love is a mutual generation and mutual restraint.

But she asked herself, the owner's love—

Who dares to move?Who can move it?Who can move?
Each of these three is different.

She went to test it that month, but before she had time to make a move, she died fragrantly.

She had known for a long time that Princess Jiang was not a normal person.

She even felt that if she went crazy, she would be more terrifying than herself.

A woman who attracts everyone's attention, under such a noble life of rich clothes and fine food, has no worries and no worries, but can stick to one person for more than ten years.

There is as much resilience as there is deep stubbornness.

If it is too rigid, it will fold.

She is also afraid of poverty, and she is wise and safe for her livelihood; she is fearless, so she does not care about her own life.

She was particularly afraid that one day she would lose all hope, and would collapse and shake everything out, destroying everything, including her...and her child.

It is absolutely impossible for a person like the host to let his wife go.

In fact, everything is already doomed, she said, good luck makes people.

But she couldn't imagine that little sister Taozi would know about that one day, scold her with red eyes, tell her to get out, and call her dirty...

Then she might as well die.

But today.

She heard 'an outsider' from her favorite 'it's okay'

……

That feeling is indescribable, if I had to say it, then it would be all internal organs.

How much a person loves is how much he hates.

But among the thousands of words to describe love, there is always a sentence of hatred.

Yuchun Hall.

Xiao Xingzi didn't know how long she had been crying, but the last choked tears had dried up, she couldn't make any sound from her throat, and there was no expression on her pale face, instead a smile trickled out from the corner of her mouth.

She crawled slowly along the ground, just like crawling on the street when she was six years old.

She stopped at the bedside table, tightly holding the huanghuali wood in her arms, stroking the four deep and flamboyant thin golden bodies over and over again.

Then, with a palm, it was overthrown violently.

At the bottom of the kang table, two dendrobium baskets with banana leaf patterns filled with herbs were revealed.

On the left is a faint yellow paper bag tightly tied with a red rope. It has been placed for a while, and the shapes of medicinal materials can still be seen below: angelica, safflower, paeonol, aconite, rhubarb, peach kernel, official osmanthus, Curcuma five coins and white vinegar paste are made into pills.

It is the abortion method of "Kun Dao Guide" by the master of Genxin Hall.

On the right are fresh medicinal materials tightly slapped with blue ropes: Dipsacus, Sangjisheng, Ejiao beads, Poria cocos, Atractylodes macrocephala, wine angelica, Chuanxiong, fried Cyperus, ginseng, roasted licorice, and ginger.

Most of them are for replenishing blood vessels, liver and kidney deficiency, and bleeding during pregnancy, and they have been used and tested repeatedly.

One for abortion, one for anti-abortion, and the two packs of herbal medicines were placed next to each other, as if they were forcing each other out.

She was afraid that elder sister Xiao Taozi would be disappointed, that one day the matter would be leaked unintentionally, and that the fetus in her womb would not be able to explain it.

I am afraid that the princess will fall one day...

She was too scared.

Days and nights of worrying and waking up from nightmares countless times, she has had enough of these days.

That's it, it doesn't matter anyway, it's just an outsider anyway, just let yourself sink like this.

In front of the bedside table.

The woman stretched out her trembling hand and slowly released the anti-pregnancy prescription. She raised her head and looked up at the sky through the hollow window.

It is almost Yin time, and Wu time is not far away.

……

On the way to Guzhen.

Gu Erbai explained to A Niang all the way, "There is no silver here, 300 taels." how high.

The corners of Linglongmu's mouth trembled, thinking that the little master's current lying skills are becoming more and more sophisticated, black can be turned into white, and sesame seeds can be turned into mung beans.

Butler Liu was walking in front of the carriage, listening to it, smiling on his square forehead.

"If you can't eat spicy food, you should eat less. Look at your mouth now, it looks like a dog chewing on it."

A Niang frowned and reprimanded her in a low voice, Gu Erbai couldn't help laughing out loud as he listened, licking his lips as if reminiscing about the smell just now, like a dog chewing...

My uncle, your nanny scolded you, it has nothing to do with me.

Linglongmu pursed her lips and stretched her neck, "Why do I feel that the host called you "Xiaobai" just now, and your quick response is also very like a puppy?"

"..."

Have it?

Gu Erbai's mind began to alternately echo 'Xiaobai', 'Ahhuang', 'Xiaobai'...

It seems to be quite the same species.

Linglongmu said seriously, 'Right?I think that's what the owners think. '

Gu Erbai, '...'

"In the future, when you come to Gu's mansion, please remember, don't be so gluttonous, and learn to be more disciplined. You see how good Xiao Taozi is, she is sensible and lovable, everyone loves her..."

A Niang whispered in her ear frequently, tirelessly, and Gu Erbai yawned and followed beside her, nodding frequently, "Yes, Erbai is not likable, only A Niang loves her." .”

"You girl..." Auntie of the Qing family was amused by her, she took her arm, her eyes were a bit inseparable, and her voice began to stick together, "Tomorrow you will go to Gu's mansion, Thinking of my mother's heart..."

"Stop, stop, why don't I eat too much and be lazy every day, and come back to see you when I find time?"

"you dare!"

Hearing what she said, A Niang immediately glared at her fiercely.

Gu Erbai looked at his stepmother-like eyes, "Tsk tsk tsk, look, it's not just a hypothetical bluff..."

Aunt Qing's face turned black, she picked up a twig from the ground, chased after Gu Erbai and beat it.

Gu Erbai's whole body trembled, and he ran away.

On the road, an old man is chasing a young man, and the picture is particularly festive.

Steward Liu raised his beard when he saw the situation. After laughing for a while, he suddenly thought of something, turned around and looked at the mansion.

Sure enough, a figure dressed in black stood tall on the top floor. The man stared fixedly at the running little woman with a gorgeous smile in the afterglow of the setting sun, as if fascinated.

He seemed to be able to imagine that the snow on the top of the ten thousand year old snow mountain was melting.

Of course he didn't know. After a certain uncle looked at it for a while, he looked down at the underside of his robe.

The resolute thin lips were pursed even tighter.

(End of this chapter)