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Chapter 121 Be good, let's go home
"That's all the truth."

Changying looked at him, her throat seemed to be rusty.

Every time I recall these things, it's like peeling off a layer of her skin. The serious illnesses in the few months afterward were all caused by heart disease.

Later, she didn't want to think about it anymore, because she still had to keep this body to atone for her sins.

Of course, later on, she also sorted it out carefully. Ling Yan's behavior before and after was contradictory. He was full of confidence in her advice beforehand, which made Changying feel that he was explaining a very common thing.

In the past ten years, she has seen his strategy and courage, and her confidence in him does not exist blindly.

But at that time his fury was so sudden, she still remembers the speed at which he ran wildly, as if he was looking for death.

And all his previous behaviors seemed to be just to convince her that it was really just a well-thought-out plan to save people.

But how could he deliberately seek death?
Aside from all the irrationality, even if he couldn't bear to think about committing suicide, he should at least have a few last words to his aunt and Ling Yuan, shouldn't he?
But apart from the meaningful "I'm wronged" to her at the end, he didn't say a word, it was completely like a real accident.

Moreover, if he wants to commit suicide, why bother to choose such a way?

The key point is - it can be said that Ling Yan caused her to fall into the later situation, but his love for her in those years was not fake, so why did he want her to be misunderstood by the world?
Before he left, he said that he had wronged her, was that what she thought it meant?

She couldn't figure it out.She also couldn't figure out how to behave in two lifetimes.

She couldn't open her mouth when her aunt questioned her, and she didn't make a sound when Ling Yuan pressed her.

It's not that she didn't say it on purpose, it's the truth that even she can't explain clearly, how can she say it so that people believe it, let her aunt and Ling Yuan believe it?

What Ling Yan let her do was tantamount to a dead end.No matter how she opened her mouth, it seemed so full of loopholes, as if she was trying to excuse herself.

Naturally, it's not that I didn't think about digging into the reason why he did this, but where should I start?

That was something that only Ling Yan could understand. When he was gone, all clues would be cut off.

And the only person who noticed that he had the tendency to seek death was her, her indisputable white-eyed wolf!
She couldn't even set foot in the capital, so she didn't need to mention anything to justify herself.

As early as the morning when his body was brought back, she had actually knelt in front of him and said the words, but no one believed her, or even listened to her.

In her previous life, she could only live in Huzhou until the end, listening to the news of the Ling family's demise.

When she was reborn in this life, she no longer thought about it so much, but only wanted to save the Ling family's impending doom.

"I'm done." She tried her best to hold back the surge from under her temples, "If possible, you allow me to live a few more years, maybe I can give you an explanation. Now, I really will give you nothing No."

She didn't know why Ling Yan did this, but she knew that the Ling family was indebted to her after all.

Taking a ten thousand step back, even if Ling Yan intentionally caused her to come here, her aunt and others never felt sorry for her, she had to try to keep them.

What's more, if possible, she still wants to know why Ling Yan went to die?

Ling Yuan who stood there was as silent as a shadow, yet seemed to possess a huge aura.

His cold expression cracked, revealing complex and unspeakable emotions.

This man was clearly so angry and painful that he was about to burst into tears, but he still maintained an upright standing posture and a restrained demeanor.

Changying didn't make another sound.

Apart from so many unanswered questions, why doesn't she regret it?

What if she had not followed his advice to keep the secret from her aunt, but had told her in advance?
What if she wasn't so naive, thinking that he would really arrange things properly, and refuse to testify against him in public according to his words?
He didn't need to blame him, she knew it herself.

It's a pity that the most hateful thing in life is that there are no ifs.

The most hateful thing is that even if she was reborn, she still couldn't return to the moment when everything hadn't happened yet.

But if time can really be turned back—as long as the future result is still unknown, she may still choose to do so. She still trusts Ling Yan.

Ten years of nurturing love cannot be defeated by a little worry in her self-righteousness.

However, none of these can erase the fact that she did not lie.

"If Master Hou has nothing else to ask, then let me take my leave first."

She couldn't bear it any longer.

Although it seems hypocritical to say that the occasional dizziness and headaches, but after all, she does not want to show it to others.

Ling Yuan grabbed her subconsciously.

She paused, staggered, and fell to the ground.

"Bell!"

……

Huo Rong sat in place for a while.

Before she left, she avoided answering his questions, making the air in the room seem to become thinner.

After a while, he picked up her untouched cup of cold tea, took a sip with his lips together, and stood up.

"Grandpa! Something happened!"

As soon as he got to the door, Tong Qi rushed to stop him: "Young madam was sent to the mansion by Ling Yuan. Just now, the guard beside him, Guo Jiao, rushed to the guard to invite the doctor. When he came, he looked very panicked and said yes The young lady suddenly passed out!"

Huo Rong's eyes suddenly turned cold...

Guo Jiao was leading the military doctor to the door of the house when he saw Huo Rong approaching with a cold face.

Before he could make a sound, the two guards beside Tong Qi came up to arrest the military doctor involuntarily, and dragged him towards Huo's mansion!
In the open room of the small garden, Ling Yuan frowned and sat on the floor, looking at the half-lyed unconscious Chang Ying lying on the jade mat in front of her, her upper body was lifted and leaned against his arms, her whole face was snow-white, even in a coma Both fists were clenched tightly.

Huo Rong strode into the room, glanced at Ling Yuan who was also looking up, and squatted down to hug him without saying a word.

"What are you doing?!" Ling Yuan put his hand on his arm, and his voice was overwhelming.

Huo Rong stared back at him: "Take her away!"

Ling Yuan pursed his lips and remained silent, his eyes frowning.

There was also a chill on Huo Rong's face: "She has been traumatized, it's not that she doesn't want to explain many things, it's because she can't.

"Perhaps in Lord Hou's view, everything she endured was her own fault, but in my opinion, it is not. She is the person I want to protect. If Lord Hou wants to seek revenge from her, he has to get past me now!"

"Who are you!" Ling Yuan's eyes were like knives.

"Her husband!" Huo Rong said loudly, "She has a master, and I, Huo Rong, will take care of her affairs in the future!"

A folding fan in Ling Yuan's hand was snapped off.

Huo Rong took advantage of the situation and hugged Chang Ying in his arms.

The long tassel in his hand was as light as a paper crane, he hugged her a little tighter, turned around and stepped down the stone steps: "Hey, let's go home."

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