The concubine of the doctor who covers the sky is going to counterattack

Chapter 499: Fanwai 5 Helian Yunfei (2)
Only by consummating my marriage with her can the curse on me be lifted.

So, I said to her, 'You are my life! '

She is indeed my life.

But my life is about to leave the endless abyss soon.With her means, the entire private army was quickly subdued by her.But I can't let her go back to Xiliang Jin's side!I must have her.

So, I activated the enchantment of the endless abyss!

Bai Hua became furious and fainted.I don't know why, although I left her behind, I couldn't be happy.

In the days that followed, Bai Hua continued to study the barrier, and his crazy appearance made me feel countless jealousy and resentment toward Xiliang Jin.

I even wanted to kill Xiliang Jin!Could it be that if that man dies, Bai Hua will belong to me?

Up to now, I have never been able to tell whether my unreasonable little emotions like jealousy between women are because Xiliang Jin hindered me, or because I really fell in love with Bai magnificent……

I admit that I like Bai Hua, but I love Bai Hua so much that I want to kill Xiliang Jin and use the power of a cult to fight against Xiliang Kingdom... I am still a little scared of myself.

No, how can a person like me, who has always been in peace, love someone so crazily?I'm jealous and resentful of Xi Liangjin, just because Bai Hua was originally my person, but now he has such affection for Xi Liangjin, right?
I don't believe I can't impress her!
Xi Liangjin had only appeared in her life for a few months.I don't think I'm worse than Xiliang Jin.But it still couldn't move Bai Hua's heart.Mo Yan told me that Xiliang Jin is recognized as the most beautiful man in the world.

So, I took off the mask and looked at Bai Hua nervously.

This face is too clean, too dusty, and too attractive!As the leader of a cult, my appearance is not enough to convince the public, let alone show my face in the arena.Therefore, all these years, I have covered others with a mask.

Bai Hua didn't have the slightest obsession or appreciation for my face.I guess I'm disappointed.

For the next seven years, I stopped being kind to her all the time.Everything I could think of, I did for her.But she always treated me with more than kindness and not enough love.

I also really realized that maybe I really fell in love with him.Can't escape!

These seven years have smoothed out all my madness, jealousy and resentment.It also smoothed out my dissatisfaction.

I never knew that I was such a person who gave up easily.Because, I'm already planning to give up on Bai Hua.Also give up... my own life!
Because, the feeling of not being able to love is really... Painful.

Maybe, I don't have another seven years to gamble.

Mo Yan secretly brought He Huan San without telling me, and was going to get Bai Hua off and drag him onto my bed.Luckily I found out in time!
Not to mention that Bai Hua himself is the god of medicine, as far as I know, Bai Hua's blood is invulnerable to all poisons.Although I don't know if it can resist the love potion.But I know in my heart that if the curse on my body is not for the two hearts to be happy, the time of consummation will be the time when my curse breaks out!
I smiled wryly, this is where Bai Moran's brilliance lies.Even if my Helian clan meets the descendants of the Bai clan, I can't treat them forcefully.

And Bai Hua doesn't love me, I gave what I think is the best in this world, but she still doesn't love me.But I love her, so I am willing to let her go.

When I was recuperating in Xiliang Palace, Bai Hua never came to see me.I heard that she went to chase Ming Hai Guoshi.I kept silent and snatched the bride at the wedding. Although a large part of the reason was that I wanted to cooperate with Yaoguang and find Bai Moran to lift the curse on me, but it was something I always wanted to do in my heart, but I never did it.

However, seeing Bai Hua happy.I feel like my curse is not so uncomfortable anymore...

Taste the pain of missing Bai Hua every day, and feel that the person who gives her happiness is not my sourness and pain. Over time, it has become the only way for me to miss her.Use this kind of pain to remind yourself all the time that I am not gaining nothing, at least my letting go makes her happiness simpler and more complete.Also faster!
When Xiliang Jin heard that Bai Hua had fainted, she hurried away.I could only stand there and watch.That feeling of being alone is really...

Well, at this time, I would rather that the descendant of the Bai family be Bai Youran, I don't know, I want to consummate the house with him now, is he willing?
"Your deep love is that there is thunder in your chest, and there is only light and calm between your lips and teeth. Helian Yunfei, you are wrong. Deep love is not only a heavy chest, but also a bloody storm between your lips and teeth. My love is exclusive , It's desire, it's paranoia, it's risking your life, not letting go of freedom as you said. So, you can't get Bai Hua's love, but I can."

——This is what Xiliang Jin left for me before he left.I just found out at night.

Such sharp and sharp words, like a sharp dagger, pierced my heart.Only those spilled warm blood can remind me of the fact that I am still alive!
I think, I should go.Before leaving, the people in the medical and poisoning team seemed to have something to say to me about my condition.

But I declined and walked away.

No one knows my 'condition' better than myself.That is not a disease at all, nor is it a poison, but a curse!Unsolvable curse!

Bai Hua, you have finally stood on the top of all living beings, your world is crowded with tens of thousands of people.In my world, there is only one you left.Your appearance made me finally understand that there is finally something in this world that I can't get in my whole life.

Bai Hua, I wish you happiness.people i love.I have to go, I will leave Tianhuang Continent.I heard that Bai Youran went to Yuandao, another continent, maybe, there, I can find life.

Farewell, my queen.

(End of this chapter)