The Biography of Concubine Xi of Yongzheng

Chapter 370 Introspection
"Ge Ge... has been bleeding, Ge Ge can't hold it anymore..." Ran'er's small face was as pale as a piece of paper, her body trembling violently, as if she would collapse in the next moment.

When Yinzhen heard the words, he was about to run to Jinglianju immediately, the expression on his face was astonishing.

Yanhua handed the four sons to the nanny, and immediately wanted to go with them.After Yinzhen heard her footsteps, he turned around and stopped her: "Chanchan, don't go, you will be scared when you see Yuemo, it's not good to be scared."

"But..." Yan Hua hesitated for a while, feeling a little uneasy.

"Be good, be obedient." After he finished speaking, he patted Yanhua's hand, turned around and hurriedly walked into the rain curtain.

Geng, who was on the opposite side, saw the scene just now, settled the child and came over with an umbrella: "What happened to Jinglianju?"

Yanhua nodded, the melancholy between her brows seemed to be born with her, and she couldn't get rid of it.

After Geng Shi saw it, he pulled her and sat down beside him: "Why are you worrying about this? Her child is gone, it is good for you and me. You just take good care of the child and always worry about her. These……"

"Sister, Fujin treated us well, how could we gloat so much..." Yanhua recalled what Fujin had said to her that day, and her heart was fluctuating. She even felt that she didn't tell Nian Jingyi to call her Be careful, that's why she has an accident now.

Hey, she's really tired of being like this, procrastinating and worrying about unnecessary things.How did she become like this?She took two deep breaths to suppress the irritability in her heart, and when she looked up at Geng Shi again, Geng Shi's expression was a little unnatural.

Xianyun was aggrieved on behalf of her master, and turned to Yan Huafu with some displeasure: "How can Gege Chan blame master like this? The master also persuaded Gege like this for the sake of Gege Chan, and didn't want Gege Chan to worry about these things. Wouldn't Ge Ge blame the master for being ruthless to make the master heartbroken? If the master didn't really care about Chan Gege, he could just say some polite words and let it go, why bother to speak so earnestly?"

Geng Shi didn't feel so uncomfortable at first, but after Xianyun said the words, she really felt sad.So the smile on her face became more and more unnatural.

Yan Hua regretted her unrestrained speech just now, but now seeing Geng Shi's complexion turned even more ugly, she hurriedly grabbed her hand and apologized repeatedly.Geng Shi was so troubled by her that he couldn't be sad, and finally he smiled calmly, and the matter was turned over like this.

The rain outside is still falling sparsely, sometimes big and sometimes small, I don’t know if even God is sighing for that delicate person in Jinglianju.

Tiaotiao was crying, and Geng had already gone back to comfort the child.Shuoshuo was sleeping, Yanhua panicked, when she was bored, she simply went to practice calligraphy.

She has been practicing calligraphy and painting recently, and that's what happens when she's not in the right mood.Putting all your body and mind into the writing is a very good way to cultivate your body and mind.I don't know if Liu Chengzhi's medicine worked or this method worked, but she felt that she has gotten better recently, and she is not as angry as before.

She picked up the pen and wanted to draw something, and the back figure that she had drawn thousands of times appeared in her mind habitually.She shook her head lightly to shake off that figure from behind, and then she began to try hard to recall Yinzhen's smiling face.

After thinking for a while, she felt that she didn't have much impression of his smile, and after thinking about it, she only remembered his cold face.After hanging the pen in her hand for a while, she put it back on the pen holder.

Impetuousness is a very bad thing. She feels that she has been very impetuous in the past two months, and she is easy to get into a dead end.

She didn't understand why she felt that Yinzhen was entertaining her sincerity before, but when she thought of his meticulous and considerate, she felt guilty.She seems to be a little arrogant, sometimes when her temper comes up, she forgets to take care of his mood, which is really not good.

Just now she wanted to follow, although he was obviously in a hurry to go, but he still slowed down and advised her not to go.That "be good, be obedient" was very heartwarming, and as soon as she thought about it, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth involuntarily.

However, when she thought of the peach blossom marks he left on her body before, her heart couldn't help but turn sour.She kept saying that he was stingy, but she was also the same, knowing that he was not hers alone, but still couldn't help but eat it.After being jealous for a long time, it began to be annoying.

She understands all these principles, so she forces herself to practice calligraphy and painting to cultivate her self-cultivation.

It rained for a whole day, and when night fell, news came from Jinglianju, saying that Nian Jingyi's child was gone, and Nian Jingyi lost too much blood and passed out.

Yanhua held Si Shuo'er in her arms uneasily, and when she saw him touching her face with his small hands with a smile, tears came out suddenly.It's not easy to conceive a child, but ah, this child is also gone.She had heard it many times before, that sympathy was fear. Now that she has her own child, she can understand the unspeakable pain even more.

"Si Shuo'er, Erniang must take good care of you."

It was the first day after the rain on the second day, and there were little raindrops hanging on the bare branches, which shone with a clear luster in the sun.In the humid air, the coolness is even worse.

Early in the morning, the sad news of Jinglianju spread throughout the palace, but there was no trace of joy on Fujin's face.

Yanhua originally thought that she finally got her wish and avenged her "revenge", so she should be happy.But when she saw her lonely face when she was paying her respects, Yan Hua knew that Mu Jin was right.Before, Fujin was holding on to his hatred for Nian Jingyi, and lived well until now, but now that Nian Jingyi's child is gone, the hatred in Fujin's heart suddenly disappeared.

Yanhua sighed, and suddenly felt sorry for her.

She didn't see Mrs. Song, Mrs. Wu was chatting softly with Mrs. Li, laughing from time to time, looking in a good mood.

Both Yan Hua and Geng Shi didn't want to stay for long, as soon as Fujin left, they also left in a hurry.

When Yanhua was going to the study, Hongshi happened to be going too.Qiao Cui behind him held a stack of papers, which were homework written by Hong Shi.Hongshi is not as round as he was when he was a child. He has thick eyebrows and narrow body, his eyes are full of cleverness, and he is full of energy.

"You grind ink for Ama every day, and I haven't seen you develop any bookishness." Hongshi walked beside Yanhua unhurriedly, and seeing that she hadn't spoken for a long time, he couldn't help but criticize her in an old-fashioned way. A few words.

Yanhua didn't intend to talk to him at first, but after hearing these words, she couldn't help but cry: "Brother San, which eye sees that I go to study ink every day? What is bookishness? If you study ink, you will be infected with bookishness Well, then, why should those scholars study hard? Just study a few more squares of ink every day."

Hongshi blushed at what she said, and after holding back for a while, he said in a disheartened tone: "You know a lot, huh! I got a good thing yesterday, and I'm going to find Si brother to play."

"He's still young, he can't even speak, how can he play with the third elder brother?" Yanhua smiled, and when she saw Hongshi's forehead was sweating, she handed him a handkerchief wiped.Still naughty, he was still sweating on such a cool autumn day.

After Yan Hua wiped his sweat away, Hong Shi suddenly blinked and sighed: "Except for Er Niang, I think you are the most pleasing to my eyes."

After Yan Hua glanced at him in astonishment, she quickly covered her mouth and chuckled: "How do you say that?"

Hongshi didn't hold back, and opened his mouth to rebuke: "Fujin Erniang goes to the Buddhist hall to chant scriptures all day long. When I recite poems to her, she is always in a trance. I don't like this. Jinglianju My little girl, she does things slowly and speaks slowly, as if she hasn't had enough to eat all day long, I don't like this..."

He snapped his fingers and talked about all the people in the house, and after he finished speaking, he stared and thought for a while, and when he saw that he had finished speaking, he made a conclusion: "...So, only you let me see The most pleasing to the eye."

Yanhua thanked her with a dumbfounded smile, her feelings were not because he thought she was nice, but because others felt bad about her.

Yanhua looked around and saw that no one else was there, so she lowered herself and said: "Brother San, there are some things you shouldn't say in front of others. For example, if others listen to the words just now, don't you want to Are you saying that you are telling people right and wrong behind your back?"

Hongshi looked puzzled, and said truthfully, "I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart, what are you afraid of? I've only told you this, how can others know? If they know, then you must have told them If that's the case, I don't think you will be pleasing to the eye!"

Yanhua looked at the honest child in front of her, and couldn't laugh or cry.

She stood up and glanced at Qiao Cui: "Brother San is straightforward, and he can still read his childish words at the moment. If he continues to be like this when he grows up, he will inevitably offend others. You wait by his side, Always be reminded.”

Qiao Cui blessed Fu's body, and nodded helplessly: "Ge Ge doesn't know, elder brother has always been like this, and servants are also too much to talk about..."

Before she could finish her sentence, Hongshi turned her head and glared at her: "Who told you to be clumsy? If you are smarter, I will think that what you say makes sense. You are so stupid, you can only say stupid things. I don’t want to listen to it, it will make me stupid too.”

The corner of Qiao Cui's mouth twitched, and she lowered her head slightly hurt.

While talking, one big and one small had already walked to the study room, just in time to run into Xi'er who came in a hurry. Seeing the smile on the corner of Yanhua's mouth, Xi'er coldly saluted her and Hong Shi, and then Hastily went to the study.

After a while, Yinzhen followed with big strides.

He probably stayed up late last night, his eyes were obviously darkened, and the expression in his eyes was not as energetic as usual.When he saw Yanhua and Hongshi, he paused: "Chanchan is waiting for me in the study for a while, I have something to tell you."

Hongshi watched anxiously, seeing that Yinzhen was about to leave after finishing speaking, he hurried forward: "Ama, where is the child?"

Yinzhen looked down, and said in a perfunctory tone, "Just wait."

After seeing the back of Yinzhen going away, Hongshi murmured under his breath: "Huh! Ah Ma likes you, but not me."

Yanhua came back to her senses, and hurriedly comforted the dejected little person beside her: "How could it be, your Ama is of course very fond of you."

(End of this chapter)