The Biography of Concubine Xi of Yongzheng

Chapter 230 Comparison
Yanhua's heart trembled, thinking that Yinzhen would not see her thirteenth brother, the sadness in her heart must be much deeper than hers, so she couldn't help but tighten her breathing.

The jade hand wrapped around his waist twisted uncomfortably, Yanhua hugged him tighter, her heart felt sullen, fermented and swelled in the sourness.

Yinzhen glanced down, and his tone was a bit chaotic: "Is Chanchan trying to strangle me to death?"

It was only then that Yanhua realized that she had used a bit more strength on her arm, so she hurriedly loosened it...

In fact, for the past two years, in order to catch up with his thoughts, she has been working hard to get closer to him.But facing him as a piece of wood, she couldn't guess his mind after all.In fact, she doesn't expect to be his interpreter, so she doesn't expect to fully understand his thoughts, but only hopes to be by his side when he is sad.

Isn't he concerned about the affairs of the DPRK?Don't you care about the common people?She can't participate in the important affairs of the state, and she can't care about the common people, so she will study the books on flood control and disaster prevention, so that she can get closer to his heart.

After finally being able to figure out his thoughts, now that the situation is changing suddenly, she is completely confused again.

What mystery is hidden in that painting?
Or to be more precise, what story is hidden in that western dress?
She is not a fool, when she saw Yinzhen standing in front of the painting again and again in a daze, she observed carefully and found that there were her, him, flowers, and characters in the painting, and his eyes would not fall on himself, It didn't fall on the flowers and characters.

Yes, his eyes flickered, and it was her in a western dress that was reflected in his eyes.But he didn't stare at that beautiful face, he just stared at her dress and only occasionally moved his eyes to glance at her face.

At first she thought that Yinzhen was looking at the part in the painting that made her blush—the full breasts with the corset. She had to admit that her breasts stood out from the crowd.

But after a little careful observation, she knew that she was thinking too much.He wanted to see, where there was no need to look at a painting over and over again, it would be more vivid to see her directly.

She inquired about the news from Liangchen many times, but Liangchen avoided it all the time. Just when she couldn't figure it out, Huaying made a movement.

Huaying said that on the day Yanhua changed into a western dress behind the screen, Yinzhen muttered something, Yanhua didn't hear it clearly, but she did.

She said that Yinzhen was a little confused at the time, and mumbled, "Pingniang, is that you?"

Liang Chen's nervousness at that time was enough to prove that she also knew about Pingniang, and it was very likely that she knew what kind of connection was involved between Western skirts and Pingniang.

"The empress of the Southern Tang Dynasty had a lady who was good at dancing because she had a thin waist, so she was called a lady. Pingting danced with her sleeves up, graceful and graceful. This Pingniang is also a beautiful woman with a slender figure from the name, and she must also be dancing. It's extremely beautiful. But, who is this Ping Niang?" She couldn't help admiring when she heard the name, but after talking for a while, she realized something was wrong.

With such beautiful names, Pingniang must be even more glamorous.

Handsome and beautiful, talented and beautiful, talented and beautiful... Yinzhen and Pingniang... Her heart trembled, as if she knew the great secret.But this secret made her panic.

Could it be that she wants to tell her that she misses the person she has been with for four years, and there is always another person in her heart?So in the past few years, has he been sincere or false to himself?
Could it be that she was used as Pingniang's substitute?

Thinking of this, she turned pale and looked at Huaying: "Do you know who Pingniang is? Do I... look alike to her?"

Although she asked cautiously, Huaying shook her head mercilessly, and even had a look of disdain and disdain on her face: "Although Gege is beautiful, how can she be as beautiful as Pingniang? Pingniang It is said that Xi Shi is the most beautiful in the world, and Xi Shi must not be able to compare with her in this world. Moreover, she is proficient in all kinds of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and is willing to do good things..."

Yanhua heard her boast that there is nothing in the sky and the earth, so she poured a cup of tea to moisten her mouth, and while she stopped to drink tea, she interjected and asked, "How do you know so much?"

Hua Ying was silent, pursed her mouth, and said sadly: "The slave girl's family is poor, and she has been kind to Ping Niang several times, so she has always been grateful for her affairs. Alas...it's a pity Well, she disappeared about seven years ago, and no one knows where she went, and even if the slaves want to repay their favor, they can't find a benefactor to repay."

But Yanhua was relieved in her heart, and sighed in her heart that this is good, since she and Pingniang don't look like each other, then Yinzhen won't take her as Pingniang's substitute.But when she thought about how a legendary beauty like Pingniang disappeared without any reason, and made Huaying so sad, she couldn't help but feel a little shameful for her little thoughtfulness.

But why does Yinzhen think of Pingniang, and what happened between him and Pingniang?
Yan Hua suddenly felt a dull pain in her heart, as if she had been stabbed by a rusty knife, it was not sharp, and it pierced into her heart with difficulty, stained with her blood, and pulled out with difficulty.This kind of pain is very painful, and the wound is difficult to heal, so it will last for a long time.

It was in vain for her to think of his good with all her heart and mind, trying to relieve his worries and worries, but until now, it turns out that he has been thinking of other people's good.

The jealousy in her heart was overwhelming and set off a frenzied wave, beating her fragile nerves over and over again.

It was night, when Yinzhen came to Wanfu Pavilion, Yanhua forced a smile on her face, as ugly as she wanted.

She thought that Yinzhen was talking to her again, so she should be happy.Now that he can treat himself normally like in the past, maybe it's because he has sorted out his longing for Pingniang?But if one day he misses Pingniang again, will he alienate her again for no reason?Is she such a poor creature who comes and goes when she is called?
So, this time, her mind was a little paranoid and couldn't turn the corner. It was precisely because she got it and owned it that she was reluctant to let it go.

Besides, why did she let go?
She is not a fool to let go for a person who has gone somewhere for a long time.Why should Pingniang decide her happiness?
If Yinzhen had treated her indifferently from the very beginning when she entered the mansion, then she would definitely support her strong little heart to adapt to such a life.After all, she always loves to have fun for herself. Without the favor of her husband, even if she is poor or lonely, she will be content with it.

In this world, with a rich husband raising her, she doesn't have to worry about starving to death. Isn't it easy to have fun?

However, after entering the mansion, Yinzhen treated her differently. Whether he was teasing her or pressing her to study, he always treated her differently from other Gege.She thought, perhaps, it is also different from Pingniang, Pingniang is proficient in everything from piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, if she doesn't need him to teach, she will definitely not be teased by him.

However, she thought about it again, could it be that Yinzhen taught her to read in order to make her a smart girl like Pingniang?
But she is not proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. When it comes to these, she will try her best to be humble.

Hearing that Mrs. Li's qin skills are superb, although she has never seen it before, she has also heard praises from Lingxi.Thinking of Lingxi's straightforward temperament, if she doesn't like it, she will never be pleasing to the eye. She doesn't like Zan Fujin but can praise her piano skills. It is conceivable that Zan Fujin's piano skills are really wonderful.But a beauty like Pingniang is like a legend, so her piano skills must be even better than that of Chuan Fujin.

She has seen Song's dancing posture before, and even the prince can't forget it because of her dancing posture. It can be seen that this dance should only exist in the sky, and it is rare to watch it in the world.Although Yanhua didn't like Song Shi's behavior, Yanhua couldn't help but marvel at her dancing posture, it was indeed like a dream.The ancients praised the melodious sound of the qin, and said that it would last three days without stopping. She thought, then Song's dancing posture would be vain and nonstop for three days.Since Pingniang is so legendary, her dancing posture must be more graceful than Song's.

In the mansion, there are those with superb chess skills, Yanhua doesn't know, so there is no way to compare them.

Book, Elder Thirteen's calligraphy is superb, so could it be that Pingniang's handwriting is better than Elder Thirteen's?
As for painting, she felt that she herself was good at painting, and Yinzhen also praised it. Although it was not elegant, it was still vivid, and Pingniang's skills must be much superior to hers...

She compared them one by one, but because she had never met Pingniang and didn't know how legendary she was, the more she thought about it, the angrier she became, and the more she compared, the more she felt that she was inferior.So she felt discouraged, and her attitude towards Yinzhen became cold.

When she was resting, she didn't cling to Yinzhen as usual, and she didn't intend to sleep with him, she just locked herself inside, far away from him.

Yinzhen noticed that she was not very happy, and asked the reason. Seeing that she didn't answer, he gave her a cold look at the back of the head: "Did you take the wrong medicine? Tomorrow, I will ask Dr. Liu to come over and show you."

Yanhua was depressed, so she simply sat up, turned her back to him and went to sleep at the end of the bed.

Yinzhen was indifferent, flipped through the "Romance of the West Chamber" that she had read, but forgot to put it away and put it beside her pillow. After a few glances, she muttered again: "I knew you were reading this gaudy book." I told you not to read it by your pillow so blatantly. If you write in the small book every day, you should write it for fun, right? Hmm?"

Yanhua shrank there and did not move, she bit her lower lip angrily, thinking bitterly in her heart: Yes, she is definitely not as good as your Pingniang, Pingniang is good everywhere, even her hypocritical Gong is very fragrant, you don't like me anywhere, even if you look at this picture book, you will be picky!
But after all, she only dared to slander in her heart, and she didn't dare to say it out loud, so she could only grind her teeth to relieve the itching by herself.

Seeing that she didn't move, Xu Zhen thought she was asleep, and sighed: "What's the matter? Why are you angry with me for no reason?"

After he finished muttering, he sat up.

Yanhua noticed that he was moving, so she quickly closed her eyes and fell asleep.She didn't know what her intention was for this move, she just knew that she didn't want to have a direct conflict with him right now.

The quilt was suddenly lifted completely, Yanhua's body was cold, and she couldn't help shivering.She was startled, wondering if Yinzhen was going to freeze her overnight?She was just hesitating whether to open her eyes to take a look, when a big hand touched it.

Her heart trembled, and she quickly closed her eyes again, allowing herself to be pulled into her arms by those two big palms, and then he took advantage of the trend and returned to the head of the bed.

Because her back was facing him, she didn't know if Yinzhen noticed that she was taking a nap.But she was still angry in her heart, she didn't want to surrender so soon, so she moved inward without a trace, and Yinzhen's body also moved inward, sticking to her back.

She moved in again, and he stuck it up again.

Finally, when he was forced to the point where he couldn't move, Yinzhen's calm tone sounded in his ears: "You keep hiding."

This sentence seemed to add fuel to the flames, Yanhua became angry, she simply turned around and looked at him directly: "I want to have a fight with you!"

The corners of Yinzhen's eyes twitched, and a hint of contempt was raised on the brow: "I'm not free."

After he finished speaking, he turned around, turned his back to Xiang Yanhua, picked up the brocade quilt and was about to fall asleep...

(End of this chapter)