flirtatious concubine

Chapter 80 I Can’t Go Back
back to those days?Ye Jinglan smiled bitterly, her eyelashes moved slightly, and big teardrops rolled down her cheeks. "," Can't go back, Xuanyuan Qingchen, we can't go back! "She raised her face and slowly held his face." "Don't you want to hear the answer? I'll tell you now."

"I'm listening." He said with difficulty.Still not working,?Are you still unwilling to admit that you love me?

Ye Jinglan let out a long sigh, her tone was as calm as water, but it hit Xuanyuan Qingchen's heart more violently than any wave, causing a great uproar. "." I admit that I'm in love with you. "Her eyes fixed on Xuanyuan Qingchen's expression from surprise to joy, but there was no slight change on her indifferent face.

She has always been unwilling to think about this issue, even after Xuanyuan Qingchen made a fiery confession, she tried her best not to think about it.Until in the valley, the moment she heard Helianquan shout "shoot the arrow", she pushed Xuanyuan Qingchen to the ground without any thought at all. At that moment, she really thought about not being separated.

Being alone, she thought she was used to it, but unknowingly, she began to rely on him by her side.

Why did she really hate herself like this? , he occupied his heart without leaving a single gap! , when I realized that everything was too late, there was no room for turning around...

"Jing Lan, you said you fell in love with me..." Xuanyuan Qingchen was stunned for a moment, and then he buried his head on her shoulder like a child, murmuring excitedly. "," I know, I know you love me! "He raised his face and fell a violent kiss on her cheek.

"Listen to me." Ye Jinglan stopped him, "I don't deny my true thoughts, but..." She lowered her eyes, "I also hate myself for falling in love with you!"

He is domineering, selfish, cruel, and ruthless, these are all the bad impressions Xuanyuan Qingchen left on her.

Even if her body is taken by him, and she has to endure the pain that is so tortured that she almost wants to die, she has to live strong by herself and keep running away from him.She sticks to her heart, not to sink into his temptation step by step. , but now, her only defense has been defeated...

Xuanyuan Qingchen looked at her tear-filled cheeks, wiped away her tears with rough fingertips, and said in a hoarse voice: "I know I can't go back, I was wrong, I made too many mistakes, and I hurt you too much." Deep. You can treat me whatever you want, but don't refuse that I love you. Jing Lan, please don't refuse..." His hoarse voice was full of sourness, and he kept kissing her cheek lightly. , every movement was extremely gentle, for fear of hurting her again.

In the beginning, he could only plunder ruthlessly, throw her into boundless pain, and watch her live miserably, which was his goal for Xuanyuan Qingchen. , but she never surrendered to him.

"Xuanyuan Qingchen, so what if the body surrenders to you, my heart will never surrender to anyone!" Even if she had to endure his malicious torture, she was unwilling to bow her head to him until that little life came.

It was a strange feeling that he originally wanted a child, which could be used as a new means of torturing her.When he heard the doctor say that he was really pregnant, the softest part of his heart seemed to be touched by something.

When she ran away again, he was almost mad with anger when he learned that she had bought abortion pills.Taking her back to Bei'an, he thought the child was gone, and almost impulsively wanted to destroy her, but unexpectedly found that the child was still there, and everything was irreparable.

A heart has begun to germinate in a thousand turns.

, since when did you like her?Xuanyuan Qingchen didn't know either.Maybe it was on the first night of the wedding, when she lifted her hijab for the first time, her calm but firm eyes were completely different from the person in his memory. The earth began to fall.

She patted Xuanyuan Qingchen on the back, and said slowly: "Since you can't go back, what are you insisting on? You and I are in love with each other, so there are no losers and winners in our bet, why don't you just let it go?" "She can't kill him, but don't continue to love him, any more entanglement will only make the chaos worse.

"Don't let go, I, Xuanyuan Qingchen, won't let go!" He held Ye Jinglan's wrist, and the firmness in his bewitching pupils was still the same as before. "," Jing Lan, whoever I fall in love with, I will love to the end, love with all my strength, and no one can stop me.And now, if you don't love me, I love you too, and if you fall in love with me, I will spend my whole life caring for you, no matter what the ending is! "Recovering his usual domineering spirit, and confirming her intentions, the next thing he wants is to stay together forever.--
He has this grasp! .

Ye Jinglan's slight smile, like a dragonfly touching water, instantly dissipated like a circle of ripples. , She raised her face and wiped away her tears vigorously. "," No, I want to let go! ""I said I won't let go! "

"You fell in love with me only because I didn't want to surrender to you. If I had stayed by your side submissively from the beginning, you might not even look at me again." She took a deep breath. "," You should be in love with Qiushui, not me.Your long-term guardianship has come true, why not let her be happy?She is your best choice!Xuanyuan Qingchen, no matter how much you love me, there are knots between you and me that cannot be untied, and I am just like myself!So you..." "So I should love Qiushui? "The smile on the corner of his mouth was weird. He touched her delicate and delicate cheeks without saying a word, just caressing her carefully and lovingly.

"That's your business, I just said it." She couldn't hate Qiushui, but she couldn't let herself feel a little bitter.

"Are you concerned about Qiushui?" Xuanyuan Qingchen couldn't help but smile as she watched Ye Jinglan clenched her lips. "," Don't hurt yourself, little fool. "Fingertips ran across her soft lips, and she let go of her hand in satisfaction after watching her body tremble. It seems that she has always had a grudge against Qiushui.

Ye Jinglan lowered her eyes, and said in a light tone: "Is it important whether you care or not?" But he thought of the night when Qiu Shui came to see him.

If it is true, whoever loves Xuanyuan Qingchen the most is probably only Qiushui. ?Su Jingwan's love is almost predatory, and she does not hesitate to destroy all those who hinder her, but also to get the one she loves; but Qiushui is different, it can be said that Xuanyuan Qingchen is her everything, as essential as breathing, because He is worried and worried, because he smiles and laughs, completely dependent on him. , although there is no self, but love is the most deep-seated.

"I don't care about others, I just want to know if you care?" Xuanyuan Qingchen watched the instant change on Ye Jinglan's face, and a faint smile appeared on his lips. What he wanted was her attention! .

"Who she is to you has nothing to do with me." She didn't care what happened between them.

"Why is it irrelevant? Jing Lan, if you cared about her, I would be very happy." He lowered his head and put his finger on her small jaw, "Where did you think?" He couldn't help laughing.

"I, I don't. Anyway, what will happen to her and you is your own business. Whether it's your concubine or bears an heir for you, that's also..." Before she could finish speaking, Xuanyuan Qingchen suddenly choked. Pressing her lips firmly, biting her lips punitively.

"Hey... here is..." She could barely speak, and every time she spoke, he would seal her with a warm kiss the next moment. "," No, no... here is..." "I don't care! "Xuanyuan Qing smiled charmingly.

"If you don't let go, I won't be polite!" After finally breaking free from him, Ye Jinglan gritted her teeth with a warning look.

"I won't let you go, you can do whatever you want!" He knew that she would not be willing to push him away now, otherwise she would have done it long ago. This is a rare opportunity, so he didn't want to let go. "," Come again..." He murmured, hugging the person in his arms tightly.

In the military tent, under the candlelight, the intimately intertwined figures of the two hug each other tightly.

It took a long time before he reluctantly let her go. "," Well, I'm exhausted right now, so I'll let you off for now. "He lightly licked the corner of his mouth with the tip of his tongue, looking at her red lips after being kissed, showing a bad look of success.

"You are simply..." Seeing his smug expression, she couldn't find a word for a while, so she was ready to turn around and leave.

"Okay, okay, I was wrong, I won't tease you." Xuanyuan Qingchen stretched out his hand to stop her, withdrew his smile and said sternly, "," you are not allowed to mention what you said just now. As for Qiushui, I think What are you doing wrong. "He stroked Ye Jinglan's long hair and said slowly.

"What did I make a mistake?" Ye Jinglan blurted out, his heart skipped a beat, he couldn't help but look up at him, only to see Xuanyuan Qingchen staring at her. , she lowered her head in a panic, not knowing where to turn her eyes.

Xuanyuan Qingchen couldn't help laughing at the subtle movement changes. , she cares, it feels so good to be cared by the one she loves! .

"Qiu Shui has always been a very special and important person to me, and I love her very much. I once swore that no matter what price I pay, I will cure her illness!" Xuanyuan Qingchen said When he said this, his heart ached, and the bitter pain was suppressed in his heart. Yes, he didn't break his promise, but he paid the most painful price for Qiushui's health.

Ye Jinglan said nothing, of course she knew what kind of price Xuanyuan Qingchen was talking about.This is the pain in her heart, the knot between her and him that can never be opened.The hand holding his arm slowly slipped down.

Subconsciously, Xuanyuan Qingchen hugged her tightly, not allowing her to take another step back. "," Listen to me, I've thought about everything I'm going to tell you one day. "There seems to be a hint of desolation in the gentle words. Some things, he has buried for many years, are stuck in his heart like a thorn, which cannot be touched, and no one can know. After a long time, it has become a stubborn disease, which cannot be cured. .

"It is undeniable that I like Qiushui. I feel very relaxed when I am with her. There is no intrigue in the world, and there is no bloody sword, light and sword shadow. There is only silence." Xuanyuan Qingchen said slowly.

.He has seen too much of these cruel worlds, and what he needs is this kind of tranquility.

However, Xuanyuan Qingchen didn't understand the difference between them until she saw Hua Meinu again.

Ye Jinglan remembered that Qiu Shui always stood there quietly, not saying much, and there was no dispute in the world in her flawless and pure eyes. Because of her, Ye Jinglan lost a lot, but she couldn't always vent her anger on her. she.

"After my mother and concubine passed away, my father sent me to Xichu as a hostage, where I was no longer the crown prince of Dayue, but a servant who was not even the lowest..." He paused, then continued :","a dog. "In his hypothermic pupils, the tragic years of the past reminded him again, rekindling the never-extinguished flame of hatred deep in his heart.

, no matter how noble his birth is, as a proton, he has no dignity to speak of!speak.

Proton?Ye Jinglan probably knew what it meant, and it was conceivable that he had to endure a lot of pain that ordinary people could not bear to imagine, so that he would become his current personality in the future.

"When I arrived in Western Chu, all the attendants who stayed with me were killed, and died one by one in front of me. All the accompanying servants were dismissed, and no one was allowed to stay and take care of me. This was the King of Western Chu at that time. A meeting gift for me." He smiled coldly and tightened the palm holding Ye Jinglan suddenly.

In his teens, he first watched his mother and concubine leave, and then he watched familiar people fall in front of him one by one with blood flowing in a river. For a moment, his eyes were all blood red, and he could no longer see other people. s color.

The tightly clenched palm was suddenly covered by a trace of warmth, Xuanyuan Qingchen looked down and saw that she was holding his palm.Slowly, he released his palms and said apologetically, "I hurt you, I'm sorry."

"No." Ye Jinglan shook his head, leaning against his chest.

Rubbing his wound with her fingers, Ye Jinglan remembered that when she saw the bloody scene for the first time, she was at a similar age, and she was shocked at the same time. Those who have never experienced it will never understand what kind of mood it was at that time.

Xuanyuan Qingchen patted her on the back lightly, thinking that what he said had frightened her. "," I know it's hard for you to imagine, I'm afraid it will scare you. "?" No matter how strong she is, she is also a young lady in the prime minister's mansion. I'm afraid she has never seen such a bloody scene.In the past, he swore more than once in the endless night that one day she would try this kind of pain, but now, he was reluctant to hurt her.

Scared her, why?Ye Jinglan said in a low voice: "If what you say is too sad, don't say it." She didn't want to delve into his past, after all, the person who opened the wound hurt the most was himself.

"Jing Lan..."

"I'll help you over and apply the medicine first, otherwise the wound will be infected again." She carefully helped him to the bedside, picked up the medicine powder and white cloth to bandage his wound.

Xuanyuan Qingchen shut his mouth obediently and did not say a word, but lay there obediently, watching her busy in an orderly manner, his eyes followed her movements all the way, and couldn't bear to miss a single trace.

Ye Jinglan cleaned up the inflamed wound for him and sprinkled it with medicinal powder. For the first time, she approached Xuanyuan Qingchen willingly, only then did she realize that apart from the current wound, there were still some minor scars on his body. It seems that it has been a long time, especially on the heart, there is a scar that is particularly deep, it should be extremely serious at that time, it can be said that it almost killed him.

Her fingers stopped there, and she couldn't help frowning.

Xuanyuan Qingchen also noticed where her eyes fell, and just said lightly: "Oh, I was injured at the time, it was Qiu Shui who saved me." If Qiu Shui hadn't saved him at that time, I'm afraid there would have been no such thing in this world. Xuanyuan Qingchen is this person.

"The wound is very deep, it should have been seriously injured at the time, right?"

"It's healed now." He just smiled, letting him lie down for half a year before he could move, but it also made him firm up his determination to destroy all those who hurt him.

"Does it still hurt?"

"Hehe, it happened a long time ago, how can I still remember it?" His eyes moved slightly, it was indeed a long time ago.

"Liar, how could you forget how much it hurts!"? "Ye Jinglan's voice was a little choked, her life was hanging by a thread, wandering on the edge of life and death, she knew better than anyone what it was like.

"..." Xuanyuan Qingchen froze for a moment, what flashed in her eyes was...

"Yeah, I lied to you, it really hurts." He stood up, held her small palm, and put it on the scar on his heart: ","Especially here, when I think of you, I feel very sad." It hurts. "He frowned slightly, speaking seriously.

Ye Jinglan didn't struggle as usual, nor did she say that he was unscrupulous or rascal, but let him hold her hand meekly. , but turned his head away, and he didn't know who he was angry with and ignored him.

Xuanyuan Qingchen slowly put her hand to her lips, and kissed her palm leisurely. , with a smile in his eyes, watching her closely. , "I lied to you just now, but what I said is the truth. If it can make you feel sorry for me, I am really willing to be covered in injuries."

Raising her eyes and glaring at him, Ye Jinglan then asked, "Did Qiushui save you?" But there was a trace of unspeakable affection in her heart, the relationship between Qiushui and him...

"Well, besides Wuhen, Qiushui is the best to me in Xichu, and I owe her my life." He said slowly, "I have always regarded Qiushui as someone to protect, she I have been in poor health since I was a child, and I can't play freely like other children. I promised her that I would find someone to heal her illness. During the years of Xichu, she and Wuhen accompanied me When I came here, it was like treating a relative, I dote on her and I want to give her the best!". "Dear? Ye Jinglan lifted his eyes and stared into his eyes, "Qiu Shui likes you, you don't know it." "

"Yes, I know, all these years, the only men Qiushui has met are me and Wuhen, and she has never concealed her liking for me." Xuanyuan Qingchen saw Ye Jinglan's face change, "But, I only treat her Like, just like the kind of like I just said, I can't stop Qiushui from loving me, but I know who the love in my heart is!". "Then you still..." Ye Jinglan couldn't help blurting out, and the next moment she regretted that she had lost control like this.

Although it was only half a sentence, Xuanyuan Qingchen immediately understood what she was talking about after hearing it. Xuanyuan Qingchen immediately understood what she was talking about. "," she is afraid of the dark, so I will accompany her sometimes, but when she falls asleep, I will naturally leave, or..." He stopped suddenly, his eyes narrowed , approaching Ye Jinglan.

"You, what's wrong with you?" Ye Jinglan's face turned red, seeing the color in his eyes gradually change, her heart moved.

"You've been doubting this?" Xuanyuan Qingchen frowned slightly, "Jing Lan, if you think so, I'm really wronged. To be honest, I haven't touched anyone else since I had you. I have never even thought about it." His eyes warmed up and turned red.Leaning forward with his naked body, he quickly stretched out his hand and pulled it.

"Hey..." Ye Jinglan was unprepared, let out a low cry, and fell into his arms.

(End of this chapter)