100 styles of Sheng Shao's wife

Chapter 1054 Give her a chance to explain

"Xiaoying..." Du Bingyao was very surprised and pleasantly surprised, she suddenly took a few steps back at a loss, "Come and sit."

Shi Ying took a step towards the room, she sat down on the sofa, and the middle-aged woman sat opposite her.

The room was exceptionally quiet.

Shi Ying looked up at her, and asked the second question, "Why did you abandon me? Because Mu Zhenyang abandoned you, so you have to abandon me, right? This is your way of revenge, right?" She was very calm , It was so calm that one was in a trance for a moment.

"No, no, no." Du Bingyao was flustered, and she hurriedly explained, "No, I love you. There is no mother who does not love the flesh and blood that fell from her body. It's just... my mother was really helpless at the time, and there were many reasons."

"Then you get to the point and tell me your reasons." Shi Ying looked into her eyes, "Why did you abandon me?"

"..." Du Bingyao met her daughter's gaze, her memory was pulled back to more than 20 years ago, and she couldn't help but had tears in her eyes, "Xiaoying, please give me 2 minutes, let me start from the very beginning, or I will be afraid of you Can't understand."

Shi Ying didn't make a sound, she acquiesced.

The middle-aged woman pondered for a while, and she raised her eyes bravely, "Mu Zhenyang and I are each other's first love. We have been together for five years, but I am not as lucky as you. Our relationship has never been recognized by Mu's parents. In fact, it is also caused by the world’s different family backgrounds, but there is no way, sometimes love comes and I can’t resist it, love is love, I was too young at the time.”

"..." Shi Ying stared at her blankly, she suddenly felt a little sad, it was a feeling that she couldn't love.

Taking a deep breath, Du Bingyao continued, "But Mu Zhenyang is cowardly by nature, he is not firm enough, and he made me wait very tired. I can't see hope, and his family is too strong, so we finally agreed to go together." He also broke his promise to elope. It was his family that I waited foolishly for. They partnered to drive me out of Jiacheng. I was pregnant with you at the time, but they didn’t know that I wanted to protect you and prevent them from beating me. , I knelt down and begged for mercy, I promised again and again, I said I would definitely leave, I said I would never appear here again..."

A hazy mist gathered in Shi Ying's eyes, and she felt her chest tightening a little bit.

"Later, I secretly gave birth to you and returned to Jiacheng with nowhere to go, but I found that I couldn't find a job here. The Mu family made a move. No one dared to hire me. My photos and information spread all over the place. In the streets and alleys, I feel like I am wanted by the whole city. My natal family has been completely targeted by them, and I can’t go back at all. I live with you and have no source of income." She spoke in a slow pace, and every word was like tears of blood.

Hearing this, Shi Ying was touched. When she abandoned her daughter, she must have experienced a struggle in her heart.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoying..." Du Bingyao shed tears, "I didn't give me to a rich family because I was afraid that they would bully you and treat you like a maid. I am worried that you will be wronged in the future, and at the same time, I am also worried that people will not adopt you. They will give birth to themselves, so how can they raise children for others? So I chose a bachelor. I think he will treat you well. I have observed him for a long time , I think he is a reliable person."

bachelor?It was Shi Linghui at that time, tears pooled in Xiaoying's eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I was really helpless at the time. After sending you away, I had nowhere to go so I had to come to Qiuxiang Temple. I don't want to leave Jiacheng. I want to breathe the air of the same city as you. I'm going to I cut my hair to become a nun, but the master said that my situation can be taken care of, I can try to learn Buddhism, if I have distracting thoughts, if one day I regret it, I can also return to the vulgar." As he spoke, Du Bingyao lowered his eyes weakly .

"..." With tears in his eyes, Shi Ying leaned forward, took out a tissue and handed it to her.

Du Bingyao was startled by her daughter's move, "Thank you." She took it excitedly and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Xiaoying, I don't ask you to forgive me, I just want you to be happy. I really never thought about exposing your background, I just missed you when I came here yesterday, please believe me, I just wanted to take a look at you from afar."

Shi Ying didn't say anything.

Du Bingyao knew that the chance of meeting her was slim, she cherished today's opportunity very much, and said, "Since I was hit by Mu Ziwei's car when I found out you were pregnant, I have deeply blamed myself, why didn't I remove her obstacle for you, why didn't I personally kill her?"

Shi Ying's heart skipped a beat, and she was taken aback. Her mother's hatred also stemmed from her hatred for the Mu family, right?
"I was so close to her, and she stayed in the wooden pagoda mentally for a while, I could kill her, but I was still saving her!" She really blamed herself deeply, "I also had that incident Responsibility, if she dies, you can suffer a lot less harm."

Is this a Buddhist person?
Shi Ying really couldn't believe it, she didn't abandon her distracting thoughts, she had emotions, flesh and blood.

Seeing the tear-stained woman who was exhausted, Shi Ying's heart ached. Although this woman did not support her, she was always concerned about herself.

Shi Ying is also a mother now, so she is more rational and understandable.

All the emotions were resolved last night, and she found ten thousand excuses for Du Bingyao's behavior back then.

Yes, she understood the middle-aged woman sitting across from her today, and could even forgive her. After all, it was her own mother who brought her into this world.

"Xiaoying, I've been dreaming about you since then, and I'm almost getting nervous. I really want to get news about you, so I keep scrolling through the news, trying to see your recent photos, but I can't find anything until recently. I saw you donated 100 billion at the charity dinner, saw your flat stomach, and heard you announced the good news that the baby was born, a pair of twins, I was really excited, I was so excited for three days I haven't slept for three nights, but that kind of longing is even stronger, it seems to swallow me... I miss you, I miss you like crazy, even if I just look at it from a distance, I will feel very satisfied."

"But..." Du Bingyao felt remorse, "But I didn't expect that the development of the matter would still get out of control. I really didn't mean it. I didn't mean to make you bear the burden."

Shi Ying took another tissue and handed it to her, "Don't cry, I don't blame you."

Du Bingyao was stunned, staring at her with tears in her eyes, "..." What?what did she say?Did she say she didn't blame her?Really?

"I knew I was adopted a long time ago." Shi Ying put the tissue in her hand, then lowered her eyes, and when she raised her eyes, the corners of her lips twitched slightly, "I was very difficult to accept it at the time, but now... I have let it go Yes, sometimes a lot of things are arranged by God, if you hadn’t abandoned me then, I wouldn’t have the life I have today, if God takes something away, it will always return something else.”

(End of this chapter)