100 styles of Sheng Shao's wife

Chapter 1051 I Will Not Bother
"I miss her, I will go crazy..." Du Bingyao murmured with a pale face, "I want to see her, even if it is from a distance, as long as I can see her once, I have dreamed about her for three times in a row. It's been a month, and I'm going crazy, that feeling is really... almost like struggling with death." She was like a puppet whose thoughts had been emptied out, the tears in her eyes dried up, and there was only one left alive demands.

Zhang Taishi suddenly found that she had lost weight, and she had lost a lot of weight.

"Master." Du Bingyao bowed to the old man, her voice was like a pool of stagnant water, and then tried to pass by him.

Zhang Taishi reached out and grabbed her arm, "Bingyao, it's pointless, you are just humiliating yourself by going to her now, she will not forgive you, she is very happy now, this is a problem you should face up to, you should not to disturb her happiness."

"I don't bother, I definitely don't bother..." She murmured with tears in her eyes, "I just look at her from afar... from a distance, one look is enough, I'm going crazy, no, I must To go down the mountain, I feel that my heart is hollowed out, I want to see her, I just want to see her, if I can't see her, I feel that even breathing is meaningless."

Zhang Taishi held her arm tightly, pinching her so that she felt pain.

Yes, he wanted to pinch her awake, and his strength continued to increase.

"Master..." Du Bingyao swallowed, her legs bent and she knelt down, "Please let me go down the mountain." When she lowered her eyes, tears rolled down, "I miss her, I really miss her, Giving birth is a very painful thing. She gave birth to two at once. How painful is it? I want to see her, even if it's just from a distance. I want to see my daughter... "

Grand Master Zhang let go, he frowned and looked at the woman kneeling on the ground in pain, "Bingyao, if I knew today, why did I do it at the beginning?"

"I was wrong, I was wrong..." Her eyes were sore and red, she hadn't slept soundly for a long time, and she always dreamed of her Xiaoying from time to time, "But who doesn't make mistakes when they are young What? At least I didn’t have an abortion, I didn’t prevent her from coming to this world, I gave birth to her as a single under pressure, and I gave her life.”

Her words are not unreasonable. There are more than tens of thousands of abortions in today's society?If it is unforgivable, then these people are the first to bear the brunt, right?

Grand Master Zhang saw her extremely sad and timid look, he sighed, "..." His heart was also touched.

Then the master and apprentice were deadlocked and silent for a while.

In fact, Bingyao was really like a walking dead these days, but she promised him that he would not commit suicide or do stupid things again, so she kept restraining herself, right?
Now that she wants to go down the mountain, she must have held back for a long time before bringing it up. Zhang Taishi felt that he could no longer stop a mother from missing her daughter. It was an emotion that he, a widowed old man, could not understand at all, but Bingyao's appearance really touched her. her heart.

After a while, Grand Master Zhang gave way, "Bingyao, get up, the master is ready." The future depends on her own fate.

Standing up slowly, Du Bingyao saluted the old man again, "Thank you master." She started walking again.

"But you have to understand that her happiness is more important than your own mood. You have to figure it out." Grand Master Zhang said directly. He didn't turn around, but he knew that she had stopped.

He also said, "Destroying other people's happiness and increasing their psychological burden is really not something we Buddhists would do. After many years of conversion to Buddhism, you still can't take it lightly. This is my sorrow and the Buddha's sorrow."

With tears in Du Bingyao's eyes, she didn't say anything else, she knew that the master was very disappointed in her, and also knew that the master could not understand herself, but she just couldn't ignore the feeling in her heart, she wanted to follow the feeling.

"Let's do it for ourselves." Grand Master Zhang said.

Du Bingyao walked away.

As night fell, Du Bingyao went down the mountain alone, but she dared not go during the day.

Jiacheng, the most prosperous city in the world, is dotted with gorgeous lights, and the sky is full of bright moon and stars.

After she went down the mountain, she took a taxi to Lingyu. The windows of the taxi were rolled down, and the evening breeze blew on her face. She looked at the scenery outside the window dully, feeling heavy in her heart.

Ling Yu, dinner is just over now.

Gu Zhi returned to the infirmary, he was in a good mood.

Xiaoying went upstairs to see the child, Shengyu Shengxuan was sitting on the sofa in the living room, and Shuangqing went to the tea room.

Sitting together and chatting for a rare occasion, Shengyu gracefully crossed his legs, and couldn't help reaching out and pinching his sister's short hair, "What color is your hair?"

"What? Do you want to dye it too?"

"That's not true." Sheng Yu withdrew his hand, "It's quite pleasing to the eye."

"If you look pleasing to the eye, any hair color can be pleasing to the eye. This is a dead truth." Sister Xuan was full of confidence.

Shengyu smiled, "It seems to be right." He glanced at the direction of the tea room, and his mother hadn't come out yet, and he looked at the girl next to him, and said in a low voice, "It's pretty good to cover up, but I didn't even come out just now. There is no eye contact, and it is really hard for you."

"No need." Sister Xuan raised her eyebrows and looked at him, "If our hearts are together and we don't bring these false things, what's the point of interacting?"

Shengyu was in a good mood, "Where did you two go two days ago?"

"Since when did you become such a gossip?"

"Just ask."

"Since it's just a random question, then you can ask something else." She leaned forward and took the remote control to turn on the TV, and a handsome face appeared on the screen immediately, Gu Zhi's exclusive interview was replayed.

In the picture, he is sitting on a sofa chair and talking to the reporter, gentle and elegant.

Shengyu took a sip of Earl Gray tea, but he didn't look at her, "In the future, no matter where you go, you must keep in touch at any time, and if you encounter any difficulties, please notify me as soon as possible. I will definitely spare no effort to help you."

The short-haired girl turned her eyes to look at him, a little surprised that he would say this suddenly, she turned her eyes when she saw him, the two eyes converged, and the corners of her lips lightly raised, "Thank you, brother, for taking care of me!"

The chat between the siblings is still going on here.

On the main road outside the courtyard, a taxi drove towards Lingyu. Du Bingyao was sitting in the back seat of the car, her hands clasped together, trying to restrain her inner emotions.

She is really happy to finally see her. What will I say after seeing her?

After months of dreaming and missing her, she felt like she was going crazy.

The taxi stopped a long way away, and the driver turned his eyes and said to her, "Just get off here, I don't dare to go forward." Those who follow the news know that the guards are heavily guarded, and the guards are one by one. I got a pistol.

Du Bingyao came back to her senses, she saw the lights coming from the yard, and looking ahead was the gate of Lingyu, so she paid and got out of the car.

The taxi turned around and drove away, not daring to stay for a moment.

Du Bingyao stood outside the yard. She collected her thoughts, clarified her purpose for tonight again, and then walked towards the gate.

(End of this chapter)