Peking University "poor" students

Chapter 6
The days just passed by.

Every Tuesday, I can have lunch with the Prime Minister.Although the matter of putting on lipstick before lunch was ridiculed by my roommates, I persisted unremittingly, and deliberately left a grain of rice on my mouth in a ladylike and mischievous manner while eating, waiting for Xiaoxi to hold me gently wiped away his face, and said dotingly: "Even eating is so restless." But Xiaoxi either pretended not to see it more persistently, so I had to wipe my mouth clean; or he just said you There are rice grains at the two o'clock direction at the corner of my mouth, so I have to show a high IQ to figure out where the rice grains are at the two o'clock direction within a second.

Every Wednesday morning in computer class, I could also see Ru Ting and Fang Yuke sitting next to me in pairs.I especially admire this kid Fang Yuke, as a computer expert, he can actually attend basic courses like computer introduction at [-] o'clock in the morning, which is the prime time for sleep.How boring!If you want me to sit in on the first grade class of elementary school, I won't do it even if you beat me to death.Except for Mathematical Olympiad course.The magic of love is really infinite!But most of the time, I would get down as soon as the teacher started talking, and wake up as soon as the get out of class was announced. The biological clock was adjusted more punctually than the school's electronic bell, and I didn't need to worry about hearing their nasty words.

The final exam will be in two weeks, and I am back to the state before the college entrance examination: maybe I can get a perfect score, maybe I can't pass.But in order to increase the odds of the former, I am going to reduce my time online and use my library card for the first time—I have spent these two weeks in the library.After all, my first task is not to be expelled from school.Now the meaning of quitting school has been deepened. It means that Xiaoxi and I will never see each other again.

When I walked into the study room in the library, I was taken aback.What is this scenario?The self-study room is overcrowded, and everyone has a pile of materials in their hands, usually with a 2-liter space cup next to the materials.Even if they were about to leave, they stubbornly used a pile of review materials to occupy them, in case they were kicked out of the study room midway.It seems that everyone is fighting a protracted battle, and they don't plan to move out of the study room until the exam is over.

Could it be that everyone is cramming?I can't help but feel a little bit flustered, if everyone is like this, then my chances of winning are much higher.Hehe, it's not easy for everyone if you don't grab resources with this group of people. If I don't go to hell, who will go to hell?
I turned around to leave, but when I took the first step, I felt someone's unique smell.Xiaoxi is in the direction of my two o'clock, but besides him, there is another girl there.

A woman's sixth sense is very good. Although my sixth sense is usually weak, but based on my intuition of keenly guessing the answers to multiple-choice questions during the exam, the relationship between this girl and Xiaoxi is not simple.

In fact, you don't need to rely on intuition, you can see it with the naked eye.I saw Xiaoxi rubbing her temples and whispering something in her ear.

I finally saw Xiaoxi's doting expression that I had been looking forward to for a whole semester. It was a meter of sunshine on the snow-capped mountains, very calm, pure, peaceful, and perfect, but it's a pity, it's a pity that the person is not me...

I continued to turn around and went downstairs like a normal person. On the way, I met a few classmates, greeted them with a smile, and cursed Miejue Shitai's perverted examination method together.I happily said goodbye to them and left the library.

In the square in December, there is no wind and the sun is shining brightly. I still feel that the unheated outdoors have biting things that make me uncomfortable.Looking up at the sky, the sun was hanging harmlessly in my two o'clock direction.I was a little angry, and I stretched out my Yang finger to scold it: "You don't want to look innocent, why are you in that position? Come down for me, what I hate the most is the direction at two o'clock." After I finished speaking, I was still angry, Started running in the direction of two o'clock.I used to hate running, but this time I found that running is really a good thing.I feel the wind blowing past my ears, and the wet things around my eyes will go with the wind.I just need to take a big breath, and I don’t care whose ear it was or is breathing at this time, I just care about my beating heart, and I don’t care who it beat for, and I don’t care who it is suffering for now hurt.

I ran slower and slower, gradually exhausted and collapsed on the recliner.

At the end of the semester, there were no couples by the lake on campus, and it was as quiet as late at night.The winter scenery is a bit chilling, and occasionally a few sparrows fly around me.The bird was probably used to people coming and going, so it landed on my shoulder recklessly.I smiled, it would be nice to have a companion by my side, at least not so lonely.When I have time, I will raise a cat, a cat with eyes like Xiaoxi.When Xiaoxi's eyes are squinted, they turn into crescent moons, sometimes with a lazy expression, like a cat.hey-hey.I wiped my face and curled up.

I suddenly hoped that someone could hug me tightly and tell me: Don't be afraid of Lin Lin, don't be afraid.Then I can bury my head on the other person's shoulder, cry and shout, accuse Xiaoxi of abandoning me regardless of my image, and announce loudly: I, Zhou Linlin, fell out of love before I started dating!
I feel bleak.I really don't know how to pick the time, if I don't have a broken relationship at the end of the semester, and I can still invite people in the dormitory to have a drink, and if I get confused and play like a drunk, maybe I won't be so blocked and panicked.The few people in the dormitory are reviewing now, so I won't bother them with the crap about the female love affairs here.

I sigh that I can still think so rationally, it really is an invincible Vajra girl!
I got up, packed up, and started to drag my heavy legs south.I ran too far just now, my calf was a little sore, and my mouth was blown by the wind, and the entire row of teeth was acidic.It's self-inflicted.I used to watch TV, and when the heroine broke up in love, she would abuse herself, either without food or water, or become a strong woman to strive for strength, but when it was my turn, I realized that self-torture is not so easy to do.Injury is not conserved, and mental damage will not be reduced by physical pain.Now I feel panicked and have a terrible headache. I start to regret that I should just find a corner and cry. Why study Korean dramas?Do you still have to say to Xiaoxi with a pair of goldfish eyes: "Ouba, come back."

But today such a commemorative event happened, I still plan to go to Wumart to buy a few cans of beer.I figured it out, after drinking these cans of beer, I will treat myself as dead, read my book steadily, and work hard to forge myself into a strong woman.Although a strong woman is a species that is larger than a woman and smaller than a man, it is basically equivalent to a shemale, but it is better than wandering around like a ghost with nothing to do.

While queuing up to pay at the counter, Ru Ting and Fang Yuke appeared.

Now I actually really hate couples dangling in front of my eyes. For me, any pair of couples saying something to me at this moment is a kind of show off and provocation.

Ru Ting was obviously unaware of my hostility, and still greeted me with a smile: "What a coincidence, Lin Lin."

I hate this way of greeting, it reminds me of me turning around and saying "what a coincidence" to Xiaoxi foolishly, if there is no such deliberate coincidence, I wouldn't have a weekly meal appointment with Xiaoxi, no There will be so many delusions, and there will be no heart like a knife piercing now.

So I said sharply: "That's right, God doesn't care, the school is so big, there are still only a few people bumping into each other."

Ru Ting was a little embarrassed, probably because she was so proud that she didn't expect to be treated so unenthusiastically.She innocently blinked her big eyes and looked at Fang Yuke.

I'm too lazy to care about them, now I don't even care about myself, why should I care about others?I will talk about things like repairing the relationship until tomorrow. Today I just want to be drunk today.

Fang Yuke and Ru Ting are indeed a family, he tugged at my arm: "Are you ready to eat explosives?"

I sneered, followed the team with my head down, and cursed softly, "A pair of nerves."

In fact, my voice was not soft, Fang Yuke was obviously taken aback.I always do this kind of deceiving thing, thinking that only I can hear it, but in fact everyone has heard it.In the past, I knew that Xiaoxi had no idea of ​​having a boyfriend or girlfriend for me, and that when he occasionally answered the phone, there would be a gentle expression for lovers, but I pretended not to see or hear.Now that the card has turned and the truth has been revealed, the facts are so nakedly placed in front of me that I force myself to face it and give up.

Fang Yuke's dull voice came from next to his ear: "You apologize." His voice was different from Xiaoxi's. Xiaoxi probably suffered damage to his throat during the voice-changing period, and his voice was hoarse, but it didn't affect his magnetism at all; Fang Yuke's voice is more masculine, suitable for being a midnight announcer, specially used to heal the wounds of menopausal women who have been cheated by their husbands.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing.

Fang Yuke blushed, but still told me: "You apologize."

Isn't it just to make your wife unhappy?A guy who values ​​sex over friends!But today I am pitiful enough, and I don't care to be any more pitiful.I turned to face them both and bowed: "I'm sorry!"

Before I had time to observe their expressions, I quickly turned around and saw that the counter was already in front of me.I dumped the contents of my shopping basket on top and started digging into my schoolbag for my wallet.The schoolbag is heavy and messy, a mess of snacks and reference books, where is my wallet? My wallet?I saw my tears falling drop by drop into the bag.Today I am mourned at home.When I go to the library well, when it is announced that the person I like has a lover, the person who usually calls an idiot as my name asks me to apologize because of my "nervousness", and when I wait in a long line to buy some alcohol to get drunk, Didn't bring a wallet.

I wiped my face with my hands, smiled and said to the waiter, "I'm sorry, I didn't bring my wallet, I don't want anything. Do you need me to put it back?"

I think my smile must be ugly, otherwise how could the waiter shake his head in such a panic.

I chuckled: "Thank you."

I ran all the way out, ran back to the dormitory, found my wallet, and quickly left the school gate to get in the car.I told the master: "Go to Sanlitun Bar Street."

At that time, I didn't know that there were bars in Haidian area. In my mind, Beijing only had Sanlitun besides Houhai.

I just want to find a place with wine to realize my dream of being drunk today.

That was the only time I was in a bar.After I entered the bar, I found that a bottle of small beer was in my early twenties, which was equivalent to my daily meals.I resolutely gave up Corona there and went to find my Qingdao.So I looked around for convenience stores in Sanlitun, and finally found a 7-11 convenience store on a certain street.Holding the five cans of Qingdao that cost less than 15 yuan, I began to drink contentedly.

Sanlitun is a really nice place. The noisy place is very noisy, but the quiet place is like no man's land.I sat on a recliner in the green area, opened a beer and drank it.

I am very clear about my drinking capacity, a few bottles of beer is not a problem, rice wine can only be drunk a few taels, and white wine can be poured in one gulp.

Judging from my behavior of buying beer, my desire to get drunk is actually not so firm.I practically thought that if I was drunk, I would just spend the night in a recliner.It's cold winter now, although wine can keep the cold away, it can't last one night.And I am still skeptical about the public security in Beijing.

I plan to make a small bourgeoisie, commemorate what should be commemorated, and then go home.

But after drinking about the third can, my head started to feel dizzy.

It's probably been a long time since I drank this stuff, and the amount of alcohol has begun to deviate from the actual level.Sure enough, drinking capacity is as unpredictable to me as test scores.This time I was out of order.

When I was hesitating whether to open the fourth can, I heard the phone ring.When I saw the name of the cold-faced killer, I refused to answer without saying a word.I want to save time for Xiaoxi tonight. Starting tomorrow, I plan not to miss him anymore.

However, Fang Yuke persistently called me on the phone, as if urging him to die.

I don't want to turn off the phone, but I really feel a little bit uneasy. I scolded the two of them today, and I'm afraid it will make this kid anxious.I thought to myself, it’s a big deal to apologize again, so I picked up the phone.

An anxious voice came from the other end of the phone: "Where are you?"

I am happy.The announcer came to broadcast at midnight, but unfortunately I didn't have an affair, otherwise I would also confide in it.I said lightly: "Fang Yuke, I'm done apologizing. If I don't have this kind of thing, I'll bow down, right? Being sincere enough is enough to give you face. Are you done yet?"

Fang Yuke persistently asked: "Where are you?"

I laughed: "Are you a repeater? In the evening, you can only say 'You are sorry', and in the evening, you can only say 'Where are you'."

Fang Yuke was no longer a repeater: "I'm looking for you, where are you?"

I shook my head, even though he couldn't see it: "Actually, I don't know where I am. I just want to be alone for a while, and I'll go back later."

Fang Yuke asked me cautiously: "Today, when it was your turn to check out at the supermarket, I saw that you bought beer. What happened?"

I took a sip of beer: "It's nothing, just a little thirsty, so I bought some beer... I didn't expect that the more I drank it, the more bitter it became. If I knew it, I would have bought oranges..."

"Are you still drinking?" From Fang Yuke's voice, I could hear the concern.

I suddenly wanted to cry a little bit, and started to hope that someone would hug me and tell me not to be afraid, not to be afraid, just like in the afternoon.I choked up and replied: "Well, there are still a few cans... Don't drink it and waste it, go back after drinking it..."

Fang Yuke said softly: "I'll drink with you, so it won't be wasted. Finish your drink early and go back to school early. Tell me where you are, and what landmarks are there?"

I looked around and told him: "I'm in Sanlitun, the landmark building is 7-11..."

When I drank the last can, I wanted to call Fang Yuke and tell him not to come.But his phone line was busy all the time, so I had to go to 7-11 and buy a few more cans, in case he came without a drink and called me an idiot.

When there was a pile of beer cans under my feet, I saw Fang Yuke's figure.He was wearing a dark gray woolen coat, the buttons had been undone, revealing the thin shirt underneath.His hair was a little disheveled, and there were big beads of sweat on his face, not at all like his usual clean look.

I was a little uneasy, wondering if he would lose his temper when he saw me.

He sat down on the recliner next to me, opened a can of beer by himself, cursed and said, "I'm thirsty, and I'll quench my thirst too."

I heard his scolding, and instantly felt that he was very kind.

I patted him on the shoulder: "Why are you here so late, I've already drunk to the second round."

Fang Yuke took out a napkin from his wool coat, took off his glasses and began to wipe his face: "There are so many 7-11s, how do I know where you are? I called all my friends and asked the nearby 7-11s to find them." of."

I chuckled: "Don't be so anxious, I left a few cans for you. But, Fang Yuke, don't wear glasses. When you don't wear glasses, I vaguely see that you have Yuan Bin's It looks like it."

Fang Yuke was stunned for a moment, and took a sip of beer: "Okay, listen to you. I will wear invisibility from now on."

I smiled contentedly: "Why are you so cooperating? Do you think that things in the evening were too much? Is there anyone like you who values ​​sex and despises friends? I know you want to save face in front of your girlfriend, but there is no need to tear your face and be aggressive, right? You You have scolded me so many times for being an idiot, I am not an adult and I don’t care about the faults of villains, can the prime minister hold a boat in his stomach?"

Fang Yuke lowered his head and sipped his wine: "I haven't been in a good temper recently, so it has nothing to do with her."

I sneered: "Still protecting her?"

Fang Yu ignored me, and after a while he said: "Have you developed well with Xiaoxi recently? Two days ago, I saw you having dinner with him sweetly at the farm. Just call me crazy."

When I heard Xiaoxi's name, my mind basically stopped.I was confused and said, "Xiaoxi has a girlfriend, right? You must know, but you didn't even tell me."

Fang Yuke scolded me: "You didn't ask me what I said? You don't learn the good ones, but you can learn the bad ones soon. It's really promising to learn how to drink and get drunk like others!"

I was a little angry: "I'm just worthless. Don't stand up and talk without back pain. You got into Peking University easily, and the people you like can only see you. You are promising. It's a pity that I am not. I came to Peking University. Originally It’s the wrong birth. I finally found someone I like, but he doesn’t like me. Every day I think about why he frowns on a certain day, and why he smiles. I humbly hope that occasionally he can think of me , also wondering why I frown, why I smile. Seeing Xiaoxi look at other people’s doting eyes today, a knife was stabbed in my heart, do you know? My first love has not started yet, it just ended... I Can't you have a drink for my dead relationship?"

Fang Yuke didn't speak, but his eyes were a little blurred.

I started crying, as if I finally found a vent in my heart.

I poured out my grievances: "I also understand that things like feelings cannot be forced, so I maintain the relationship between me and him so cautiously, I am afraid that my confession will scare him. I didn't even have the chance to talk to him. I saw him with his girlfriend, and I had to pretend I didn't see it, and I pretended not to be hurt. I even despicably thought that Xiaoxi was with that girl for other reasons. We are together, not because of love, then maybe I still have a chance, and I can slowly approach him... Do you understand..."

Fang Yuke said: "I understand everything, I understand the way you look at him, I understand your expectations, I understand your disappointment. I understand what it feels like when someone you like doesn't like you, and I also understand what it is to be dying What a joke. But, Zhou Linlin, if you think he is important enough that he is your lifelong pursuit, you have to stick to it; if you think you can bear losing him, then from tomorrow onwards, you will forget about him."

The contents of my stomach churned violently.I could hear every word of Fang Yuke's words, but my head was like paste, and I was no longer allowed to think about the meaning of each word.Fang Yuke's figure has turned into two or three, only the pair of black and deep pupils are clearly visible.

I wanted to raise my hand to touch his eyes, so I staggered to my feet and jumped at him.

When my head landed safely on his shoulders, I tremblingly said what I had been wanting to say for a long time: "I want to throw up..."

When I woke up, I looked at the strange environment around me.I didn’t start by checking my clothes like the hangover women in romance novels because I am very self-aware, and my body and appearance are really not enough to make men beasty.And when I was about to wake up, I had already recalled what happened last night.My head didn't hurt as I imagined, but it was a long-distance run yesterday afternoon, which made my legs tremble when I stood up.

This is a simple room.There was a clock on the wall, and a writing desk in one corner of the room: a bookshelf, a single bed, nothing else.

I guess this is Fang Yuke's room.Unexpectedly, this kid still has a house in Beijing.

I opened the door of the room and was about to get some water to drink, when I went out, I saw a person nestled on the sofa in the living room.Fang Yuke was wearing the thin shirt from last night, but it was more wrinkled than yesterday.I found the kitchen lightly, poured a glass of water, sat in the living room bored and thought: Otherwise, I can just leave.Need to say hello?Don't you need it?do you need?

While I was thinking, I habitually pressed the power button on the TV remote control.

This is a big bad habit of mine: except for sleeping at home, I usually turn on the TV, I don’t care about the content of the TV, I just want to have fun.

The sound of fighting from a martial arts movie suddenly came from the TV, finally waking him up, and I didn't have to worry about whether to walk away without saying hello.

Fang Yuke hadn't figured out where he was yet.He stared blankly at the flickering screen of the TV, stood up and turned off the TV, and lay back on the sofa.

It would never have occurred to me that the pig wasn't aware that there was another girl sitting under the same roof as him.In the standard drama, I shouldn’t have yelled: “Ah——” Then the boy began to cover my mouth in a panic to explain his innocence.Then the girl will look at her with suspicion and ask the boy to swear to God. In the end, the boy is very aggrieved and does not doubt it. Will the two become happy friends in the end?

I suddenly realized that it was a Korean drama.Korean dramas are about couples' emotions.Fang Yuke and I are friends at most, it would be ridiculous if it really became like that!If it were to be replaced by Ru Ting, maybe they would shout loudly.But if Ru Ting really met her, I wonder if she would wish for something wrong?Maybe they already have the facts, but my simple head thinks they don't?The more I thought about it, the more I started to laugh.

Maybe my laughter is more likely to wake up others.Fang Yuke suddenly realized something, and stood up straight.

He stared at me blankly and muttered, "Are you dreaming?"

I ran over with bare feet and pinched his arm: "It's not a dream. You ruined the innocence of my family, you can't deny it."

Comrade Fang Yuke finally woke up, smiled and rubbed the place I pinched just now: "Don't talk nonsense. What kind of wine do you have? I didn't fall asleep until three o'clock in the morning."

I'm a little sorry, all kinds of dissatisfaction with Fang Yuke in the past have also been thrown out of the blue.I am very grateful to him for what happened yesterday. If I hadn't said those words, I might not be so relaxed today.

I smiled embarrassingly: "I remember I used to sleep when I was drunk, it was easy to deal with."

"You really go to sleep when you're drunk. You cry out for thirst, hunger, and drinking while you're sleeping, and you fall off the bed. You vomited up and embarrassed me to dry-clean my coat."

"Really? Hehe." I felt embarrassed.

Fang Yuke did not continue to expose my deeds: "Yesterday I watched the door for you on the sofa, and I haven't taken a shower yet. What should you do? Are you taking a shower?"

In fact, I can smell myself.Fang Yuke has a cleanliness freak, it's not easy for him to tolerate me for this reason.I smiled and said, "You can do the laundry. I'll go out and buy some clothes to change. If I go back like this and run into people in the dormitory, I really can't tell."

Fang Yuke nodded, and handed the key to me: "Go out and bring your mobile phone, in case you get lost, you can easily contact me."

I went out and found a supermarket smoothly, and bought some meat and vegetables by the way.

When I came back, I saw that the boy had already taken a shower.I put the meat and vegetables in the kitchen and said to him, "You cooked the dishes while I was taking a shower. I'm starving to death."

Fang Yuke looked at me in disbelief: "Please. Do you treat your benefactor like this? Why should I cook?"

I looked at him contemptuously: "Because you are the host and I am the guest, is there any reason to ask the guests to cook? Besides, I don't know. Either you go downstairs to buy instant noodles, and I will make one for you."

After finishing speaking, I closed the door of the bathroom confidently.

When I came out of the shower, I could already smell the aroma of vegetables in the kitchen.Hehe, I knew he was someone who could cook, otherwise wouldn't it be a waste to have hands that looked like he could play the piano?

Fang Yuke is really a genius, he can cook a few decent dishes with such limited ingredients.I grabbed a piece of braised pork with my bare hands and stuffed it into my mouth. It was not bad, it was oily but not greasy, and I could replace the chef in the canteen of Peking University.

Fang Yuke finally didn't criticize my way of tasting food this time.Presumably chefs pay more attention to gourmet reviews than how they taste.

He took out a bottle of fruit oranges from the refrigerator and said to me: "Come on, starting today, I won't drink beer, only drink fruit oranges."

I took it cheerfully, and took a sip: "Fang Yuke, except for your poisonous tongue, you are almost perfect. Whoever marries you will be blessed, and I will introduce Julie to you later. I can't just sit and watch Look at the outflow of excellent resources."

Fang Yuke ate his food: "Thanks for the compliment. But I still say the same thing, don't think about those stupid things in your mind."

When he said that, I also became distressed, what should I do with this final exam?There should be no problem with professional courses, at least you can get a passing grade.But like I fell asleep in the computer class, I just thought about the "History of Russian Art" and went to the next classroom.well……

Fang Yuke seemed to understand what I was thinking, and said: "There is nothing wrong with the computer class exam. I will mark the key points for you, and you can pass the supplementary classes."

The pressure at the end of the semester had to make me clean up the emotions of broken love and devote all my energy to the various exams.

The whole school is like an alarm being sounded, each dormitory has been popularized to have an emergency light, and the all-night restaurant outside the south gate has long been occupied by students from all walks of life.Originally, with Ah Q’s spirit, when I saw that everyone was attacking temporarily, I thought tearfully that I had found an ally. However, when I saw that the top student in our class, A Ling, was standing in the bathroom with textbooks in her hands and endorsing, Only then did I realize that staying up all night to catch exams is not a patent for poor students.The last few weeks are just the last [-]-meter sprint of the Long March. There is no one who does not sprint, only those who sprint fast or slowly.

The first week is the exam week for general elective courses, the second week is computer, and the last two weeks are professional courses.Fortunately, I was forward-looking and only took one general elective course in the first semester. I just had to work hard to cope with "History of Russian Art".This class takes 30 points for attendance, 30 points for normal grades, and 40 points for the final exam.I estimated that 30 points for attendance have already been collected, and the usual grades are classroom discussions. I just mixed up with the best team, and I can get 20 points no matter what, so I can pass with another 10 points.In other words, as long as I answered a quarter of the questions correctly, I passed the test.

I successfully finished the "History of Russian Art" test on Friday, and I invited Julie to eat Ximen chicken wings.Although I dare not say that I passed the exam with excellence, it is definitely no problem to pass.I happily patted Julie on the shoulder, and concluded as someone who has experienced it: "Everything must be planned. When I entered the school, the first thing I did was to check the punishment measures for failing the exam. The first thing I did was to choose courses. One thing is to review the composition of the grades, and you can see that it was easily handled by me in the end."

Julie did not refute me as usual, but what she said made the chicken wings in my mouth fall to the ground: "Planning is right, but you must also be able to coordinate. Remind you, next Thursday is the compulsory computer exam. Art You have to prepare for things like history that can be passed by rote memorization for five or six days before you get to the point of passing. What about the computer? There is a lot of science knowledge in it. And there is no usual grade in this class. It depends on the final exam. I have been watching computer tutorials at home this week, and I only read the general elective course the day before the exam."

I said to Julie angrily: "Can't you let me finish today? If you say that, I will have to stay up all night!"

Julie smiled cheaply: "Who made you preach so proudly? I'm just reminding you not to be too happy. By the way, the school will not turn off the lights until next week when the professional exam is next week. You can watch it as much as you want. But next week If you still hold an emergency light for the night, you won’t be blind. Why don’t you come to my house to review?”

I shook my head: "Forget it. Although I don't study well, I have a lot of study quirks. I'm not used to strangers beckoning around me, and I can't ask your parents to make room for me, right? But thank you, Zhu Li."

Julie smiled and said: "It's really difficult to serve. You don't need to thank you, and you can't repay it. But can you understand it by yourself? I am a bit struggling."

When I heard the words "nothing in return", my mind started to turn again.

"Aren't you interested in Fang Yu? How about I create an excellent opportunity for you, not only to have an expert to answer your questions, but also to catch a rich and handsome son-in-law along the way?"

Julie glanced at me disdainfully: "Why don't you take such a good opportunity yourself?"

Seeing Julie's disbelief, I became anxious and took out my cell phone to call Fang Yuke.

Fang Yuke's side also seemed to be a lively celebration scene, and many people laughed wildly from the other end of the phone.

After Fang Yuke picked up the phone, he didn't make a sound for a long time. He probably found a quiet place before whispering, "What's the matter?"

The strength I had accumulated just now was enough for me to command Fang Yuke arrogantly, but Fang Yuke took a lot of time to answer the phone, which took away a lot of my momentum.

I suddenly forgot why I called him, hesitated there for a long time, said "nothing" and hung up the phone.I don't know what to panic about.

Julie cupped her fists beside her to watch the excitement: "What are you doing? Answering the phone just to hear the other person's breathing? It's romantic enough..."

Before Julie could finish speaking, Fang Yuke called back.

This time I learned from my experience and took a deep breath: "Fang Yuke, I have been kidnapped, you should arrive at Ximen Chicken Wings within 5 minutes, otherwise the other party will tear up your ticket, and I will never end with you."

I proudly hung up the phone.Julie crossed her legs, if she got a handful of melon seeds, it would probably look like my neighbor Xiao Shanshan's mother and my mother gathered together to gossip.She winked and said, "You guys are naked flirting. My teeth are knocked out hearing such childish words. Besides, you've been ripped off. Why are you talking to him forever? You should say that even if I'm a ghost, I won't let you go." .I really feel sorry for brother Xiaoxi, he married a new lover before his bones were cold..."

When I heard Xiaoxi's name, my heart skipped a beat.For the past few days, I have been thinking about how to pass the exam, but I didn't think of him.Even if I think about it when my mind is distracted, I will rationally tell myself not to think about it.Now his name is like a thin needle stuck in my heart.

Julie probably saw my painful expression and knew that I had said something wrong, so she immediately said, "Oh, don't be sad. Isn't he just a man? If you really can't let it go, you go after him. I'm not married yet. You still have a chance."

I pretended not to care and said carelessly: "Well, I will make plans for the winter vacation."

Julie hit me with a smile: "Why are you still planning? Things like this can't keep up with changes."

I smiled and hit her back: "I just love to plan. After a while, I will plan a blind date and be a matchmaker!"

While talking, I saw Fang Yuke running towards us.

I pouted to Julie, and Julie, a thief, immediately understood.

Fang Yuke pulled a chair and sat down: "What are you doing? Are you still here within a limited time?"

I ignored his words, and pushed Julie to my chest: "Let me introduce, this is my roommate Julie. Julie, this is Fang Yuke, a computer genius. You guys met when I installed the computer last time." .Anyway, you can ask him anything about computer courses.”

The gossip girl who was crossing her legs just now seemed to be a different person. Julie turned her head with a toothless smile: "Hello, please take care of me."

Fang Yuke nodded his head as a greeting, and glanced at me with a strange look.

I winked at him, suggesting that he recall the good sister I mentioned several times before.

I asked for some more chicken wings and a few cans of beer by the way.

Fang Yuke also started to pretend to be a gentleman: "Don't drink beer, drink fruit oranges." I can't stand it, if you say that, I'll just treat you as a lady, a big man is not afraid of shame when he says this .Just imagine, a handsome guy is drinking juice and eating chicken wings, don't you think it's a girl?

I said very forcefully, "Drink a beer."

Zhu Li's grandson immediately said: "Fang Yuke, you can drink beer, and Lin Lin and I can drink fruit juice."

This time Fang Yuke didn't say anything, it was a tacit consent.

In view of Fang Yuke's venomous tongue from time to time, I think it's better for me to briefly explain the significance of this gathering, lest this kid sneer and sarcastically bombard me afterwards.

I smiled and asked Fang Yuke: "Do you need to review for the exam?"

"need."

You have to review?Could it be that you also squat under the dim light of the bathroom to read?
"Then where do you usually review? How long does the review last?" I continued to ask.

"Dormitory or off-campus, depending on the mood to set the review time."

"Then may I ask if your mood is mainly happy or sad?"

"In happy there is sad, in sad there is happy."

"Then what is the approximate ratio of joy and sorrow?"

"Why are you asking this?"

Finally cut to the chase.I smiled and said: "When you are happy, you can help Julie as a favor. Julie said that she didn't understand some content of the computer course, and there was no place to ask. Julie has guests at home, and there is no one at home." You can’t study. Didn’t you rent a house off-campus? Now you have nowhere to go to study after staying up all night, and you don’t have to contribute. If Julie passes the exam and wins this year’s scholarship, she will definitely be the first to treat you.”

I sneaked a look at Julie, and the chick was looking at me with admiration.I also didn't realize that I had the potential to lie and not type drafts.Maybe I have a talent for being a matchmaker.

Fang Yuke didn't even think about it, and immediately agreed: "Okay, no problem."

I was so surprised that I kept my mouth in an O shape for a long time before closing it.I also prepared a bunch of reasons to persuade him, but I didn't expect him to agree so quickly.

I was a little disappointed that the momentum I had just accumulated was useless.

"However, I have a condition." Fang Yuke said slowly.

I knew this kid was not so easy to deal with, so I was excited to refute.

Before I could speak, Fang Yuke said, "The condition is you."

This time, my mouth became O-shaped again.I looked at Julie again, and Julie looked at me resentfully, as if I had done something wrong to her.

I paused, thought for a while, and made a heavy decision: "Fang Yuke, I know that some people tend to get themselves involved when they are trying to match others up. Just like those stars who enter the entertainment circle, they just want to accompany others. I went to the interview, but I was hired instead. But you also understand that I am a loyal person. Friends and wives cannot be bullied, and the rules of boys apply to girls as usual. Since my friend is interested in you, it is impossible for me to treat you There are unreasonable thoughts. You still have Ru Ting, even without Ru Ting, you still have countless girls waiting to be trampled by you..."

I sneaked another look at Julie, and Julie's face was covered with black lines.

Fang Yuke didn't speak for a long time. After a long time, he said calmly: "I mean, while I'm helping Julie with lessons, I hope you'll be there too. Julie is a girl who comes in and out of my house and spreads the word. It has a bad influence on her; in addition, I think out of humanitarian concern, helping one is helping, and helping two is also helping. I don’t want you to fail your computer class, or you will live up to your mother’s entrustment to take care of you. As for you It is said that there are countless girls waiting for me to trample on it, and I am grateful that you think highly of me, but I love my angel, and I am afraid that I will disappoint you and those girls."

My face was so hot that I could boil an egg.

Julie still had time to ask softly beside her: "Who is his angel? Is it Ru Ting?"

As if I was constipated, I bitterly squeezed out two words: "Actor..."

In this way, Julie and I moved into Fang Yuke's rented house off campus.Because my foundation is weak, according to Fang Yuke's words, there is almost no foundation, so I had to stay up all night reading heavenly books.Fang Yuke called me an idiot at the beginning, but later he also felt that simply calling me an idiot repeatedly would not change the status quo of me being an idiot. Most of the time when his answers were rather depressed, he would look up to the sky and adjust his emotions to continue searching. Another way to enlighten me.

Zhu Li has to use her brain while reviewing, how can she explain what she understands so that she doesn't understand it, and then pretend to ask Fang Yuke, and occasionally hold her chin, bite the tip of the pen, flutter her big eyes, and act cute .And I want to pretend that I understand what I don't understand, so as not to make Fang Yuke angry, but even if I scratch my hair like a bird's nest, there are still a lot of things I don't understand.

Fang Yuke clearly values ​​sex over friends.When Julie asked him, he spoke well and told her from the first step to the last step; when he came to me, he lashed out at each other and listed a few key steps for me to think for myself.His reason is simple: "If you don't turn your brain, it will get rusty. It's better to do less to sit back and enjoy it." I worked on it pitifully for a long time, and when I finished answering, he said, "Your brain is still a bit rough. Didn't you force it out by doing it?"

After struggling so boringly in the sea of ​​questions for a few days, Julie finally couldn't take it anymore, and went home to take a shower and sleep, preparing to make a comeback the next day.And I rushed to Fang Yuke's bed to sleep again.

In the past two days, my sleep time has been reduced to half of what it used to be.Every time when I was too sleepy, I rushed to Fang Yuke's bedroom and fell asleep, and continued to read after waking up.

Fang Yuke was made a little nervous by me, and he didn't dare to sleep on the bed, for fear that I would be lying unconscious on top of him without realizing it.Usually when he is sleepy, he curls up on the sofa in the living room to sleep.

While I was sleeping soundly, I didn't know that the disaster was coming.

I was woken up by a piercing scream.I opened my eyes in a daze, and saw Ru Ting covering her mouth and looking at me motionlessly.I closed my eyes, hoping this was a nightmare.But I heard a familiar hoarse male voice: "Ru Ting, there must be a misunderstanding..."

This time it was almost me screaming.

I stood up abruptly, yes, even Xiaoxi, he also stood aside foolishly.

In my panic, I still wiped the saliva around my mouth habitually.Be calm now, be calm.There's nothing wrong with it, why panic?

I smiled at Ru Ting: "Ru Ting, I'm here to be a student. Your man is really powerful, no computer problem can trouble him..."

Ru Ting didn't speak, but looked at me with red eyes, and also looked at the bed under my buttocks.

I had no choice but to continue to say: "You know, I've been sleeping in computer class. I'm going to make up for it now, but this class is too boring, and I get sleepy after not reading much, so I borrow my bed. Don't get me wrong, even if I want something to happen, but your family Fang Yu won't let it. He only has you in his eyes, hehe..." I don't want any face now, it doesn't matter if I hurt myself so much in front of Xiaoxi, but I I started to hate myself.I have a problem with Ru Ting, and I want to help Julie secretly, but every time I see Ru Ting, I can't help showing a servile attitude, as if I have really done something wrong to her, and in the end I am not a human being.

I got up and went to the bathroom to wash my face. I kept jumping out numbers in my mind and doing binary and decimal conversions, and now I got mixed up with the bloody plot that happened just now.Ru Ting's scream and Xiaoxi's bewildered face gave me a headache.God probably regretted the pie that fell on me a while ago, and started to counterattack and liquidate.

I went back to the living room and saw that Ru Ting was still staring at the single bed stupidly.

I don't know what's in this bed that deserves her attention for so long.I even began to imagine that there might be a unique secret between Fang Yuke and Ru Ting on the bed, and this holy bed was ruined by me lying on it like this, destroying all the beauty.Fang Yuke has an obsession with cleanliness, while Ru Ting has a mental obsession with cleanliness.

In the end, I said helplessly and desperately: "If necessary, I will buy a new bed for you after the exam. But I really don't have time before the exam."

Only then did Ru Ting respond, "You don't need to buy it, I'll go to IKEA later. I think it's dirty."

I was angry and felt that I had been slapped hard, but I restrained myself and said, "Ru Ting, don't be so mean. I swear, if something happens, I will be struck by lightning and die a terrible death. I Just tired of studying, lie down on the bed for a while."

I looked at Xiaoxi as if asking for help.Xiao Xi looked at me, patted Ru Ting on the shoulder and said, "Ru Ting, you're overthinking. Lin Lin is not that kind of person, are you overreacting?"

After hearing this, my tears fell, as if the injustice I had suffered was nothing.After all, what Xiaoxi thinks about this matter is more important to me.

Ru Ting knelt down, put his head in his arms, and cried softly: "He never let me sleep on his bed. He said he had a cleanliness, I believed it. I have waited for so many years, and I am not as good as others Months. The first time I saw them, I knew there was something I was powerless to stop..."

I fainted, and co-authored for a long time because of Fang Yuke's obsession with cleanliness.I thought she misunderstood what happened to us, but I didn't expect her to rise to the ideological level all of a sudden.

I wiped away my tears, pulled Ru Ting up with one hand, and pointed at Xiao Xi with the other: "Ru Ting, don't mess around. I'm not sure if Fang Yu likes you, it's a matter between you two. But I'm sure What's more: I like him."

When I said this, everyone in the audience was petrified except for me, including Fang Yuke who was standing at the door with a bag of oranges and snacks in his hand.

I petrified when they started to wake up.I just realized that, going around and around, I still sold myself.

The scene became extremely embarrassing.We sat down at the dining table in the living room, which was still piled with horrible computer exercises covered with red crosses.

I cleared my throat and said to Ru Ting: "Look, I'm here to study, right? The blue ones on this book are written by me, and the red ones are written by your family. My handwriting is a bit ugly Son, don't laugh at me."

Fang Yuke's face was very stinky.

I understand how this kid feels.But any man can't stand a girlfriend who is so suspicious.And I found that Ru Ting's desire to monopolize was too strong, a broken bed would kill her.

I gave Fang Yuke a sympathetic look, and by the way, took a look at Xiaoxi who was bowing his head.

Xiaoxi was the victim of this incident. He watched the farce for no reason, and was confessed for no reason.And I guess Xiaoxi must be thinking, whether I am acting in a fake way to calm things down or to confess my true feelings at the right time and place.

Fang Yuke asked Ru Ting coldly: "When did you get the key?"

Ru Ting stiffened her neck and said nothing, her eyes soon filled with tears again.

The atmosphere dropped to freezing point.

I felt that when I was so embarrassed, I should say something to make everyone happy, so I looked at Xiaoxi and said affectionately: "Xiaoxi, what I just said is true, not to coax Ru Ting. I really like you. "

Xiaoxi looked at me, then at Fang Yuke, then at me, and looked back at Fang Yuke as if in disbelief.

I have no choice but to emphasize it again: "I have liked you for a long time. I fell in love with you at first sight, but unfortunately the ending doesn't seem to be a drama of mutual love."

The corner of Xiaoxi's mouth twitched, and said, "Actually, I have..."

"I know." I interrupted him, although it was true, I still didn't want to hear such cruel words from his mouth, "So, I will work harder to make you like me."

This time, Ru Ting looked at me, and then at Xiaoxi.

A melancholy expression appeared in Xiaoxi's eyes: "Why bother? I treat you like a younger sister."

This time Ru Ting interrupted him: "I think what Lin Lin said makes sense. If you fall in love, you have to chase after him. So what if you have a girlfriend? Besides, didn't your girlfriend break up with you?"

I really admire Ru Ting's sagacity and courage to speak and act, especially the last sentence deeply moved me.I grabbed Ru Ting's arm excitedly: "Break up? Why?"

I didn't care about the hurt look in Xiaoxi's eyes. For me, this news was the driftwood that could save me, and I had to hold on to it firmly.

Ru Ting said timidly: "Actually, I don't even know if Sister Li Jing is Xiaoxi's girlfriend. Everyone knows that she has a special liking for the vice president. She must have been motivated to find Xiaoxi."

It turned out that the one who shamelessly enjoyed Xiaoxi's pampering was called Li Jing!

Xiaoxi smiled wryly and said: "Ru Ting, why are you talking so badly, you girl? If you don't say a word, you won't die. But what if I broke up with her? There are some shadows in my heart, and these shadows will probably last my whole life." I can't go away. I know how to pretend to be with someone I don't love, what kind of hurt the other person will suffer. When Li Jing was with me, I knew she still missed him. I thought it would be better after a long time .Isn’t it my pain in the end? Lin Lin, I don’t want you to experience this pain when you’re with me.”

I am a little angry, you have a chance to try to be with Li Jing, but you are so stingy that you don't even give me a chance?I shouted: "No, if you want a shadow, I will be the sunshine. One day, the shadow will disappear, and we will love each other."

Fang Yuke, who had been silent all this time, walked to the kitchen, took out a few cans of beer, and said to us with a smile: "Okay, is there anyone like you? Confession, rejection, stalking and so on are all said beside us, When we are airy? Have some wine, and you will go back after drinking. And Zhou Linlin, you pack up your books and go back and read them yourself. There must be no problem with passing the exam now. Thinking about it, maybe you can get a high score in the exam. If you can't do it again, you can ask Xiaoxi directly."

Fang Yuke's face was a little pale, and there was a bitter taste in his smile.

I don't know if this bitter smile is due to the transfer of the tutor's qualifications, so that he has sad in his happy or happy in his sad?

(End of this chapter)