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Chapter 83 It's Impossible In This Life
He drove Song Yan to Tang Munian's apartment outside.

As soon as the door opened, when the two of them entered together, Tang Munian suddenly put his arms around her waist from behind, resting his chin on her shoulder, and put his lips close to her ear, he smiled softly, "Mrs. Tang, wedding anniversary hapiness."

His approach made Song Yan's whole body tremble, as if someone had touched a tight nerve, causing her to push him away quickly.

Turning around to look at him, she couldn't help but take a few steps back, widening the distance between her and him, a pair of red and sour eyes, vigilant and desperate like small animals, stared at him, her pale lips were tightly pursed of.

Her eyes glittered with tears, and he took them into his eyes relentlessly, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, he took a step forward, and raised his hand to try to wipe away the sour redness in her eyes, "Why does it seem like you want to... Cried?"

"Don't touch me." Raising her hand to ward off his feelings, Song Yan's tone was calm after being suppressed, but the constant ups and downs of her chest betrayed her fragility at the moment.

How real are his eyes and actions now?

She got in the car with him and came here not to see his hypocrisy.

The outstretched hand was blocked by her slightly aggressive reaction, but Tang Munian didn't feel anything, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and he looked away from her. He turned around and paced to the sofa, and sat down.

Legs crossed gracefully, he took out a cigarette, took out the lighter and clicked it on.

The spark burned slowly, and the pungent smell of nicotine spread in the air, passing between her nostrils.

Then, she heard him say, "Do you know how much that newspaper article a while ago influenced me?"

Song Yan looked at him sideways, with tears in his eyes, but stubbornly refused to let the tears flow, and only stared at him who was sitting leisurely on the sofa with a pair of red eyes.

Slightly took a breath of cigarettes, and breathed out his calm tone, "The stock has fallen, the company's people are loose, and the approval of the land in the east of the city that was handed in a while ago has not come down on the due date, resulting in The original land development has been unable to act, and even some people who originally cooperated with our company temporarily reneged on the contract, withdrew their capital, and canceled their cooperation..."

Turning his head, he stared at her thin body without emotion, "Do you know how much I lost during that time?"

"..."

Song Yan just pursed his lips tightly, his eyes fixed on him, unable to say a word, but the coldness in his heart continued unabated.

"You're not stupid. You should be able to understand how much negative news will affect the company." Smiling very lightly, he turned his eyes away suddenly, took another puff of cigarette, and exhaled green smoke, casually Said, "If I don't take some measures, the company's vitality will not be easily restored."

Gritting her teeth, she said, "But, you can wait for this time to pass."

"Wait?" He sneered and raised his eyebrows, "Do you know how much I will lose while waiting for this time to pass?"

"..."

"After this period of time passes, the company will go into a low period again. What's the difference between all this and starting over?" He clenched his lips and said, "The Tang family has already suffered one defeat, and I can't allow it. A similar thing happened."

And he didn't have the energy to do it all over again.

Because, he still has a deep memory of the feeling of being defeated. After a few years of baptism, the Tang family has finally regained its vitality a little. Such a similar thing, he can not allow and absolutely can not happen again.

He couldn't allow the Tang family to experience the same downturn as before.

What he said may be well-founded, and he has enough reasons and a firm position, but for some reason, Song Yan just wanted to laugh when he listened.

She didn't know whether to laugh at him or herself, she just felt that her heart was full of absurdity.

Afterwards, she turned around, stared at him directly, and asked in a calm voice without emotion, "So, can betraying me make your company better?"

Would letting her sleep with other men and have her disheveled side snapped by a rushing reporter solve his company's problems?

Does he really think so?
"If it's just such a reason, it's obviously not enough." Tang Munian laughed at himself.

He knew that Song Yan would not believe this alone, because if he betrayed her just for this reason, the company might not be able to turn around.

Then, he was quite generous. The moment she rushed out to block his car, he knew that she must have a reason, and it was a very reasonable reason.

Therefore, he didn't intend to hide anything, and said truthfully, "What the company needs most now is the approval of the land in the east of the city, but the authority for approval and issuance has been lingering for a long time..."

Speaking of this, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and changed the topic suddenly, "Do you still remember the woman who met you once in the hospital?"

Song Yan suddenly remembered the woman she saw in the ward when she rushed to the hospital to explain to him after being exposed about her things.

To be correct, there should be two face-to-face encounters.

It's just that the second time, they didn't notice that she was standing at the door, taking all their live restricted-level performances into view...

Speaking of this, Song Yan gradually understood something, and even roughly guessed the cause of the incident.

But she pursed her lips for a long time and didn't say anything, only her eyes became colder, and she continued to wait quietly for him to speak.

Then, she heard Tang Munian say, "Her father is a high-ranking national, and his status in this city is not low. It is limited to the mayor, and he is familiar with high-level officials in other countries, so..."

So what, even if he doesn't need to continue to say what follows, Song Yan, who is quite not stupid, can still understand that commercial interests are always inseparable from those high-ranking and powerful people who eat the national food.

Although Song Yan doesn't understand this kind of business matter, he also understands that if he wants to take a shortcut and succeed as quickly as possible, he must flatter some people with clever words, even shaking his head and begging his tail...

And Liu Qingqing's appearance just happened to be the ladder for him to climb up the rock. He needed her strength to keep climbing, higher and farther.

Only in this way, he can become the lofty figure that every man dreams of, who can overlook all living beings, instead of the current situation, where a little fallacy will bring huge influence and loss to his company.

His current company is not firm enough, he needs a handrail or a ladder to allow him to climb higher, to stabilize him and enrich his position...

But listening to his reasonable explanations and reasons, Song Yan still felt like he couldn't help laughing, laughing at himself.

She moved away slowly, stood in front of him slowly, clenched her fists, stared at him with red eyes, followed his words just now, and said calmly, "So, for your status, for your In order to please others, you didn't even notify me, and let me have sex with other men for no apparent reason?"

After asking such a few words, she regretted for a moment.

Because in his cold eyes, she felt that she seemed to be humiliating herself, and every word she said seemed to be slapping herself.

How painful is this feeling of slapping yourself?
He must not feel it.

Because she heard him sniffing out the cigarette again, looked up at her, raised her eyebrows and said, "Why not do something that kills three birds with one stone?"

Liu Qingqing would be happy only if she slept with another man and was caught by the reporter, coupled with the public relations document that had been prepared long ago, to wash off the dirt that was kept on his head.

Liu Qingqing was happy, so Liu Qingqing's father was naturally happy.

Liu Qingqing's father is happy, so the land use rights that have not been approved for a long time will be issued soon, and then the company's recent difficulties will be alleviated soon...

This was the fastest and best solution he could think of.

Besides, he has nowhere to go.

Tears welled up in the corners of her eyes, even though she felt that crying at the moment was a very spineless and self-respecting thing, if she could, she would also like to use a smile to explain her indifference, but she couldn't laugh...

Lowering her head slightly, she said, "But, you have touched my body."

A calm word suddenly pierced into Tang Munian's chest, hitting the apex of his heart fiercely, causing his heart to twitch uncontrollably for a moment.

Breathing suddenly froze, Tang Munian stared fixedly at her who was standing opposite, his eyes were scorching, and his eyes were filled with a glint of pain, but he was quickly suppressed by him, and he also let go of the feeling in his heart that he thought was no longer there. The pain that should belong to him also subsided.

Afterwards, the corners of his mouth curled up mockingly and contemptuously, and he sarcastically said, "Didn't you touch other men too?"

"..."

How much is her current body worth?

In his eyes, she might have been worthless long ago, otherwise, he wouldn't have given her to another man so easily...

Pulling her lips, Song Yan took a deep breath, and tried to suppress the unspeakable sadness in her heart. She forcibly controlled herself so that her body would not tremble because of his coldness, and asked slowly, "If, I Let me tell you again, only you have touched it?"

"It's a pity." He smiled lightly, "In this world, there are no ifs."

Her credit value has long been negative with him, so she can no longer have any hope that he can still believe her words.

And even if, really if, that couldn't cover up the fact that she had a son.

What's more, all the difficulties encountered by the company are almost all caused by her?
Song Yan shook his head and couldn't help laughing, laughing so much that he laughed at himself, he couldn't tell how cold it was, his heart seemed to be frostbitten.

A man refuses to believe you, no matter how much you say, no matter how well you explain, he will never believe you.

As far as he is concerned, even if she tells him everything now, he may not be able to believe it. He is such a man who will not trust. He used to be, is now, and has always been...

He never believed her, even a little bit...

She has clearly obtained such recognition before, but she seems to have been unwilling to give up completely. This is probably a common problem of women. No matter how long she treats a man she loves deeply, no matter how long he refuses to trust, she will always treat him Have a little bit of expectation.

But now, this kind of hope that he can still have a little bit of trust expectation finally turned into bubbles, dissipated deep in her heart, and gradually became invisible...

"Then, maybe I'm really sorry." Suddenly, she pulled her lips into a smile, no longer thinking about what he could believe in her, raised her eyes to look at him, and smiled calmly, "I didn't arrange the one with you." The man went to bed, and the reporter didn't capture the picture that you thought, I'm really sorry, let your expectations come to nothing."

Tang Munian froze, his eyes fixed on her face with a perfect smile.

He hates her face with the corners of her mouth slightly curled up, her smile is so perfect that no one can find a trace of flaws, because when she smiles like this, she is the prettiest, but it also makes him smile. Think, the most hypocritical face.

I hated it before, and I still do.

They confronted each other for a long time, and slowly, he couldn't hear the emotional voice, and overflowed his lips, "You are cheating."

"..."

"Only if you cheat, can I be with her justifiably." Looking away, he said, "Although the previous scandals have ruined our reputation, she can't become a third party at this time and accept the contemptuous gazes of others." .”

"..."

"You cheat, so I can be with her."

Then, everything can be easily solved.

Song Yan deeply felt that she should turn around and leave at this moment, and stop looking at this man who suddenly made her feel terrified, and who still had a little bit of repulsion and disgust spreading in her heart.

However, her footsteps seemed to have taken root, and she couldn't move.

Maybe it was hurt by his tone, but now she didn't even have the strength to move forward.

"I won't." Song Yan smiled calmly, with a faint smile, but his words were stubborn and paranoid, refusing to retreat at all, "You want me to bear all the infamy again to fulfill you and other women, but I won't Follow your steps."

Even though she felt time and time again that she had never really cared about such a luxury as face and reputation, but this time, she would never want her to cheat and bear everything!
Even if she doesn't think about herself, she still has to think about Song Xiaoyuan's feelings after knowing all this.

Therefore, she will never take the initiative to cheat, absolutely not!
Facing her unquestionable tone, Tang Munian couldn't help but frowned, and turned his gaze to her again. Slowly, he stood up, looking at her level.

She was silent for a long time, and her eyes refused to flinch at all. Finally, he endured the psychology that even he loathed himself, and said in a language that even he would despise deep in his heart, and said coldly, "This is what you owe to the Tang family. owe me."

"..."

Song Yan was shocked, and his eyes were suddenly dull.

"If the Tang family hadn't adopted you back then, it's unknown where you are now. Dad loved you so much, but you didn't even come to see him when he passed away, and you left my side without saying a word. I also gave birth to another man." Every time he said a word, his brows became more and more frowned, and the disgusting feeling of loathing himself in his heart became more and more disgusting, but he still had to say, "Don't you think it's time to do it? What should I do to repay the Tang family and my dad who is watching in the sky?"

Later, he didn't say anything about repaying him, because that feeling would be too disgusting, and he couldn't express it himself.

But, enough is enough.

Although he didn't mention whether she should repay her later, the previous ones alone were enough to hurt her completely and bloody.

Looking deeply at her with dull eyes, he said, "After all, we are getting divorced."

"Hehe..." Suddenly, Song Yan lowered his eyes and let out a low laugh. The laughter lingered in the empty and quiet space, slightly crisp and hollow, and she said in a low voice, "You are so pathetic."

"..."

"Tang Munian." She stared at him with eyes glistening with tears, and the corner of her mouth curled up in a mocking arc, "I suddenly discovered that in this world, there may never be a man more pathetic than you."

"..."

"Because you don't understand anything, and you refuse to believe, the truth, the facts you should know." She said with a smile, "Is there any man more pathetic than you?"

"Shut up!" He suddenly warned in a low voice, his eyes were slightly sharp.

Her mocking feeling seemed to be mocking his ignorance, mocking his ignorance.

And in fact, what else did he not understand?

With all the things in front of us, how else do we need to understand?

What he has experienced, it is not necessarily that she can see that little bit, and it is not necessarily that she will know that when she left six years ago, he looked for it like a madman.

She wouldn't even understand the pressure he was under at that time, and when he was under that pressure, she was with another man and gave birth to someone else!

If she had to say something about being cruel or not, then she had never been cruel to him?
It is clear that as long as she could stay and accompany him through the tormenting time, everything would not be like it is now...

Song Yan really didn't speak any more, just looked at him with a pair of eyes with twinkling tears, that kind of smile and eyes made Tang Munian feel flustered in his heart, as if he had done something What an unforgivable thing, but I don't know it.

He was suddenly terrified and tired of this feeling, as if he was in the dark and couldn't see anything, but there were many pairs of eyes admiring his fear and anxiety wantonly through the darkness.

This feeling can only be felt in the darkest time six years ago, and he doesn't want to recall that feeling at all, the feeling of fear, panic and desperately trying to escape...

Staring coldly at Song Yan's panic-smiling expression, Tang Munian was suddenly annoyed and pushed her away, slamming the door and leaving.

Song Yan was pushed to sit on the sofa by him, but not long after, he went back and forth again, and he already had an extra divorce agreement in his hand.

This is what he just went downstairs and brought in the car.

"Sign it."

Throwing the divorce agreement in front of her, he was flustered and just wanted to break away from her quickly, and he no longer expected her to cheat on him so that he and Liu Qingqing could have a good step down.

She bears all the infamy, and he and Liu Qingqing only need to use a little tricks to enjoy "He has always understood that she has other men's children outside, but it has only been so many years because of his sympathy for their mother and child, orphans and widows." He has never taken the initiative to divorce her, never revealed all the unbearable things, and he and Liu Qingqing are truly in love, but because of her problems, they have not made it public for a long time." The idea of ​​being able to shirk everything well has disappeared in her terrifying smile.

At this moment, he just wanted to escape from her quickly.

Because she suddenly made him feel terrible, if he continued to stay longer, he didn't know what he would do...

Song Yan sat on the sofa, staring fixedly at the divorce agreement that was thrown on the coffee table in front of him and lay quietly.

On the divorce agreement, Tang Munian's name had already been signed, and now, only her was missing.

Twirling the corners of her mouth, she smiled very lightly, the same place, the same thing, they did it twice.

But the moods of the two times were completely opposite attitudes...

Lowering his eyelashes slightly, Song Yan didn't hesitate for a moment, took the pen, and quickly signed his name...

"I won't inform you about the future. Everything else will be handed over to the lawyer, and he will handle it very well." Looking at her pale face, he said, "This ridiculous and funny relationship between us , that's all."

As he said that, he took out a checkbook from nowhere, tore off one and put it on the coffee table in front of her, "You can fill in the number of words as you like."

Although he didn't owe her anything, he would not be stingy when it was time to be generous.

Song Yan didn't reply to his words, and she also believed that what he said was true, that lawyer was so good that they could easily resolve the subsequent matters without having to show up.

When Tang Munian picked up the divorce agreement and turned to leave, Song Yan stared blankly at the checkbook on the coffee table in front of him, and suddenly asked softly, "Without her, would we still be able to go back to the past?"

"..."

Tang Munian's figure standing at the door suddenly trembled, as if his chest had been hit hard by something. At that moment, the pain was almost heart-piercing. Her voice was like a spell, freezing him In the same place, I forgot God for a long time...

Perhaps remembering so many ridiculous encounters between them and the inevitable passing by, he lightly raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, "It's impossible in this life."

The voice lingered in Song Yan's mind for a long time, and she didn't even remember when he left.

Then, in the empty and quiet space, I have been holding back the tears that I haven't shed, and finally it seems that the embankment has been broken, sliding down and rolling down unscrupulously.

I want to stop, I want to desperately stop this unbearable tears, but I can't stop...

Tang Munian will never know that six years ago, she gave someone else a surrogate to help him raise money to reorganize everything in the Tang family. He also didn't know that she only got part of the deposit when she was a surrogate.

What's more, she didn't know, because the funds were not enough for him to reorganize the Tang family and make a comeback, so she dragged her exhausted body, ran to her mother, and privately took away the money from the family of the perpetrator when her biological father died in a car accident. She paid 5000 million yuan for their hush money in private, and she donated it to him in an anonymous way, plus part of the deposit for the surrogacy. A total of nearly 5000 million and [-] million yuan was given to him, so that he would have the opportunity to The Tang family has become the enviable state and status it is now.

And because she selfishly took away the filthy money from her father at that time, she was completely ordered by her biological mother not to see her again, and she was forced to turn against her biological mother...

There is another thing that he will not know, that is, on the day of Tang's father's burial, she hid not far behind them and watched Tang's father's burial with her own eyes, and even they all left, and the gray sky began to rain No, she never left...

At that time, she had just given birth to Song Xiaoyuan for a few days...

In the past, she used to fall in love with a man who would never trust her as if she had a disease.

But what really makes her sad is not his distrust, nor is it that he has another woman in less than a month, and it is not that he puts her away in order to please other women and for the sake of his status in the company. She pushed her to another man and tricked her into another man's bed, and it would never be her contribution back then, without getting anything in return from him.

What made her really sad was that he clearly rescued her from the driver that time, but in the blink of an eye, he pushed her into a deeper abyss...

She was just sad. Not long ago, he wanted to ask her if he had such a little bit of regret, which caused him to have a car accident. Not long ago, he easily tore all the beliefs at that time...

She's really, just a little sad than that...

(End of this chapter)