boudoir

Chapter 248
Liuli twitched the corners of her mouth, feeling like she wanted to laugh.The moment she knew the truth, she was indeed angry, and she also had the urge to rush to him to question him, but after such a long time, she actually didn't want to say anything.What he wants to say is nothing more than an explanation. How true is such an explanation?Since he was using her and fooling her, how could she get any explanation.

Qi Yunhao looked at her, frowned gradually, and asked: "Do you not believe it?"

Liuli took a deep breath facing the dark window, turned her head, and said lightly, "How dare I not trust the general?" It's ridiculous to ask her such a thing now.Did he really think she was a fool, or did he really think she couldn't do without him?Can it make her blind to the point where Aunt Su can trust her husband without any doubt?

"What the general wants to say, just say it, I'm listening."

His eyes froze, his face was tense, and he wanted to reach out to grab her hand, but seeing her expressionless expression, he had no choice but to give up.

"Anyway, I never fooled you, and I never thought of fooling you." He looked at her and said, "We who have lived on the tip of a knife for many years are not good at loving children, let alone saying touching words." My love words to you. Every word I say to you is true. When I set you up, you were only 12 years old, but I am already [-] years old. Although I have not experienced many things, it does not mean that I do not know. Since we I pray to heaven and earth, we will be together for the rest of our lives, and I don't want any accidents."

"is it?"

Liuli stared at the patch on the corner of the table, "Since this is the case, why did the general hide it from me?"

He lowered his head, frowned and said, "Because, there are some things that I haven't decided how to tell you."

"No," Liuli shook her head and looked at him, "It's not that you didn't think about what to say, but you never thought about telling me. Did the general raise birds? I did before, and I bought them at a very expensive price In the cage, people take good care of it every day, and don't let anyone hurt it. It seems to care about it very much. But I know that it is just a moving decoration for me. I am a general In other words, it’s just a decoration that occupies the title of the general’s wife. In your opinion, you can completely control my life and life, and you can decide what kind of life I live. In the past, you could keep me in the dark and suppress me. The Holy Majesty’s decree of marriage is not for me to know, and now, you can take away my right to have a child without authorization. To the general, your words are the law, and your decision is the law of the king.”

When she said these words, Liuli was very calm, as if there was nothing that could make her excited and indignant.

But Qi Yunhao propped his hands on the table, leaned over and stared at her for a long time, and said: "You say that, are you really blaming me for breaking up you and Du Rui?"

He stared at her, stood up straight suddenly, gritted his teeth and said, "You said that I am domineering to you, do you mean that I am not as good at pleasing you as he is, and have so many tricks to please you? In your heart, don't you?" Only Du Rui is worthy of you, am I just a vulgar martial artist?"

Liuli suddenly heard Du Rui's name spit out from his mouth, and couldn't help but startled. How long has she not thought of Du Rui, and how long has she not heard from him?All those who are good for her will not tell her, and those who do not want her good have no courage to mention him to her under Qi Yunhao's domineering.What does he mean by mentioning Du Rui so loudly now?
She stood up, her face tensed, and she said, "Isn't it more domineering to say that, the general? Du Rui and I are innocent. If the general suspects that I have anything to do with him, why should he marry me? The general is probably because he has been treating me Doubtful, that’s why you left me on the night of the big wedding? It’s because you never trusted me, so you only gave me the account book, and you didn’t let me see the land property deed at all, and you didn’t let me see it. Let me conceive your child because you didn't plan to live in this mansion for a long time, right? The general said he was a warrior, but in my opinion, you are smarter than those thoughtful advisers!"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Qi Yunhao slammed his fist on the table, and the two-inch-thick rosewood table was instantly cracked. He gritted his teeth and stared at her, his eyes were red: "I didn't touch you because I doubted you." You, you want a land deed, but I don't have it either! How do I treat you, do you really not feel it?"

Liuli bit her lower lip and stared at him.

"I'm sorry!" He calmed down, pulled her over, and said, "I don't want you to have a baby. It really doesn't mean anything else."

Liuli turned her head and looked out the window for a long time.

"Actually, the general doesn't need to explain so much. It doesn't matter if you have it or not. When I talk about the land deed, it's not that I really want to get it. It's just that it's the general's attitude towards me whether to give it to me. I have no family. , now that I'm married to the general, I just want the two of us to be together, trust each other, and care for each other, but the general treats me like this, which makes me very sad. Of course, the general doesn't care what I think, I just don't want to Just keep those words to yourself.

"I am also very honored to be one of the general's favorite women. I am grateful to you for taking care of me. You pulled me out of He Mansion and gave me the honorable wife status as a concubine. I am also grateful for the general's kindness to you. I said these words against my will to comfort me. I remember all these kindnesses. But—"

She caressed the sharp edge of the table corner, let out a sigh of relief, and said: "There are many people who marry and have children at the age of 15 in the world, and not all of them are dead. And I also believe that the general doesn't care about my arrival." The point of worrying about gains and losses. The birth of a child and the death of a mother are only possible, not absolute. I asked the general why he married me. After the general Puyan passed, I didn’t ask any more. It’s just that I know in my heart that our marriage has never been pure. It's just that I urgently needed the general's strength to stand up and rush out of the He Mansion, so I didn't refuse, and of course, I couldn't refuse."

Qi Yunhao stood on the spot, clenched her hands into fists, she couldn't see what was in her eyes.For this, she was no longer in the mood to explore.After sorting out her thoughts, she went on to say:

"Actually, I also know about some generals. For example, Miss Duan from the Zhongyonghou Mansion, I also know about the general's stay with Hanxue for several nights. Of course, I have no right to prevent the general from getting close to them, but since it comes to this That’s right, I’ll just say it by the way. There is nothing perfect in this world. If I want to get someone’s sincerity, then I will definitely not think about both ends. Ten for ten is the fairest and most reliable thing. I What you want is wholeheartedness, so even if there is no such thing, forgive me for not being able to give everything to the general. Therefore, whenever the general thinks that I am useless, he will give me a clear message and give me a letter of divorce, let me pass Go about your day."

When she said these words, she had already walked towards the door. After she finished speaking, she looked back at him, stretched out her hand to open the door, and stepped out.

Qi Yunhao rushed up to hold her wrist, dragged her back, looked at her for a long time, his eyes seemed to stare into her heart: "Live your own life, with whom? Du Rui?"

It's Du Rui again!Liuli gritted her teeth and said nothing.

Seeing her silent, Qi Yunhao's eyes suddenly flashed with pain.

He dragged her over and said, "I have never doubted that you are unfaithful. I know that Du Rui likes you, but I like you no less than him. He has been with you for two years, and I will do the same." I have been with you for two years, and I know everything about these years. You believe me, I have nothing to do with them. You will know about them in the future. And my land title deed, I can’t give it to you now, But it will definitely happen in the future. If you really like children, can we give birth now? I asked Wu Zixin, and he said that you can get pregnant if you stop taking the medicine!"

Liuli's heart welled up, she shook her head and said, "That's all the general's business. As for the child," she turned her face away, "I won't have one."

She pulled her hand out vigorously, glanced at him, and walked back to the room.

The breath-holding onlookers in the corridor saw her come out and left in a hurry.

After talking about everything, it seemed that my heart was relaxed.But that feeling of emptiness still seems to be hanging in my heart and can't reach the ground.When facing him, she could tell everything calmly and calmly, but when she retreated to a person's empty room, she felt that loneliness became more and more intense.

She thought she would not be sad when facing all the truth, but when she clearly pointed out that the marriage was not pure, but he did not explain it, she was still sad.It turned out that she still hoped to share the prosperity of this floating world with him, and to have his firm protection for the rest of her life. It turned out that her fearlessness also came from her dependence on him.

But when he doesn't explain, and doesn't deny, it's all in the past.

She was bored in the room for a few days and didn't go out, let alone go to Rongxi Hall to pay her respects.She also didn't think about how to answer Mei Shi, compared with her finally understanding Qi Yunhao's heart and understanding her own position, these are secondary.

In short, the whole person is so lazy.It seems that the burden that has been piled up for a long time is suddenly unloaded, and it is very necessary to take a rest.

Mrs. Mei didn't ask anyone to invite her, nor did she come to ask for an answer in person.The two girls who died didn't know how Fan Yun dealt with the aftermath. Anyway, Ningshuang seemed to be slapped several times by Qi Yunhao and fined for half a month of confinement.

Liuli was still the mistress of Chaoqingtang in name, so this time she openly framed her, but the punishment was lighter than last time.Liuli listened to Yuegui's report and smiled inwardly.However, she didn't say anything.She was innocent in the whole matter, no matter whether she asked the imperial physician to prescribe the prescription, or Qi Yunhao asked the imperial physician to prescribe it, in short, it will not be of any benefit to her if it is spread, whether Qi Yunhao will punish Ning Shuang, the punishment is heavy, and the influence on her is also secondary.

What's more, that night he smashed a desk of hers, and the two of them argued so harshly, and now the whole mansion knows that the two of them had a quarrel, and it reached a serious level.

(End of this chapter)