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Chapter 503 The best way to love someone is to let go

Le Yao's son is more than three months old, his chubby appearance is very attractive.Qingge hugged her in her arms, teasing her, and that boy was talking to her, his appearance was so magical, but no matter how much he teased her, he refused to laugh.However, even if he doesn't smile, he is cute and cute.

"It's so cute!" Qingge was envious, "Xiaowan, come and give me a hug too."

"No, I don't know how to hug." Xu Wan waved her hands repeatedly.

"What does not know how to hug? It's very simple. Come on, I'll teach you." Qingge delivered the fat boy to Xu Wan while speaking.

Xu Wan looked at the little baby she stuffed, and was at a loss for a while, but she could only hug him abruptly. The fat boy was waving his hands and feet, and he didn't recognize his birth. Xu Wan hugged him, and gradually he didn't feel awkward. Now, she also teased him like she just sang lightly.

The fat boy stared at her with a pair of dark eyes, the little fat boy danced and danced, and suddenly laughed, giggling very loudly, like a little Maitreya Buddha, with a tiger head and a tiger brain , but extremely cute.

Le Yao was also a little surprised, and said, "This kid is usually very steady, he doesn't laugh much, even less out loud. Xiao Wan, I didn't expect him to laugh like this after you teased him."

Xu Wan was slightly stunned, then looked down at her bosom again, but she just glanced at him, and before he could make much fun, the fat boy was dancing and giggling, looking extremely happy.

The fat boy's smile melted Xu Wan's heart, and she also smiled when she saw that cute and cute face.

"Wu Jing is here." Le Yao said.

Xu Wan's smile didn't come back, and when she saw the person not far away, her heart skipped a beat, and her smile froze a bit. After a while, she retracted her gaze without showing any trace.

"Qingge," Le Yao asked in a low voice, "Is Wu Jing and Zhong Jia together?"

Xu Wan's lips trembled slightly, only to hear Qingge say, "It seems so."

"They look like a good match," Le Yao said with a smile.

"It's a good match." Qingge said.

Wu Jing and the others came over, Le Yao stepped forward to greet them, Xu Wan felt a little dazed, she wanted to avoid it, so she handed the fat boy to Qingge.

When Qingge was about to pick her up, the fat boy's hands were tightly gripping Le Yao's clothes, refusing to let go.

Qingge shook her head helplessly, "It seems that he only wants you to hug him."

Uh!Xu Wan's hair was full of black lines, when she frowned, the fat boy in her arms cried out loudly.For a moment, it attracted the attention of many people. She was a little at a loss, and immediately coaxed, "Don't cry, don't cry!"

But he couldn't hold it back at all, and the fat boy cried even louder.

Xu Wan felt embarrassed and could only ask for help, "Le Yao?"

Le Yao turned around, looked at the fat boy, and said calmly, "There are no tears, this boy is pretending to cry for comfort again." She was not in a hurry to take the child, but said to Xu Wan, "You hug me!" Tighten him and pat him on the back with your hands," she said while demonstrating, "Yes, yes, that's it."

According to the way Le Yao taught, Xu Wan comforted her. As expected, the fat boy stopped crying very quickly. Seeing this, Xu Wan breathed a sigh of relief and smiled. The fat boy looked at her and giggled too. with.

"You are a member of the Appearance Association at such a young age? Will you still have it when you grow up?" Seeing the scene where the fat boy went from crying to laughing in an instant, Zhong Jia joked, "Miss Xu, you are so loving, you will definitely love yourself very much in the future children."

Xu Wan's eyes were momentarily desolate, and she looked at the cute fat boy in her arms.

"A mother will definitely love her child," Qingge said, "Xiao Wan, you think so."

Xu Wan was embarrassed and didn't answer.

"Miss Xu is so beautiful, so the child she will give birth to must be very beautiful." Zhong Jia smiled, showing sweet dimples, and looked at the taciturn man beside him, "Wu Jing, don't you think so?"

"It should be." Wu Jing replied calmly.

Xu Wan raised the corners of her lips in embarrassment.

"Cousin, this is a gift from me to my little nephew." Zhong Jia handed over the gift box.

Le Yao took it, "What a cute little yellow duck, Zhong Jia, thank you."

"Wu Jing chose it," Zhong Jia looked at Wu Jing when he spoke, and there was a smile in his eyes.

"Really?" Le Yao looked at Wu Jing with a faint smile, "Wu Jing, thank you very much."

"You're welcome." Wu Jing said, looking at the fat boy in Xu Wan's arms, "Can I hug him?"

"Of course." Le Yao said.

Having said all this, Xu Wan had no choice but to bite the bullet and hand the fat boy to him. Strange to say, when Wu Jing hugged him, he didn't even cry.

"The last time I saw him, he was just born." Wu Jing looked at the fat boy who kept staring in his arms, "he has grown so big now."

"Worrying about life but not about growing up," Qingge touched the fat boy's cute little hand, "Wu Jing, you have to work harder."

Wu Jing pursed his lips and smiled faintly, "I will." When he raised his eyes, he found that Xu Wan walked away at some point.

Zhong Jia came over, "I want to hug too."

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Xu Wan was in the corner of the garden, and a clump of lush roses covered her figure. In the garden, with the fragrance of clothes on her temples and the guests coming and going, she felt a little uneasy.

Didn't Qingge say that he's going to Australia to meet the big boss on today's flight?
If she knew that he would come today, no matter what Qing Ge said, she would not come.

Last night in the baby merchandise store, when she saw him and Zhong Jia Xiangyi picking out gifts together, she was stunned for a moment, she was the one who broke up, but seeing them together, how could she feel so uncomfortable?
Afraid of being seen by him, she ran away in a hurry, but accidentally met Wu Mu, so she had no choice but to turn her face away, pretending not to know her, and strode away.

She admitted that when Wu Jing and Zhong Jia came together just now, she was a little jealous... He turned a blind eye to her, which made her feel even more suffocated.

She secretly scolded herself, how could a person who was so free and easy in the past, be unable to be calm when facing him?Why can't you face it calmly?

"Xu Wan!" Wu Jing's voice came from behind her unhurriedly.

Xu Wan came back to her senses, turned her head, and saw him standing quietly by the carved fence, with a gentle, leisurely and appropriate appearance, I don't know how long he had been standing there.

Seeing him walking towards her slowly, Xu Wanmo was flustered, and unknowingly took a few steps back, she was a little slurred, "We...haven't we made it clear?" Uh, she wanted to bite off The root of his tongue, obviously he hasn't said anything yet, why is she still not opening which pot and which pot?
He had already walked in front of her, and behind her, the bush of roses made her no way out, he looked down at her, "What are you talking about?"

He asked knowingly, but she could only say, "Break up."

"Are you sure, you really want to break up?" He slightly raised his eyebrows with a gentle tone.

Xu Wan nodded sharply. Since he has found her, she can't hide. Instead of running away or avoiding it, it's better to be honest, "I think I've made this very clear before."

"Did you really make it clear?" He turned cold, looked at her, and asked, "Xu Wan, if you really want to break up with me, if you really want to avoid me, then do it cleanly. Pack the things for me, don't you want me to think about others when I see things, and never forget you?"

"I didn't..." Packed it up and returned it to him. She was just afraid that she would think about others when she saw things, and that she would... Besides, she also wanted to break up with him.

"Also, if you really want to break up, why don't you disappear completely? Why do you still come into my sight for no reason? You come here even though you know I will come today. Aren't you testing me to see how I feel about you?" Do you never forget it?" Wu Jing said in an aggressive voice.

Xu Wan's face was slightly pale, her eyes flustered, "No, it's not like that... Qingge said you... I didn't intend to test you... I was..." She found out that her accusation against him, her explanation It turned out to be so pale and weak.

"Give me a slap, and give me another candy," Wu Jing sneered, "Xu Wan, you played hard to get, I really underestimated you before."

"It's not what you think..." She was a little flustered.

"But that's how you feel to me," Wu Jing said, "You made me your prisoner, kicked me away when I was in a bad mood, and came to see when I remembered...Xu Wan, you made me a prisoner." Jing as what? A plaything? Played by you in the palm of your hands..."

"I didn't!" She shook her head and said, "Really not..."

Wu Jing laughed at himself coldly, "No? Then how do you explain all this?"

Xu Wan was slightly startled, and then lowered her eyes sadly, "I just don't like you, and I don't want to be with you anymore. It's easy to get together, Wu Jing, why are you being aggressive?"

"The aggressive person is you!" Wu Jing said coldly.

Xu Wan was speechless, and then said, "Then what do you want?"

Wu Jing sneered, "What do I want? You ask me what I want? Xu Wan, don't you know what I want?"

Xu Wan's face turned pale for a while, "I already said we broke up, if you continue to be entangled like this, all I have to do is..."

"Do you want to call the police again?" he said, "What do you want to sue me this time? Harassment?"

Xu Wan was stunned.

"There is a police station 100 meters away from here," Wu Jing said coldly, "There are so many guests outside, and I don't mind letting others know about our relationship."

Xu Wan looked back, and through the rose bushes, the garden was full of guests. She was sure that he deliberately made things difficult for her, "Wu Jing, a twisted melon is not sweet. You know that I don't like you, but you force me like this." ,Is this interesting?"

Wu Jing smiled helplessly, and after a while said quietly, "Xu Wan, don't you know whether I forced you or you forced me?"

Xu Wan was stunned, her heart ached, and she finally said softly, "I don't want to quarrel with you, Wu Jing, please let me go, okay?"

"Then who will let me go?" He looked at her beautiful face and asked, "You are like a devil, attacking me, laying a spell on me, stealing my heart, my thoughts, Even my limbs and internal organs. Every night I am downstairs in your apartment, looking at the darkened windows, thinking of the times we were together..."

"I watch your TV series repeatedly, and I can even memorize every line of yours; when I see you falling into the water, I wonder if you choked when you were filming; when I see you wrestling, I I wonder if you sprained your ankle... I tell myself I don’t want you anymore, but your shadow will always break into my mind for no reason, making me feel suffocated.”

"I can't remember the content of every quarrel we had, but I can clearly remember your smiling face, and when you gently called my name in my arms..."

"I watch the weather forecast in Qincheng every day. When it rains, I always wonder if you have an umbrella; when it snows, I wonder if you are cold? When I have dinner, I will I would wonder if you didn’t eat again today... Even when I was sleeping, I would wonder if you would kick the quilt when you fell asleep..."

Xu Wan was slightly taken aback, feeling a little suffocated, his words moved her, and her eyes were faintly wet.

"Zi Rui said that I was possessed by a demon, I was poisoned, yes, I was poisoned, I was poisoned by a person named Xu Wan, there is no antidote, I can't extricate myself..." Wu Jing choked up when he said this, "You made me like this, yet you still ask me, why do you force me? Xu Wan, do you really have a heart?"

Xu Wan turned her face away, and quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. After sips, she said quietly, "I didn't expect...you would..." She only thought that he was attracted to her, but he just liked her, but he didn't. Thinking of... She drooped her eyes and said embarrassingly, "I'm sorry. It's all my fault..."

Wu Jing pursed her lips tightly.

"But I..." Her throat was a little rough, "Wu Jing, I am very grateful for your love, and for your care and tolerance, but we are really not suitable."

"I've said so much, and you still want to break up with me?" Wu Jing smiled wryly, "Xu Wan, are you proud of seeing me in such pain? Seeing me act like a clown in front of you, you Did you find it funny? I thought to myself, 'Look, this stupid man was captured by me, look at him, he's ugly.'”

Xu Wan resentfully said, "Emotional matters can't be forced." She was a little suffocated, and her voice was a little strange, "From the beginning, I didn't take it seriously. If I knew it would cause you such pain, I would Definitely won't start with you."

Wu Jing mourned slightly, "It's a good one, you can't force it," he laughed at himself, "It turns out that I was the only one who made love from the beginning to the end."

"I'm sorry." She said awkwardly.

Seeing her drooping eyes, Wu Jing just felt heartbroken and smiled wryly, "Needless to say I'm sorry, I'm just asking for trouble."

Xu Wan's lips trembled slightly.

He looked at her deeply, with uncontrollable pain in his eyes, "You have talked all your words to this point, and I will pester you any more, just to make fun of myself,"

After a silence, he said again, "If my previous actions have troubled you, I'm here to apologize to you, Xu Wan, we broke up."

When she turned to leave after listening to him, tears welled up in Xu Wan's eyes. Looking at his back, her heart seemed to be grabbed by something, and she was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe.She wanted to call him impulsively, but the words were still stuck in her throat.She could only watch helplessly as his figure disappeared from her field of vision.

"Xiaowan?" Qingge's soft voice came from behind.

Xu Wan turned her head, and when she saw her, tears flowed from her eyes.

Xu Wan has always been strong, Qingge has never seen her so sad, frowned slightly, wrapped her shoulders, and hugged her, Xu Wan had already burst into tears.

"Since you are so sad, why don't you make up with him?" Qingge's voice was soft and warm, and she gently wiped away Xu Wan's tears, "Xiao Wan, why don't you be reckless for a while, follow your heart, and fight for yourself?" live?"

Xu Wan smiled wryly, and finally murmured, "I'm not worthy..."

"What is worthy or not?" Qingge looked at her, thinking that she was inferior to her background, "Look at me and Fengcheng, Le Yao and Yunting, Zirui and Haichen, just from the perspective of family background, Which pair is compatible?"

Xu Wan just shook her head violently.

"If you are concerned about these things, let me tell you, it is completely unnecessary. I have met Wu Jing's parents, and they are very open-minded people," Qingge said, "I have known Wu Jing for several years, he is I know what kind of character he is." She added, "Although some people say that he wanders in the flowers, I really haven't seen him with any girl in the past few years."

Xu Wan was silent.

"Actually, he specifically told me to hide his coming from you." Qingge finally couldn't help but said, "He told me about you being together. He has a good intention..."

Xu Wan finally said quietly, "Qingge, others don't know, but it's not like you don't know about my past..."

Qingge frowned, "Who hasn't passed away? Whose life is smooth sailing? Those things are all over, Xiaowan, forget about them!" She said, "There are things, as long as you don't say it, who will Know?" She thought that Xu Wan was talking about Li Xin.

"Can it be hidden for a while, or for a lifetime?" Xu Wan smiled wryly, "Some things cannot be hidden."

"Xiaowan..." Qingge sighed slightly, and couldn't help but said, "Why do you keep chasing after the past, cocooning yourself? You can't treat it as a relationship, maybe, Wu Jing doesn't care at all. ?”

"How could you not care?" Xu Wan felt a little desolate.

"You are too extreme. You can't impose your own ideas on Wu Jing, it would be unfair to him." Qingge said.

"If I hide it and don't let it go, it won't be fair to him." Xu Wan's face was pale, her tone was quiet, she let out a long sigh, and finally said, "Qingge, I can't have children..."

Qingge was shocked and did not recall, "How could this happen?"

Xu Wan looked at the garden outside the rose flower with a wry smile. There were many guests, but those seemed far away from her. "He likes children so much, I can't selfishly deprive him of his right to be a father."

"Actually, you like him." Qingge frowned at her, "No, you love him, right?"

Xu Wan lowered her eyes, with a wry smile on her lips.

"Xiao Wan, what happened and why are you like this?" They were so close and talked about everything, but she had never heard of this matter.

"Do you remember what happened ten years ago?" Xu Wan asked in a low voice, "After I was dismissed from the orphanage, I disappeared for a while."

Qingge tried hard to recall that period of time, but in the end it was a little vague, "What happened?"

"I was pregnant and had no money to have an abortion, so I had to go to a small clinic in the countryside, but ended up bleeding...Although I was rescued later, the doctor announced that I had lost the qualifications to be a mother." Thinking about the events back then, It was peeled open like a scabbed wound, and blood flowed like a river.

Qingge was shocked, "You...how could you be pregnant?" She remembered that Xu Wan didn't have a boyfriend.

Xu Wan smiled wryly, her voice sounded a little hollow, "It's my fault too, why did I go to the bar unprepared, why did I drink the water handed by a stranger..." In the early morning of the next day, Yan Yu brought someone to knock on the door, using contempt The eyes, the vicious words reprimanded her, the scene was still fresh in her memory, "That was the worst and most embarrassing Christmas Eve in my life." Then every year, every Christmas Eve, she I will always think of that night, but feel extremely embarrassed.

"Whose... the child belongs to?" Qingge asked.

Xu Wan shook her head, "I don't know, I...couldn't even remember his appearance..." Of course, I don't even know his name.

Time is too long, that embarrassing night, apart from the pain, she seems to remember nothing, only when she woke up, she found that there was money beside her pillow... Because of that money, Yan Yu accused her of being immature at a young age. Learned well, even went out to sell.

And she, facing Yan Yu's harsh words, couldn't even cry.

I thought that things had changed, but I didn't expect that after she was expelled from school and dismissed from the orphanage, she found out that she was pregnant. She was only 16 years old at that time...

"Xiaowan!" Qingge hugged her tightly again, "Why didn't you tell me, why didn't you come to me?" In her heart, she was very sad, they were so close, she didn't realize...

Xu Wan smiled wryly. In the past, she went to Song's house to find Qingge, but was told that Qingge had gone to the capital to participate in the cello competition.All the mistakes caused an irreparable ending, which was her lifelong regret.

"Maybe it's just a doctor's misdiagnosis, Xiaowan, let Haichen check it out for you," Qingge said, "She is a doctor of medicine, specializing in gynecology... Also, her supervisor is an internationally renowned expert in obstetrics and gynecology. Maybe you can..."

"It has been diagnosed." Xu Wan shook her head in pain. After she was with Wu Jing, facing his thoughtfulness, she was also tempted by him. She also wanted to be with him forever, but she was scruples. As for the matter of her infertility, she had secretly fantasized about it. For half a year, they were almost defenseless. Every time he wanted to wear a condom, she would stop her, and even tell him that she had taken medicine.

Later, when she learned that Le Yao had given birth, and he looked envious, she secretly went to the hospital for an examination, but in the end she was sentenced to death.So, when she saw Wu Jing talking about how cute and cute Yun Ting's little son was, she would...

"Xiaowan!" Qingge called out to her.She is also a woman, and she has a personal experience of infertility. Thinking of Xu Wan giving up on being with Wu Jing because of this, she felt a little pain in her heart, but now, she swallowed all the words she wanted to persuade her to make peace.

"I'm fine." Xu Wan wiped away her tears, smiling bitterly, "Qingge, don't worry, I'm an unbeatable Xiaoqiang, I was abandoned in the garbage dump, didn't I survive? What hurdles can I not overcome? Love is not the only thing in life, I still have you and work, don’t worry, I will not do stupid things, I will live well... yes, live.”

After experiencing too much bitterness and suffering, Xu Wan has developed a strong and free-spirited mentality.Of course, except in front of feelings... If Ouyang Yan was her first love when she was young, Wu Jing was the first man she fell in love with and the first man she recognized in her heart.

The best way to love him is to let go, the pain, just leave it to her.

(End of this chapter)