Lord Beast, please let me go

Chapter 77
It was the first time that he faced the issue of me being his fiancée. He walked out of the room in a daze, and solemnly asked for divorce in front of several adults.

Of course, Uncle Mai rejected it directly. He is a person who keeps his promise, and he still likes me very much. , the first time I had a conflict with Uncle Ma, and what I said was so decisive that Uncle Ma slapped him in front of so many people.

When he looked at me, he was full of hatred. Instead of mentioning the divorce, he bullied me secretly with various reasons.

Throughout the summer vacation, he used the excuse of giving me tutoring. In fact, when the door was closed, he was chatting with his girlfriend on the phone, intentionally showing all kinds of tenderness. I was 12 years old at that time, and my broken family made me also I have learned a lot.

Facing a person I like and showing affection to my girlfriend in front of myself, it is such a painful thing. I am suffering both physically and spiritually, but I still don’t want to give up the time spent alone with him during tutoring.

Sometimes he would draw a turtle on my face while I was sleeping, and write something in English behind my back.

When he took me out, he would take the bus far away, and then leave me behind, without giving me money, and let me walk back alone, and even put a few bugs in my shoes, see I was so frightened that I burst into tears, while he stood by and watched coldly.

Ask: "Yang Lele, when are you willing to dissolve the engagement?"

I don't know why I still like Mai Chen like this, why do I still cling to him and enjoy being abused by him?Maybe there's a bit of a bitch in me.

Sometimes I really want to tell me that there is nothing I can do about it. Although I like him, I am willing to give up my liking for him, as long as he is happy. But when I told my father, my stepmother frowned and said "Why are you so ignorant?" Dad slapped me hard.

I know that as long as they have a way, they will not let me maintain the marriage contract with Mai Chen. In fact, they want to push Yang Qingqing to Mai Chen's side, but Mai Chen doesn't like Yang Qingqing either.

Those few years were the darkest days in my life. My stepmother gradually revealed her true nature, she didn't maintain the most basic behavior in front of my father, and bullied me with my stepsister.

This was originally my home and my own father, why am I like a wild child picked up?As I grow older, I don't understand more and more why he treats other people's daughters with kindness even though I am my father's own daughter.

Sometimes I wonder, if there is no marriage contract between me and Mai Chen, or if he no longer needs Uncle Mai to take care of his business, will I be completely abandoned after losing my value?

I gradually became silent, no longer clinging to Mai Chen like before, but silently standing by his side, watching him change girlfriends one after another.

Every time I get close to him and talk to him, he always touches my heart with those cold and stern eyes, warning me coldly: "Stay away from me." And I will meet him immediately in school. A classmate's prank, that was his punishment for me.

I have no friends, no relatives, no one who loves me, I am like a lone bird that has been dragged down from the team in the sky, screaming miserably, but getting no echo.

The future is boundless, there is no goal in life, and the darkness like dark clouds in winter oppresses me, and I can't breathe.

I couldn't find my direction, let alone the meaning of living.I tried my best to breathe, but what I got was one after another suppression.

Sometimes I wonder if I have failed too much in life, or is there just one more me in this world?

(End of this chapter)