Concubine like a house

Chapter 192 It’s Okay to Sink into a Crazy Man (1)
From Lanshan in the southern suburbs of the city to Yunfu in the north of the city, it took nearly two hours on the road.It wasn't until returning to Zhiyanxuan that the effects of the medicine on Chuxiu's body disappeared.

Regardless of eating, the first thing she did when she regained her strength was to go to Rongjin Hall to discuss with Mrs. Tai the way to rescue Shen Yu.

Unexpectedly, after Mrs. Tai knew what happened, she was very cold: "Shen Yu is too impatient. After so many years, he hasn't made any progress. He knows that the Ming family has nothing, and he is not afraid of dying together, but he still wants to join in!"

"Mingzhang brothers and sisters are full of tricks, and they are here for us. The enemy is in the dark, and we are in the light. It is impossible to defend against it." Chuxiu tried to speak for Shen Yu, "I hope my mother will try to save him."

Until this moment, Chuxiu still felt that Shen Yu's life would not be in danger.He has seen through Mingzhang's tricks, and he has military merits. As long as Mrs. Tai comes forward, everything can be redeemed.

But what Chuxiu never expected was that Mrs. Tai decided to stand by and watch: "I know you want to save Shen Yu, and I can't bear to watch him die...but the current situation is special, and I can't take the initiative to offend the emperor."

Mrs. Tai was full of regret, and explained: "We have just taken back the tribe and business in the Northland, and Yiran is about to give birth, and King Cheng also married my grandniece... Right now, the Yun family is at the cusp of the crisis. People will stare at them and drop the talk.”

When I came out of Xiuxiu, I was silent.That's right, if you make a statement for Shen Yu at this time, you are throwing yourself into a trap. I am afraid that it is too late for Emperor Tianshou to be happy.He was already jealous of Yun Shi, and had been waiting to find out Yun Shi's faults, but this time it was Shen Yu who resisted the idea first.

Shen Yu didn't take advantage of feelings or reason, and Yun's desire to mediate for him was indeed very passive.

"It's only because Mingzhang is too good at finding opportunities." Mrs. Tai shook her head and sighed softly, "If I come forward, not only the Yun family, but also my natal family will be implicated... If Nie Qi's old man is in charge of Emperor Sheng, maybe I I can give it a try. But now that Nie Qi is in power, I can't act rashly."

How can Chuxiu not know the way?But right now, she only wants to rescue Shen Yu, but also suffers from the fact that she is weak and there is no perfect way.

"Mother... I beg you, as long as you can save his life!" Chuxiu knelt in front of Mrs. Tai and begged bitterly.

"The crime of deceiving the emperor, resisting the edict and not obeying the order, killing the dragon descendants, which one is not a felony? How can I protect him? If I come forward to protect him at this time, don't I admit that we also deceive the emperor? Also resist the edict?" Mrs. Tai condensed her voice. asked rhetorically.

Chuxiu raised her tear-filled eyes and insisted, "I just want him to live..."

Mrs. Tai shook her head: "I agree with you and Shen Yuyuan's flight, on the premise of not threatening Yun's safety... Now that you ask me to speak out, do you want me to bet the entire Yun's and Xie's family?"

Chuxiu shook her head in denial: "No, it's not..."

"Don't forget, you are still Yun's daughter-in-law. If you want to save him, you have to weigh your own status!" Mrs. Tai rushed out of Xiu and waved her hand, "Back off, don't talk about it, I will never talk about it Will show up."

How can Chuxiu give up easily?He just knelt in front of Mrs. Tai and refused to get up.

Mrs. Tai knew that she was feeling uncomfortable, so she suppressed her temper, and deliberately changed the subject: "I have already dealt with Yun Xiangrong. Whether she is really crazy or fake, she will die in the torture hall for the rest of her life. I have ordered Seal up the cell, leaving only a grid for delivering food, and she will eat, drink and scatter in it from now on."

Chuxiu didn't have the heart to ask about Yun Xiangrong's fate, she simply couldn't listen to Mrs. Tai's words.

Seeing this, Mrs. Tai picked up the already cold teacup and said in a low voice: "Yi Ran is about to give birth, you should spend more time with her. Cheng'er will be back soon."

At this point, Mrs. Tai seemed to think of something again, and specially warned: "Don't let Cheng'er stand up for you, now that his foundation is solid, you can't harm him."

Chuxiu nodded while weeping: "I know, that's why I came to beg you."

With a sound of "boom", Mrs. Tai put the tea cup on the table and said coldly: "I have said so much, but you still don't understand? I have suppressed my temper and don't lose my temper. Don't mess with me again!" She shouted towards the outside of the room, "Yue Wan! Send your master back!"

Having no choice but to go out of Xiuxiu, she had no choice but to go back to Zhiyanxuan in a daze, and sat alone in the boudoir without saying a word.

So until dusk, the twilight gradually became dim, and when the last ray of sunlight completely disappeared in the sky, the Zhiyan Pavilion was also lit up with lights - only Chuxiu's bedroom was completely dark.

Seeing this, Yue Wan was so anxious that she just wanted to cry, and she didn't know what happened today, why Chuxiu was so depressed after returning from Rong Jin Tang?She stood outside Chuxiu Gate for a long time and was troubled. She had no choice but to invite Zhuying over and explained the situation.

After hearing the cause and effect, Zhuying only said: "Let the small kitchen cook some light meals, and you can bring them in later."

Yue Wan was so anxious that she couldn't help but obey Zhu Ying's wishes and leave.

It wasn't until Yue Wan walked far that Zhu Ying raised her hand and knocked on the door: "Madam, it's me."

No one in the house responded, and after a while, the door opened with a "squeak", and Chuxiu stood inside the door and asked, "Any news?"

"Meng Hui is placed in the Fangzhou military camp today, and will leave for Beijing tomorrow. He has already submitted a report to Emperor Tianshou, and I think he is very partial to Marquis Weiyuan." Zhuying paused for a moment, then said, "The two female corpses They were also dug out from the ruins, put into coffins and handed over to Meng Hui, one is Mingying, and the other has been confirmed to be Miss Zihan."

Zhuying couldn't help frowning at this point, and said again in a deep voice: "Miss Zihan was pregnant with the child of Emperor Tianshou, she was taken to Fangzhou by brothers and sisters of the Ming family, and accidentally shot to death by Marquis Weiyuan with an arrow."

Chuxiu has already thought of these inside stories.She stepped out of the bedroom and closed the door, walked to the middle of the courtyard, looked up at the moonlight from a distance: "I went to Rongjin Hall today to ask my mother for help, but she refused."

Zhu Ying didn't know how to evaluate Mrs. Tai's behavior, so she had to remain silent.

A faint sigh sounded softly, Chuxiu turned his back to Zhuying, choked up and said: "I thought about it all afternoon in the room, but I didn't know what to do. Right now, the Yun family is at the cusp of the storm, and as Yun's daughter-in-law , but want to save an outsider..."

Save, she is sorry for the Yun family, not only is the whole family in danger, but also her own status is embarrassing and she is soft-spoken, so she may not be able to save her;
If you don't save her, she is sorry for Shen Yu. After ten years of acquaintance, they have come to know each other all the way, but they have to watch him ruin their lives...

It was a mistake to struggle so much, to suffer so much, to save or not to save.Chuxiu's inner emotions are indescribable. The feeling of wanting to cry but not being able to cry is the most difficult, bitter and painful.

Zhuying understood the torment of going out of Xiuxiu, she was silent for a moment, and finally said: "In fact, madam, there is no need to hesitate, the master is in the spirit of heaven, and he certainly does not want Marquis Weiyuan to die, nor will he have the heart to see you live alone."

Chuxiu shook his head: "It has nothing to do with him, it's because I can't make up my mind."

Now it's not just a simple emotional change.One is Yunci's family and the responsibilities on her shoulders, and the other is the double warmth of kindness and love, she can only choose one!And no matter which one she gave up, she would cut her heart and flesh, and she would be in pain.

The master and servant remained silent for a long time, but it was still Zhu Ying who said: "There is one thing that Madam has never known... This is not the first time that Marquis Weiyuan has disobeyed the emperor."

Hearing this, Chuxiu couldn't help turning around: "What did you say?"

Zhuying looked sideways at the door of Chuxiu's bedroom and boudoir, slowly sinking into memories.Three and a half years ago, Chuxiu knew the inside story of the 5000 million taels of gold, and fell seriously ill under the blow, and there was almost no cure for it.For this reason, Shen Yu went out of Beijing privately, traveled thousands of miles to come for treatment, and then invited himself to Jiangdi to quell the chaos, which was the meritorious deed.

Chuxiu has never been aware of the inside story of this matter.

Zhuying slowly unraveled this dusty past and told Chuxiu bit by bit.In the process of hearing the latter, his expression gradually changed to shock and disbelief, and finally he staggered two steps and fell down on the stone bench in a loss of composure.

twice!Shen Yu disobeyed the emperor twice because of himself!
It turned out that when I was seriously ill, the warm and gentle voice next to my ear was not Nie Peixiao!

"Why didn't you tell me earlier!" Chuxiu Ying's lips trembled, trying to restrain her impulsiveness, but she couldn't control the tears on her face.

"It was Marquis Weiyuan who refused to let me speak." Zhuying replied, "I wanted to say it several times later, but I didn't have the right opportunity."

The dim light in the courtyard shone obliquely, making the shadow of the bamboo shadow very long.Chuxiu looked down at the ink shadow on the ground, choked up and asked again: "Now you tell me this, what do you mean?"

Once again, Zhuying did not reply for a long time.Chuxiu waited for a while before he heard him whisper: "I am only loyal to my master's choice."

As soon as the words were finished, Yue Wan entered the garden with the food, saw Chuxiu and Zhu Ying standing in the middle of the courtyard, and hurriedly said: "Madam, come and eat, you haven't eaten all day."

Zhu Ying also persuaded: "If you don't take care of yourself, how can you think of a way to save Marquis Weiyuan?" He didn't continue talking, bowed and said, "You eat first, and my subordinates will leave."

Facing a table full of food, Chuxiu barely took a few mouthfuls, then sat in front of the stone table in the courtyard, and fell silent again.Yue Wan was serving beside her, she wanted to persuade her but didn't know what to say, so she could only accompany her and say a few words of concern from time to time.

Yue Wan felt that Chuxiu was thinking, and under the double reflection of the moonlight and lights, the change of expression on that stunning face was very clear.From difficult to firm, Yue Wan knew that going out of Xiu must have made some important decision.

Sure enough, after a long time, Chuxiu got up from the stone table and said to Yue Wan, "Come with me to the ancestral hall."

"Madam, it's getting late." Yue Wan reminded her.

Chuxiu didn't respond, and went straight around the stone case to the arched door with hanging flowers.Yue Wan had no choice but to carry the lantern and follow.

Outside the ancestral hall, Yue Wan called the night watchman to open the door, Chuxiu took the lantern from her hand, and went in alone.

The solemn and solemn Yun's ancestral hall is the same as before, and the tablets stand neatly one by one, telling the prosperity and prosperity of the Yun's for hundreds of years.Every tablet and every name here has worked hard for the Yun family until the latest tablet is presented. It is the love of her life, Yunci.

Thinking of the last time I saw Yun Ci, the piercing pain hit again.

Right here, right in front of Yunci's tablet, she couldn't write a blood letter to Shen Yu, and watched Yunci's tablet fall to the ground and split in half.

But now, a brand new tablet has already been made, and it is placed in the middle of the agarwood table.Chuxiu knelt down slowly, smelling the scent of smoke in his nostrils, his heart was turbulent.

"I'm still sorry for you..." Her voice sounded slowly in the empty ancestral hall, pious and repentant.

Yun Ci is the deepest pain in her life, and also the deepest love.In Chuxiu's heart, no one has ever been comparable to Yunci, but after all, another man walked in.

For ten long years, Shen Yu quietly infiltrated.Even though she kept the door of her heart tightly shut, he secretly opened a window and broke in when she didn't notice.

"To this day, I have been regretting. If I had made up my mind to die for love back then, I would have lost all these pains. But I chose the road myself, and now I can only go on... Shen Yu has gone through life and death for me, and I have failed you. I can't let him down any longer."

Chuxiu's words were destined to be unanswered.

She had been evading and struggling for many years, and at this moment, she was finally able to face it bravely and admit it without fear in front of Yun Ci.She warned herself in her heart not to cry, as if Yun Ci was still alive, she would never shed a single tear.

"In this life, I will repay his love first; I owe you too much, and in the next life, I will accompany you again."

It's not that I don't repay, but that I love too deeply and owe too much, and it is destined to be endless.

So, we can only meet in the afterlife.In the long reincarnation of life, in every future life, I will only watch you and guard you, through ups and downs, life and death together.

Whoever is one step ahead of the other must wait persistently, stay in the other shore for a while, and sink hand in hand.

This is the best way Chuxiu can think of, and it can be used to pray for the liberation of the soul.Since this life is destined to spend with Shen Yuenyi and be entangled in love, it is the leading edge of God's arrangement.Perhaps, only by paying off the debt can she reincarnate without burden and follow in Yun Ci's footsteps.

At this moment, Chuxiu firmly believed that Yunci had a spirit in the sky, which was comforting and would bless her.And she will go forward bravely with full of confidence, and live her life well, or she will die, or her last wish will be fulfilled.

Let him live in this life, let you live in the next life.Life after life, never separate again.

Chuxiu smiled and kowtowed heavily on the floor tiles.She knew in her heart that if she did not return from this trip, this would be the last time she came to see Yun Ci.

Walking out of the ancestral hall, the night was getting darker, and the crescent moon in the sky was hidden in the clouds. This night became dark and vast, just like the unknown road she was about to embark on.

But it doesn't matter.The way forward is life, and she devoted her whole life to repaying Shen Yu; the way ahead is death, and she has no worries to reunite with Yunci.

The next morning.

Chuxiu came to Rongjintang to say goodbye to Mrs. Tai, expressing her determination to go to Beijing to rescue Shen Yu.

"Please don't ask me, are you going to think of something yourself?" Mrs. Tai's tone was indifferent, but with a bit of sarcasm.

"Yes." Chuxiu knelt on the ground, and replied calmly, "I will not be in the name of Mrs. Chuxiu this time, but in the name of Hanchu."

Mrs. Tai looked at her expressionlessly: "It's really decided?"

"En." A low nasal voice was extremely firm.

"Even if I expelled you from the clan, you still want to go?" Mrs. Tai asked again.

"I can't watch him die."

"So you went to die with him?" Mrs. Tai smiled, "Chuxiu, are you smart or stupid? Without Yun's status, Nie Qi will betray you? Have you forgotten who he is? "

"I haven't forgotten." Chuxiu raised her eyes to look at Mrs. Tai, "Although Emperor Tianshou is narrow-minded and will repay his grievances, but seeing how he treats Luansu and how he treats his indifference, I know how flesh and blood he is... I will think of a way." Talk to him."

"What if you can't say it?" Mrs. Tai asked.

Chuxiu took a deep breath: "If I can't say it... I can only repay my mother's great kindness in the next life."

"You really have the determination to die." Mrs. Tai only felt that the world was unpredictable, "Unexpectedly, you failed to die for Ci'er at the beginning, but now you will die for Shen Yu."

yes!But who would have imagined that the flirtatious Young Lord Shen, the person she detested and hated, would really move her.Chuxiu was overwhelmed with emotion, kowtowed to Mrs. Tai and said: "I have made up my mind, please fulfill it."

Mrs. Tai's eyes fell on Chuxiu, and she took another look at her.After a long time, he sighed slowly: "Since you have made up your mind, I won't stop you. As long as you are sure that you won't hurt Yun's."

Chuxiu was extremely surprised that Mrs. Tai could be persuaded so easily.She was stunned for a moment before she realized it, and quickly expressed her thanks: "Thank you, mother, if I can come back alive, I will definitely..."

"Okay, okay." Mrs. Tai waved her hands pretending to be impatient, "You are still Yun's daughter-in-law, take Zhuying and Yuewan with you."

"Mother!" Wen Chuxiu was both surprised and happy when she heard the words. She was already prepared to go on the road alone, but she didn't expect...

Mrs. Tai's eyebrows darkened, as if she was extremely dissatisfied: "Don't cry in front of me, let Nie Qi see your hypocrisy." As she said that, she chased away guests again, and drove Chuxiu out of Rongjin Church.

Chuxiu understood the urgency of the situation best, and Meng Hui would escort Shen Yu and Mingzhang back to Beijing this morning, so she was not too polite, and even had no time to go to Jiyun Hall to say goodbye to Zhuang Yiran, so she hurried back to Zhiyanxuan.

Zhu Ying and Yue Wan seem to have received the order a long time ago, they have already packed their luggage and prepared the carriage, and are waiting to set off with Chuxiu.

The three of them took a car together and left quickly through the back door of Yunfu.This time, there is no master, no servant, no Mrs. Chuxiu and Yun's secret guards, only Shen Yu's lover, junior sister and friends...

After leaving Chuxiu, Mrs. Tai went to the Buddhist hall to chant scriptures as usual.Seeing what happened just now, Mother Chi couldn't help but feel a little worried: "You really let her go to Beijing by herself?"

"She went to the ancestral hall in the middle of the night, and I knew she had made a decision, and no one could stop her." Mrs. Tai saw it clearly, "Let her go, whether it can be saved or not is another matter. If it really hurts the Yun family , at least my old lady can hold on."

"It's so kind of you to be with Mrs. Chuxiu." Chi's mother also sighed, "It's much better than before for Lord Hou."

(End of this chapter)