Hidden ex-husband: Please sign for divorce

Chapter 180 Happy Sadness

No matter how doubtful Gu Nansheng was, she knew that Jax would not harm her. She went to a chair and sat down. She raised her hand and brushed her long black hair. The temperature in the room was just right, and it looked pure white. More or less bleak.

Jakes took off his suit, changed into the white coat that was put aside, pulled a chair and sat opposite Gu Nansheng, and smiled at her with the corners of his mouth slightly bent: "Because my speech may be a little fast, So I just spoke Chinese."

"I didn't expect Dr. Jack's Chinese to be so good."

Gu Nansheng was a little surprised, and was a little curious about what Jakes was going to tell her, but she thought it should be related to Jing Shaoteng.

Jakes took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket and unlocked the screen. There was a picture of him and a woman who seemed to be from France leaning head to head. The movements of the two were very intimate, but one could tell that the The French woman's expression was not very happy, and even a little panicked, as if she was a little resistant to Jakes' behavior.

Gu Nansheng didn't understand what Jax meant by showing her this: "This?"

"She is my wife and the patient in the operation that made me famous. She has the same condition as yours, a little worse than yours. The second year after I performed the operation on her , she passed away."

Jakes is actually fluent in Chinese, but words like "two" and "two" are more or less unclear.

Gu Nansheng was taken aback when he heard that, did this mean to tell her that even if she underwent surgery, she would not live long?Jakes saw her doubts and continued to explain: "She died of cancer. There is absolutely nothing wrong with my operation. What I want to tell is about the story between me and her."

In the next 10 minutes, Gu Nansheng was surprised at the beginning and then moved. At the end, her eyes were slightly flushed, and she listened quietly to the story about Naer and Jakes.

Once upon a time, there was a very good couple. They thought they were the happiest people in the world. However, one day suddenly, the girl got into a car accident and lost her memory. When she came to China, she naturally forgot the boy from scratch. When he traveled thousands of miles to China and wanted to find his girl back, he found that she was already with another person, and they were very happy, just like he and her at that time.

Originally, he wanted to give up, but when the girl smiled and said hello to him for the first time, he found that he didn't have the courage to give up on her. He said that maybe she would marry her current boyfriend, although she felt that she didn't love him very much, but he was very good to her.

The boy drank all night that night, and he was taken away by the girl while he was half asleep, that is, that night he and her had the first time, each other's first time was also the first time of each of them , When he woke up in the morning, the girl was like a silent doll, hiding under the quilt, surrounded by tears and blood.

Later, the girl and the boy were finally together, but whenever the boy wanted to touch the girl, she was always very scared, as if what happened that night would happen again anytime and anywhere, and she was afraid that he would touch the girl. hurt her.

"Until one day, she found my childhood photo with her."

When Jakes said this, he laughed. His smile was really pretty, but it was a pity that he couldn't hide his bitterness. , but it's a pity that her memory still hasn't recovered."

Just after the relationship between the two broke the ice, Naer suddenly fell into a coma during a swim and almost drowned. After a careful examination by Jakes, he realized that the heart that had no problem had happened again. After seeing the lesions caused by blockage, he began to study, and finally one day three years later, he found a way to cure her.

However, at that time, Na'er was already pregnant, and she insisted on not removing the child, so she had to risk the operation.

"Three or four times along the way, I almost ran away, and I couldn't believe what I was going to face if the operation failed, until I remembered Naer once said to me 'I believe in you, even if you hurt me' , I can't let her down, all I think in my mind are these words, I want to wait for her to survive well, remember our past, and truly fall in love with me..."

Jax's voice was very gentle, with a smile on his face, but Gu Nansheng could hear the sadness. She rubbed her sore eye sockets. Girls like to listen to good stories. They fantasize about a prince charming falling from the sky. It is best to step on the colorful auspicious clouds and hold the golden cudgel, and then save yourself from the fire and water.

However, once there are some twists and turns in the story, their hearts will be shaken, thinking that happiness should be smooth sailing, how can there be so much happiness and suffering?Under such thoughts, tears naturally breed extraordinarily much.

Later, Na'er gave birth to a child, but the good times didn't last long. During a physical examination, she was found to have severe physical failure. Not only that, the cancer cells in her body had begun to grow, which meant that she was unable to undergo chemotherapy and surgery. , can only rely on perseverance to survive, from finding out to Na'er's departure, it is not enough for half a year.

And in the end, she didn't think of all the things with Jakes before, only he told her over and over again, she left with a smile, although life is short, but the happiness that Jakes gave her will be remembered forever In the soul, and even deeper, so that she can smile in the sleepy dreams of the future.

Gu Nansheng no longer wondered why Jakes gave her this story, but rubbed his eyes and asked with a sob: "So, what about you and her child?"

"Severe congenital heart disease, coupled with poor nutrition absorbed in the mother's body, left me two years ago."

What Jakes said was very flat, without any ups and downs, only he himself knew that his heart was bleeding faintly.

Gu Nansheng finally couldn't hold back his tears, and even cried a lot. Counting the time when the child and Na'er left Jakes together, it was only around the same year, at most one Spring Festival apart. No wonder he was young Gently, but looks so sophisticated and mature, no wonder there is always a moment of inexplicable silence after his playful smile.

Jakes took out two tissues and handed them to Gu Nansheng, and said in English a modern verse quoted in the novel: "Every time I am happy, I will become sadder."

Happy means happiness or joy, but when he said it, Gu Nansheng's heart trembled. When a person's happiness will completely turn into sadness, what is the meaning of his life?

"The protagonist in this story has a good friend. He calls him Jing. When he went to China to look for Na'er, he met a hard-faced but kind-hearted Chinese."

Gu Nansheng stopped being sad, she vaguely knew what Jakes was going to say to her, subconsciously raised her head to look at him, and even forgot to wipe away her tears.

"And he doesn't want his good friend to make the same mistakes again, come on, Miss Gu, we need to have an examination."

Jing Shaoteng stood outside the door for a long time. At first he was barely calm, but later he was like an ant on a hot pot, walking from left to right and then from right to left. After about two When he was a child, he couldn't help but walk in, and Jacks opened the door: "You can go in, her body shape..."

Before Jacks could finish speaking, Jing Shaoteng rushed in.

It’s okay, let them have a chat first, it’s only after ten o’clock, and there’s still a while before the meal time, presumably Gu Nansheng won’t be in a hurry for such a short while, when Jakes walked out of the room, he closed it by the way. Door.

"Shengsheng? What happened to your eyes?"

As soon as Jing Shaoteng walked in, he saw a red-eyed man sitting on the plastic mat of the conveyor belt used for a comprehensive inspection, staring at the ground desperately.

It seemed that she had been sitting for a long time, and her hands and feet were a little numb. Even when she felt him coming, she didn't have the slightest strength to support herself to stand up. Jing Shaoteng walked towards her quickly, and hugged that small body directly In his arms: "What did he say to scare you? Don't be afraid, at worst, we can find a good doctor again, there must be a way."

By the way, he scolded Jakes thousands of times in his heart, and he didn't know what he said to his Xiaojiao wife. Seeing her crying, her eyes were red, she looked like a rabbit or something, Jing Shaoteng Feeling distressed for a while, he took her small face and rubbed it gently and vigorously.

"Don't scare me, come on, say something quickly."

Jing Shaoteng coaxed Gu Nansheng in a soft voice, he was very flustered seeing her silent.

"He said that my heart disease is not very serious. If I take good care of it after the operation, I will be no different from a normal person. Moreover, he has not found out the hidden factors in my body. Our child will not be affected in any way."

That is to say, the ancient disaster will still be affected to a certain extent?Jing Shaoteng was silent for a moment, and grabbed Gu Nansheng's hand: "An'an's physical condition, I will find someone to follow up, both children will be safe and healthy, trust me."

Gu Nansheng pretended to be too mechanical, and the story that Jakes told before was still in his mind. The story between him and Na'er was over, and it was a story that ended in tragedy, so he didn't want her and Jing Shaoteng to be together again. Tragedy, in fact, she can understand this.

But she was still not mentally prepared to really embrace her. She was not as broad-minded as Naner, and she was able to accept it after being hurt. She didn't even think about the past, and she was willing to be with him all the time. , she doesn't have such a broad mind, she will care, she will be afraid.

"Don't think too much, huh? Let's go eat first?" Jing Shaoteng feels sorry for her now, she doesn't look like Gu Nansheng at all, she looks like a poor girl who has lost her soul, her face is full of haggardness It also became extremely pale.

"I don't have much appetite." Gu Nansheng finally looked up at Jing Shaoteng, her eyes were full of anxiety.

Jing Shaoteng was silent for a while and directly picked her up by the waist, dragging her back with one hand and supporting her thighs with the other. After making sure that the child and her were in the most comfortable position, he opened his thin lips lightly: "How much do you need to eat?" Some."

"I'm afraid." Gu Nansheng said, putting his arms around Jing Shaoteng's neck, "If I die, will you miss me?"

Jing Shaoteng didn't answer, but his eyes were already ablaze with scarlet. He never thought that an examination would make his little wife so fragile. Although he enjoyed her hugging him and relying on him, but if this The taste he likes is bought by her sadness, so he would rather not have it, he would rather she be more aggressive and alienated from him, and be happier.

(End of this chapter)