You are on the way to rebirth

Chapter 301

In the photo, she has faded from the youthfulness when they first met, but she is still beautiful and lovely in the photo. He touched her smile with trembling hands, and when he reached out to the photo, his finger was cold. They have been separated forever. Yes.

The remorse in his heart turned into a needle-like pain. He clutched his chest and stared closely at her smile. For the past 20 years, it was her smile that haunted him, and now he finally saw it.

He burst into tears: "Can this photo be given to me?"

The older a person is, the worse his memory is. He is really afraid that one day he will be so old and confused that he won't even be able to remember Amei's appearance.

What a painful realization it is to know how to cherish when you lose it.

Xiao Yu nodded: "Yes."

Xiao Shan wiped away his tears: "I am the one who is sorry for both of you mother and son."

"People are dead, what's the use of saying sorry?" He said dryly.

"Did your mother leave peacefully?"

Xiao Yu shook his head: "It's not good. At that time, the medical conditions were not yet developed, and she often couldn't sleep all night long because of the pain. I put up a small bed and slept next to her..." He couldn't continue talking until here , The throat was choked up badly, and the tears flowed down.

He wept, and Xiao Shan also wept.

He propped the bed next to his mother's bed. He could hear her turning over or moaning in pain. He quickly got up to accompany her and watched her endure the pain. He was afraid, he was really afraid, he was only sixteen at that time, what would he do without his mother?
His mother couldn't sleep because of the pain, so he couldn't sleep because of the panic.

I don't know how long it took before he stopped crying: "At that time, Uncle Li was by my mother's side. Although she was physically sad, she was fine mentally. The thing she regrets most is not that she married you, but that she didn't marry you. I met Uncle Li at the best time." He felt that he should tell him that his mother was shocked and no longer loved him.

Xiao Shan's eyes were red: "Yes, yes, I should pay a visit to Li Yingshi, and thank him for taking care of your mother and child for so long."

"Uncle Li doesn't have a son, and I plan to support him until the end of his life."

"Should be, should be," he added these three words: "Son, no matter what you do, I will support you. Don't worry, you won't be able to spend the money I left you even in ten lifetimes."

Xiao Yu refused: "Money is something outside of the body, not to mention that I am not short of money."

Xiao Shan nodded: "You did a good job, much better than I imagined."

After a long time, Jin-Woo whispered: "Let me accept you in a short time. It's a little unrealistic. But I can try to forgive."

Xiao Shan wept with joy, he really didn't expect this day to come.

"It's been so many years, except you kicked me in front of that woman. It often appears in my dreams. The three of us are sitting under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, drinking tea and chatting. When I was young, I often Being naughty, I always provoked my mother to beat me, but he regretted it after beating me." For him, these happy memories are too few, and every time his mother beats him, he always hides behind his father Behind him, let him stop his mother. Back then, he was tall and strong, and he was simply the hero in his heart. After so many years, the hero in his heart has become the little old man in front of him who is full of shame.No, it was the little old man who looked ashamed.

"It's all my fault. If it wasn't for my wrong move back then, you must have had a happy youth."

Xiao Yu shook his head: "This is all in the past. I have thought about it for a long time when I go back. If my mother is still alive, maybe she will let me try to accept you."

Xiao Shan was so excited that he couldn't speak. He stayed in Jiangbei for so long?I just hope that one day, he will forgive him.But the longer the wait, the greater the disappointment in my heart.Think she won't forgive him.Do you want me to forgive and gradually change again?Eager to see him, I really didn't expect him to say that today.

Xiao Yu was very calm: "In this life, one decision may make the rest of your life different. Don't get me wrong. I'm not blaming you for how you used to be, I'm talking about myself."

Xiao Shan was astonished, and heard him say again: "So I don't want to make my future self regret. Hongjing often told me that I am just the grandson of the Chen family, and a foreign word is a thousand miles away. Hongjing doesn't like to be with Cousin, so I think she doesn't want me to get close to my cousin either."

"But this time when I went to BJ, I realized that if I am not strong, I can only be a pawn in the hands of others. I am a loner, and it doesn't matter whether I live or die. I dare say that if I continue to be so cowardly, Hongjing will definitely leave me without hesitation. Even because of her, I will become stronger. Although I am older than her, you should understand that she is more mature and rational than me in every aspect. I enjoy her care with peace of mind. She has paid more than me for so long. Because of me, she has suffered a lot and suffered a lot of grievances. This time I can't let her be wronged. You you You can suspect that I am using you, but it doesn't matter, this time I must be strong and strong."

Xiao Shan nodded with satisfaction: "My child, I don't expect you to forgive me a little, but as long as you want to do, I will support you. Don't worry, our family dare not compete with the Chen family, but we have Money. Since ancient times, I don’t believe that money can make ghosts turn millstones. How dare they do anything.”

When Xiao Yu heard the words 'our family', his nose was sore. Our family is such a distant word for him. He has always been the only one in his family. Besides Hongjing, who can he talk about our family?
The last thing he wants to spend is August [-]th and the Spring Festival. Sometimes he drives past the station, and he doesn’t want to see the smiling faces of people carrying their things home with big bags and small bags. His home is always cold, let alone People say our family.

"Hongjing is a good girl. It's good that you met her. Their family is also very good, the family is harmonious, and the sisters are friendly and united. You have good vision. You should treat her well, don't be like me, let the future I regret it myself."

Xiao Yu was very ashamed, he had been spoiled by himself in the previous life, if it wasn't him, it was Changying in the previous life, then how could she have stayed by his side for so long?

"Gangzi." Xiao Shan called out, "Bring Chen Qian's information."

Looking at Xiao Yu's surprised eyes: "I have been paying attention to your affairs for the past two years. I know the whole story between you and Chen Qian, and I also know that she hurt you a lot." handed him the folder.

This time it was Jin-Woo who started trembling.

(End of this chapter)