My iceberg smiled

Chapter 657 You Know It All

Shen Yinru suddenly realized that the "secret protection" she had euphemistically called all these years was just an excuse for herself to escape.

It was her negligence that lost her daughter back then, Shen Yinru subconsciously blamed herself all the time.

So much so that when the other party's whereabouts were found out, he didn't have the courage to face it.

She was too preoccupied, thinking too much, thinking whether Lulu would hate her as a mother, she was afraid, afraid of what to do if she faced her daughter's indifferent face and resentful eyes.

This is an instinctive self-protection.

When the shackles of self-protection were broken, Shen Yinru became much more relaxed.

Even if Lulu doesn't want to recognize her mother in the end, even if she hates herself forever, that's something that Shen Yinru should endure, it has nothing to do with Shen Lu herself, but whether she is willing to accept such a result.

As long as she doesn't change her love for her daughter, what are these setbacks worth?

It is better for her daughter to live than anything else. She doesn't need to expect much, she just needs to face the future, and even if she encounters unimaginable dangers, she should bravely bear it.

After walking on thin ice for so many years, in the end, my son persuaded me to move my fearful heart.

It is the courage and strength brought to her by her son.

"You already know..." Shen Yinru finally returned to the demeanor of the Shen family's mistress at this time, calm and reserved.

Shen Zhen nodded slightly: "Yes."

"When did it happen?" Shen Yinru asked again.

"Six years ago, I heard the conversation between you and Uncle Pei. At that time, you just had news of your sister." Shen Zhen said indifferently.

Shen Yinru was shocked.

She knew that her son was a tolerant person, but she didn't expect him to hide his thoughts so deeply.

For six years, she hadn't shown any abnormalities or clues in life, so that she, a mother, didn't notice it.

This silly kid actually wanted to know about his sister, but he kept holding back and didn't question her. Was it because he was afraid of affecting her emotions?

Thinking of this, Shen Yinru's heart suddenly softened.

She reached out and rubbed Shen Zhen's hair.

In a blink of an eye, they have grown so big. From the opponent, Shen Yinru can faintly see the shadow of her back then.

These two children are more like her, with clear and delicate features.

In the past, the more I watched Ah Zhen grow up, the more I missed Lulu in my heart, and sometimes I even saw her daughter through Ah Zhen's shadow.

Judging from the photos sent by Qi Ye, her daughter is probably [-]% similar to her son now. Lulu has been wearing short hair all these years, not much different from a boy.

Shen Yinru thought, if her daughter can grow long hair and put on nice clothes, then she must be a fairy daughter who is all over the country.

She couldn't help but think of the clothes she had prepared in one of the cloakrooms, all subconsciously prepared for Lulu.

From infancy, to childhood, to teenagers, every year, she would choose some clothes suitable for little girls, imagining what she would look like when she wore them.

Subconsciously, she was looking forward to the other party's return.

When Lulu can come back one day, the cloakroom will be reserved for Lulu.

"Mom, you... actually found your sister a long time ago, right?" Shen Zhen asked.

Shen Yinru smiled bitterly and nodded.Immediately said: "Do you also think that mother is cowardly? She doesn't even have the courage to recognize your sister."

(End of this chapter)