Rebirth 1986

Chapter 307 The Fragility of Children

Although Lei Lei hid it in time, he returned to his previous appearance in a moment, but he was still a child after all, and his emotions were far from being able to change freely like an adult. When An Qing turned to wipe Lele's face with a towel, he returned the The envy and loneliness that I didn't have time to hide were all in my eyes.

After dinner, Su Yifei dragged Lei Lei to the courtyard to play with other children. An Qing held Lele and Su Chengwen upstairs and chatted with his elder brother An Zhenghong, but the old lady Shen Guixiang Because I haven't seen my youngest son for a long time, I couldn't let go, I kept talking about asking An Jie to find a wife, and by the way, even An Zhenghong complained, saying that he didn't set a good example for the younger ones below. , procrastinatingly refusing to get married and find a wife to have a baby or something.

An Zhenghong, who was also shot while lying down, couldn't sit still any longer, and took a chance to rush to the study room, saying that he was going to prepare something for the hospital's new case seminar the next day, but Shen Guixiang babbled but didn't understand , after letting go of the eldest son, all attention was focused on the younger son, and in the end he was left alone to bear the "storm" of Shen Guixiang.

When An Jie cried and looked at An Qing with a broken face and asked her for help, An Qing almost burst out laughing, but forced himself to say solemnly: "An Jie, I don't think we were in a hurry when we said it before. Exactly, you haven't seen your mother for so long, and she misses you a lot, so you might as well stay at your eldest brother's house to accompany her these few days, anyway, I can't live in the work place I got for you for the time being, wait a while It’s almost done after the church, and when the time comes, you can call your friends over and we’ll start working again.”

"Second Sister!!" An Jie looked at An Qing in disbelief. Is this his own sister? She actually sold him out just like that!

An Qing turned her head, pretending not to see the pain on his face, turned her head and blinked at Su Chengwen, but couldn't hide the smile at the corner of her mouth, anyway, letting An Jie listen to Shen Guixiang's nagging was a lot of meat, Even if he goes on a blind date, no one can force him to marry if he doesn't like anyone, but if she really pulls An Jie and starts working immediately, regardless of her mother's eagerness to have a grandson, Shen Guixiang may turn around and even her Complaining, instead of that, it's better to sell An Jie...

As the saying goes, a dead fellow does not die a poor one....

On the contrary, Shen Guixiang was very happy after hearing An Qing's words, and looked at the most caring second daughter with great relief, gave An Qing a look of "you are very winky", and then took An Jie's hand Le Diandian said: "The relationship is good. Your second sister and mom are on the same mind. If you don't rush to start work, you will have time. When mom finds a time tomorrow, you can make arrangements first, and you can go see me first." Aunt Li's daughter, let me tell you, that girl is really nice, she is pretty and has a soft personality, she speaks like an oriole, she sounds very nice, yes, yes, there is also Uncle Liu from the next building , their daughter is also pretty good, she has good looks, she is still a college student, the most important thing is that she has a thin waist and round buttocks, she will definitely have a good child in the future..."

Hearing the words that came out of Shen Guixiang's mouth one after another, An Jie almost collapsed, and looked at An Qing with resentment.

An Qing just covered her mouth for fun, without any sympathy, that pretty look with crooked brows and eyes as if stealing honey, made Su Chengwen beside him so soft that his heart could soak in water, looking at the expression on An Qing's face. With a smile, Su Chengwen's heart was burning, and he just wished he could hold her in his arms and love her a lot.

No matter how An Jie struggled to death, he was 1 unwilling in his heart, but in the face of his mother's nagging magic, and his second sister's nagging, he had to agree aggrievedly, and at An Zhenghong's house Stayed with Shen Guixiang for a week, only then was Shen Guixiang contentedly let go, and went home with Anqing and the others to carry their luggage.

Waiting for him to take the things away, An Qing handed Lele to Tong Mama to take her with her, while she pushed An Jie out.

"Second sister, you are too cruel. I am your own younger brother. You just pushed me into the fire pit like this..." An Jie watched An Qing push him away, and couldn't help complaining, "I You hate me just like that, you rush me to die..."

An Qing knocked him on the back of the head angrily, "What do you mean I will push you into the fire pit and die! Did you say that? She also cares about you. I haven't seen you for so long. She misses you too." If you panic, you go to accompany her and you don't want your life!"

"I don't want my life to go with her, but she is nagging like hell, and she also wants to take me on a blind date, my God, it's not like you don't know the girls that mom likes, and I'm not looking for a mate, Why do you keep staring at the size of other people's butts...Second sister, dear sister, aunt, please spare my life for the sake of our family relationship..."

An Jie had a mournful face. It's not that he didn't want to accompany Shen Guixiang, but he knew his mother's temperament. If he dared to stay at An Zhenghong's house for a week, Shen Guixiang would definitely take him out on blind dates every day. It happened two years ago when he was still a sophomore in college.

At that time, he was obviously still not in full bloom, and he hadn't even talked about love, Shen Guixiang had already regarded him as a dying willow, wishing to sell him in the next second, he stayed at home For a month, Shen Guixiang can bring women to her home one by one a day, but her aesthetics has the common faults of the older generation. In addition, you must have a bright personality and manage your family well. This kind of woman is virtuous and beautiful in heart, generous and informal, but at the worst, she is stingy and can care about every little needle and thread with you. In his eyes, a bright personality is no different from a shrew, how could he accept it.

So after that, he either stayed in the capital to do part-time jobs during his holidays to accumulate social experience through work-study programs, or even if he returned to City A, he would stay at Anqing's house, or at the house of his classmates and friends, and never live with An Zhenghong. He never expected to come back this time The second sister actually sold him.

Thinking about the next seven days, An Jie wanted to kill him head on.

Seeing the pain on An Jie's face, An Qing's stomach almost hurt from laughing. Of course, she knew the glorious history of Shen Guixiang dragging An Jie to go on a blind date. The daughter will not let go, but she has no sympathy at all, she just joked: "When did you become so timid, even if mom takes you to go on a blind date, it's just a formality, you can't see it yourself It’s fine to refuse after the incident, and no one is forcing you to marry those women once you meet them, what are you afraid of, they won’t eat you up..."

"Why not! Second sister, you don't know how famous you are now, right? Although Mom listened to your words and didn't make nonsense about your status as the handed down chairman, but just one BL is enough to make those women Crazy, under your influence, those women will be like honey bees after seeing me, they can't wait to strip me naked and drag me to the bed to eat and wipe off, I beg you, please let me go Little brother, can you do it right away..."

"Okay, stop talking nonsense." An Qing couldn't help laughing out of being teased by his younger brother, and after finally calming down, he gave him a slap on the shoulder, "Hurry up, at worst, I promise you, as soon as possible Clean up the new house over there so that you can move in there."

"Really? Good second sister, you must mean what you say!" An Jie said immediately.

"Do the math, it's the puppies who are rambunctious."

"Second sister, you are so kind, I knew you were the best, most beautiful, gentle, kind and understanding sister in the world..." An Jie boasted without opening his arms holding An Qing.

"Hurry up, stop, I think you didn't learn anything else when you went to the capital, this smooth-tongued sweet talker is much better than before, don't play tricks on me, it's getting late now, hurry up, I'll let your brother-in-law take you to the big brother Home." An Qing angrily rolled his eyes back at him.

An Jie quickly said: "No need, second sister, brother-in-law is a busy person, I just talked to someone on the phone when I saw him come back, so don't bother him, you give me your car keys and I will go there by myself. I have to use my car here for a few days, and I have to pick them up when those people from the capital come over, so let me borrow your car first."

"You know how to drive?" An Qing raised an eyebrow.

"Of course I will. I passed the driver's license test in BJ, and I was allowed to drive the fat man's car over there, and I just saw that the roads in City A are not troublesome, and there is only one straight road. I have memorized the two or three times I went back and forth, and besides, I have to go to other places here, so it’s not easy to ask my brother-in-law to be my driver everywhere, right?” An Jie patted his chest and said.

An Qing thinks about it too. Waiting for the people from the capital to come, An Jie must take people to the forest suburbs from time to time. She also has things to do, so it is impossible to follow him in and out every day. The driver feels troublesome again. Now that he can drive by himself, she is not worried about An Jie's exaggeration. After all, although her brother is sometimes a bit messy, he still has a sense of proportion. Since he said he can drive with a driver's license, it must be safe. no problem.

So she went straight back to the living room and threw Su Chengwen's car keys to him.

"Second Sister, isn't this brother-in-law's car? He also needs it at ordinary times, just lend me your car." When An Qing took An Jie to the garage to drive, An Jie said hastily.

"My family used to drive my car at the beginning. The space in the car is small, and it is too crowded for four or five people to sit. Your brother-in-law's car is a business car. It is spacious inside and the back seat is big enough to put things. Turn around. There are many people on your side, so it's easy to accommodate." An Qing shook her head and said, seeing that An Jie still wanted to refuse, she frowned and stared at him unhappily, "Don't follow me to the trick you learned in the workplace , push it back and forth carefully, I will clean you up!"

An Jie paused, then put his arms around An Qing's shoulders and laughed, "Second Sister, I won't be polite to you, which one of us is with whom?"

"It's good to know!" An Qing gave him a sideways look.

"Okay, okay, second sister, go in quickly, I'm going to the eldest brother's house first, or Mom will nagging again if I go back late."

An Qing didn't stay with An Jie either, but just told him to be careful on the road, and then let him go.

After turning around and going home, Su Yifei and Lei Lei were writing their homework on the small table, Su Chengwen was handling company affairs in the study on the second floor, An Qing held Lele in his arms, fed her, and coaxed her to sleep After letting Tong's mother take her back to the room, she then contacted the cleaners and asked them to send someone to clean up the house given to An Jie as soon as possible, and then called the people from the housekeeping office to introduce someone A reliable nanny and a part-time cleaning worker passed by.

Thinking that there was nothing to do the next day, An Qing simply found Jiang Xiaoyun next door, and made an appointment to go shopping with her in the furniture market tomorrow, to make up for what An Jie was missing, especially some bedding, those old They were all useless, and she thought about replacing them all with new ones.

Although she made fun of An Jie, she still loved this younger brother in her heart, so everything was arranged for him, and as soon as the house over there was cleaned up, he would be able to bring someone to move in with her bag, peace of mind The ambition of the heart.

After finishing all the things at hand, An Qing rubbed his shoulders tiredly, seeing that only Su Yifei was left at the small table, and there was no one beside the open homework book, he couldn't help but wondered: "Of course , how about your little brother, why didn't you do your homework here?"

Su Yifei looked up strangely, "He said he went upstairs to get things, but he didn't come down for a long time, Mom, do you want me to go up and call Brother Xiaobao?"

"No need, you do your homework first, and go to bed early after you've finished, and you have to go to class tomorrow morning." An Qing stroked Su Yifei's head, looking at the pile of test questions under his hands, he felt a little bit dry.

My son skipped a grade first, and then joined a lot of extra-curricular classes. Not long after, he began to dislike the simplicity of the first-grade courses, and started self-studying the second and third-grade courses. Learning martial arts, although she was pleased with Su Yifei's intelligence and progress, and glad that he knew how to work hard at such a young age, but every time she saw the piles of textbook test questions, she still felt a little distressed.

Such a young child is supposed to enjoy childhood happily, but my son has been busy early on. Although there are times to play on weekdays, after all, compared with other children, he still lacks some freedom and peace of mind. Presumptuous and capricious, but in this matter, the child and the child's father who have always followed her wishes have their own insistence. She persuaded her twice to no avail, so she had to follow them.

In fact, An Qing himself knows that if he really allows himself to spoil his child, it may not be a good thing. If he is born in an ordinary family, the child will be mediocre if he is mediocre, as long as he grows up steadily and smoothly. , marry a wife and have children when they reach the age, and spend the rest of their lives smoothly, but being born in their family is not enough. Both she and Su Chengwen have a lot of careers, and they will become bigger and bigger as time goes by. These two careers will eventually fall to the children. hands.

When they were still around, they could still protect their children, but one day the two of them would grow old and leave. When they were unable to protect their children, Su Yifei and Lele had to learn how to protect themselves, and Protect what you have.

If their children are capable, taking over this large property will make them rich and well-fed for the rest of their lives, but if they are not capable, they will only bring disasters in the end, so Su Chengwen loves Su Yifei very much on weekdays, but when he encounters learning and The matter of exercise is extremely strict, and he has his own persistence.

The truth is clear and understandable, but Anqing still feels a little sore after all, this is probably the difference between being a mother and being a father.

The mother only thinks that the child can live a smooth life and grow old safely and happily, but the father will think more and more comprehensively, and his vision will be farther.

Seeing her son writing at his desk without any repulsion or displeasure on his face, An Qing rubbed her eyes and turned her back. Although she couldn't be the one who asked the child to make progress, she didn't want to be the one who gave the child progress. Dispirited person.

In order to divert his attention, An Qing set his eyes on Lei Lei's homework, but was suddenly taken aback.

Lei Lei is almost 12 years old this year, and he is a sixth grader in elementary school. Calculating the time, he will take the entrance exam for elementary school in a month or so, and then he will be upgraded to the first year of junior high school. It stands to reason that now is the time when he has the most homework and the busiest study. But Lei Lei's homework book didn't have a single word.

An Qing stretched out her hand to pick up the homework book and looked it over carefully, only to find that it was not without words, but it seemed to have been written and erased. There was a ball of ink on it, and there were traces of being torn off. The strange expression on Lei Lei's face when he was at the eldest brother's house before, is the same as Lei Lei's silence these days.

"Of course, you should do your homework obediently, and mother will go upstairs to see your brother Xiaobao."

"it is good."

Su Yifei agreed crisply, without even raising his head, and focused on the test questions without distracting his attention too much.

Seeing this, An Qing got up and went upstairs, searched around upstairs, went to the toilet corridor, and his room, but couldn't find Lei Lei, originally wanted to go to the study to ask Su Chengwen if he had seen him , but heard that Su Chengwen inside was talking on the phone with someone, she paused, and decided to ask Tong Mama, but she didn't want to find a small group huddled on the open-air balcony under the faint light as soon as she reached the end of the corridor. shadow.

An Qing was taken aback for a moment, and guessed who it was.
She walked over lightly, and saw that small group of black shadows shaking slightly at this time, and when they got closer, they could still hear faintly suppressed sobbing.

"Little Treasure, is that you?" An Qing asked softly after deliberately making noise a few meters away.

The black figure seemed to be frightened. It first jumped up suddenly, then quickly lowered its head and wiped its eyes twice with its sleeves. , Lei Lei bit his lip, trying to make his voice clear, "Aunt Qing..."

"It's really you. I thought I was wrong. Xiaobao, what are you doing here? Although it's almost May, it's still very cold in the morning and evening. You wear so little outside, be careful of catching a cold." An Qing walked over slowly, and found that Lei Lei was huddled on a recliner. At this time, he lowered his head slightly, and he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly under the dim light, as if the crying she heard just now was just an illusion. .

Lei Lei didn't speak, and An Qing didn't want him to answer. He just walked over and put his arms around him and said to himself, "Is it because I'm not used to living in Aunt Qing's house these days and feel homesick?"

Lei Lei shook his head and still didn't speak, but suddenly his two small hands clenched tightly into fists, and his small shoulders also moved.

"It's not homesick, it's mom?"

Just when An Qing thought he still wouldn't answer, he heard the villain next to him muffled and said with a distinct nasal voice: "That's not my home."

An Qing frowned, stretched out her hands to hold Lei Lei's body to make him face her, and asked softly, "Why isn't that your home? There are you, your parents, why do you think so?"

"That's not my father, my father didn't want me a long time ago." The little guy seemed to be stimulated, and suddenly raised his head, An Qing realized that his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and there were still two bubbles of tears in his eyes. Just watching her flow down like that seemed to be greatly stimulated.

An Qing's heart twitched, and she felt the pain tightening. She quickly stretched out her arms and hugged Lei Lei in her arms, "Good boy, Aunt Qing is wrong, Aunt Qing shouldn't have said that, don't cry, don't cry..."

Being held in his arms, he didn't know whether he was infected by the gentle voice, or because he held it in for too long, Lei Lei, who was just crying silently, suddenly burst into tears.

"My father used to love me very much, but he divorced my mother, so he didn't want me anymore. When he left, I kept following him and told him to chase him. He ignored me, and he didn't come to hug me when I fell down. …Later, I secretly went to find my father, and it turned out that my father was with someone else. The woman sat in the yard with her belly upright. My father asked me to call her mother. I cried twice when I didn’t want to, and my grandma said I was Sangmen star, don’t let me go back in the future... Later, when I went back, I asked my mother, and she told me that she loved me as much as I did without my father, but my mother also married Uncle Ru, and she also asked me to call Uncle Ru Dad, and they still With a child, she doesn't like me anymore..."

An Qing's eyes were red when he heard the cry of the child in his arms who was about to collapse, and those intermittent and even incoherent words.

What the hell is this Tian Yun doing? She and Lei Dajun have been divorced for several years. Don't you know that the child has such a big worry? Every time I saw her before, I just heard her say how naughty Lei Lei was, how he caused trouble , but never heard her talk about the grievance in the child's heart!

"Aunt Qing, is it because I'm not good? My father doesn't want me anymore, and my mother doesn't want me either... Hiccup... Did I do something wrong? I won't be naughty in the future, and I won't fight with my classmates. I'll study hard ,...Why doesn't mom want me...Why doesn't she want me..."

Lei Lei hiccupped from crying, his small body huddled into a ball and kept shaking, like a little injured hedgehog, wishing to stand up all the spines all over his body.

He didn't know what he did wrong, why his father didn't want him anymore, and his mother didn't want him anymore, and his mother sent him to Aunt Qing, obviously she didn't want him anymore, and she lied to him that he was going on a business trip, but yesterday after school he I secretly went back and looked at it, she was clearly still at home...

　Two more in one, making up for yesterday's...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)